Sea King's Self-cultivation

Compared with when she left a few years ago, Tsunayoshi Sawada seems to have changed a lot, but nothing has changed.

The short brown hair is a little longer, the eyes of the same color are still as pure and clear as the sky, the figure is thinner, and the face is pale.

It was hard for Xingxing to see what the expression on that face represented, there were ecstasy, shock, guilt, and pain.

He held her wrist tightly, so hard that Xingxing felt a little pain.

I've seen it once before in Yamashita Park across the ginkgo tree, so I can't say I was completely unprepared. When I saw Tsunayoshi Sawada appearing in front of me again, apart from a moment of panic, there was more of a faint sense of helplessness lingering in my heart.

Now that he's been discovered, hiding... doesn't seem to be interesting.

"Long time no see, Gangji-kun." Xingxing greeted him friendly, "But can you let me go first? I won't disappear out of thin air."

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't respond to her words, he still had an expression between hesitation and stubbornness, and he didn't relax his grip on her wrist at all.

"She told you to let go. Didn't you hear?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also sounded a low voice that implied displeasure, and looked at the brown-haired youth in front of him with a hostile expression.

At this moment, Sawada Tsunayoshi seemed to wake up from a dream. He loosened his grip on Xingxing's wrist, and turned his gaze to Nakahara Chuya: "... who are you?"

"I should ask this question." Zhongyuan Zhongye said coldly, "Who are you?"

As if realizing something suddenly, the two turned their heads to look at Shimizu Xing at the same time.

"Who is he?"

"Who is he?"

in unison.

A strong smell of sex permeated the air, Xing Xing had already seen the materialized lightning and sparks, which seemed to ignite instantly.

Xingxing: "..."

Xingxing was trembling with fear under the direct gaze of the two, Alexander.Although she has tried her best to reduce her sense of existence, the two of them seem to have no intention of letting her go, and they are still staring at her closely, as if they will fight if they don't know the answer immediately.

Xingxing bit the bullet and whispered: "This...is... how should I put it...Actually..."

"You...what are you doing?"

A male voice with a smile but never sounding warm came from behind Xingxing.

... She was too familiar with this voice.

What does it mean that blessings never come together and misfortunes never come singly!

What is a house leak and it rains overnight!

It was already difficult for her to cope with the Shura field of two people, wouldn't it mean that another one would ascend to heaven immediately? !

Xingxing didn't dare to turn her head, she froze in place like a frightened rabbit.

Osamu Dazai walked to her side, maintaining a gentle smile on his face, but his eyes were full of cold ridicule when he looked at the other two.

The current atmosphere is as lively as the New Year, everyone is gathered together, laughing, chatting and eating lively... Of course, it would be even better if they didn't eat apricots...

Xingxing: Hey QAQ... God is going to kill me! ! !

Xingxing has played so many game dungeons, and the strategy characters have their own advantages and disadvantages, but among all the strategy characters, the one who spends the most time on her is Sawada Tsunayoshi.

In the third copy, Xingxing’s initial identity is set as an orphan whose parents both died. She landed in Nishimori Town, a small town in Japan. She lived a peaceful and stable life. Later, because her parents died in a car accident, her guardian will She transferred to Bingsheng Middle School.

The first time they met was on the first day she transferred to another school. Xingxing was walking on the tree-lined path of the campus a little bored. When the game perspective changed, she happened to see someone being bullied by several boys in the corner of the campus.

Perhaps no matter which school is unavoidable, the problem of campus violence is unavoidable. At most, there is cold violence with a good style of study, and hot violence with a poor style of study.

Xingxing was originally a kind and soft-hearted girl, and she would not hesitate to stand up when she saw her classmates being bullied in reality.Although she knew it was just a game and everything was fake, it was pitiful to see that boy sitting alone in the corner with a thin and dirty body. She still controlled the game character without hesitating for too long Deviating from the original route, he stepped forward and handed the boy a handkerchief.

"Wipe your face." Xingxing said, considering the self-esteem of adolescent boys, she didn't ask about those boys who bullied him just now, but thoughtfully chose not to ask anything.

The moment the boy raised his head, Xingxing froze for a moment. Looking carefully, this boy actually had a pretty delicate face. It stands to reason that he shouldn't be the target of bullying in school violence, but his brows inadvertently The hesitation and lack of self-confidence revealed almost completely concealed his good looks, making people only pay attention to his temperament and ignore his appearance.

But that's not what really surprised her.

I forgot to mention that the player has a "cheat" in the game, and everyone in the world has a "halo" in the eyes of the player.

