When the third child becomes a small subject

Mu Fei wasn't sure if Gao Nan would come over to him at night, but he still couldn't help but want to wait for Gao Nan to come. He had something in his heart that he wanted to tell Gao Nan, if he didn't say it, he would definitely not be able to sleep at night.

After he got home, he sat on the sofa. Although the TV was turned on, he couldn't listen to what programs were on the TV or what the people were saying. The sound of the door opening.

He wondered if he had really done something too much?Gao Nan was so frank with him, he should feel at ease, but why is he still so restless? Only when he ran over to stare at him, would he feel a little more at ease.

The things that are lost and found are especially precious. He lost his relationship for six years and suddenly came back. His dead heart suddenly came back to life, beating quietly in his chest, because he had love and was accompanied by someone he liked. He will no longer feel empty and lonely, so he is even more afraid that he will lose it again.

After Gao Nan stood outside the door and hesitated for a long time, he slowly opened the door. When he opened the door, he thought that Mu Fei should have rested. , what should he say?He has confessed enough, but how much does Mu Fei trust him?That's why he deliberately followed him and appeared in front of him and his mother on purpose!

After Gao Nan entered the living room, he realized that Mu Fei hadn't slept yet. There was a low music sound coming from the TV. Mu Fei probably heard the sound of the door. He turned his head and looked at Gao Nan in a daze. After a long while, he stood up. Standing up, he smiled and said, "You're back, I thought you wouldn't be here tonight!"

Gao Nan glanced at him, then avoided his eyes, the smile on Mu Fei's face gradually dimmed, only the sound from the TV, I don't know what TV show was on, it was the sound of a woman crying, accompanied by the sound of music It is also extremely sad.

After a long silence, Mu Fei said with a serious face, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Gao Nan looked at him with a face as calm as water: "What do you think I should say?"

Mu Fei sighed secretly, and said calmly, "Gao Nan, I'm waiting for you to come back because I want to have a good talk with you."

Gao Nan's eyes flickered, there was a trace of panic, his face turned pale, he didn't know what Mu Fei wanted to say to him, the only thought that crossed his mind was the word "breakup", his heart was completely confused, he needed Calm down before you can speak.

He and Mu Fei have been separated for six years. Six years is enough to change many things and a person. Even if they are together again, it does not mean that there will be no problems. vacancy.

With a lot of thoughts, he took a deep breath and forced a smile: "I'm very tired today. I'll take a shower first. When I come out, we'll talk slowly."

How could Mu Fei know the thoughts in Gao Nan's heart, and replied softly: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

When Gao Nan came out of the shower, he found that the house was empty and the sound from the TV was gone. He searched for a room, but he didn't see Mu Fei's person. He called Mu Fei's name in a panic, and unexpectedly heard Mu Fei answer. Only then did he realize that Mu Fei was on the balcony.

Several pots of flowers and plants were placed on the balcony, a round wooden table and two rattan chairs were placed, and Mu Fei was lying on the chairs, looking at the dark night sky.

They bought those two chairs when they went shopping in a furniture store. Mu Fei immediately fell in love with them and liked them very much. Gao Nan laughed at him and said that these are chairs only used by old people. You are so young, you should buy them every day Lying down?

Mu Fei smiled and said, I like it when I look at it, the first impression is very good.I can also buy it first, and when we are old, we can take it out and use it, and then lie on the chair together and watch the sunset.

Gao Nan said, you think of getting old so quickly!

Mu Fei hugged Gao Nan, took advantage of no one, kissed him, and said seriously, no, I just want to spend my whole life with you, don't you?

Gao Nan smiled and nodded, and Mu Fei happily bought two chairs.

After buying it home, Mu Fei found out that this chair is really comfortable to lie on. Not only can you lie down and take a nap, the two of you can also do other things on it, but Gao Nan finds it a bit hard.

Gao Nan shook his head, brushed away those messy thoughts, and sat down beside him, the night wind blew over, and the wind in April was extremely comfortable.

Mu Fei actually thought about it for a long time, but suddenly he didn't know how to speak, and there was silence between the two of them again. After a long time, Mu Fei finally couldn't help but speak: "Gao Nan, I used to think that as long as you It's enough for two people to love each other, but it's not. When you fall in love with someone, you want more, his person, his heart, his honesty, his promise, his family's Blessings, there are still so many problems to face. When two people are together, it is not only a matter of two people, but also a matter of two families. Our family's problem has been solved, but what about your family's problem? solve?"

