monster breeder

?Or do you want me to spend my whole life in nostalgia and self-blame?

Do you think I'm that stupid? ...

……you are wrong!Cang Zhu!

Su Zexia's eyes, which were soaked with sadness one moment ago, gradually recovered with determination in the next second.Although I am not strong, I will not be someone who sits and waits to die.He weighed the long sword in his hand, it seemed to be a little heavier than before, and it was even blacker. Even if the sharp blade looked at it from a distance, he could still feel the bone-piercing cold, exuding an irresistible evil spirit.He raised his head and asked everyone in the living room: "Does anyone know when Cang Zhu left?"

Hearing the sound, Qi Yan smiled. He had been watching the young man quietly, and was really surprised that he seemed to have made a decision in such a short time. Then he showed unsparing admiration on his face and said, "Let's go last night. Yes. You should understand that he is a very decisive person. Once he decides something, he never drags his feet. I am the only one who knows when he leaves. You may have guessed where he went... There is no way, thank you There are too many bargaining chips in the hands of Xiao Xiao, and there is a huge difference in strength, the longer the delay, the greater our loss."

"Did he say anything when he left? Why did he take Guqi away but keep this sword?"

Qi Yan put away his smile and shook his head with some melancholy, "Who knows?... He didn't say anything... When I caught up with him, he just turned his head and looked at me, and then he didn't look back... If you look Seeing that look..." After a pause, Qi Yan sighed, "What else can I say."

Hearing this, Su Zexia felt another stab in his heart. He walked quickly to Qi Yan with concentration, handed the sword in front of Qi Yan, and said, "Please help me see if there is any change between this sword and before."

Unexpectedly, Qi Yan quickly took a step back, with a defensive look on his brows, and said: "Take the sword away, this is a sword forged by the most yin people with their own soul, and no one else can touch it. I rarely see swords, so I don't understand them."

Su Zexia looked at Qi Yan suspiciously, "Is it because of the owner that I can take it? But Guqi has already been taken away by Cang Zhu."

"Bone weeping away, but the contract has not disappeared." At this time, Cheng Mo, who was standing far away, said, "The contract is not as simple as it seems on the surface. From the moment the contract is made, it is not only the material level. Yes, it binds the deepest and truest wishes of both parties. Under the condition that the content of the contract is not completed, as long as both parties do not want to end the contract, even if the person is dead and rotten to the bone, the contract still exists. What's more... It's your situation..."

Cheng Mo never took his eyes off the long sword, and he continued: "When I fought Cang Zhu in the alley that day, the yin energy of this sword was far less than it is now. If it hadn't absorbed the master's blood, where would it be?" Has this luster and evil spirit? It seems that Cang Zhu has fed it well."

"That is to say, before Cang Zhu left, he used his own blood to sacrifice the sword?" Qi Yan rubbed his chin and pondered, "No wonder when I caught up with Cang Zhu last night, he looked so weak that he couldn't even breathe. There is no concealment, otherwise I would not have found his trace so easily."

Hearing this, Su Zexia's heart became more and more sad. Cang Zhu is such an arrogant person. Whether it's a joke, or an opponent like Xie Xiao, he has always been wanton and arrogant, never caring about anything, and never taking it to heart. As if, no one could leave a mark in his unruly black eyes.It is such a person who used to be proud of the world, but now weakens his mana for them.

Maybe you really shouldn't have approached me that day. It was the encounter between me and you that brought you many shackles in the world. Each of these is an inescapable responsibility, but you shoulder them one by one instead of me!Cang Zhu, I owe you, and I will never be able to repay it in my entire life.

"If Cang Zhu didn't want to hurt us and went to Xie Xiao alone, I can still understand what he meant by pouring his own power into this sword, taking away Guqi, but leaving this sword behind?" Chi Shao asked puzzledly.

"What do you mean?" Su Zexia murmured to herself, stroking the sword carefully like a lover, then raised her head, her eyes were firm and determined, "I'm going to find Cang Zhu!"

"You NND are crazy!" Qi Yan scolded angrily, "He compromised himself so much and came back to Xie Xiao, for whom? Don't you know? Do you know that Cang Zhu has to do this? How much did you pay?"

"I know..." Su Zexia showed her face, this rare smile became paler and weaker in the heavy atmosphere, "Since Cang Zhu left this sword behind, I have to do something..."

