It hurts to touch me [Interstellar]

Milo felt his blood throbbing all over his body, especially in his chest. The emotions that were always deeply suppressed on weekdays boiled at this moment, making him want to escape and tremble.

But he is used to strictly controlling everything about himself - spine, expression, steps, language... There is no so-called surprise in his body, even if a finger trembles reflexively, he will be aware of it immediately , understanding, and control again.

Not to mention that all the emotions that arise in his heart are clearly seen by him as if looking down from a high altitude, as if monitored by sophisticated instruments, so that he can always grasp his own thoughts.

After doing this for a long time, gradually, he can no longer have any unnecessary emotions and thoughts about unnecessary things, because he already has a [-]% understanding of himself and this human named Milo Drogo.

He was invulnerable, ever.

——until he joined a certain ethnic group, and then, like planets colliding, he was forced to have a relationship that became more and more taboo as the years grew — completely messed up everything in his sophisticated universe rule.

……

For a long time, his requirements for that relationship were very low, and he even felt that since he already had a part of that person's time, it was equivalent to owning a part of that person.

For Leo, he voluntarily broke a series of self-restraints and indulged himself in the fragments of daily memories when he was alone. The convenience of imagination made that person seem to be by his side.

I can easily piece together every subtle expression of Leo in my mind, and I can hold the scarred hand.

So he doesn't ask for any response, even the torment of "longing but not getting it" once made him feel sweet.

... He never knew that his emotions could be so rich.

At that time, the conflict between the Alliance and the Empire was at its most intense. During the turmoil, he was always prepared for life and death, but there was no warning—Leo died first, and he was left behind.

Since then, the body of "Milo Drogo" is still lingering for the family, but the foundation of the world in his mind has disappeared. I am afraid that only the secret drinking time can make him feel a moment of peace.

But his patience was born with him, and he waited... until Dentil Drogo finally grew up. At Dentil's coming-of-age ceremony, he fantasized that he would finally leave and be completely The day of liberation.

It happened that on the same day, that person - came back.

……

Milo knew clearly that he was completely out of control.

When he heard the conversation on the other side of the communication just now, for some reason, extreme fear suddenly arose in his heart.

Are they...

Even if that thought had just arisen, Milo was already extremely unbearable, not to mention that when the possibility of "bonding" fully appeared, all the memories related to the ethnic group in the past would be thrown at him at the same time.

In an instant, he thought of Leo—no, what the fact that Leo formed a bond meant to him and others... The long-suppressed flame in Milo's chest burst out in an instant, and he was eroded again. Couldn't have thought otherwise.

So of course he would break into the aircraft in the next second, and of course he would want to kill the person who was with Li Ou!

No matter who it is, he wants to crush the other party into a pulp! !

Until the aircraft hatch opened, he saw the person he wanted to see, even if Li Ou showed an undefended expression to another person on the aircraft...Damn it.

But the only good news was that there was no bond smell in the air at all, which immediately relaxed his half-broken nerves.

afraid.

Extremely scared.

Trembling uncontrollably, he finally realized that he had to do something, immediately, immediately, otherwise, every day in the future, he might experience the fear just now!After all, when he was desperately evading, pretending to be patient, and pretending to be loyal, the person he longed for had gradually become intimate with another person!

It's ok.

that's it.

Even if what he said disgusted him, he didn't regret it, he would just keep moving forward.

Either let Li Ou know everything, or die here-this is the way to completely end.

Who made it impossible for him... to repeat the "lost" again.

"give me."

He said it almost with hatred.

……

The figure in front of Li Ou suddenly enlarged, and an undeniable force pushed towards him. Li Ou's shoulders sank, and his back hit the clean bulkhead with a bang.

Wait? He reacted from the dizziness, Milo has turned? He quickly turned over and turned to face the wall.

"Milo!"

Li Ou's hands were quickly fixed behind him, and Milo's tall body enveloped him? He could still take out a hand to stabilize Li Ou's neck.

Li Ou felt his powerful fingertips firmly turning around the glands at the back of his neck.

"Milo!!"

Li Ou clenched his fists involuntarily, but there was no response other than the extremely calm breathing sound behind him.

