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Except for Lu Shengze himself, no one knew that the glimpse on the set that day actually made him almost lose his composure on the spot.

It was an ordinary day, he just went to the set on a whim to take a look around, but was disturbed by a person who appeared unexpectedly there.

Later, Lu Shengze also wondered countless times, if he hadn't looked back that day, would he not have seen that person, and would not have fallen into a quagmire from which he could not extricate himself.

Lu Shengze always thought that he would never fall in love with anyone again, whether it was emotion or desire - because as far back as more than ten years ago, he had already had the purest and most passionate and sincere love in the world.

At that time, he was not called Lu Shengze, but Xia Ze, because his mother's surname was Xia.

Ms. Xia is quite a pretty and intelligent woman. Her background is ordinary, even humble. However, she went from a small assistant to Lu Feng's most trusted and closest secretary, and then to Lu Feng's most beloved lover. Less than three years.

But her ambitions go far beyond that.

She tried her best to sharpen her head and squeeze to Lu Feng's side, not just to be a little lover. She also wanted to become the married Lu Feng's new wife, and wanted to get a hand on the huge wealth and power behind the Lu family.

Of course, she is very clear that this goal is not so easy to achieve, so she has paid enough patience and means, and is willing to work hard for it.

Being pregnant with Lu Shengze was part of the plan, and then she took the child and left silently, pretending to have a deep-rooted affection for Lu Feng and not caring about fame and money, but in fact she was playing hard to catch, waiting for the one who had been bewitched by her long ago and who was old enough to do it. His father's old man took the initiative to chase after him.

During the period, she had to fight with her original partner, Mrs. Lu, and she played enough pitiful and angry scenes, which made Mrs. Lu lose her manners. As she wished, she sent someone to intercept and teach their mother and child. In Lu Feng's heart, Mrs. Lu Added another crime of viciousness and jealousy.

Ms. Xia believes in being full of acting. Therefore, Xia Ze, that is, Lu Shengze's childhood, was spent in the midst of flying around and countless times of moving and changing schools.

When Lu Shengze was seven or eight years old, Ms. Xia's plan was half successful, and Lu Feng finally decided to divorce his original wife. However, marriages between wealthy families are not so easy to end. , There are still complex interest disputes between them, and it will take a long negotiation and deal to come to an end.

But this is already good news, at least Lu Shengze can stay in the Lu family's territory and live a stable life.

At first, he was also arranged by Lu Feng to study in the school attended by the children of high-ranking cadres. Although he has no official status, everyone knows that he is Lu Feng's illegitimate son, and because of his mother, Lu Feng has been with him for many years. His original wife filed for divorce.

With such an identity, it is natural to be poked at the spine and scolded.

Lu Shengze was precocious and could understand those nasty gossips. He was pushed out and bullied by his classmates at school, and he often went home with red eyes.

Ms. Xia still loved her son, so she managed to transfer him to another school—to an ordinary public school where no one knew him.

It was there that Lu Shengze met Ji Chen.

What kind of person is Ji Chen?Lu Shengze couldn't use simple words to describe it. If there was a word to sum it up, it should be "warm".

Ji Chen is like his little sun, bringing him a bit of warmth in the bone-chilling winter of his life.

Like all childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts, the beginning of love stories is the same. When they were two little bean sprouts, they became tablemates because of some wonderful fate, and then gradually became friends, good friends, and best friends. Intimate, inseparable.

Then they grew up together, went to elementary school, junior high school, and high school together, grew up together from ignorance to love, and then when they entered adolescence for the first time, they naturally discovered that they were actually in love.

Without any misunderstanding or hindrance, they communicated with each other, kissed under the street lights late at night in summer, clasped their fingers together in the turbulent crowd, and did all the things that teenage lovers can do together.

After spending their entire youth in a sweet, secret and grand romance, the brave teens decide to come out to their families.

The boy Lu Shengze and his little lover Ji Chen both believe that one day their respective mothers will understand and accept them, and they will always be together—the innocent boy always understands the world with the greatest kindness.

They thought that it would be a lifetime, but fate is never fair, there is no gift, everything is borrowed.

That year Lu Shengze had just passed his birthday, and Ji Chen was only one year younger than him. They agreed to come out to their mother on New Year's Eve.

