The life of rebirth is a running account

The warm wind sends fragrance, the moonlight is like water, and the beauty in my arms is like jade.Qin Shucheng felt that he was embracing the happiness of his life again, and the longing for several years finally came to nothing.The real body in his arms, the familiar taste on his lips, such real happiness made his nose sour, but he just stroked Zhang Qing lightly, unable to speak for a long time.

After a long time, Qin Shucheng suddenly realized that Zhang Qing was still barefoot, so he quickly bent over and picked him up, kissed him on his lips and said, "Let's go into the house." Zhang Qing leaned on Qin Shucheng's shoulder, tears fell on his face and burst into him With a smile, Qin Shucheng felt for a moment that there was a dewy white lotus blooming in the lotus pond under the moon, and he was a little distracted.

When the two entered the room, Qin Shucheng put Zhang Qing on the bed, then went to close the door of the house and the bedroom without disturbing Xiaozhan.Turning around and coming back, Zhang Qing had already lit the candle on the small table next to the bed, and suddenly the candlelight flickered in the room.

Qin Shucheng took off his outer robe, shoes and socks and went to bed, leaning on Zhang Qing's body, staring at the face he hadn't seen in three years, gently stroking it with his right hand, he became much thinner, white in color, with a sharp chin, only his big eyes were still bright deep.Zhang Qing shook his lips, unable to speak, only weeping.Qin Shucheng brushed his fingers over to wipe away his tears, and after a while, the tears flowed all over his face again. He couldn't help but bend over and lower his head to absorb the rolling tears with his mouth, and said, "Ah Qing, I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for too long."

The two hugged each other, their lips kissed, their bodies pressed tightly together, they didn't speak, only heard the "smack" sound of kissing.

Zhang Qing was tired all day during the day, and was excited again at night. He stopped crying in the middle of the night. His eyes were red and swollen and he couldn't open them. He tightly grasped Qin Shucheng's arms and fell into a deep sleep.

Qin Shucheng blew out the candle, hugged Zhang Qing, and stroked him lightly. He was round and soft when we were no longer separated, and he was taller. Although there was a little flesh in some places, most of it was still left, as thin as a stick.She secretly made up her mind to make up for the happiness of the past few years, and then become the handsome boy with a face as bright as a peach blossom and as happy as a pony in the past.

The next day, at dawn, Qin Shucheng woke up.Seeing that Zhang Qing's eyes were red and swollen, and he was still asleep, he tucked him in a thin quilt, and quietly got out of bed to wash himself.Opening the bedroom door, Xiaozhan opened the door just in time, holding up his hands, yawning and stretching.Halfway through, he suddenly saw Qin Shucheng coming out of the room. He was stunned, and quickly rubbed his eyes with his hands. It was still Qin Shucheng, who immediately burst into a smile, jumped over, hung on Qin Shucheng's neck, and shouted: "Brother Qin, is it really true?" You!" Qin Shucheng grabbed Xiaozhan's waist, threw it upwards, and caught it again, making Xiaozhan scream loudly.

Qin Shucheng put Xiaozhan down on the ground and said: "Speak softly, let your brother sleep again." Xiaozhan shrank her head and smiled embarrassedly, and the two went out, first picking up the sword that Zhang Qing dropped in the yard last night, Come out again and stand under the tree to talk.

Xiaozhan couldn't hide her excitement, and asked: "Brother Qin, when did you come back? My brother almost went crazy thinking about you. If you really don't come back, I don't know what to do! Bah bah! Crow's mouth!"

Qin Shucheng smiled and patted his head, and said: "I just arrived in Linhai at noon yesterday, so I hurried back, and I didn't tell you when I got home in the middle of the night. How have you been these few years? You have grown a lot taller, like a Little grown up."

Xiaozhan pouted and said, "It's okay, but my brother is always unhappy. Brother Qin, I'm an adult, so don't touch my head."

Qin Shucheng laughed.He said a few more words, and went to his own convenience first.Come back and wash your hands and go to the kitchen to cook.

Today's breakfast was made by Qin Shucheng himself.Rolled out the noodles, cut some minced mutton, sautéed it with green onions and seasonings, stewed it for a while, made marinade, and it was fragrant.Xiaozhan seldom eats noodles and drools greedily.The noodles were scooped up in a porcelain basin, and the brine was also placed in a large bowl. Xiaozhan took three more bowls and three pairs of chopsticks, and brought them to Zhang Qing's bedroom.