This aura can be seen when the player-controlled heroine looks directly into their eyes.

The strength of the aura represents how important this person is to this world.

The halo of most people is extremely light white, so light that it can be ignored.

They are like passers-by in a movie, passing their lives in a mediocre way, plain and stable.

The halos of a small number of people glowed with a faint golden color.

This means that they have begun to have an impact on the world, and many entrepreneurs, superstars, artists, etc. in the game have this aura.

And only a very small number of people, the halo will be pure gold.

They are all people who have had a major impact on the world in the game copy, just like many famous scientists and politicians, and they will inevitably leave a strong mark in history.

And the aura of each strategy character is golden and purple mixed together. They are the protagonists of the game world.

In layman's terms, this kind of aura can also be called the protagonist's aura.

The moment she looked directly into his eyes, Xingxing saw a golden-purple halo from the top of his head, which meant that Tsunayoshi Sawada was a character who could be captured, but this was not what surprised Xingxing. What really surprised her was that no Knowing whether it was a bug or some other reason, the "protagonist halo" above Tsunayoshi Sawada's head... was completely dimmed.

Xingxing has never encountered this situation in other dungeons, which made her very curious about Sawada Tsunayoshi. She wanted to know why the halo above his head suddenly dimmed, and if the halo above the head of the conquerable character dimmed, then he Can it still be captured?

The second question was quickly answered. His favorability progress bar was completely gray, and the value could not be seen clearly, nor would it increase or decrease.If the favorability progress bar cannot change, then when judging the personal route, it is naturally impossible to enter the personal route of Sawada Tsunayoshi, which means that he is no longer a character that can be captured.

Xingxing felt a little regretful.

But it's just a little regretful.

After all, among the many targets she has conquered in the past, Tsunayoshi Sawada is really... too ordinary.The highest score in the math test was only 1000 points, and his physical strength was so weak that it was difficult to run [-] meters. He would be scared by the Chihuahua and fell to the ground. In addition, he was dependent on his mother and his father rarely came home. Many students in the school actually looked down on him. he.

Some people in the school even gave him the title of "Weak Chai Gang" and used it to make fun of him from time to time.

Since he was young, Tsunayoshi Sawada's father was away all the year round, and only a weak and beautiful mother accompanied him to grow up.And he is a very filial and sensible boy, in order not to worry his mother, even if he is bullied at school, he will not tell. He has no friends in school, and when he encounters problems, he will only—and he can only digest it silently.

Xingxing is completely opposite to him. In the third dungeon, players can pinch their faces freely, so Xingxing took a photo and imported the data of his own face to directly generate the face of the heroine of the game.Coupled with her cute and lively personality, not long after transferring to another school, she became the school belle of Bingsheng Middle School.

Although Sawada Tsunayoshi is wary of the people around him, perhaps because she helped him once, or because of the handkerchief, he does not reject Xingxing as his friend.

When I first became friends with him, I felt that the brown-haired boy who suffered from campus violence and had no friends was a little pitiful, but after a while, Xing Xing discovered that he actually had many advantages. She is also very sincere, and she never feels a little bit unhappy when she gets along with him.

Since it is not a target to attack, Xingxing did not use her previous routine to attack Sawada Tsunayoshi, but only treated him as a friend.

Xingxing repeated the daily life of Bingsheng Middle School day after day. During this period, she met two new raiders, but they were all students of Bingsheng Middle School without exception. The members of the baseball club are all extremely popular Raiders characters.

But Xingxing felt a little bored.

She looked at the name of the third copy - "Gangster".

This is simply to deceive consumers!Xingxing thought angrily, it's all the daily life on campus, where are there gangsters? !Not exciting at all!

After playing for a few more days, if the daily routine remains unchanged in this pool of stagnant water, then leave this dungeon and go to other dungeons to raise fish.

Xingxing thought.

Not long after, she found that for some reason, Sawada Tsunayoshi suddenly alienated her.

No longer going to and from school together, even if you see her in the corridor, you will turn your head and leave as if you didn't see her.

Even when she took the initiative to talk to him, his answer would often end in two or three sentences, appearing extremely indifferent.

What is this for?

Xingxing was so confused, she would smile at her very gently and talk to her even before?

Xingxing felt very wronged, she was sure that she should have done nothing wrong, she didn't know why Sawada Tsunayoshi suddenly used cold violence against her, but she still tried to ease the relationship between the two by giving gifts.

But this time Sawada Tsunayoshi went too far - he threw the gift into the trash can directly in front of her.

"Don't come to me again."

He told her so.

The clay figurine is still angry, Tsunayoshi Sawada, you are too much!