If the result is good, then you can meet each other's parents; if the result is not so optimistic, they are all kicked out of the house unfortunately, then spend a new year's day outside together.

Ultimately, it was the latter that they encountered.

Lu Shengze got his driver's license when he was an adult, so he drove a new car that night, planning to take Ji Chen out for a drive.

——The car accident did not happen by accident. The second son of the former Mrs. Lu, Lu Shengmin, planned the accident.

Although Lu Feng was divorced back then, there was still an old Mr. Lu on his head. Mr. Lu had seen countless people, and his eyes were vicious. He could see that Ms. Xia was not upright, so he refused to allow her to come in, and dragged her until Lu Shengze was about to Adulthood, finally lost to time.

Mr. Lu passed away suddenly, and when the mourning period expires, Lu Feng will marry Ms. Xia.

When Ms. Xia enters the door, she will also bring a young son who is full of years and is quite outstanding.

The second youngest of the Lu family, Lu Chengmin, had always had a bad personality when he was young. As early as when Lu Chengze was young, he had made a lot of obstacles for his cheap brother who could be his own son at this age; The illegitimate child hates it to the marrow.

His mother died of illness early due to depression, and his father didn't shed a single tear. Now that he has passed the age of hearing, he still insists on turning his mistress and illegitimate son into regulars; Lu Shengmin is almost 40 years old, and he still swallows it alive I can't hold my breath.

So he bribed someone to tamper with the brakes of the Ferrari that Lu Feng bought for Lu Shengze as a coming-of-age gift, just waiting for the day when Lu Shengze drove the car on the road and the speed exceeded a certain number, it would lose control.

"boom--"

Anywhere, smashed to pieces.

It's best to have Ms. Xia sitting in the co-pilot, that's the perfect way to kill two birds with one stone.

Maybe Lu Shengmin didn't expect that the first person Lu Shengze would carry would be Ji Chen.

Teenagers in love get together again after encountering setbacks in front of their respective mothers.

There is no man who doesn't like cars. In order to make Ji Chen happy, Lu Shengze accepted his father's gift for the first time, and drove the fiery red sports car in front of Ji Chen like a treasure, and took him to the racing track for a ride.

When they broke through the wind with the most wanton laughter, the "accident" came as expected.

Lu Shengze will never forget the young Ji Chen who rushed towards him to grab the steering wheel at the last moment.

The brakes of the supercar completely lost control when the speed exceeded 180 mph. The flaming sports car crashed into the fence and the mountain at a speed that was about to fly. Lu Shengze subconsciously slammed the steering wheel, trying to make the impact happen on his side. Ji Chen found that out of his intention.

Lu Shengze didn't even have time to call the other party's name. His last memories were the airbag that popped up, the parabolic feeling of weightlessness, the endless severe pain and the smell of burning gasoline, and Ji Chen with his face covered in blood and his eyes closed .

When he woke up from the long and dark coma, what he learned was the news of Ji Chen's death.

Lu Shengze passed out again on the spot, and for a long time afterwards, he didn't want to think about it.

He didn't know how he spent those days in a daze, he wished he could die with Ji Chen too.

Self-blame and guilt completely overwhelmed Lu Shengze, his originally strong will almost collapsed under that extreme emotion, just trying to cut his wrists and jump off a building, he caused trouble several times.

Until Ms. Xia suddenly told him that the car accident was not an accident.

Someone wanted his life, but killed his Ji Chen.

His Chenchen, the new year is over, a young boy who only turned 17 in February died in this unreasonable disaster, how could he be willing?How can you be willing?

He swore that he would find out the truth and seek justice for Ji Chen.

Later, it was Ms. Xia who married into the Lu family. He changed his surname and changed his name to "Lu Shengze" in the first generation. He worked desperately to become stronger, and achieved results that satisfied his father. At the same time, he secretly investigated the culprit behind the car accident.

The murderer was easy to find, Lu Shengze found Lu Shengmin's head almost without any effort, but he was too weak to compete with Lu Shengmin who was 20 years older than him.

He just hibernates.

For the entire 11 years, no one knew how much Lu Shengze had paid, from being an illegitimate child with no name and no status to now being called "Fourth Young Master Lu" respectfully by everyone.

