[HP] warm

What kind of friend, you are the first person to accompany me into the three-quarters platform, you are the first person to accompany me into the magic world... You have occupied an absolutely impossible place in my short life. Ignore the time, you are like my brother, even closer to me than Petunia, you have long been an inseparable part of my life.

I'm sorry we ended up going different ways, so you can't imagine how much I hate Slytherin, how much I hate Malfoy.They are the ones who lured you into what you are now!If I knew that you would meet those scumbags there, I would rather enter Slytherin with you, so that you would not have so much contact with them.I didn't accept your apology that time, because you never understood why I was angry. What I was angry was never the insult you blurted out, but how my friend became a person who made me feel unrecognizable.

The spiritual distance is more terrifying than the difference in identity, and the difference in thought makes us go on different paths.When I look back on the past now, I just regret that if I could patiently discuss with you about future choices, maybe things would not be like today.I'm sorry, but we were both too young and too proud back then, so we had to part ways in the end.

So, Severus, I'm at a loss, and I don't know what to say to you.You followed the dark lord, that's a road with no back, I don't know if you got the power and fame you wanted that way, but I know you won't be happy because you're nothing like them So ruthless, taking pleasure in bullying others.Your heart still yearns for light, integrity and kindness.It would be nice if you were really as bad as a rotten apple, at least I don't have to be so upset now, but unfortunately, you won't be that kind of person in another 100 years.So this worries me, I want to persuade you to quit, but I know that your quit must be at the price of death, and that is the last thing I want to see.

Please protect yourself in the war, Severus, and try not to go deep into their core, because then you will pay more than you get.I think with your talent in potions, it won't be too difficult to find a relatively hidden and safe position.Having said that, I want to declare that I am not underestimating your ability, but I am really worried about you, worrying about the present, and even more worried about the liquidation after the war. Although it seems stupid to start imagining those unreachable things now, I There is just no way to stop myself.

As my only and only remaining friend from childhood, I wish you all the best.It is safe and happy.Having said that, I can't help but persuade you to find a good girl again.Although it is a time of war, it does not hinder the enjoyment of life. See, I have Harry now.Love can help us face the difficulties of reality more bravely.Note that here I am talking about a real person who you are willing to marry her as your wife and spend the rest of your life with her, not those dirty women in Death Eaters.I know some of your feelings for me, because you never hide it, and you and James have had a lot of conflicts because of this (please ignore that idiot James, he broke the one I bought yesterday washing machine).However, from the perspective of a close friend, I want to tell you that it is not love.

Don't rush to retort, Severus, you really never figured out the difference between love and friendship, didn't you never notice that the way you look at me is completely different from the way James looks at me?I know you love me, but that love is not love.Because what you love is me in your imagination, or something you see through me, such as light, such as warmth, not me.You think that if you have me, you can have those good things, but this is not the case. Many things cannot be obtained by others, but you can only get them by going out and fighting for them yourself.For example, happiness.I am not as perfect as you imagine, I have all kinds of flaws, but you never see.

True love is when you see his flaws and still think he's damn attractive, like Jaime, he has more flaws than stars, but I sadly find this guy so attractive to me.I hope you don't get mad when you read this, I'm not writing this to imagine you showing off my happiness, but to show you that falling in love with a jerk is not a hard thing to take.So, Severus, come out of your cellar and stand in the sun and see this beautiful world.Many unreachable things can actually be reached with one hand. I know your personality, and I know that your indifference is just your protective color. Because you are afraid of being rejected, you use others to reject the world one step faster.

Severus, be brave, you are no longer that inconspicuous little boy, in fact you didn't realize that many girls like to watch you secretly when we were in school, of course if you are willing to pay more attention to your appearance, And on a less serious note, I guarantee the number of girls attracted to you will increase by the dozen.

Well, no kidding, I am serious, you are a very good man, enough to match any good girl, so please boldly pursue your happiness.I support any effort you make on this, it seems to me far more rewarding than the pursuit of the Dark Lord.War will end one day, but happiness will not end.

Harry is crying again, I have to finish this letter and go be with him.Because of the Dark Lord, I'm not sure about the reliability of the owl, so I will send it to you in the Muggle way, and I hope you can receive it before Halloween.

Happy Halloween!

your forever friend,

lily potter

ps1: I never hated you, please forget the hurtful things we said when we were young.Hopefully, someday after the war, our old friendship will be restored and I'll be able to serve you and your other half with my best cookie at mine and James' house.

ps2: If one day you receive the news of my death, please don't be too sad.I knew the price I had to pay when I chose my path, and it was no one's fault, not even Merlin could avoid it.

The author has something to say: This letter was written three days before Lily was killed. The background is that she and one of Snape's classmates, that is, a girl they met when they entered Platform Nine and Three Quarters, was killed by Voldemort. Killed (imagine Harry's reaction when Ron was killed), so Lily remembered Snape from this, and wrote him a letter asking him to take care of himself.Some people may think that Lily is a bit weak when I write it this way, but thinking about the environment she was in at the time, her parents were dead, her sister severed ties with her, and friends of the same age around her were dying, so I think she thinks of Snape This old friend is quite normal.Women are very different from men, just like Mrs. Weasley, a sturdy woman will cry when she sees the corpse of her husband, sons, and Harry that Boggart has turned into during the war So it was normal for Lily to worry about receiving bad news from Snape one day.And women are not so sensitive to the division of camps. Take Mrs. Weasley as an example. At that time, Percy broke off with them and stood on the other side, but she was still very worried about this son and often cried for him.

This is the Lily in my mind, brave, kind, sincere and lively, good enough to be worth a man's lifetime love for her.Mo, I like professors, so I always go to see her with the feeling that to deny Lily is to deny the professor's aesthetics for more than 30 years.In addition, I really mind that Lily didn't forgive the professor in the original book, so I quietly make up for that regret here.She stopped being angry with Snape and encouraged him to pursue happiness.

As for Father James's failure to hand over the letter to the professor, I think it is completely understandable.No man would be generous enough to help his wife deliver a letter to his ex-lover, even if her wife would call him an idiot every time he asked such a question, even if her wife always claimed that it was just a friend.

By the way, as long as the professor holds the spell that Lily casts, it will be opened by itself, it has nothing to do with kissing or not.Mo, I just instinctively felt that he would definitely kiss.

apprenticeship

He didn't expect that he could still receive every single word she left him in this life.He originally thought that she must have hated him to death, but he unexpectedly received her forgiveness so unexpectedly.Holding the letter paper, Snape looked at the familiar words over and over again, nothing but dazed.

What was she doing when she was worrying about herself?

When she was persuading herself to take care of herself, what did she do for her?

Snape didn't dare to think about it, he sat there in a daze, feeling as if he had been liberated, but at the same time he seemed to have fallen into a deeper quagmire.

For so many years, atonement had been the only motivation for him to survive, and now that it was withdrawn suddenly, Snape suddenly realized that he didn't know what else he could do.

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"Do I really want to go up?" Ron looked at the man on the podium, and weakly tugged at the hem of Harry's clothes, "Can I have another day?"

Although Professor Snape's temper has become better recently, and he doesn't like to curse people like before, but the deterrent power of the Snake King is not something that anyone has the guts to bear.

"Today is already another day as you said." Harry coaxed Ron with good words, and told the little boy