[HP] warm

feel happy.

But it's a pity that at present he seems to enjoy his caress.

As a cat, he couldn't resist this instinct, so when Snape's cool fingers ran across his fur and kneaded his neck with just the right amount of force, Harry felt very, very happy, The whole person seemed to be floating into the sky.

"Meow~" He snorted lazily. Although he was extremely regretful, spurned, and unwilling, his body still involuntarily relaxed, and he took the initiative to rub his neck against the back of his hand, almost screaming coquettishly. .

It seems that this trick really works.Snape looked calm on the outside, but he was deeply relieved. Some methods of the Muggles are still very effective, such as the book "Happy with Your Cat" that Dumbledore specially asked Fox to send.

Seeing the little one lying in his arms and trustingly placing its little head in his hands, Snape's eyes moved a little.

He trusts him.

This kind of unreserved trust, this kind of trust that can completely give himself to a person, he has never felt.

He has been living in an environment composed of lies and deceit. As a double agent, it is impossible for him to trust anyone without reservation, whether it is a friend or an elder.Because he doesn't trust others, he also becomes distrusted.

In fact, even if he was not a spy, no one would believe him.

Just like his apology to her all those years ago.

Words spoken inadvertently create a crack that can never be repaired, and then, become a lifetime of regret.

I really didn't mean to, why can't you trust me?

Your kindness allows you to forgive the mistakes of so many people, so why can't you forgive me alone?

Snape didn't want to think about this question that he had thought about a thousand times.His fingers unconsciously slid across the kitten's neck, and the body temperature, which was much higher than that of the human body, made him feel very warm.The heartbeat in the palm of his hand let him know that he was not alone at this moment.He gently touched its head and nose with his hand, watched it sneeze a little, then raised its head, and happily rubbed against his palm.

There was no rejection, no struggle, everything was so peaceful and beautiful.

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Damn it, I'm a wizard, not a cat.

Harry muttered bitterly in his heart, but this didn't stop him from moving towards Snape.

Snape's fingers were not soft, there were obvious thin calluses between them, and he was very hard when he was tickled, but it was that kind of earnestness that gave people an illusion of being cherished.

He took him so seriously, like a good potion ingredient.

Harry's initial struggles gradually softened in his persistent tickling.Half of it is due to the instinct after becoming a beast, and the other half is probably his heart that he doesn't want to admit.

He is afraid of being close to people, but he longs for being close to people.

He is the savior who was placed with high expectations from the moment he was born, so in his short life, he is destined to be the one who will always stand in front.It is rare for him to be like this now, as a cat who doesn't think about anything, enjoying the care of another person with peace of mind.

He longed for warmth, more than people could imagine. When he chose Gryffindor, he was only yearning for the color of the sun.

In fact, the savior is very easy to deceive, thinking of what Hermione said back then, he couldn't help but want to smile.Hermione is indeed the person who understands him best, she is like a combination of mother and sister, one who encourages him and takes care of him.After he and Ginny divorced, many witches asked Hermione how to become Mrs. Potter, and Hermione just said this with a smile.

The savior is easy to deceive, as long as you can give him a home and make him feel warm, he will obediently be led by you and take whatever he wants.

This was a big truth, but no one believed it, everyone just thought Hermione was joking, no one believed that the savior had such low requirements for the other half.

What can be ignored is often the simplest truth.

For the instinctive pursuit of warmth, Harry has long been unable to tell what is love or not. He just wants to grab any warmth that can be grasped humblely, and then try his best to keep them.In his life, the Weasley family occupied a very important position. If Hogwarts was his first home, then the Weasley family was his second home.He had thought he loved Ginny, but it took him a long time to realize that all he loved was the feeling of home.He thought that marrying Ginny would mean he could have the family warmth of the Weasleys forever, but unfortunately, the family could not be duplicated.

Ginny has a completely different personality from his. She is smart, beautiful, strong, and ambitious. He has no interest in fame and fortune, but she eagerly desires fame and fortune.In order to maintain his family, Harry tried his best to do things he didn't like, and wanted to be his wife's ideal husband and bring her everything she desires, but her intelligence made her discover his flaws.

In fact, Ginny was a very good woman. She took the risk of being scolded by everyone and chose to divorce him.She told him: "Harry, you don't have to do everything for others, you should have your own life too."

"But I think life is good now." Harry didn't understand why his wife would say such words suddenly. Over the years, he has been used to living according to other people's expectations. He worked so hard just to maintain this family, but who It is expected that one day, so many efforts will not be able to save the family from falling apart.

If so, what was the point of his sacrifice?

"But I don't think so. What I need is not only a reputation, but also a husband who loves me." Ginny looked at him with unprecedented seriousness.

"I love you." Harry was completely confused, he felt that he loved his wife with all his heart, but Ginny told him decisively, "You don't love me, you just think you love me, true love Not like this. I used to think I would wait until the day you fell in love with me with all your heart, but sorry, I don't want to wait now."

She gave him a kiss as sweet as the first she'd given him all those years ago, and turned away, not even Mrs Weasley's anger changing her mind.It was Harry who persuaded the angry Weasleys to give Ginny most of his fortune, as she had three children to support.

During the divorce, Ginny asked Harry if he wanted to fight for the custody of the child, and Harry chose to give up after thinking about it.Although he loves his children, Ginny is obviously more suitable to be a mother than himself, who is not even capable of loving others.All he can do is to give them as much money as possible so that they can have a relatively good environment.

Looking back on his past, Harry felt that he had failed terribly.Defeating Voldemort doesn't change the fact that Harry Potter is an incompetent man who has nothing but a reputation and a mess of personal relationships.

Sometimes, being a human is no happier than being a cat.Lying in Snape's palm, feeling his caresses and touches, Harry thought so.

Now, let him relax for a while and be a cat without thinking.

Platinum

Snape's house in Spider's End has always been quiet and silent, and this has not changed much after adding a cat named Savior.

The boy, apart from being angry when he first saw him, seemed to accept the fact that he had become a cat after a while, and began to become quiet.Never scratching or barking, no matter what medicine I feed, I drink it quietly, and spend most of the day in a daze or sleeping, just like a real cat.

For a moment, Snape couldn't figure out whether this was good or bad.This will help his injury recover as soon as possible, but it doesn't seem to help the improvement of the tense atmosphere between the two.

For the first time, Snape tried to know what it means to be at a loss.

Although his rationality tells him that it is not good to get too close to the little brat of the Potter family, self-righteous, conceited, and self-showing, as long as anyone with the surname of Potter always has this unbearable shortcoming , he is simply a natural match with any Potter.

However, he couldn't let such a child be left alone.

Those green eyes, calm as a still lake, should not be in a child.

Green is the most beautiful, brightest, most vibrant and infectious color he has ever seen.Even in the dark days of You-Know-Who's reign, just thinking about those eyes made it seem like the world wasn't so bad after all.But now, those equally beautiful eyes are so dull, like gems covered in dust.

Damn Muggles, what the hell did they do, torture a child like this!

Troublesome things always like to pile up together, and when Snape was upset about his "cat", Lucius actually came to join in the fun.

"If I assume that your head, which takes two hours a day to dress up, is not broken, can you tell me what is this pile of things in front of me?" Snape looked sullenly, watching the platinum noble He crawled out of the fireplace, bringing with him an imp and a mountain of toys.

"Dear Snape, Ma