Now, the entertainment industry, Shenghe Entertainment Group, are just a springboard, a battlefield where he and Lu Shengmin are fighting, and there is no smoke on the surface.

The eldest brother Lu Shenghong and the third sister Lu Wen sit on the mountain and watch the tigers fight. Lu Shengze doesn't care. Unlike his mother, he has no interest in the property and power of the Lu family. He only wants Lu Shengmin to pay the price.

For the car accident that year, for the dead Ji Chen.

He has come very close to success.

But now, Lu Shengze couldn't forgive himself.

Lu Shengze hated himself, hated himself who actually had desires for a stranger.

He should be deeply in love with Ji Chen, the boy who stayed at the age of 17 forever because of him, and stayed at the best age in his life.

They love each other so much, even death can't change this relationship, instead it freezes it at the most intense and profound moment, making Lu Shengze relive it repeatedly every midnight dream.

He wanted to avenge his little lover, and this belief supported him through 11 years full of pain and darkness.

For 11 years, he restrained and endured like a Puritan, and he was defeated in an instant when he saw that man.

Lu Shengze tried to curb this throbbing and desire with all his rationality and self-control, but found it completely futile.

Cheng Jingrui, he heard the man's name from someone else.

They are really too similar, almost exactly the same, from appearance to voice, to personality and way of speaking—if Ji Chen is still alive and grows up safely, will he look like Cheng Jingrui now?

He will be admitted to the ideal university, study the major he likes, and transform from a young boy to a handsome and mature adult; he will have a decent job, maybe also be a TV host, and gradually grow from a rookie to a big brother... …He's going to have lots and lots of love, and a long, good life.

Even the cup of tea that Cheng Jingrui splashed on his face made Lu Shengze feel like Ji Chen in a daze. If Ji Chen encountered such a thing, he would definitely do the same.

But Lu Shengze knew clearly that his little lover was dead.

Back then, he dragged his seriously injured body out of the ward, and watched with his own eyes that the other person was declared dead. His cold body was covered with a white cloth, his pale and gray handsome face was covered under the cloth, and he was pushed into the cold morgue.

He will always remember the hysterical hatred Ji Chen's mother looked at him at the end.

No matter how Cheng Jingrui looks like Ji Chen, he is at most just an exquisite imitation.

But why did he fall in love with Cheng Jingrui?

He regards Cheng Jingrui as Ji Chen's stand-in, but he always remembers that Cheng Jingrui is not Ji Chen, and what makes him throb is indeed Cheng Jingrui himself.

This recognition makes Cheng Jingrui a symbol of his betrayal of the past—a symbol of his betrayal of Ji Chen and their love that should have been unswerving until death.

He also knew that Cheng Jingrui was innocent, and Lin Xia was also innocent, but...who told them to be unlucky?

The taste of power is fascinating, and once you try it, you can never go back.

Lu Shengze did all this contradictoryly and cruelly, using Lin Xia to threaten Cheng Jingrui to submit to him, obviously wanting a gentle hug, but he could only be violent, deceiving himself and others.

Cheng Jingrui and Lin Xia fell in love so much that Lu Shengze was jealous. That kind of jealousy came from an unreasonable imagination.

He always has an illusion, as if that kind of love should belong to him, to him and Ji Chen. If Ji Chen is alive, will they be as happy as Cheng Jingrui and Lin Xia?

Jealousy makes people ugly and beyond recognition.

Lu Shengze really wanted to frame Lin Xia, he only needed to push him gently from the back, and he would be able to make that young man beyond redemption.But at the last moment, he hurriedly rescued the other party himself.

He still can't be downright bad, but he's a villain, the ugly villain of romance novels, a tiresome obstacle to the hero's epic, faithful love.

He is well aware of the heinous behavior of this kind of behavior, but he really can't control himself. He has become addicted to doing what this villain does.

It's like taking drugs. After enjoying the extreme pleasure once, you become addicted to it. You know it's wrong and you may lose your life, but you still take it again and again, and you can't get out to quit.

He was selfish, cruel, mean and ruthless, and made all the mistakes that can be made in love on Cheng Jingrui. He also bullied the weak and bullied others, becoming the kind of person he once hated the most.

——He seeks benevolence and obtains benevolence, so he should have no complaints.

But Lu Shengze didn't know yet, in fact, fate had already played tricks on them for many years.