When the third child becomes a small subject

After Mu Fei got up, his head was still aching. When he left the room, he heard the sound of the TV when he entered the living room, and saw two heads sitting on the sofa together.

"Who is this early in the morning?" Mu Fei shouted.

Ye Weijia and Mu Han turned their heads to look at him at the same time, and Mu Han spoke first: "Brother, are you awake?"

Mu Fei rubbed his head and looked at the two of them with a frown: "Why did you come here so early in the morning? You're still leaning together and watching TV so intimately, isn't it intentional to stimulate people?"

Ye Weijia smiled and said, "Did you forget that I brought you back from the bar last night?"

Mu Fei thought for a while, but he didn't have any impression, so he shook his head.

Ye Weijia said: "Forget it, don't remember if you don't remember! How do you feel now, are you better?"

Mu Fei said very honestly: "Dizziness."

Mu Han said: "Brother, I made porridge and soup, and later you drink some soup first, then some porridge, and you will feel better."

Mu Fei nodded: "Alright."

During the meal, all three were silent.

Mu Fei took a bath and drank soup again, feeling much better, and his beard was shaved clean, looking refreshed.

"You don't have anything you want to ask me?"

Both Mu Han and Ye Weijia were eating porridge seriously, without saying a word, the house was quiet, Mu Fei couldn't help asking.

The two people sitting opposite him looked up at him at the same time, and looked at each other, Mu Han said: "What do you want us to ask you? Why did you get drunk or why did you break up with Gao Nan?"

Mu Fei felt a pain in his heart, but he managed to endure it. With a calm look, he raised a bright smile and said as a matter of course: "Of course you can ask, if you don't ask me, how can I tell you."

Ye Weijia looked at Mu Fei and felt that he was forcing a smile, but couldn't bear to say anything more, so he followed Mu Fei's words and said, "Okay, we want to know, tell me!"

Mu Fei said: "I broke up with him, that's all. As for why, I don't want to say more, and I don't want to bring it up again. After today, don't mention it in front of me. I will forget him, and I will always forget him." of."

His eyes were full of smiles, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that there was inexplicable sadness and heartache hidden in that smile.

Mu Han looked at him distressedly, and comforted him softly: "Brother, it's okay, don't think too much about it, don't ruin yourself anymore, work hard, and find someone you like again."

Ye Weijia felt that Mu Han shouldn't have persuaded Mu Fei like this. Not long ago he had said that there was a reason why they broke up, but now why did he say such things to persuade Mu Fei to forget?What Mu Han was thinking, he couldn't figure it out, he didn't understand, he only knew that if Mu Fei told them the truth, they might be able to help.

After knowing about Mu Fei and Gao Nan, he actually envied them very much. They loved each other deeply, even though they were separated for six years, they still loved each other. This deep love moved him unceasingly.

Mu Fei laughed out loud: "Don't worry, I'm such an adult, it's just a lovelorn, it's not a big deal, don't worry about me."

When a person is sad, he always wants to talk to someone, but he can't tell the people who care about him, because he is afraid that they will worry, but he feels uncomfortable in his heart.

Mu Fei got up early in the morning, went to a flower shop to buy a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, drove to a cemetery on the outskirts of the city, and parked the car on the side of the road. Take the umbrella, take the chrysanthemum and enter the cemetery.

Every year, he always comes here several times, especially when he is in a bad mood, he likes to run here, because there is his dearest person lying here, and she will listen to him patiently, no matter what What kind of words, when facing her, he can tell.

He cleaned up the tombstone a little bit, and wiped the photo on the tombstone. It was a black and white photo of a beautiful woman with a faint smile and bright eyes.He put a large bouquet of chrysanthemums in front of the tombstone, and simply sat down beside the tomb.

He looked at the photo quietly for a while, then turned his head to look at the tombstones under the mountain, his heart was quiet, and he slowly opened his mouth: "Mom, he is back. After coming back, I am very happy, I think Strange, I don't think I should be happy, how could I be happy! I should only hate him, but it is undeniable that I am really happy."

"For so many years, I thought I had lost that feeling. It turned out that it had been buried in my heart. When I saw him, it suddenly broke out and was so strong. When I found out that he still likes me At that time, I was very happy, but I still couldn't help but hurt him, but seeing him hurt, I felt heartbroken," Mu Fei said, and forced out a bitter smile, "Mom, are you Don't you think I'm weird? I don't know why, I just want to test it out to see if he is sincere."

"Later, we got together. I think I finally found someone I like, and I can live with him like this for the rest of my life. But not long ago, he said he wanted to break up with me, and I didn't even have the right to object. He said Yes, if it were me, I would make the same choice as him."