Gao Nan looked at the night sky and said softly: "When I liked you before, I felt very complicated. I was obviously happy, but at the same time I was very scared and annoying. I was afraid that I would be hated by others, I was afraid of being scolded, and I was afraid I was found by my family to have a problem with my sexual orientation, but I know that if I like someone, there is no cure. I choose to be with you again. I am very happy. I found that I not only like you, I I really love you! After so many years, this heart has not changed, but the feeling is getting stronger and stronger."

Mu Fei's heart trembled, and the little bit of joy slowly spread, filling the whole atrium, and a smile unconsciously hung on his face.

"I thought it would be fine, as long as we are together, I can ignore everything, even if I am scolded by others, I will be happy, even if I am doomed, I will not complain, but some things are not what I think Simple, I can't be so selfish and only care about myself, disregard the feelings of my family, and the relatives who gave birth to me and raised me. I have never considered anything for them when I grow up, so I should do something for them now," Gao Nan His voice was very light, like a gust of wind, ethereal and sad.

Mu Fei turned his head to look at Gao Nan in astonishment, he saw that Gao Nan's eyes were full of sadness, and tears flickered, his heart tightened, his smile disappeared, and he asked inquiringly, "Gao Nan, what do you mean by that?"

Gao Nan took a deep breath, turned to look at him, and smiled a bit awkwardly: "A few days ago, my father told me that he accompanied my mother to check her body and found that my mother had stomach cancer. The doctor said that she could only live for three years at most."

Mu Fei was shocked: "How could this happen?"

Gao Nan smiled bitterly: "We don't know why this happened. My mother often said that things are impermanent and some things cannot be controlled. She said that her only wish is to have a grandson in her lifetime."

Mu Fei was speechless for a while, but Gao Nan didn't let him speak, and continued: "Mu Fei, you are so smart, you should understand what I mean, right? This is my mother's only wish, I can't let her die in peace, do you understand ?”

Mu Fei was completely confused, Gao Nan's words were like a bolt from the blue, what he thought should not be like this, how could things turn out like this!It shouldn't be like this!

"Maybe we can go abroad to find a doctor to treat my aunt, maybe there is still hope, right? Gao Nan, don't be sad, I will help you," Mu Fei said in a panic.

Gao Nan looked at him in pain: "Mu Fei, I don't want to, I really don't want to, but let's just leave it like this, okay, let's break up!"

Mu Fei became more and more flustered, got up, walked to Gao Nan, held Gao Nan's hand, and said incoherently: "Gao Nan, listen to me, it's not like this, how could you easily break up with me? We just got together, we can't just break up like this! Auntie's illness, I will ask my parents to help find the best doctor to treat her, she will be fine, she will be fine! Gao Nan, you You can't make such a decision hastily, you should also think about my feelings!"

Mu Fei was half squatting in front of Gao Nan, and Gao Nan's hand was held tightly by him. There was a trace of fear in his eyes, even a trace of fear. : "Mu Fei, if you were me, how would you choose? You must be like me! Mu Fei, let's break up!"

Mu Fei shook his head: "No, I don't want to break up with you, don't... I finally came back to life, and finally found someone I want to spend my whole life with, I can't just give up like this, no... …”

Gao Nan had never seen Mu Fei like this before, and sighed with pity: "Why are you doing this!"

Mu Fei put his arms around Gao Nan's neck, and kissed him accurately, domineering and fierce, almost biting him, sweeping Gao Nan's mouth crazily and violently, until there was a bloody smell in his mouth, he Only slightly sober.

Mu Fei hugged Gao Nan in his arms, hugged her tightly, and murmured: "You promised me that you will never leave me in this life, you will never leave me, right!"

Gao Nan let him hold her, without saying a word.

Gao Nan thought, he really hurt Mu Fei, Mu Fei's crazy appearance made him feel scared and guilty, and more of a pity, he didn't want to hurt Mu Fei, but there are some things that he just said , maybe better, the pain is only temporary, and the pain will always fade away slowly.

There is only one thought in Mu Fei's mind, to keep Gao Nan by his side, let him be with her forever.He is like a crazy beast, biting his prey, possessing it brutally.

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