Xing Xing was almost pissed off by him. It happened that the mid-term exam was here. Xing Xing temporarily put down the game in his hand and devoted himself to the exam. He took the joint exam for three days. Log in to copy number three.

But this time, she didn't see Sawada Tsunayoshi again.

She asked her classmates in the school, only to find out that during the three days when she was not there, Tsunayoshi Sawada had gone through the withdrawal procedures and never came to school again.

I went to ask the teacher what happened, but the teacher was also at a loss, saying that he didn't know much about his situation, as if something happened at home.

What situation can make a 14-year-old boy suspend school directly?

Xingxing couldn't think of it.

She asked many ways, and finally found the address of Sawada Tsunayoshi's home.

The door plate with "Sawada House" has been decayed and fallen off, the dead leaves in the yard are scattered all over the place, and the flowers planted beside the cobblestones in front of the house to the gate have withered. It looks desolate and desolate, as if no one has planted it for a long time. Managed.

Xingxing hesitated and rang the doorbell, but no one responded.

"Are you... Tsunayoshi's classmate?" A middle-aged woman walked by with vegetables, "I am a neighbor of the Sawada family. No one of them should be at home now."

Xingxing nodded to her politely: "I am Gang Jijun's classmate. Thank you for your reminder, I will wait here a little longer."

"Oh, don't wait. Their family seems to have moved away, and they haven't seen anyone since a few days ago." The middle-aged woman muttered, "At any rate, we have been neighbors for so long, and we don't say anything when we move. call."

move place?

Xingxing faintly felt something was wrong.

She didn't think that Tsunayoshi Sawada's disappearance was due to moving.

After the middle-aged woman left, Xingxing exchanged for an item in the game mall, and quietly entered the "Sawada House".

The situation in the house is similar to that of the yard, it is also neat but dilapidated, it is so cold that there is no trace of fireworks, it seems that no one has lived in it for a long time, and it seems that... the traces have been cleaned up deliberately.

Xing Xing finally found a hidden dusty diary in the corner of the suspected Sawada Tsunayoshi's room.

She gently flipped through the thin and fragile paper with her hands, and what caught her eyes was the first line of black writing that penetrated the back of the paper, depicting a shocking despair.

[Maybe until the day I die, there is no way to see her again. 】

As if suddenly being pricked by a needle, Xingxing curled up her fingers slightly, she gathered herself up and continued to look down.

[On X, X, sunny to cloudy.The school festival is coming soon. Today we rehearse the program together. Xing not only sings well, but also plays the piano very well. Unlike me, she can’t do anything well... In fact, she is so good and so cute, she is completely different from me People in this world, why should they be trapped by my side and be friends with me? "If it wasn't for me, maybe Xing would be happier." Although I know this is true, I can't selfishly hope that she can stay by my side longer, longer.

PS: When I came home from school, I saw a strange man in black at the corner. I'd better tell Nana's mother, let her pay attention to safety recently. 】

【X month X, cloudy. ...There seem to be more men in black appearing outside the house, and every time they try to catch them, they disappear again...What is their purpose?Nana's mother has been very anxious recently. It seems that she suddenly can't contact her father who is outside. I hope my father is safe and my mother can be happy. 】

After this passage, the date was interrupted for a long time, and when the record was resumed again, Sawada Tsunayoshi seemed to be in a very bad state, and his handwriting was sometimes light and sometimes shallow.

[On X, X, heavy rain. 】

[I'm too stupid... I didn't know my identity until now... But what's the use of it, it's too late.My father is dead, and my mother is also...] The handwriting broke suddenly, and a large reddish-brown blood stain appeared on the paper, 【...I still don’t know why I am still alive.In fact, as long as they are willing, they can let me die at any time... Is it torture?Or take me as a bargaining chip and a hostage in an internal struggle? ...I can't get close to Xing anymore, if they find out that she has contact with me, she will die too...]

The state of the person who wrote the diary seemed to be getting worse and worse. The last entry was not dated, and even the handwriting was crooked, as if it had been opened by something and became blurred.

[Today I threw the gift from Xing into the trash can in front of her, she was very sad, she seemed to cry when she left...she probably won't come again...that's good.The medicine they gave me has started to take effect, and my eyesight is the fastest to decline... When she left today, I tried to open my eyes and take a last look at her, but it was still very blurry... Memory is also declining , I can hardly remember her face...]

The diary only records here, and if you turn back, it will be completely blank.

Xingxing clicked on the character panel, and the column belonging to the health value of "Sawada Tsunayoshi" was completely grayed out.

This is a sign that the character is dead.