When the third child becomes a small subject

In the coffee shop, Gao Nan sat across from Mu Han, with a calm face, but he couldn't hide the tired look in his eyes. He put one hand on the table, and the other hand stirred the coffee in the coffee cup, the coffee was steaming , exudes a strong fragrance.

"What's going on? Asked me out but didn't say a word," the two of them had been sitting here for half an hour, but Gao Nan had no intention of opening his mouth. Mu Han held back and asked him.

Gao Nan looked a little dazed, he stirred the coffee one after another, and slowly opened his mouth: "Mu Han, I don't know how to speak, in fact, I didn't tell you everything that happened before, and neither did you." Knowing the situation at the time, everything was caused by myself, and I should have endured such pain, but I didn't expect it to be so painful."

Mu Han was really not very clear about the matter between Gao Nan and Mu Fei back then. He only knew that Gao Nan liked Mu Fei, and even ran over to confess to Mu Fei. He used to say that Gao Nan would go abroad to study because Mu Fei rejected him. Could it be that There is actually something he doesn't know?

The lighting in the coffee shop was a little dim, and it seemed blurred. The soothing music was flowing slowly, and the whole person felt calm.

"Don't tell me I didn't know at the time. You called me out today, probably because you wanted to tell me something!" Mu Han smiled slightly. Gao Nan didn't have many friends, and even fewer friends who could speak his mind. Gao Nan regarded him as a good friend, and would discuss with him and tell him about something, and he was willing to listen.

Gao Nan sighed softly, looked up at Mu Han, the blue and black in his eyes made him more and more tired, the smile he squeezed out was full of bitterness, it was so desolate that it made people feel distressed: "Six years ago I will go abroad , one is because of family reasons, in fact, it is more because of Mu Fei."

Mu Han held back her smile, and listened carefully to Gao Nan's words.

Gao Nan and Mu Fei met in the first year of junior high school. They were in the same class and at the same table. Mu Fei had a cheerful personality, while Gao Nan had a more reserved personality. However, the two quickly became acquainted and became friends. It was only later that they found out that they lived together. In a community, two people go to and from school together every day.

Gao Nan didn't know when he started to fall in love with Mu Fei, he only knew that the feeling was very strange, he would blush for no reason because of Mu Fei's closeness, and would dream of Mu Fei when he was dreaming at night, if one day Mu Fei If Fei didn't go to school with him, he would feel strange and even worried... These signs became more and more obvious, and when he became more and more worried, he realized that his feelings for Mu Fei had already quietly changed, and he had already changed his mind. Gradually fell in love with Mu Fei.

Confession is easy to say, but it's just saying "I like you" to the person you like, but it's not so easy to do it. He hesitated, and wanted to Tell Mu Fei, but still can't say it.He was afraid that once he said it, Mu Fei would treat him as a monster, afraid that Mu Fei would despise him and despise him, and even the two of them would not be able to be friends.

Gao Nan's worries became more and more heavy. The third year of high school was the very important stage of homework, but he often missed the job because of his worries, the exams were getting worse and worse, and his academic performance was falling all the way. Mu Fei felt that something was wrong with him and asked him if something happened What happened, but he reassured Mu Fei that it was all right.

Until one day after school, Mu Fei said that he had to leave first, and Gao Nan stayed to finish a test paper before leaving. When he walked to the woods of the school, he saw Mu Fei hugging a boy, and Mu Fei happened to have his back to him. Looking at him, Gao Nan saw the boy's face clearly. He recognized that person. He was the monitor of the class next door and also the chairman of the student union, Zhou Yan.

Gao Nan was so surprised that he hid behind a sycamore tree.He saw Mu Fei push Zhou Yan away fiercely, Zhou Yan had a sad look on his face.

"Mu Fei, I really like you, don't reject me, okay?" Zhou Yan looked sad, and his voice trembled a little.

Mu Fei, who has always been cheerful and cheerful, did not have any smile on his face, and even had a cold breath, and his voice was cold: "I think I should have made it very clear before, I have someone I like, please Don't pester me anymore, if you continue to pester me, I will talk to your head teacher in person."

Zhou Yan was slightly stunned, his expression became more and more mournful, his face was as pale as dead ashes, his eyes were closed, his legs slid weakly against the plane tree and he sat on the ground slowly.

Mu Fei turned and left without looking at him again.

Gao Nan clutched the backpack tightly, his heart was full of misery, the words Gao Nan said "I have someone I like" echoed in his mind, he already has someone he likes, who could it be?Why didn't he even know?

After that incident, Gao Nan's mind became more and more serious. Mu Fei thought it was because of the pressure of the college entrance examination, so she often comforted him to relax, don't think too much, just let nature take its course.

The matter of going abroad was discussed by Gao Nan’s parents when he was a freshman in high school, but Gao Nan always disagreed, he always felt that going abroad was not very important to him, he just wanted to be by Mu Fei’s side, But things are often not as good as he imagined, and it is not easy to stay by his side. He is suffering every day.

