Rivers and lakes pregnant women record

"You know what the leader has been doing since he was pregnant. It's a miracle that he can persist until today. After he passed out and turned red, he bumped on his horse for half a day. The night before, I worked with Mr. Yu for a whole night, and finally made it through. The fetus was safe, and the leader's body was not stabilized until this morning. But at this juncture, his wind-cold relapsed again... I am ashamed that I have not yet found a way to detoxify. If this continues, I will really I'm afraid the leader will..."

Meng San stood by Yuan Jiu's bed, repeating Mo Zhuqing's words in his mind.The pale face and lips of the sleeping man are comparable to the white coat on his body.Once such a powerful and unrestrained character, once he falls, he will be more fragile than ordinary people.

Gently brushing the man's hair with one hand, and caressing his cheek from the forehead.Looking back, although they have been together for many years, they seldom have such moments of quiet companionship as they do now.

How much I want to lean against him to chat, drink and watch the scenery without distraction, but the past that exists in my mind can only hurt each other.

The betrayal of that night, the scar of a sword, the desperate escape during childbirth, and the indifference and alienation that lasted for a long time afterwards.Between them, when did even a little good memory become a luxury?In the future, will they still have enough time to make up for their past regrets?

Meng San sniffed, and only realized that he was crying when he saw the drops of liquid dripping from Yuan Jiu's face.He quickly turned his head and covered his eyes. With this situation, his heart was empty, and he could no longer restrain himself, sobbing softly.

Tears soon oozed from between the fingers, and the candlelight in the lampshade flickered, flickering on and off, adding a bit of sadness.

Too involved in whimpering and sobbing, Meng San didn't realize that the person on the bed had woken up.Yuan Jiu was also in a daze for a while. When he saw Meng San, he thought it was a dream, but after his consciousness cleared up, he realized that the man was crying for nothing.

"How decent is it for a big man to cry and cry? Keep your tears away, and let me shed enough after I die."

Meng San was taken aback by making sarcastic remarks in a bad mood, and lifted his hands away, seeing that the person on the bed had his eyes open, as if he was watching him make a joke.He hurriedly wiped away his tears, moved the stool forward, "Is the leader awake? Is there any discomfort? I'll ask Mo Zhuqing to take a look."

Yuan Jiu shook his head, "Except for being tired, I don't feel anything else." He was stunned for a moment, then sighed, "This time it's finally safe..."

Meng San didn't answer the question, because he didn't know if the near miss meant that Shui Hanyi didn't succeed, the child was saved, or both.Yuan Jiu looked at him, and suddenly asked seriously, "Where is Qin Hongyao?"

Meng San was taken aback. His family's leader was too conscientious, and he couldn't wait to get down to business just after waking up.

"It has been caught, and now someone is watching her."

"So she's not dead yet..." Yuan Jiu muttered to himself.

"Although she didn't die, she was seriously injured, and for unknown reasons, she is still speechless."

"Are you distressed?"

Meng San was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head helplessly, "Master, stop making fun of your subordinates, subordinates..." I will only love you alone.

"Then..." