Taste

In the early summer of 2015, S University in S City.

"Girls stand in front, boys stand back, lean closer to each other, all smiling, come one, two, three eggplants..."

Everyone in the college graduation photo is smiling brightly, and the gears of life have just turned a notch forward.Yanhan is standing in the second row on the far left, and Siam Chu is in the third row on the far right, so what?Anyway, we won't see each other again, maybe both of them thought so, and their smiles grew brighter.A normal smile usually only lasts for a moment. Although a long-term performance is bright on the surface, it is a performance after all, and the smile does not reach the bottom of the eyes.

The school has already issued a notice that Xie Yanhan's thesis has no problem at all.Some suddenly rational people suddenly realized, oh, it turns out that the recording may refer to Xie Yanhan receiving Yuhuan's help in terms of student work!And those who are still immersed in the shady scenes imagined by themselves still insist on saying that Xie Yanhan's personal background is strong.

Yanhan smiled and accepted some people's apologies, and responded with a gentle smile to the students who were embarrassed when they saw her, and gratefully responded to the teachers' greetings and encouragement.But the curvature of the corner of the mouth became more and more formulaic, and there was a smile in the eyes, but the pupils were cold.It is hard to imagine that in the dead of night, the coldness leaked from the wall that pretends to be gentle, will it be as cold as the biting wind in deep winter.

Yan Han left very suddenly, Mu Qingrou was the only one who sent her away, she couldn't help sighing in her heart, after living together in the dormitory for four years, they didn't even have a group photo at the end, the most complete is probably the class photo, let alone It is said that the positions where a few people stand are afraid that even the sea can be filled.

"You really...don't want it? You can also get a job first. The status of a fresh graduate is really precious."

"No, I will come back after a year."

Just like when he was dragging a heavy suitcase and sweating all over his head, but greeted Qingrou with a smile on his back, Yanhan strode away with his back on his back, and waved his hand to indicate that he didn't need to send it off again.

Li Xianchu walked to the teaching office to receive his graduation certificate.The teacher looked at her with a little regret, and asked with concern: "Don't you want it too? This opportunity is really precious."

"No, it's not worth it. Being in the same class as that guy makes me sick."

Li Xianchu made no effort to hide her disgust, that feeling made her feel uncomfortable, so she automatically ignored the word "also", hurriedly thanked the teacher for her concern and left as if fleeing.

Another event that shocked the teachers and students of the school happened in the School of Materials Science and Technology of S University. The repeated violent news made the whole school almost tired of eating melons, but this time it turned everyone into lemon essence.

The competition for research places has always been the most intense and cruel. It is the pity of many people and the blessing of many people. It can be said that everyone who has the opportunity is cautious and treats them like a baby. The two gave up their research places one after another, and the embarrassing person who was originally ranked third in the comprehensive list became the lucky one.

Just when everyone was dying of envy, the School of Material Science and Technology broke out that this lucky guy had used very disgraceful means to get a place in the insurance research institute.A long analysis post was placed at the top of the school forum, detailing how the lucky one cheated his classmates, maliciously edited, found someone to secretly take pictures, etc. It was well-founded and logical, and there was even a video of witnesses and physical evidence.For a moment, the whole school lemon spirit was angry, and a more lethal verbal attack instantly swept towards the culprit.

Zhang Hanze closed the computer screen, with disdain and coldness in his extremely indifferent eyes, "You like it so much, you can also taste it." After lowering his head and then raising his head, his lazy demeanor returned. Wearing slippers, he walked towards the water dispenser step by step.

A month later, Lucky's psychological defense collapsed and he dropped out of school directly.

I heard that the number of graduate students recruited by the School of Materials Science and Technology this year is less than half of that of previous years. I heard that Professor Li Qinjue has not recruited a single graduate student this year. I heard that the school leaders looked for student Xie Yanhan alone, but unfortunately there was no result.

In the winter of 2015, Li Xianchu was sitting in a rented house in S City, with materials for the postgraduate entrance examination in front of him. He adjusted his glasses and stretched his waist. The exam was five days away, and he had almost finished his studies. Get some sleep these days to keep your spirits up.

