[HP] Time travel to be a daddy

Tobia felt that his mind was in a mess, and he clearly wanted to get that damned peacock out of his mind, but his image always appeared in his mind.His pride and flamboyance, his charm and enchantment, everything about Abraxas, he remembered so clearly.

For six years in Nurmengard, Tobia always restrained himself from thinking about Abraxas.Not resentment, not hatred, but a kind of timidity.Even if he didn't know it at the beginning, after Gellert taught him, he also understood that Abraxas's behavior was too strange back then, and it was very possible that he had been tricked, such as the well-known love potion or Some other mysterious spell that he didn't know about.

However, no matter what it was, it was impossible for Tobias to have no grudges against Abraxas' actions.He could understand Abraxas' insincere words, and he could understand that he did things that were not out of his own ideas, but understanding did not mean that he could accept it.He can understand, but he does not accept.The harm that Abraxas brought to him was not something that could be erased by a simple sentence.

Being killed by Abraxas wasn't the reason for Tobias' cowardice. What he was cowardly was—since Abraxas could be controlled once, would there be another time?

No one can guarantee this.

What Tobia was really afraid of was the future.He and Abraxas are people from two worlds.From the beginning, Tobias rejected Abraxas, but Abraxas kept approaching forcefully, making him accept his existence unknowingly, but when he was about to pay, he Something like that happened.Although he was lucky enough not to die this time, what about the next time, or the next time, who can guarantee that he will always be so lucky?

There is no room for sand in a lover's eyes, and doubt is even more taboo.However, the disparity in his own identity and position, coupled with Abraxas's "Avada Incident", filled Tobia's heart with uneasiness.Tobias couldn't tell what kind of thoughts he had towards Abraxas right now, he was looking forward to it, but he was also afraid and uneasy.

Tobias wasn't very courageous in the first place, he was afraid of death, and he was also afraid of being hurt again.

Abraxas' whole person was like a voluptuous poppy blooming in front of him, which attracted him, but also made him feel deeply uneasy.He was afraid that he would be addicted, and that he would end up with nothing left.

Tobia, you clearly promised to work hard, but now it seems that you are still so... useless.

Pulling a mocking smile, Tobia wanted to pull his hair down hard.Sure enough, it was a mistake in the first place.People are selfish, and Tobias is no exception. What he wants most now is that he has never known Abraxas.

First, it's best not to meet each other, so you can't fall in love.

"Hehe." With two hoarse laughter, Tobia felt that he didn't even have the strength to move forward now.

in love?Has he and Abraxas ever been in love?

In the beginning, it was only Abraxas who was chasing and giving unilaterally, while he kept avoiding it, and then, when he was about to respond...

With the box in his left hand, he could only hold his arm tightly with his right hand, the nails were embedded in the flesh, a kind of numb pain.His ability to resist pain seems to have really been enhanced a lot. After enduring the Avada of Abraxas, the pain penetrated into the bone marrow and soul...

Since meeting Severus, Tobia has been carefully hiding his emotions. On the surface, he is still the silly, carefree Tobia six years ago, without any change.Just to keep Severus from worrying.But, how could it be so easy to let go?He is not a person who will give affection easily, love is too uncertain in his eyes, but after giving... How can it be so easy to take it back?

If he really didn't care at all, why would he feel so sad when he saw Abraxas walking with other people and turning a blind eye to him?

Unknowingly, along the streets of Diagon Alley, Tobia came to the entrance of Knockturn Alley.

In a trance, he retraces the path he and Abraxas took when they were shopping alone for the first and only time.

Looking at the Knockturn Alley that seemed to have a dark aura rushing towards his face, Tobia was in a daze, his left hand was still carrying the box, but his right hand was stretched out to his chest, and he clenched into a fist through his clothes, as if he was holding the box. what.

There he also wore the necklace Abraxas had given him.

Don't take it off, Tobias.No matter what happens, don't take it off.This, but represents my love for you!

Abraxas, did you really love him?

Thinking about it, Tobia couldn't help showing some smiles.Should he be content, no matter what happened, Abraxas, at least, really loved him.Although, he certainly didn't intend to love him in the first place.

Now, Tobias, would you like to think about being my lover?

Is that what Abraxas told him?A long time has passed, and he can't remember clearly, but he still remembers the general situation.Abraxas first asked him if he wanted to be his lover.

Lover... not a lover, just a lover, and the object is a man like him who is normal in body and mind.Tobia suddenly felt that he was very good-tempered and self-cultivated when he didn't kill the peacock on the spot!However, lack of ability is also the main reason.

At that time, he simply had no ability to resist the approach of Abraxas.

So, he fell in.

However, Abraxas doesn't seem to be better than him, at least, judging from his appearance later, he also fell into it, and it seems to be deeper than him.

Abraxas, does that count as self-inflicted?

"Pfft." Couldn't help it, Tobias laughed, the fist that was originally on his chest moved to his lips, and there was a narrow smile in his eyes.

For such a long time, Tobia has actually been in a mood of self-pity and self-pity, always feeling that he has been abandoned and betrayed by others.But now he suddenly felt... It seemed that he was not the worst one.

Tobias felt strangely psychologically balanced.

I don't know what is going on with Abraxas now.Tobias thought.He doesn't think that Abraxas will always be controlled by others, so if he wakes up and remembers what he did to him, will he be sad and regret it?Should be?However, the scene of Abraxas hand in hand with people appeared in his mind just now, which made Tobia not so sure.He had also been at Hogwarts for a month, but no one had told him anything about Abraxas.

Is it because he is afraid that he will be sad?Tobias rolled his eyes, heartbroken by Severus' thoughtfulness.

But in any case, Tobia's mood is really much better now, and the depression in his heart has dissipated.The breathing was smooth, as if he had thrown away a big burden that had been weighing on his heart, and he felt as if he was about to float easily.

Abraxas or something, he'd better stop thinking about it and just let things take their course.

Figured it out, Tobia decided to go back, otherwise Severus should be worried.Switching the box from his left hand to his right, Tobias shook his sore arm and took out a portkey.At any rate, he can spill a little bit of magic power now, and it's still possible to use the Portkey.The Portkey that allowed him to easily return to Severus' bedroom was in the shape of a cross, produced by Mr. Gellert Grindelwald.

Just as he was about to use it, his arms were suddenly fixed.

Someone suddenly hugged him tightly from behind, embracing him in his arms.

Tobias kicked back reflexively - this is the result of six years of training by Gellert, don't think that people in Gellert's former army can only play with wands, the physical skills of those wizards One is also very amazing.Tobias is definitely not as good as those people, but his conditioned reflexes are well trained by Gellert.

It's a pity that that person hugged him too tightly, and there was a huge gap in body size, so he couldn't kick, let alone break free from that firm embrace.

"Hey! Let me go!" Tobia struggled.

"Don't move." The voice was hoarse, "Don't reject me, Tobia..."

Tobias was shocked and couldn't move.The box fell to the ground, his fists were clenched tightly, his eyes were wide open, but his lips were drawn into a line.

Does this count as saying "Cao Cao Cao Cao has arrived"?Why did he just think about Abraxas for a while, and he really appeared in front of him.Even though he didn't see the face of the person holding someone else at all, he could feel it right away, the person holding him, Abraxas, that— just now was holding another woman in his arms and making love to each other Heartbreaker!

"Let go!" After only a pause, Tobia continued to struggle.

"No!" Abraxas said, hugging Tobias even tighter.It was hard, it was hard to find the person he had been looking for for several years, how could he let go?

Tobia's current strength was much weaker than that of Severus, so how could he break free from the emotional embrace of Abraxas?Tobia felt that holding his arm now was about to strangle him.

"Tobia, Tobia, my Tobia... I finally found you..."

Clinging tightly to Tobias, Abraxas murmured over and over again.

It is undeniable that Tobia's heart jumped violently, and then, it jumped vigorously again and again, as if it was about to jump out.

What a fool!Tobias grinned, despising himself in his heart.Although he had planned not to get entangled or take revenge, but even though he had been hurt so badly, his heartbeat would still speed up because of his simple words.

Tobias, you're actually an idiot, aren't you?

"My Tobia..." When Abraxas said this again, Tobia's hair blew up.

"Who is your Tobia? Who are you talking about? This young master is Gellert's son!"