brightest star in the sky

No one has an easy day.

Gu Ran had to go home like a walking dead, and fell on the bed, thinking that he had lost his star.

Since when?It should be after I saw Ling Jie handing Lu Chenxing a towel at the stadium that day!

Looking back on the past, the little things between the two of them, Gu Ran just felt that he couldn't bear to let go, that was the person he had guarded for many years!His emotions are his own, and everything about him is closely connected with him.But now, how many things has he concealed from himself?Is he just an irrelevant person to him?

After Lu Haitao came back, he saw Lu Chenxing sitting in front of the desk with a stern face, his head bowed. Ling Jie didn't leave, but his expression was not good.The three of them ate a lifeless meal, and Lu Chenxing never said a word. When Ling Jie left, he still sent her to the gate of the subway station. When he came back, he stood under Gu Ran's window for a long time until Lu Haitao called he.

The next day, Lu Chenxing said he was going to the library to read in the afternoon, but actually went to Ruby to buy a cake, and then came to the door of Gu Ran's house. After ringing the doorbell for a long time, no one came out to answer the door, and the phone was turned off, and no one answered the landline.

Gu Ran should have invited friends to the house today, why is there no one?Although Lu Chenxing had the key, he didn't want to go in directly. After all, he didn't say hello, but he was really worried. After waiting at the door for more than an hour, he opened the door and went in.

Sure enough, there was no one at home.

Wait until dark, and wait until midnight.

Lu Haitao didn't know how many times he called him, but he only said that he met an old classmate, let's talk for a while, and told the other party to rest first and not wait for him.

Finally, Lu Haitao warned him sharply on the phone: "Don't forget what you promised me!"

So, what are you waiting for here?

I can't say anything and can't do anything.

However, I must see Gu Ran today, I must!

As for what to do after seeing him, I don't know, Lu Chenxing only knows that if I don't see him today, I have no way to live on.

Finally, before dawn, Gu Ran came back, smelling of alcohol and tobacco all over his body.

When he opened the door and saw Lu Chenxing, Gu Ran snorted coldly, his tone not as warm as before.

"Why are you here?"

The person who wandered in didn't even take off his shoes, Lu Chenxing only felt that the other person's face was terrifyingly pale, only his lips were bright red, even so, his eyes were still so bright that people couldn't move them away.

Of course, Lu Chenxing knew how much he drank and what he looked like after drinking too much. The other party should still be sober at this moment.

"Gu Ran, today is your birthday, I bought you your favorite chestnut cake. You..."

"Why don't you accompany your girlfriend? What are you doing sitting at my house in the middle of the night?"

"What girlfriend? Why are you crazy?"

Lu Chenxing has been waiting for more than ten hours without eating or drinking a sip of water. Finally, when he came back, he just talked to himself like this!

"Ling Jie, the one who came to your house for dinner yesterday has come to see the parents, you are still trying to lie to me, are you? You really want to be in two boats, men and women eat it all?!"

"Gu Ran, what are you talking about? What nonsense did Chen Feiyue tell you?"

Lu Chenxing clenched his fists, trying not to yell at him, but Gu Ran couldn't listen to him now.

"What nonsense did he say? Is what he said wrong? You deceive me again and again, you don't want to like me, you disgust me, you like women, you tell me the truth! You treat me like this What?!"

Lu Chenxing couldn't bear it anymore, yesterday he felt that the other party came to Xingshi suddenly out of nowhere to question him, and Ling Jie was here again, so he thought it was Chen Feiyue who finally said something to him.

At this time, Lu Chenxing had no idea what his father had said to Gu Ran, and what Lu Tianbin had said to Gu Ran.

In his eyes, Gu Ran misunderstood himself after listening to other people's words, did not trust himself, and looked hysterical, which was simply unreasonable, not like the calm and rational Gu Ran he knew.

Lu Chenxing was not to be outdone when he became angry, and blurted out vicious words:

"Yeah! Didn't you provoke me? I don't like men in the first place!"

Gu Ran was stunned for a moment, looking at him incredulously, his eyes were full of surprise, unbelievable, and deep pain.

He didn't argue any more, didn't say anything, turned around and left.

Lu Chenxing was also stunned, watching Gu Ran's back until the door was closed heavily.

How could this be?

Gu Ran, no!This is not what I mean!

Lu Chenxing did not expect that he would say such words to Gu Ran.

It's over!He and Gu Ran are really going to be over!

Thinking of this, Lu Chenxing also left.

He didn't know where Gu Ran went. He walked around Binjiang and found no one, and the phone was still turned off.Lu Chenxing returned home disappointed.

In fact, Gu Ran didn't go anywhere, he was sitting in the stairwell on his own floor, he heard the sound of Lu Chenxing opening and closing the door and leaving in the elevator, and then entered the house again.

He didn't want to face Lu Chenxing just now, his heart hurts too much!The most dreaded thing still happened.

It turned out that his star really didn't belong to him.

The star did not love him.

Facing his father's questioning at home, Lu Chenxing only said, "Don't worry, I will never be with him again." Lu Haitao heaved a sigh of relief. He also knew that he was a bit too much, but for the sake of his son, he must do it!Lu Chenxing grew up in the spittle star since he was a child, and I can no longer let him live in such a terrible environment.

Before the holiday was over, Lu Chenxing went back to school.The family is too depressing, and the world without Gu Ran is too boring. Anyway, my father's situation has stabilized, and the atmosphere in school can at least make me feel a little alive.

Gu Ran also returned to school early, the cake that Lu Chenxing bought for him was still on the table, he didn't eat it or throw it away, just looking at it made him uncomfortable and tortured himself.

