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Lin Yuqing and I have only been together for five years, and when we got to the point where we broke up, maybe it was no coincidence when I thought about it later.

He has a strong and domineering personality, and never apologizes or backs down on anything.I'm too weak to the people I like, and besides, I can only be regarded as soft food, how can I be worthy of a self-proclaimed social elite like him?

So I begrudgingly compromised.

However, the result of every step of compromise and forbearance can only be that I am nothing in his eyes.

So his wife got married, his son was born, and even the mistress dared to show off in front of me.

Lin Yuqing met me in the summer of 2003. At that time, I just graduated from a junior college and couldn’t find a job at home, so I became a Beidiao. At that time, I found a job as a waiter at 2DRAGON in Ahai—his bar name is too Sensuality, translated into Chinese is "two dragons", it is obvious where it can refer to two dragons.

Later, when I saw that everyone was picking up takeaways, I didn't think too much about it. I picked a few reliable customers, and to put it bluntly, I just went to bed.I went back and forth and made some money, until I met Lin Yuqing.He was only 35 years old at that time. To use Ah Hai's words to describe him, he just made a little money and pretended to be too aggressive. He thought he was young and handsome.

When Lin Yuqing fucked me for the first time, he was so ruthless that he stabbed blood from behind.Afterwards he hugged me and said, "Xiao Li, with me, I will treat you forever."

I was young at the time, and I was fascinated by his moral obsession, so I followed him almost without hesitation.

Ah Hai said: Li Xiaochuan, you are a bitch.

I think so too.

So when Lin Yuqing stopped my living expenses while messing around with other men and women and planned to kick me, I sold the [-]-square-meter small house he bought for me in Tiantongyuan.

The total income is 32, and the mortgage is paid off, leaving about [-].

When Lin Yuqing came to see me, I told him that the 20 yuan was considered as three-year emotional loss.He was stunned for a long time, and finally said sadly that I was sorry for you, but since you decided to break up with me, I wish you happiness.

I was angry and funny.

Obviously he wanted to break up with me, but it turned out that I failed him.

Lin Yuqing has always had the ability to say that his fault was my fault.

As I moved out of the small suite with my suitcase, I took one last look at the empty house.Taking the subway to Ahai's bar in Sanlitun, he was stunned.

"Why are you crying?" he asked me.

I wiped my face: "I feel a little nostalgic."

He was angry: "That kind of bitch is so attached to the fart!"

"No." I said very seriously, "I forgot the coat of the seven wolves there, and I feel a little bit reluctant."

That day was April 2008, 4, less than four months before the opening of the Olympic Games, and I officially broke up with Lin Yuqing.

After I sold the house, I have no fixed place to live.

Ah Hai asked me where I was going to live. I thought about it for a long time and asked him seriously: "Can I go under the overpass?"

He directly poured wine all over my face, pointed at me like a teapot and scolded me, "Can you be more fucking decadent? Don't you have 20 yuan? Can you buy a house in Yanjiao?"

"What do I eat when I buy a house?" I asked him.

Ah Hai said, "Come to my bar to be a waiter?"

I'm not interested: "Come on, I met Lin Yuqing when I was a waiter back then, so I fell in love with the scene, so it's okay."

He added: "Then let me help you pay attention, what kind of job are you looking for?"

I thought about it: "I want to find a job that is interesting, does not require effort, but is exciting and exciting."

"Like what?" He handed me a cigarette.

"For example..." I glanced at the young boys dancing on poles in his ballroom, took a cigarette and started to smoke, "That kind of thing. It's best to be released. You can earn two to three thousand for a night lying down .”

"Just your old face?!" He snorted.

I laughed.

I was so drunk in his bar that day, and I opened a bottle of Royal Salute, which cost five or six thousand a night.It seems that because the 20 yuan belonged to Lin Yuqing, he didn't feel bad about it.In fact, I know very well in my heart that from the age of 25 to 30, I just let Lin Yuqing prostitute for five years, and the 20 yuan is like selling my body.When the money runs out, there will be no more. I can't live on this 20 for a lifetime.

But that night, I don't remember what I said afterwards. Ah Hai only said that I complained when I saw people, and cried more than ten times in a row, but Ah Hai actually took care of the thing I was joking about.

I rented a one-bedroom apartment in an old community near Tuanjie Lake, and I barely settled down.Half a month later, Ah Hai called me: "I'll help you find the right one for the things you want me to pay attention to."

"What?" I was confused.

"Didn't you say you want to go out and sit on the stage to earn extra money?" Ah Hai asked me back, "I introduced you to a club, and there are quite a lot of money in it. You go for an interview?"

I almost choked: "When did I say that?"

"The day you opened the Royal Salute in the store." Ah Hai said angrily, "Don't tell me you don't want to go?"

"..." I was about to refuse.

"Let me tell you, I introduced this store through a lot of connections. Do you dare to go?"

"I'm in my thirties, and your matter is too unrealistic." I sighed.

"Stop pretending to be chaste for me." Ah Hai scolded over the phone, "Back then, I had to go out and have a room with someone in my shop, otherwise how would you have caught Lin Yuqing? Huh?"

What he said was true. I had a second job when I was working in Ah Hai's bar, but it was only five years later. Do I still have to go to sea?

"Then it's called love." I was powerless to quibble.

"Love? Love ass love! It's not that Lin Yuqing is rich, you can fall in love with him? It's not that he is rich, you can earn 20 after breaking up? Can love give you 20?" Ah Hai asked.

I was speechless by what he said.

"Forget it, dogs can't change their eating shit." Ah Hai finally comforted me.

I think his words are quite flawed. First, I am not a dog. Second, I don’t like to eat shit.And those two things really have nothing to do with me getting back into my old business and sleeping with men.

But I refrained from arguing with him.

"I'll go." I gave in and asked him for the address.

I think in fact, except for the trivial love for Lin Yuqing, I really can't change my shit.