Zhang Qing also woke up, but his eyes were swollen and he couldn't open them.Qin Shucheng put down the basin and bowl, soaked a towel in cold water and put it on Zhang Qing's eyelids. He changed the towel several times in a row. It got better and could be opened, but it was swollen into a seam, which looked a little funny.Xiaozhan laughed and said: "Brother, eat first and then sleep for a while, don't go to the clinic today, take a rest."

Zhang Qing nodded, dressed and got out of bed to wash up, and sat at the table, the three of them ate noodles.While eating, Xiaozhan said: "Brother, Brother Qin is back. It's a great event. Why don't we close the business for a day today and let's celebrate?" Zhang Qing said: "It's up to you, I won't go out."

After eating and tidying up, Xiaozhan went to the east courtyard and told the shopkeeper Li to close for a day, because the elder brother came back, and today he bought wine and meat, and had a banquet to invite the guys to have a good time.The guys congratulated happily when they heard it, and they divided their labor and began to buy vegetables and stews.

At home, Zhang Qing rinsed his mouth and lay down on the bed again. Qin Shucheng closed the door, hugged him on the bed, and talked affectionately.Zhang Qing's eyes were swollen, and he asked, "Brother, where have you been these past few years? I haven't heard from you. I was so anxious that I thought you..." After saying that, he lowered his head, deeply saddened.Qin Shucheng held his cheeks and said, "Don't cry, haven't I come back? In the past few years, I took a boat to an island, but because of the strong wind and waves, I always wanted to go back to the mainland but failed, so I delayed for a long time. You are worried. I will talk to you in detail some other day. Let’s have a kiss today.” As he spoke, he pecked Zhang Qing’s cheek with his mouth, and Zhang Qing said, “Oh, there’s no need for kissing. I was engaged a few days ago. , Big brother will have younger siblings soon." Qin Shucheng's face changed drastically: "Which family is it? I'll fight him off." Zhang Qing said with a smile: "My younger brother is married, and the eldest brother should be happy, why bother? "Qin Shucheng said: "You are mine, no one can take it away!" Zhang Qing curled his lips: "Why am I yours? How can an elder brother not allow his younger brother to marry?"

Qin Shucheng thought for a while, got up and knelt on the bed, took Zhang Qing's hand, and said solemnly: "Ah Qing, I want to spend this life with you, are you willing?"

Seeing his solemn expression, Zhang Qing hesitated for a moment, and said, "Who in the world can spend a lifetime with a man? I don't know how to answer my elder brother's words. In the past, my elder brother and I were just bed partners. Did this elder brother say it himself? "

Qin Shucheng was silent, and then said for a long time: "I lied to you that day. I was afraid that you would be sad if I didn't come back after the expedition. Now that I am back, I will naturally tell you the truth. I like you, Ah Qing. marry me."

Zhang Qing didn't speak, thinking in his heart that he naturally didn't want to lose his relative, brother Qin. If it was the relationship before, he would be able to accept each other's marriage in the future.I naturally like my elder brother, and my elder brother also likes me.I didn't explain it clearly before, and I was muddled together, and I was able to deceive myself and others, and muddled along.But if you really pick out the relationship and become a partner, it will be a bit troublesome to stay with you for a lifetime.After all, I still like women very much. If I'm with Brother Qin, I can't get married, and I don't have children. What should I do when I'm old?Even if I only think about my elder brother and abandon my family relationship to be nice to him, what about my elder brother, will he love me forever?

He naturally likes me now that I am young and beautiful, but what if I am old and decrepit?I have never seen a man like an old man.And it would be a joke.Qin Shucheng was a general, and he was so tall and handsome, naturally no one would say that he was a sexist.What about yourself?With this appearance, and such a background, in this other world, except for Qin Shucheng, who has no background, how can he resist people's associations?With the rumors together, he has no place to stand.Without relying on Qin Shucheng, he could still lead a civilian life.If I were a woman, if I followed him, I might still have a son and a half, and I would have someone to rely on, or I would be able to stand on my own in the world, and I would not be afraid to have the support of my family, but I am a man, and I am alone and helpless, in a different world without roots. People, love can not be eaten.

It's nothing to be with him when it's good, but once it's abandoned, it's a dead end, and if you want to gain a foothold here, it will be hard as hell.

