I'm really just an ordinary person

I was hesitating whether to tell Mao Lilan the fact that Edogawa is Kudo Shinichi.

I thought about it, and finally decided to let Kudo Shinichi tell Mao Lilan himself.

After all, he didn't tell Mao Lilan his identity, so he must have his own considerations. If my random actions destroy his plan, it will be bad.

After I figured this out, I put the matter behind me.

But I didn't expect that Conan Edogawa would come to me directly.

I lowered my head, looked at him, and asked, "What are you looking for?"

Edogawa Conan hesitated for a moment, then looked up at me and said, "Who the hell are you?"

"I'm just an ordinary person." I said.

"Lie, you are not ordinary at all." Edogawa Conan said firmly.

"Well, if you say I'm not ordinary, then I'm not ordinary." I didn't have the heart to argue with him about these boring things, "If you don't tell me what you want from me, Xiaolan will come out."

Edogawa Conan looked at the kitchen subconsciously, Mao Lilan was still cooking without knowing anything.

"I want to ask you, are you really sure to destroy the black organization?" Edogawa Conan asked.

"It's up to Kurosawa and the others." I said, "I'm just a thug, and they are the ones who really make the plan."

"Then why did you attack the black organization? Is it really just because they chased you?" Edogawa Conan asked.

"Have you ever heard of the phrase that you must retaliate?" I pointed at myself, and said with a smile, "I am a small-minded person. If someone treats me badly, I will repay him a hundred times."

Edogawa Conan seemed a little disbelieving, but he couldn't find any evidence that I was lying. He pursed his lips and said, "What are you going to do with that medicine?"

"Which drug are you talking about? The one that rejuvenates people?" I asked.

Edogawa Conan nodded.

"You should ask Kurosawa Jin and the others about this question. It's useless for me to ask for that medicine. If they take it away, it should be very good for medical treatment." I thought for a while and said, "It should be usable. In terms of medical treatment, I don’t know much about these aspects, they have many experts around them, so I just leave these things to them.”

"That medicine cannot be handed over to them." Edogawa Conan said, "That medicine is too dangerous. If it falls into their hands, it will cause even greater commotion."

I thought about it and felt he was right.

After all, the temptation of immortality to human beings is too great.

"So what do you want me to do?" I think I guessed what he was going to say.

"After getting the antidote for that medicine, destroy all the information about that medicine." Edogawa Conan said.

I looked at him with my hands crossed with interest, and said, "What about my salary? You don't want to pay me anything, so let me do a free job for you?"

"What do you want?" Edogawa Conan asked.

"I haven't thought about it yet, I'll tell you when I think about it." I said, "But if you trust me so much, can you destroy those materials right under their noses?"

You know, they are the most elite group of spies in each country.

"I believe in you." Edogawa Conan said, "Those who can become friends with Fushimi Saruhiko must have great strength."

"So it's because of the little ape?" I couldn't help laughing, "It seems that he holds a very important position in your heart. Did you two know each other before?"

Edogawa shook his head, and then said: "It's just that I know him unilaterally. He has cooperated with my father several times, and I heard my father tell me about him."

"So it is." I nodded, "I will help you get the antidote."

"I believe in you." Edogawa Conan said.

Mao Lilan also prepared dinner at this time and called the two of us to come over for dinner.

"Don't you have to wait for Uncle Maori to come back?" I asked suspiciously.

"No need, Dad called me just now, saying that he wants to play mahjong with others, and he won't come back tonight." Mao Lilan said.

"Is that so." Then I didn't ask any more questions, and changed the subject.

Let's chat.While eating, they washed the dishes together, and finally got into the bed together, and began to whisper among some girls.

"Chiyo, do you have someone you like?" Mao Lilan asked me with a smile.

"Yes, I like you very much." I said.

"I didn't mean this kind of liking, I mean, do you have a boy you like?" Mao Lilan asked.

"Yes, I quite like Saru and Akashi-kun, as well as Odasaku and Dazai." I said, "The person I like the most is Chuya."

"Then have you two dated?" Mao Lilan asked curiously.