"Hmph!" Qi Yan said coldly, "You are just as stubborn as that person! You can't control yourself! If we could beat Xie Xiao, we wouldn't be where we are today! Don't you understand?"

"I understand...but...if you don't do something, will you feel at ease?"

Everyone was silent, who could accept the moment of peace that was obtained by sacrificing friends?

Xiao Fengwei glanced at the others, nodded, and said, "That's right, the purpose of Cang Zhu looking for Xie Xiao, I'm afraid it's not that simple, we have to find a way

"The soul-eating butterfly may appear again," Chi Shao continued, "If you let so many people go, let the soul-eating butterfly devour living souls and wild ghosts, sooner or later the world of Yin and Yang will be in chaos!"

At this point, Cheng Mo felt lost in his heart, and sighed: "I only now understand why Li Mufeng would rather be expelled from the school than choose to be with you..."

Mao Daiqing looked at Cheng Mo and sighed softly, "I hope he can hear your words after getting rid of Fushen."

63. What raised me also destroyed me ([-])...

There is a folk legend that the eagle is the longest-lived bird in the world, and its life span can reach 70 years.To live that long, it has to make difficult but important decisions at age 40.In it's 40th year its long and flexible talons can no longer grab prey which serves as food.Its beak became so long and curved that it almost touched the chest, seriously hindering its feeding.It's old-‐ aged and heavy wings, due to their thick feathers, sHck to it's chest and make it difficult to fly.

It has only two options: die, or go through a painful update process.

It must try to fly to a steep cliff, where no bird or animal can go, and stay there for about 150 days.First, it will throw its sickle-like beak against the rock until the old mouth and flesh fall off its head, and then wait quietly for a new beak to grow.Then it uses its new beak as pliers, and pulls the toenails off the toes one by one.After the new toenails grow out, it pulls off all the old feathers. After 5 months, new feathers grow out, and the eagle starts to fly, and it can live another 30 years.It risked dying of pain and starvation to transform itself, reshape itself, and bid farewell to its past. This process is a process of resurrection from death.

Su Zexia, who lost Cang Zhu, became very silent, sometimes staring at the window in a daze for several hours, Su Zexia thought, he couldn't be like an eagle, he couldn't say goodbye to his past self, and he couldn't get rid of those who were with Cang Zhu. The more he wanted to forget the various memories together, the deeper those memories became.

After so many days, he couldn't feel any aura of Cang Zhu. He didn't know if it was because Cang Zhu took Guqi away, or Cang Zhu deliberately cut off the inextricable connection between them.

He knew it was time for him to make some changes, and he knew that Cang Zhu was waiting for him.There must be some special meaning for Cang Zhu to keep this sword.Every step that man took, every word he said, seemed to contain special symbols and secrets, but the secret of this sword was taken away with Cang Zhu's departure without saying goodbye.

He stayed beside the person who took away his life and freedom, his life should be more uncomfortable than his own, Su Zexia dare not imagine anymore.He let him see the other side of the world that no one knew, and when he matured, he left him like this.What exactly are you trying to do?

There is one thing that Su Zexia firmly believes in. He firmly believes that Cang Zhu will return to them again. This is also the belief that has made him persist until now.He sat by the bed blankly, holding the sword left by Cang Zhu, carefully looked at it thousands of times, and stroked it carefully thousands of times, but nothing changed, only thoughts in this silent The heart is infinitely magnified, and the hole in the heart cannot be filled more and more.

He is more and more afraid of being alone, and the memories between two people will take advantage of the gap when they are alone, bit by bit, starting from the most secret place in his heart, gnawing until people can't breathe!This kind of feeling tortures people so much that they can't think, and they can't even live a normal life. If this continues, it's only a matter of time before they go crazy.

At this moment, two car horns sounded in the yard. He sighed, raised his head, and looked at the green space in the courtyard through the tall floor-to-ceiling windows. Cheng Mo and Mao Daiqing were getting out of the car. It seemed that they had already Ready.

So, Su Zexia put down the sword, picked up the coat and stood in front of the full-length mirror, and buttoned the buttons one by one carefully and extremely slowly.

The young man in the mirror is tall and thin, but he has matured a lot in a few days, and his hair is still scattered and messy.Su Zexia has long been eroded by the evil spirit, and her skin increasingly reveals the unique paleness of the devil's charm.With steady eyes, he calmly looked at himself in the mirror, looked at his hands, along the skirt, from bottom to top, and unbuttoned them one by one.that expression, just