I don't know who said it, the college entrance examination is coming soon, after the exam, everyone will go their separate ways, and it will be difficult to meet again in the future, now, while you have time, say what you want to the person you like!During that time, many people in the class were secretly confessing their love to someone they liked, and Mu Fei brought it up in front of him, gossiping about who and so and so confessed to so and so today.

The night before Gao Nan confessed his love to Mu Fei, he thought about a lot of things, all of them happened together in the past few years, he thought that no matter what the result was, he would tell Mu Fei what was in his heart.

However, he didn't expect such a failure, Mu Fei left without saying a word, his heart felt like being stabbed by a needle, the slight pain slowly spread to his whole body, after returning home he promised his parents to go abroad Studying abroad, maybe staying away from him can make you feel less sad, less uncomfortable, and less painful.

After he had completed all the documents, he asked Mu Fei to go out for dinner, and told Mu Fei with a smile that he was going to study abroad. Mu Fei was shocked at the time, as if he wanted to say something, but Gao Nan didn't let him speak, and kept talking He was talking and drank a lot of wine, and finally got so drunk that he passed out. It was the first time he was so drunk.

He leaned on Mu Fei drunkenly, and kept muttering: "I really like you, you hate me, don't you think I'm a pervert, but I still can't help myself to like you... .”

Mu Fei was probably afraid that he would be scolded by his parents when he came home, so he took Gao Nan to the hotel to open a room. Gao Nan kept holding him and refused to let go, and whispered to Mu Fei what he liked about him, as if she was still crying. up.

Afterwards he kissed Mu Fei, savagely and domineeringly, the kiss became deeper and deeper, as if carrying all the heartache, he hugged him to bed, in the first half of the night, he was a little drunk, but later he actually woke up Some, but he still couldn't help it, couldn't help wanting to merge with Mu Fei, even if he would be doomed in the next moment, he still insisted.

When he woke up the next day, Mu Fei was still in a deep sleep, Gao Nan was very confused, he didn't know how to face Mu Fei, left a note on the bedside cabinet, left, boarded the Airplane to America.

After Mu Han listened quietly, he vaguely remembered that Mu Fei returned home that day with a pale complexion, eyes full of hatred and pain, walking on the stairs with difficulty, Mu Fei slept at home that day. All day, no dinner.Mu Han picked up a piece of paper where Mu Fei passed by, and there were only a few simple words written on it: I'm sorry, Gao Nan.

At that time, he had been thinking about what happened between Gao Nan and Mu Fei, but if Mu Fei didn't say anything, he naturally couldn't ask.Later he found out that Gao Nan had gone to the United States, and Mu Fei's temperament had changed a lot, becoming a little frivolous and even unrestrained.

"No wonder my brother hates you!" Mu Han said quietly.

"He should hate me, I'm sorry for him," Gao Nan said guiltily.

"But, why did you bring it up again after so long? Could something have happened?" Mu Han guessed.

Gao Nan nodded without denying it: "I went to him on Christmas day, and I found him in the 'night'. In fact, I always wanted to talk to him, but he refused to give me a chance. I don't want us The relationship between them has been so rigid, and some things have to be resolved, so I went to him that night, and he said that he could forgive me, but he had to let me bear the pain he suffered back then."

Mu Han suddenly laughed, vaguely guessing something, but not sure, asked with great interest: "What's the condition?"

Gao Nan was silent for a while, his cheeks slowly turned a little red, and his expression flickered, as if he was a bit embarrassed to speak, he hesitated, but he still spoke: "He wants me to wash myself, lie on the bed and let He goes."

Gao Nan's voice was very low, deep and hoarse, and he felt a little embarrassed when he remembered what happened that night.

That day Mu Fei took Gao Nan to the hotel, after closing the door, the two of them didn't speak for a long time, Mu Fei said: "It's not impossible for me to forgive you, you go in and take a shower now, wash it off, and then lie on the bed by yourself, I want to fuck you."

Gao Nan stared blankly at Mu Fei for a long time, then said with a sigh: "Is this how you can forgive me?"

Mu Fei did not speak with a cold face, but looked at him sharply.

Gao Nan smiled self-deprecatingly, and whispered a word: "Okay."

What is owed to him will have to be paid back sooner or later.Gao Nan thought about it, and didn't hesitate much.

That night, Mu Fei acted very violently, like revenge, slapping him hard, time and time again, as if he couldn't stop.

Mu Han pursed his lips, his eyes were full of smiles: "Then did my brother leave you a note saying I'm sorry?"

Gao Nan shook his head: "That's not true, but he's missing. I haven't been able to find him for several days. I asked his secretary, but he was told that he was on a business trip, but he didn't say where he went."

"I don't know where he went, he was learning what you did back then, but things shouldn't be that bad, you should still have room for maneuver!" Mu Han said.

Gao Nan sighed heavily, the coffee in his mouth had cooled down, even a little cold, he said: "I hope so, but I'm still restless and worried."

Six years is actually a long time to live. At that time, he deeply felt the long days when he was abroad. He often thought of Mu Fei at night, and his heart ached.

How long will it take him to make up for the damage done six years ago?

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