Suddenly, Li Ou sensed something. It turned out that the scorching breath sprayed on the skin around the glands—the collar was torn off, and the area had long been exposed.

Li Ou's hairs stood on end immediately, and he couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat.

Milo really intends to form a bond with him? ! ! !

There was a slight gasp coming from the ear, and the warm breath suddenly became heavier - Milo opened his mouth towards the back of his neck without hesitation.

Leo could almost feel the canines of the ethnic group behind him, and Milo's teeth were undoubtedly aimed at his weakest and softest place.

This series of actions was too fast, as if he was on guard, and he didn't give Li Ou time to react at all. It was the first time that Li Ou was so close to the bond, so that he suddenly figured it out after being puzzled for a moment. —— Milo wants to extract pheromone directly.

"Milo Drogo!"

The invisible energy suddenly swayed from the aircraft, it was Li Ou's mental power——Milo was attacked, and his body shook almost instantly, but immediately, Li Ou felt the force on his back became heavier—— —

"wait!"

Li Ou has never been able to bear the pain like this moment. To be honest, the pain from using mental power far exceeds the feeling from the back of the neck, but the leader's nature seems to have the upper hand in an instant, and Li Ou can feel it. It's not pain, even if his body is weak and weak due to previous consumption, it shouldn't make him feel uncomfortable like now and tremble all over——

Milo supported him vigorously? He and Li Ou unconsciously let go of their clenched fists, and their fingers convulsed as they dug against the wall.

"Stop...down..."

But time seemed to stop flowing, and the red thorns were jumping for joy. Li Ou could feel that Milo's sun god was not far away, and the red thorns were floating around to entangle him?——

With a bang, Milo's body flew out and hit the seat.

Leo leaned on the bulkhead and let out a heavy snort, almost hearing the sound of teeth leaving under the skin——

It was Li Ou who restrained Red Thorn again, made the latter give up "friendly relationship" with the sun god, and attacked Milo again, this time Li Ou showed no mercy.

Li Ou staggered? Turning around, he touched the back of his neck unconsciously, but it was really not suitable to touch it right now, and he exhausted his will to regain his footing.

Milo had already sat up on the ground, with a little blood on his handsome pale lips, but Milo slowly stuck out his tongue and licked away the blood.

Li Ou's chest heaved violently - Milo took the blood from him.

The pheromone smell of Li Ou in the air was already changing, and the cold and depressed breath was gradually becoming hot and heart-burning. Milo knew that Li Ou was already furious.

"You really dare to..."

Milo didn't say a word at first, stood up with the seat supported, and then went to undo the buttons on his chest one by one.He stared at Li Ou without blinking, as if he didn't feel any guilt about what he had done, and even said almost calmly, "Go on."

Li Ou stepped back half a step unconsciously.

For so many years, Milo has never given him such a huge sense of threat like this moment?

Yes, Milo has now obtained his pheromone in a simple and crude way - when an ethnic group receives the pheromone from the leader, the pheromone will immediately produce a fusion reaction in the ethnic group's body, until the ethnic group and the leader Going to the next step, the ethnic group returns part of the pheromone through..., and when the pheromone is re-uploaded, it will rise all the way from the blood of the whole body, and finally leave a permanent breath in the glands at the back of the leader's neck...at least In the past, bonds were permanent.

When Milo walked towards him again, Li Ou saw that Milo's body was unnaturally stiff, as if he was restraining something extremely, but in contrast, Milo's gaze was deeper than before, almost dead silent.

After only taking a short distance, Milo became struggling.

Because under Li Ou's furious compulsion, Red Briar gradually tightened Milo.Even if it is invisible to the naked eye at this time, from a physical perspective, the tyrant is still above Milo.

But what Li Ou never expected was that under such circumstances, Milo would keep stepping towards Li Ou's direction--Milo's own strength should not be underestimated.

"Do you really want me to kill you?"

Milo remained silent, but his unwavering attitude caused confusion in Li Ou's heart.

He will never give up, Li Ou thought.

what is this? !

Is Milo lost? Crazy? !Why are you doing this to me all of a sudden? ! !

