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Unfortunately, it was too late, and it was obvious that Snape had seen the last page.He looked at Harry who crawled on top of him and snatched the photo album, and raised his eyebrows, "You guys are indeed quite courageous, it's nothing more than an open night tour, and you dare to leave evidence. Weasley, Granger, Ron Barton, and, when did you get mixed up with Malfoy!"

"You can't look through my photo album without my permission, it's very rude." Harry hid the photo album behind his back and glared at Snape angrily.

"If you don't want people to see it, then don't put it on the table!" Snape held him down, pulled out the album and turned to the last page, "Look what you all did What a good thing, hell, if I found out sooner, Gryffindor would be waiting to be deducted negative points this year!"

"It's just a small accident, please, please, Professor Snape, don't tell anyone, this is just a children's prank, we need a little entertainment once in a while." Harry lay on top of Snape Begging in a low voice, this matter cannot be revealed to other people, especially Lucius or other Death Eaters must not know that Draco has been in close contact with them.

"Your so-called entertainment is fighting trolls? Potter! You are as arrogant and useless as your dead old man!" Snape finally tore off his calm mask, threw off the photo album in his hand and roared Said, "I expected you to be different from him, but I didn't expect you to be worse! Does it make you feel better about yourself with the title of savior who survived the catastrophe, making you think that you can detach yourself from the rules and regulations?" Outside the law!"

"I don't understand why you always mention my father every time you are angry with me. Are you angry because of my night tour or because of the things my father did before! If it is the latter, I There is absolutely no reason to bear your inexplicable anger. If it is the former, why don’t you calm down and listen to my explanation! God knows I hope I can have a good talk with you. I have never rejected sharing something with you, but every time you Make the conversation about me being like my father! Snape, how long will it take you to get out of that so-called past!"

"It didn't happen to me when they did that to you!" Harry yelled.

"What do you know? I mean, things about the past." Snape keenly sensed the hidden things in Harry's words.

"Everything!" Harry also went all out, he didn't want to turn into a yell when he mentioned the way his father talked to Snape himself, so he told Snape directly, "I know everything that happened between you, I know why you hate me, I know why you hate my father, I know the things you feel ashamed and embarrassing. I want to say that there is no need for you to care, no one cares about your past, no one knows that you have ever posted Black underwear, if you don't become stronger from the inside, then you will always be a low self-esteem..."

"Shut up!" Snape yelled and interrupted Harry, his face was extremely ugly, even the hand pointing at the door was trembling slightly, "Get out of here!"

"You are always like this. You use the past to torture others, and you are also torturing yourself. Maybe you have been used to this kind of life for too long, and you are simply enjoying that kind of self-torture! What do you want to get by making yourself miserable? , What do you want to prove? If you even judge in your heart that you are not worthy of love, then how can you expect others to love you! If you always blame yourself, then how can you expect others to look down on you! Nep, you are no longer that boy who can only hide behind a tree in old clothes, and you are not a teenager who is teased and can't fight back. You are a man, a man who is mature enough to look down on most people It's time! You should do something worthy of your status!" Harry said these words loudly, then jumped out of bed with his pillow in his arms, and walked towards the door.

"Professor, I care about you more than you think. I am grateful that you protect me and take care of me, but I hope that one day you will protect me because you care and care about me, not because Guilt or compensation and sympathy for the death of my parents." Harry opened the door, stopped in his tracks and said, "I don't need anyone's sympathy, I can survive well by myself."

56. The difference

No one had ever dared to say such things to him, not even Dumbledore!Snape walked up and down the room angrily, wishing to catch that arrogant brat and beat him up, but thinking of his last look, Snape could only walk back and forth in the room.

However, when the anger of being torn off the last fig leaf disappeared, what flooded his heart was a deep regret.

Is this still a child?He had never seen such a sharp child, how many things those damn notes told him, would make him make such unsuitable words for his age!

That idiot James Potter, like his son, can't even put away his own things at the very least!

Snape cursed angrily in his heart, but he had to admit that what Harry said made sense.In fact, he knew it himself, but no one was willing to admit that he was actually a coward, a coward who would only live in the anger and sorrow of the past forever.

In fact, what Black said was right, even without Lily, he would not be able to coexist peacefully with the hijackers.The happiness they had was what he yearned for and envied. He originally peeped at the warmth in the dark, but was teased out by others and forced to show his shabbiness and incompetence in the sun.

How much of his hatred for James stems from his own inferiority complex and jealousy?

Snape had always refused to think about it, and no one except Sirius dared to bring it up in front of him.But today, a child pointed it out sharply in this way: If he can't overcome his own inferiority complex, then no amount of outside world will make him confident.

If I really believe that I am stronger than James Potter and the others, if I really look at them from a bird's-eye view, then why use harsh words to cover up my inner weakness?Snape thought blankly, so, is it because I'm not strong enough that I care so much about Sirius' provocation?

Snape, you are useless, not even a child!

Snape's habitual self-spite, kicked the floor hard, but accidentally kicked the photo album that had just been thrown on the ground.Looking at the smiling faces of the children, Snape hesitated for a while, then slowly squatted down, instead of tearing the album apart, he opened it again.

This is a group of very happy children. He has watched Draco grow up since he was a child, but he has never seen him smile so happily.With disheveled hair and disheveled clothes, he hung shoulder to shoulder with the red-haired boy of the Weasley family and Miss Granger who knew it all. There was no aristocratic image at all, but he smiled very happily, like a real child.

Snape had taught many students, but he had never seen the smiling faces of children.No one dared to smile in front of him, and everyone saw him with only fear and shivering. Everyone thought that he was used to and enjoyed this kind of fear, but in fact things were not as people imagined.He hated being loud and honest, but he didn't want most of the students shaking like sieves when they saw him.In fact, he longs for laughter from the bottom of his heart, because he doesn't have it himself, so he hopes to see it in others.

It's just that he doesn't know how to get along with these brats.

Just like now he doesn't know how to face that kid outside the door.

Snape flicked through the photo album irritably. It contained all the photos of Harry's first grade, but there were not many photos of him alone.In the few occasional photos, standing in the crowd, he smiled extraordinarily sweetly, but the smile never penetrated into his eyes.

He is not happy.Snape was surprised by this fact.That kind of too official and expression may be able to deceive the little devils of the same age, but it is not without flaws in the eyes of adults who observe carefully.

This perfunctory smile was familiar to Snape.Because when he doesn't want to be disturbed by others, he will also put on this look, the only difference is that he has a cold face that is severe enough to scare most people away, but he has a shallow smile.

harry potter.Snape read the name a little. The difference between him and James Potter is like pearls and fish eyes. Anyone with a little common sense can't make a mistake. How could that idiot think he was him? Where is your father?

If it was that bastard James Potter, would he take him to see unicorns in the snow?

If it was that bastard James Potter, I would work hard every month to make potions for him, and insist on making potions for him that waste materials and time after he is already healed?

If it was that bastard James Potter, would he just be furious at Dumbledore when he heard that Black left him at home alone, and then come from the fireplace with nothing to take care of him?

He didn't think he resembled James Potter except for the messy hair!That jerk wasn't this cute at 11.

Cute, Snape was chilled by the word, but he still felt that Harry was a hundred times better than that bastard James, and he had absolutely no resemblance to James except in blood.

What may begin as reluctant protection eventually becomes spontaneous care.Concerned about his body, worried about his safety, and occasionally his heart