Sea King's Self-cultivation

He seemed to be pulled into a game.

While realizing this, Osamu Dazai also found out that the one who was pulled into the game world was not himself, but his copy consciousness.

Entering the game inexplicably is already very bad, but knowing that you are just a conscious body, the badness is doubled in an instant.

In the real world, he defected from PortMafia because of the death of his friend that year. After two years of whitewashing, he joined the Armed Detective Agency.

However, his identity in the game has returned to the past, back to Osamu Dazai when he was still a PortMafia cadre.

As a partner, Nakahara Nakaya was very dissatisfied with the fact that he suddenly became listless and unlovable so much that he threw most of the work to himself. Dazai Osamu responded with sarcasm as usual, and Nakahara Nakaya was so angry that there were blue veins on his forehead. The two broke up unhappy.

Osamu Dazai lay on the counter of the bar, sighing boredly.

How could a stupid slug understand his mood.

How can it be possible to understand that the whole world has become a programmed program, and only you are the only conscious person in it... that feeling.

Everything is false, the world, partners, friends, rivals, money and power, emotions and desires, he looks at all these with cold eyes, but sadly, even himself is just a part of the programmed program .

When the world collapses, he will carry the feelings and memories in the game world, and reintegrate with himself in reality.

It was like a big dream.

What's the point of all that he's been through.

He knew that the world he was in was an otome-oriented love game called "Love and God", and he also knew that the maker of this game was the "world consciousness" of the world he was in. This game was for a little girl Tailored.

Qingshui apricot.

He in another world, the one he loves.

At the moment of consciousness awakening, Osamu Dazai learned about the past between them.

A world does not allow two identical people to exist at the same time, and the game world is no exception. Since he in this world has already appeared in the game world, it is impossible for Osamu Dazai in another world to appear in the game again .

No matter how long he waited for this, people who are separated by two worlds are destined to never see each other again.

The influx of players in the game manipulated their avatars in the game, fell in love with different characters in the game, and many players even tried their best to attack him.It is undeniable that apart from most idiots, there are indeed some people who are clever. If they don't know that they are in the game, maybe they will really be tricked, but just because they know that they are in the game, the so-called clever tricks are all Became a trivial trick.

It's just hypocrisy.

Dazai thought indifferently.

He was sincerely tired of everything that happened around him, and Shimizu Xing, even if she was his loved one in another world, was just a stranger to him.

—He originally thought so.

...he originally thought so.

Until she broke into this world.

To be precise, what he saw was not Shimizu Xing herself, but the consciousness body controlled by her, just like him.She herself did not enter the game.

But when he saw her for the first time, it was as if he had been immobilized, and he could hardly take his eyes off her.

【It's been too long, too long, he hasn't seen her. 】

[It's been a long time, I almost forgot what she looks like. 】

She seems to be living a good life, her pure and soft face is the same as before, because she was doted on by her family and grew up, her character is as innocent as a little milk cat, always jumping repeatedly in front of him, stretching out her little claws Come and carefully test his bottom line, once caught, he will cry and act coquettishly.

This is her original character.

In her previous life, she grew up in such an environment, with low self-esteem, lack of love, cowardice, and insecurity, all of which became tools to shape her, which made her unable to get rid of her throughout her life.

But originally, as long as she was given an environment full of love, she could obviously grow into such a bright and splendid appearance.

It's just that in her world, there will be no him.

He forcibly discarded the churning and tearing emotions in his heart, which were not his emotions, but were only influenced by Osamu Dazai from another world.

It's him in another world. It's been too long and I haven't seen her.

Thinking like crazy.

Dazai resisted this, the emotion of "love" was too strange to him.He is used to controlling the overall situation with ease, but he is still not used to the experience of being pulled by her smile and words, completely out of control.

But he avoided Qing Shui Xing, but Qing Shui Xing took the initiative to find him.

She only thought he was a raider character, and tried to attack him in the same way as a game character.During this period, she had thought of all kinds of bad ideas, even the method of pouring him the "love potion" - none of the methods succeeded, and he gave up all the wine filled with the "love potion" Zhong also drank.

Xingxing, a playful scumbag, faced Zhongye's confession, immediately gave up on him, and happily got together with Zhongye.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

However, the good times didn’t last long. Not long after, Xingxing confessed to Zhongye that she had used the "love potion" on him, and quickly left in Zhongye's anger. Bai Yueguang, who failed to capture him, came back to him and tried to capture him again.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Dazai still decided to let her go back.

The reason why she pursued him was just to treat him as a game character that could be attacked, and the subtle feelings he had for her were just influenced by himself in another world.

He felt a little tired.

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense.This world is fake, he is fake, his feelings for her are fake, even the irony he feels at this moment is fake.

He lowered his eyes and asked her: "Miss Shimizu, do you really think that there is a certain meaning for people to live in this world?"

Xingxing said: "Mr. Dazai, I came to this world to meet you."

The heart froze for a moment, as if it was lightly pricked by a needle. It didn't hurt, but it couldn't be said lightly that it didn't hurt.

——"I came to this world to meet you."

[But the person who really came to this world for you...you haven't met him yet. 】

【Will not meet again.The worlds are not connected to each other, it is impossible for him to come to your current world, and it is impossible for you to return to his world. 】

[And if you miss this game space located at the junction point between the two worlds, you will really, never see each other again. 】

No matter how much you deceive yourself and others, there should be a limit.

Not liking her is fake, liking her is real.

It was false that she belonged to him, and it was true that she did not belong to him.

"So as long as I die, he can come to the game world?"

[That's right. 】

"That's really not my usual style."

He shrugged slightly and stepped up the steps lightly.

He is like a star, falling from the clouds in the morning's first light.