My lover is my brother

Man, it's actually quite simple.As soon as the eyes were closed and opened, the day passed like that.If you close your eyes, your life will pass.

I always think Xiaoshenyang's words are very classic.

But after these things, I finally realized another classic saying: There are exceptions to everything!

In general, hope is beautiful, but reality is cruel.

The moment I opened my eyes, I hoped to see white walls, white sheets, white curtains shaking slightly in the breeze, and an angel in white smiling at me.It's a pity that none of this has come true, and only darkness is with me.

After waiting for a while, my brother came.

"Xiaowen, good morning, did you sleep well last night?"

My brother usually didn't take the initiative to talk before, and he always liked to scare me with his ghostly glasses.Staring at me until my whole body trembled, I said quietly: "Xiaowen, don't follow behind brother, please."

Well, I admit that it's not good to be like a follower at such a big age, but brother, can't you pay more attention to me.

Ah... let's go far, let's return to the present.I quickly said in my heart: "Brother, you are early too. I slept very well yesterday, and dreamed that I woke up today, but unfortunately my dream did not come true."

The elder brother was silent and did not continue to speak.He washed my face first, and then helped me open the window of the room for ventilation.In other words, if I don't brush my teeth all the time, will I have tooth decay?Uh... well, that's not something that should be considered right now.

"Grandpa and grandma, I've told them to go back. They want to stay and take care of you, but I don't agree."

Brother, we really have a good understanding. I also hope that my grandparents will go back. They are old, and this accident must have dealt a big blow to them.Usually I have to call back to express my condolences, and don't talk about my poor health.

"Xiaowen, I can't be with you every day. Your medical bills are too expensive. It's not enough to keep the little money from my parents. I'm going to make money. I will be busy in the future, but I will still be there every day. Take time to see you."

Brother, it's all my fault, why can't I even open my eyes!When you are tired, rest. I will take care of myself.You don't have to worry about me now.I must wake up as soon as possible, I don't want to be your burden!

Then, I heard my brother's wry laugh: "Xiaowen will definitely not blame me for not being with you, you have to be good, wake up early and I can be with you every day."

My eyes burst out with longing light, I am good, I will be good...

The elder brother didn't stay for long, left a kiss and left.

I turned a blind eye to those blue light spots around me, I want to wake up early, I must wake up early.I tried to open my eyes, twitch my mouth, or move any muscle in my body.

A morning passed without any progress.At night, still no progress.I changed my mind, instead of waking up in a hurry, I wanted to understand every detail of my body.

I was immersed in the darkness, and could clearly feel my heartbeat, blood flow, and cellular respiration... It was as if a perfectly dissected human body structure diagram was displayed in front of me, and I was gradually immersed in this mysterious rhythm.

When I came back to my senses, there was already a person lying beside me.

There is no one else but my brother.

Because I knew my sexuality, I had few friends in college.I don't want to be in contact with men, for fear that my sexual orientation will be known, my classmates will ridicule me, and my family will be hurt.It is said that two mouths can kill a person, but if a person lives with one skin, he can't be unscrupulous.

Of course, it is even more impossible for me to have female friends, because those women are vain and don't like them.I'm only talking about some, not most.However, even if there are good ones, I still don't like them.

Because I like my brother and only my brother.I didn't choose my brother because I like men, but because my brother is a man, I had to choose a man.

Therefore, the one sleeping next to him will only be my brother.

I remember when I was young, I was very afraid of my brother, always hiding aside and watching him secretly.Because when I couldn't walk, when my parents were not at home, it was my brother who took care of me.But his care is not considered care at all.I was hungry and he didn't fawn on me, and he didn't fawn on me when I pulled him. I cried helplessly and reminded him that he was coming to take care of me.I think he was probably tired of my crying, so he ran to my cradle.He poked my face with his finger and said blankly: "I'm so annoying, if you cry again, I'll throw you into the river." So, I was so scared that I cried for a long time... When I grew up, I couldn't remember when Changed my mind.

When the object of my first sexual fantasy was my brother, I was sure that I liked my brother.

My brother is probably too tired and seems to have fallen asleep. I really want to remind him that sleeping like this will make him feel uncomfortable and catch a cold!

I sighed, I couldn't speak, my brother was doing it for me...

Facing the darkness, but unable to fall asleep.Troubled, troubled, troubled, troubled...

When I woke up, there was no one around me again.

In this way, my brother would come to accompany me every night and leave in the morning.

This day lasted for about a week.

My brother suddenly didn't come...

It was not until three days later that my brother came again.His voice was a little hoarse, and he apologized as soon as he came: "Xiaowen, I have caught a cold recently, so I didn't come to see you, I'm sorry."

All the waiting complaints disappeared in an instant... Brother, I told you to cover the quilt and lie on the bed when you sleep, look, you have a cold!Tell you not to listen to me, you can see that your voice is hoarse... woo woo woo...