Using mental power can't cover up the strange tingling pain at the back of his neck. The more that feeling spreads throughout his body, the more confused Li Ou becomes.Although he was extremely angry, there was something cold in his heart.

"Don't force me," Li Ou gradually felt that his anger became powerless, and even the words he said became like nonsense, "At least you... Milo, don't force me."

I thought it wouldn't have any effect, but something happened that Li Ou didn't expect, and Milo stopped in an instant.

Not only did he stop, but all of Milo's strong performances, even his determination to let Leo kill him, seemed to dissipate suddenly. The tall man froze in place, looking at Li Ou in a daze.

"Maybe if you keep going, you will win," Leo said dryly, feeling his throat tighten, "Because I can't kill you, Milo, you see through me, I will never kill Milo Drogo, even, I can't hurt you at will."

Li Ou was telling the truth, he couldn't even hit Milo harder.

He was afraid that he would not be able to control his mental body well. If he missed something and some irreparable accidents happened, even if Milo's body could be healed, even if the damage to his brain recovered, Milo would no longer be the one in front of him.

"But I still hope that you don't choose to form a bond with me," Li Ou looked at? The man whose body was tense like a rock, had uncontrollable thoughts for the first time, and wanted to tell Milo what was in his heart: "...Because maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, maybe next month, I won't be here."

Seeing that Milo's chest was heaving again, Li Ou said softly, "I can't control my mental body, and this body is also failing. Every day, I am getting closer to death... You haven't told me yet, you just came from Where did they come from? Did you see those Imperials? Are they still alive?"

Milo's lips moved a bit, but they were finally closed tightly, but his face gradually became pale and frightening.

"Bai Suanzhong talked to me before." Li Ou stated the facts, and his tone was extraordinarily calm, as if he was just talking about an acquaintance they both knew.

"I've been looking for him and finding him—this is my long-cherished wish, my unfinished business, and what I should really do. Only when I find White Death Knell and let me kill him with my own hands, will everything end. But I can't assure you, I can really wait until then, I can really do this... Milo, don't you know that there are many things before, I promised, but in the end Can’t do it, can’t do it.”

Li Ou thought that his own death date might be brought forward, but the shadow of another person flashed in front of his eyes.

That figure is slender, tall, and thin, and his shoulders are not very heavy, but he is a newborn tyrant... Maybe he is the successor promised by this world to Leo? In the end, he will do everything for him, so that Leo doesn't have to force himself to continue walking go down.

"I don't want you to form a bond with someone like me. I don't want you to experience the real feeling of losing a leader. In addition, I am really glad that I didn't form a bond with you before. At least now, I am back and can watch until you are alive."

Hearing this, Milo couldn't bear it anymore, he clenched his fist suddenly, his knuckles were almost broken by himself - he seemed to want to say something, but only a second later, Milo suddenly He lowered his head, and the heavy breathing could be heard clearly even if Li Ou was standing here.

After Li Ou finished speaking, he couldn't help but fell into a daze.

What am I talking about?

Should I say these words?

There seemed to be a devilish voice whispering in Li Ou's heart: You are so despicable, are you deliberately showing weakness at this time, do you want to impress anyone?It's useless, this is not your original world anymore.

Just then, Milo moved.

He walked towards Li Ou again.

Seeing this scene, Li Ou felt heavier as if a boulder had fallen on his stomach, but he already regretted the nonsense he said just now, and now he has nothing to say.

Milo walked up to him step by step, and finally stood still in front of him.

Milo raised his hand, and Li Ou saw that Milo's palm and fingernails were stained with fresh blood.

"I'm sorry," Milo said.

His voice was low and weak.His palm landed next to Li Ou's ear, but he didn't dare to touch Li Ou's cheek, he only dared to stop halfway——

"I won't bond with you," Milo said slowly, "but I love you, my lord."

Li Ou's body froze, and he raised his gaze in astonishment.

"I love you."

"From that day to the end of that day, to this moment standing in front of you, I love you and will continue to love you."

"so……"

Li Ou felt that Milo's fingers finally landed on his face, and the fingertips touched the corners of his eyes, moving extremely gently under the eye sockets, where the skin was still dry.

"Don't cry, my lord."