Mu Fei became silent, recalling the scene of that day, Gao Nan proposed to break up with him, he had tried to object, but it was useless, in the end they still had to break up, no matter how much they did, it would be futile.

In the dark sky, without a ray of light, the entire cemetery looked even more gloomy and lonely. The wind blew the leaves and rattled, and the branches shook extremely violently.

Mu Fei didn't realize it at all, and still sat quietly, and after a long time, he spoke again: "Mom, it's been so long, I still remember what you said to me before, you said that you hope I can find the one I like when I grow up. People, he also likes my people to spend a lifetime, you said that you have found yourself in this life and love is too tired, you don’t want me to love so tired in the future, but, what should we do, we are mother and child, connected by blood, you love I am so tired, and I am also so tired of loving."

Before she died, Xie Fangting said to him, I have loved too much in this life, but no matter what, I am still very satisfied to marry your father. Falling in love with someone is a kind of happiness, but it may also be a kind of pain. Xiaofei, when you grow up, find someone who loves each other and get married, it will be more fulfilling.

He was still young at the time and didn't quite understand the meaning of his mother's words. Later, when he grew up, he knew the things between his parents and Qin Xianglan, and gradually understood.

Mu Fei thought, what should life be considered fulfilling?

How can there really be a fulfilling life!It is said that life is beautiful only if it has flaws.

He sat quietly for a long time, when the rain suddenly fell. Big raindrops fell on the ground, and the sound of smashing could be heard. In the rain and fog, everything in the cemetery seemed hazy.

He remembered that it rained heavily on the day his mother died, and it rained for three days and three nights.

When Mu Fei woke up, his head hurt like it was about to burst.

Seeing his movements, Mu Han who was standing by the bed said happily, "Brother, you're finally awake!"

Mu Fei opened his eyes and saw Mu Han's face, his left hand was still tied with a bottle, he touched his forehead with his right hand, and asked Mu Han, "Why are you here, where am I?"

Only after speaking did I realize that my voice sounded so bad, hoarse and rough.

Mu Han put down Mu Fei's right hand and touched Mu Fei's forehead. The temperature was normal, so he felt relieved: "This is a hospital! Fortunately, the fever has subsided."

Mu Fei remembered that he was in the cemetery that day, how did he end up in the hospital?Looking at Mu Han as if asking for advice, Mu Han understood what he meant, and said: "That day was your mother's death day, and it was raining heavily, so my parents and I went a little late, and when we arrived, we found you fainted There, they hurriedly sent you to the hospital, you developed a high fever and fell into a coma for two days, luckily the fever has subsided now."

Mu Fei's mind gradually came to his senses, the rain was really heavy that day, he didn't hide from the rain, he just sat there, drenched in the rain, presumably because of the rain, that's why he had a high fever.

At this time, someone opened the door and came in. Mu Han turned his head and saw Ye Weijia carrying something to eat. Ye Weijia saw that Mu Fei woke up, put down the things in his hand, walked to the bed, and said happily: "You finally Wake up! I was scared to death, I should be fine now."

Mu Fei smiled: "You don't think I'm going to die, do you?"

Ye Weijia frowned and scolded: "What are you talking about dead, why are you dead? People like you have a long life and won't die."

Mu Fei smiled again, moved, and wanted to sit up, Mu Han thoughtfully helped him, and stuffed a pillow behind his back, but he couldn't help scolding: "Brother, it's raining so hard, you Why don't you know how to avoid it?"

Mu Fei said: "Talk to my mother and talk to me, but the rain comes suddenly and violently. It's too late to avoid it! Just sit there and talk to my mother for a while."

Mu Han and Ye Weijia heaved a sigh of relief at the same time, they thought that Mu Fei couldn't bear it, and said they let it go, but in fact they didn't let it go at all, deliberately making things difficult for themselves.

Ye Weijia smiled: "It's good that it's okay. Are you hungry? I bought something to eat. I have your favorite chicken porridge with mushrooms."

Mu Fei's voice was still a little hoarse, but after talking for a while, he was much better, and said happily, "Okay, I just happened to be very hungry."

After Mu Fei finished eating, he lay down to rest. Mu Han went home with Ye Weijia, and called his parents by the way, telling them that Mu Fei was awake and checked by the doctor, and there was nothing serious.

"Do you want to tell Gao Nan?" Ye Weijia said suddenly.

Mu Han thought for a while and said, "I don't think so."

Ye Weijia thought about it too, so what if they met?

Mu Han had other plans in his heart.

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