Collapsed in the lazy chair, eyes unconsciously fell on the palm of my hand, and thought of that day more than half a year ago, "What is she doing now..." There was a very slight sound echoing in the messy room full of books. sigh.

"Pa", when the applause sounded, a sharp voice came out from the bottom of Siam Chu's heart, "What are you doing, Li Xianchu, are you sick?" The hand controlled by anger trembled unconsciously, obviously it was useless But at this time, the palm of the hand is like a jack.

There was a faint red in the eyes of the person opposite, and she was stunned for a moment. Somehow, the red gradually spread to the entire eye socket, but she stared at herself, that kind of eyes that were on the verge of despair but waiting for an answer.

After a while, the light in the eyes that looked directly at her became weaker and weaker, and finally disappeared completely in the blink of an eye, and raised her hand a little indifferently, Li Xianchu did not hide, and she was even a little thankful for the bad feeling of extreme regret , but the expected pain did not hit, and Yanhan's hand finally stopped not far away.

She never explained the reason, whether she blamed her for being cowardly or cowardly, she was sorry for too many things.Every time I see Yanhan, an unspeakable feeling fills my heart.

Before the facts were found out, she kept blaming Yanhan for not treating herself as a friend: she didn't tell herself when she was with Yuhuan; although she didn't believe that Yanhan's thesis was falsified, she always had a hurdle in her heart, because the lucky one Tell her that Yuhuan introduced Yanhan to join Professor Li's research group; she hurt Yanhan when she was very angry, and she is still unwilling to listen to any explanation.

In the end, when Zhang Hanze told the truth she had found out, he realized that he was the one who leaked the relationship between Yuhuan and Professor Li. wrong.

The sense of sadness made her feel confused, and she chose to give up her postgraduate qualifications after being extremely disappointed with herself. It was not only a postgraduate study, but also the qualification to continue to be a classmate with Yanhan.

"She must be studying hard under Professor Li's hands now, and maybe she will publish another paper." Li Xianchu, who was too scared to know anything, hid in the lazy chair and fell into a in a dream.

At the same time, a certain town in S City.

Xie Yanhan put down the pen in his hand and picked up the phone, "Hey, mom... um, I will cook by myself, okay, be careful when you come back at night."

In the past six months, apart from studying materials for the postgraduate entrance examination, the greatest joy every day is to follow my mother to learn cooking and nutrition.

When Zhong Jing first came back, she was so nervous that she had to take care of three meals a day, with precise planning of calories, protein, vitamins, etc., as if she had returned to her childhood.

Yanhan was a little dumbfounded by being under such strict supervision, so he simply suggested that he study with her in his spare time, and Zhong Jing was naturally very happy.It was boring at the beginning, but after a long time, after enjoying the feeling of not getting fat no matter what you eat, and being nutritious no matter what you eat, she gradually became obsessed with that feeling.

"Kacha", Yanhan sent the photo of the dinner to Zhong Jing to check in, and got the old people's favorite "smiling" emoji reply. "Maybe it's not bad to give life some time to breathe." Yanhan stared at the expression on the phone, and a rare real smile appeared on his lips.

In the sixth month of being locked up at home, memories are no longer painful.Every time I think of the past, I am no longer afraid to think of details, I think of Siam Chu and Yuhuan, and I think of the malice in the comment area. Although I often wake up from dreams a while ago, I feel that the frequency is obviously less now, and my mental state is much better.

Sometimes Yanhan also feels lucky, because there are always people on his side, such as Qingrou and Hanze; there are also teachers who desperately want to protect him, such as Professor Li; his innocence has not been swallowed by the darkness, and the thesis is still his own A research result; the comment area has maliciousness but also extremely precious kindness; some "maliciousness" will apologize and ask for forgiveness; of course, the last culprit deserved what he deserved and made her very happy.

"If a person can really pull herself away and analyze the difficulties she encounters from a completely objective perspective, then she has really found the entrance to happiness, because all her pain will become a stepping stone , accumulated into experience, and injected continuous power into the spiritual world, I did it, and I was reborn from darkness and pain."

Putting the diary into the drawer, Yanhan fell asleep peacefully.