"We're just friends," I said. "I'm not going to have a boyfriend-boyfriend relationship with either of them right now."

"For now." Mao Lilan turned over, let himself look up at the ceiling, and then turned his head to look at me, "That is to say, it is very likely that you will associate with one of them in the future ?”

"It should be like this." I thought about the things I encountered ten years later, and then said.

"What do you mean should be?" Mao Lilan was a little dissatisfied with my answer, "Tell me, who do you most want to associate with?"

"If it was before, the person I want to date the most is Chuya, but now..." I thought for a while and finally said, "I don't know either."

"Hmm..." Mao Lilan thought for a while, and then changed the way of asking, "Among them, who do you care about the most?"

"Of course Dazai." I replied without hesitation.

I have already destroyed a world because of him, so of course I care about him the most.

"Then who are you most worried about?" Mao Lilan asked again.

"It's still Dazai." I said.

His penchant for suicide made me unable to rest assured of him at any time.

"If you let him be your boyfriend, will you be very repulsive?" Mao Lilan asked.

"...No rejection." I was silent for a while, then replied.

"What about the questions you just asked, Oda Tsukuru and Akashi-kun?" Mao Lilan asked, "Can you still give the same answer?"

"...No." I said.

"So, one last question." Mao Lilan looked into my eyes and asked, "Do you think he likes you?"

I remembered what Osamu Dazai said to me that night.

——I like you, Chiyo.

Like...does he really, like me?

"I don't know," I said, "I don't know if he really likes me."

If it was someone other than Osamu Dazai, I could easily tell whether what the other person said was true or false, but my intuition, which was always invincible, would stumble on Osamu Dazai every time.

Just like last time, he lied to me, and I failed to save him. When I arrived, all I saw was blood on the ground and his cold body.

"Is he probably the best liar in the world?" I said softly, "And I don't think there is anything he likes about me."

Mao Lilan didn't understand why my mood suddenly became so depressed, but as a good friend, he still hoped that I could cheer up.

So she sat up, put her hands next to my head, looked down at me and said seriously: "Chiyo, you are a very good person, very good, you know the quality of anyone in this world. like."

I was a little surprised by her actions, and then I felt warm in my heart.

I stretched out my hand to gather her loose hair to my ear, smiled, and said, "Well! I see."

Seeing me cheer up again, Mao Lilan also smiled happily.

At this moment, the door of our bedroom was suddenly opened, and the drunken Kogoro Mori and Conan Edogawa froze looking at the two of us.

Edogawa Conan: Why do I feel a little green on my head?

"Conan? Dad?" Mao Lilan looked at the two of them with some doubts.

It was Edogawa Conan who answered her: "Uncle Maoli is drunk, and he found the wrong room!"

"That's it." Mao Lilan stood up and helped the drunk Mori Kogoro back to his room.

After Mao Lilan left, I slowly sat up and asked, "Is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Edogawa Conan pushed his glasses and said, "Can you take me with you when you go to the Black Organization?"

"Has Kurosawa Jin and the others rejected you?" The only possibility I can think of is this.

Mentioning this matter, Edogawa Conan curled his lips with some dissatisfaction, and said, "They said that I am still young, so don't get involved in this kind of thing. I am already 17 years old."

"You are not yet an adult, of course you are young." I said.

"But you are only 17 years old now." Edogawa Conan said dissatisfied, "Why can't you but I can't?"

"Because you are too weak." I said.

"...Your words are too hurtful." Edogawa Conan was a little speechless.

"Is there? I'm just telling the truth." I said, "You're just an ordinary person, you have no personality, no superpowers, no magic, and you don't even know fighting skills. The combined combat power is not as high as Xiaolan's. You and In the past, it will only add to the chaos."

Edogawa Conan wanted to say something more, but when Mao Lilan came back, she shut up obediently.

This is looking at his expression before he left, I think this kid should still not give up.

Sure enough, when he took action three days later, this guy got directly into the trunk of Kurosawa Jin's car and followed him secretly, and then he was almost headshot by Kurosawa Jin's conditioned reflex.

Kurosawa Jin and Edogawa Conan who scare each other: "..."