After that day, my brother disappeared again.I don't know how long it has passed, maybe ten days, maybe half a month, but my brother never showed up.My world is still dark, I am used to waiting, I am used to listening to the footsteps passing by in the corridor.

Whenever the sound of footsteps stopped, I would be very excited, wondering if my brother had come.But every time, I am disappointed.

Every day the nurse will come to give me nutrient injections, the daily drip is still on, and the daily inspection is still being done.

I insisted that my brother did not give up on me, he was working hard to treat me!

Another three days passed, and my brother still didn't come.Alas...don't be obsessed, just know that my brother didn't give up on me.He must be too busy to have time to see me.

When I woke up the next day, I was dumbfounded by the many blue light spots around me... I forgot which door was Baidu!

I was depressed, so I had to go in and have a look.

Wow, that's great luck.Just enter any door, it is Baidu.

I casually looked at the webpage again, feeling bored.I searched for any new games recently, pressed the search button, and a series of dialog boxes popped up, all of which were from the same game.I'm curious, what game is so hot? !

After reading multiple web pages, I figured it out.Originally, there was a game "Primeval OL" which was only a fake 3D game, but now it has signed a contract with Yidashen and officially revised it into a highly simulated holographic game on November 11.

And launched a variety of game helmets and game cabins, providing people with a real feeling of games and life.

It's like having another you in another world.

I'm excited, but also depressed, I don't have a game helmet, and I don't have a game compartment!Regardless, download it first and see if you can play it.I clicked the download button, and I waited and waited and waited and waited until the download was half full... 囧...

Fang Lutao was even more depressed. The hacker friend who hadn't shown up for a month came again.After using my computer to surf the Internet as usual, I started to download... the game?Fortunately, my computer configuration is not bad, otherwise, it would be really rare to open so many webpages without getting stuck.

The outside world is changing too fast, is it because I can't keep up with the times?This hack is insane!Fang Lutao couldn't help thinking this way.

And here, I don't know that my every move is being monitored, and I am happy that the game download is completed and I am waiting for the update.

It wasn't until the installation was complete that I worried about whether I couldn't play it. After all, I don't have a gaming helmet.To enter the simulation game, a full body scan is required.However, this worry only wandered around in my mind and then disappeared.

It's all done, and it's all over, so it's hard to give up.

I clicked on the game until the picture around me changed, I was so excited... I can log in!I moved my hands and feet excitedly, as if I was alive again!

Fang Lutao squinted his eyes and looked at the person appearing on the screen.If he remembers correctly, this is a popular high-simulation game "Prehistoric OL".Looking at the gaming helmet next to him, Fang Lutao was even more sure, because he was also playing.

Well, this person was detected by the game scan.It seems that he is only 23 or 24 years old at most.

Fang Lutao didn't understand, was he stupid, playing this game on his computer and showing him his true colors?After a while, Fang Lutao was puzzled again. How did the other party enter the game without the connection of the game helmet?

I don't think as much as Fang Lutao here. I looked at the professions, including knight, priest, assassin, warrior, wizard, priest, and mage.I picked Priest without even thinking about it, because I like to play support and healer no matter what game I play.

The pastor, as the name suggests, is a nanny, and a nanny means saving money and medicine and being taken care of by someone.

I smiled secretly and clicked the next step. I thought I would start typing in the user name, but a beautiful woman suddenly appeared.After being taken aback, I immediately calmed down. It really deserves to be called a high-fidelity simulation. I thought it was a real person.

The beauty smiled and said to me: "Are you sure you choose the pastor profession?"

"confirm."

Then there was a series of system prompts: the whole body scan started, and the scan passed.Start iris binding, and the binding is successful.Then the beauty spoke again: "Do you need to adjust your facial features?"

I thought about it and didn't adjust.It's okay for me to do this, and I'm not a crooked melon, nor a handsome guy.If my brother saw me, he might recognize me.Of course, the premise is that my brother also plays this game.

The beauty said again: "Please confirm the nickname."

"Little text."

"Nickname: Xiaowen, Occupation: Priest, Gender: Male, Place of Birth: Novice Village. Please confirm."

I was taken aback, you obviously asked me for my nickname, I didn't know that the nickname you mentioned meant the user name.I hurriedly stopped: "Wait, I want to change my nickname."

The beauty smiled and said friendlyly: "The modification failed, please confirm."

I widened my eyes: "No way, beauty, I won't take you to play with people like this!"

The beauty continued to smile: "Beauties don't play tricks on people."

"..." I realized what it means to be speechless, beautiful girl, your smile is worse than Satan!In the end, I had no choice but to say weakly: "Confirm..."

And Fang Lutao, who watched all the pictures in front of the computer, was already laughing so hard that he was so funny.Then he quickly took out his notebook, put on the helmet and started the game, the target: Priest Xiaowen of Novice Village.