Who says blind date is not fate

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Looking through the phone, I found that there were only a few people I could find at this time, and I didn't want to call Tianyi, because I was inexplicably afraid of seeing his reaction.Several of my buddies seem to be braver than me, but in fact, my environment is relatively the most optimistic among all of them. The last person I thought of was my mother, and I felt a little wronged. At this time, I still long for my mother up.

For my sudden return home, my mother looked disgusted: "You have nothing to do, you are so courteous, you are either rape or steal, are you tight again?"

The tears I was holding back were about to burst out suddenly, and my eyes were slightly red: "Mom, you don't want to see me like that, I obviously came back because I missed you."

My mother unceremoniously stretched out her hand and pinched my face: "Oh, it's not good when you miss me, it's just lip service."

Pretending to be coquettish, she threw herself into her mother's arms: "Mom, don't you just like me like this, I am your son who can't grow up."

My mother slapped me on the back lightly: "What are you talking about, how old are you and you still do this with me, it's really..."

I said so on my mouth, but my hand started to caress my hair and sigh softly: "Oh, my son, my mother's heart~"

I have grown up so much that I am still hugging and crying in my mother's arms. No matter how unworthy I am in the eyes of others, even in the eyes of Tianyi's mother, I am a pervert who shamelessly pesters his son, but I am my mother's baby.

Mom felt that the clothes on her body were wet and moved me away: "Why are you still crying?"

The voice that had been holding her back finally let go, sobbing: "Mom... I'm so tired, so tired."

My mother has always thought that I am a heartless child who does not seek to make progress. There is almost no other reason for me to cry except being bullied. She comforted her distressedly: "Whoever bullies my son with a thousand dollars, mother will give it to you." Backing up, the big deal is that we quit, and don’t get his share of anger.”

I shook my head gently: "Mom, I seem to have done something wrong and I can't turn back. Don't blame me...don't blame me."

My mother hugged me in panic: "Xi, what big mistake did you make? Don't scare mom"

I choked up for a while, but I couldn't get the words out of my mouth. I suppressed them for so many years, and every time I came to a critical moment, I swallowed the words back again. Today, I was aroused by Tianyi's mother's contempt, and I felt so depressed that I couldn't breathe.In my mother's arms, I really want to tell the truth, but what will the result be?If I am rejected by my mother, then the little courage I have left will be exhausted.

She stared blankly at her mother's sluggish opening of her mouth: "I, I... I am, gay."

I felt my mother's hands were almost trembling: "What did you say?"

I lowered my eyes and took a deep breath, stood up and looked directly at my mother: "I said, I am, that's what you just heard."

My mother grabbed my arm and shook me vigorously, as if it would wake me up: "Do you know what you said, Xi, ah? You, you are..."

My mother, who has always been tough, was frightened and cried by my words. In my memory, I have almost seen her cry except when watching TV dramas.

I sat there exhausted and exhausted, and I could only keep repeating in my mouth: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

My mother sobbed for a while and then began to cry: "Oh, this is really a crime, what will you do from now on! But what should you do... Why does it have to be you, why does it have to be you, woohoo"

Seeing my mother crying, my heart is like a knife. I know that this day will come sooner or later, but I still feel guilty when I really see half a hundred mother's heartbroken look. For a moment, I really want to turn back time. I Not as good as telling the truth.

I knelt in front of my mother: "Mom, if you are angry, I will hit me until you calm down."

My mother looked at me desperately: "Calm down? Is this anger, this fate, why does it have to be my son. Xi, you are sick, let's go to the hospital to cure it, and you will be fine. Mom will accompany you to the doctor , must be optimistic."

I was discouraged: "Mom, it's hard to see, there is no cure for this, there is no cure for homosexuality."

My mother pushed me away: "You are talking nonsense! It can be cured, it can be cured, son, go to the doctor with mom, don't do that, or someone will poke your spine."

I wiped away my tears: "Mom, I'm with Tianyi, I'm ready to die with him, I'm not afraid."

My mother stood there with tears in her eyes and pointed at me with trembling fingers: "You, you are so shameless with him, ah? How could you, he is your sister's boyfriend, do you have any shame! "

I went all out: "I'm not sorry for my sister, he and my sister have never been in a relationship, it's my sister who lied to you and lied to you that they are in a relationship. It is indeed Tian Yi who I am chasing. He has rejected me many times, but ...Mom, I really can't do without him. We are finally together now, but I am trembling every day. I know I am gay since I was 17 years old. I want to confess to you every day these years, but I don't want to You are embarrassed because of me, Mom, I love you, and I can't help it, even if I like men, I also hate myself. "

My mother sat down on the sofa and looked at me in a daze: "What can I do from now on?"

I reached out and held my mother's cold hand: "Mom, I will be fine, nothing has changed, I am still your son."

My mother looked at me sadly: "Why hasn't it changed?"

My heart tightened and I asked cautiously, "Do you want my son?"

My mother held my hand tightly and sighed: "You were born and raised by me. If you can say no, you don't want it. But can you promise to go to the doctor with your mother, in case it can be cured."

I feel warm in my heart, knowing that this is the way my mother loves me, and he has already used his greatest strength to be considerate of me.

Nodding silently, he leaned over and hugged her.