Thinking over and over again, I feel more and more unwilling, still reluctant, and want to see him again.

I lived in the dormitory for two days, and it was the last day of the holiday. I don’t know if it was caused by the air conditioner in the dormitory. The night before, Lu Chenxing developed a fever. I went to the school hospital to measure it. It was 39 degrees. Thinking about it, it may also be due to being tired out recently, being in a bad mood and not being able to eat much, and the decline in resistance.

Lu Chenxing was not in a hurry, he would rest in the dormitory for two days before going to class when he was sick, and asked Dabing and the others to ask for leave for him, anyway, he didn't want to move at all.

Since the afternoon of this day, students have come back from home one after another, but there are not too many people, and the peak is at night.Someone from my own dormitory came back, and now they went downstairs to play again.

There was someone who came uninvited, Lu Chenxing heard someone knocking on the door, got up dizzy and opened the door, but it was Ling Jie.

"Why did you appear in the boys' dormitory?"

Ling Jie who was standing at the door smiled like a flower.

"Am I good? I'll come to see you. Anyway, the dormitory management is loose now, and there is no one in the dormitory! I called your house and found out that you have come to school, so I came too! "

Lu Chenxing has always been speechless to her, do whatever you like, he is not in the mood to chat with her.

"Chen Xing, why are you blushing, are you uncomfortable?"

Seeing Lu Chenxing crawling into bed again, Ling Jie touched his forehead with a disgusted expression.

"Ah! I really have a fever, my head is so hot! Have you taken your medicine? You need to sweat a little if you have a fever!"

Lu Chenxing thinks of you so much that my head hurts even more!

At this time, Gu Ran also came to Lu Chenxing's dormitory building. He wanted to wait for Lu Chenxing and have a good chat with him again. Even if he was really rejected, he had really worked hard, otherwise he was afraid that he would regret it in the future .

Gu Ran walked to the door of Lu Chenxing's dormitory, feeling someone was inside, he gently opened the door, but the door was not even closed.Then he saw the scene that made him fall into the endless abyss.

Lu Chenxing was sitting on the bed, there was a girl, Gu Ran saw her profile, recognized her as Ling Jie, she was also on the bed, kneeling and sitting opposite him.

The girl took off her shirt in front of him, only wearing a piece of underwear, and she could see her fair chest and plump curves. She reached out and pressed Lu Chenxing's hand on her chest.

"Lu Chenxing, don't you want to taste a woman? What's so good about being with a man? Is his body as attractive as mine?"

Indeed, Ling Jie's breasts are very soft and white, Lu Chenxing is so dizzy from the fever, let her hold his hand and rub it gently, is this how a woman feels?

But Gu Ran's solid chest and the little red spot that he accidentally burned with a small drop of oil appeared in his mind.

Sure enough, I can't accept the opposite sex!

Lu Chenxing suddenly withdrew his hand.

"Put on your clothes, this is a dormitory for boys, you should respect yourself!"

Ling Jie looked aggrieved, "What are you doing! They just want you to experience it, do you really not like it? Sigh, I finally found an interesting person, but I didn't expect it to be you!"

Ling Jie put on her clothes, "Maybe you think about it tonight and want to try again? I'll come back to you in two days! I really, really like you!"

Not long after Ling Jie left, a roommate came back, walked in and said:

"Lu Chenxing, am I interesting enough? I came up only when I saw Ling Jie left. By the way, what happened to Gu Ran in front? I was playing badminton downstairs just now, and I saw him rushing out, and told him to ignore him, no Could it be a good thing to bump into you? Hahaha~ I told him not to come up..."

Lu Chenxing threw off the quilt and rushed out.

"Gu Ran!"

"Hey, Lu Chenxing, what are you chasing after? He's already gone!" shouted the roommate sticking out his head from behind.

But Lu Chenxing turned a deaf ear and chased after him.

He still had a high fever and a headache that seemed to be cracking open, but he was still stumbling forward desperately.He ran out of the dormitory building and chased all the way to the school gate, but Gu Ran was still nowhere to be seen.

His body was covered in sweat and sticky all over. Lu Chenxing was bent over, with his hands on his knees, and his ears were gradually becoming hard to hear. Seeing his pale face and precariousness, some classmates helped him to the guard and let him Sit down for a while.

After sitting for a while, his physical strength recovered, and Lu Chenxing walked quickly to Gu Ran's school again. After sweating, the fever seemed to subside a little, but his mind was still not clear.

Go to Gu Ran now, will he still pay attention to me?Will you listen to my explanation?

At this time, the dormitory building of HKUST was also bustling with people coming and going, but Gu Ran was not there.Roommate Zhang Qi said that he didn't see him coming back, so Lu Chenxing waited for him, and then went downstairs and sat in the flower bed to wait.Like that day at his house, he waited until dark.

Later, Lu Chenxing saw Gu Ran in a corner of the garden on the side of the dormitory building.

The boy named Wang Yang was holding him, while Gu Ran was crying!

This was the first time Lu Chenxing saw Gu Ran crying, but in someone else's arms.

He heard Wang Yang's voice.

"Gu Ran, don't be sad."

"You are like this, I feel sorry for you!"

"Do you know? I've been waiting for you, stay with me Gu Ran, I won't make you sad like this."

Lu Chenxing was overwhelmed with exhaustion, not only physically, but also mentally and psychologically.

So be it!he thinks.

I'm tired too, and I don't have the energy to keep going.

You should be happier without me.

Gu Ran, I give up.