Reject him?I can't bear to see him sad, and I can't bear to part with this friendship.Promise him?Scared again.This is the first time that I seriously think about the relationship between two people. I used to pretend to be stupid and muddle along.Really confused now.Zhang Qing felt that he really didn't look like a man, so he was moaning.But there is no way, in this world, I am absolutely weak, weaker than women, so I have to be careful in everything.Whether to spend the rest of your life with Qin Shucheng is an important question, and you must be cautious.

Thinking of this, he said to Qin Shucheng: "Brother, I'm not engaged, I just lied to you. I'm very happy that you are my relative, dearest brother, but if you want to be with me for a lifetime, can you let me think about it? I don't even know what to do."

Qin Shucheng persisted in his hand and said: "Think about it, I'm not in a hurry." After saying that, he got out of bed and poured a cup of tea for Zhang Qing, and came up to feed him.The two cuddled together, Zhang Qing was tired for a long time, but still sleepy, so he fell asleep again in a daze.Qin Shucheng looked at his face and sighed, the road ahead is long, when will Ah Qing be willing to follow him?Forget it, it's up to man to make things up to God, to defeat all the gods by himself, and then give all his sincerity, Ah Qing is soft-hearted, and one day he will accept himself, now, let's go to bed first.I fell asleep thinking about it.

At lunch, Xiaozhan brought over a lot of food, wine and meat. The guys sat around a large table in the store, brought some for Xiaozhan, Qin Shucheng and Zhang Qing to eat at this small table, and Zhang Qing asked Xiaozhan to eat. Take out the sweet-scented osmanthus wine that has been buried in the backyard for several years.All three were happy and drank a lot.

I have been sleeping in the afternoon, and I still drink for dinner.This time Zhang Qing drank too much and vomited. Qin Shucheng took him to the bathroom to clean up and then brought him back to sleep. In the middle of the night, he found that Zhang Qing seemed to have resumed his previous habit, grabbing his arm and touching it. Qin Shucheng couldn't bear it. He couldn't stop pulling his hand to feel under his body, and when he touched the hard one, Zhang Qing stretched out his hand to hold it, and started to play with it, Qin Shucheng laughed.

Both of them haven't vented for several years, and they are a little anxious.Qin Shucheng held Zhang Qing's hand and moved it up and down on his own, and it took a long time before he let it go.It was stretched under Zhang Qing again, it was also hard, and it was put into his mouth to do something for him. It was over in a while, afraid that he would hurt himself after drinking, so he didn't dare to do it, so he took off his clothes and only put him on. Little obscene trousers, covered with a quilt, hugged and fell asleep.

In the morning of the next day, Zhang Qing's eyes recovered, so he went to invite Lao Qiu and told Qin Shucheng that he was back.Lao Qiu was also overjoyed and hurried over.Liu Xiaoluotou insisted on following, and brought him here too.Seeing Qin Shucheng, Lao Qiu laughed, and the two of them punched each other, and then they clenched their hands tightly, crossed their shoulders and walked into the back living room.

Liu Xiaoluotou poked his head behind Lao Qiu, Lao Qiu pulled him to call him Uncle Qin, Xiaoluotou's voice was crisp and clear, without any shyness, he yelled: "Uncle Qin!" Everyone laughed, Qin Shucheng gave him a A small pouch with a small silver ingot in it, saying let's play with it.Lao Qiu told him that this was Liu Qinghui's son, and he was here now.Qin Shucheng knew what Lao Qiu was thinking before, and he was not surprised now, he just smiled.

Lao Qiu asked him about his experience in the past few years. Qin Shucheng said it in a few days before going into details, because it was too long.Seeing Zhang Qing and Xiao Qiu go out to play, Lao Qiu whispered, "You haven't come back these few years, Ah Qing has suffered, and almost lost his life." Qin Shucheng hurriedly asked, "What's going on?" Lao Qiu Sighed: "It wasn't that year when you disappeared and leaked the news. When Ah Qing heard about it, he lost his sight immediately. He didn't eat or drink, and almost lost his life. God is sorry, but he finally came back to life. I'm not happy either, you see he's skinny." Qin Shucheng lowered his head and almost cried.Lao Qiu hurriedly persuaded him, changed the subject, and mentioned that Zhang Qinghui was seeing a doctor, Liu Qinghui was honest now, Hongfeng took a fancy to Liu Qinghui's dark horse, and now Yunyun was raised in the medical center, Qin Shucheng was distracted and happy Xing chatted.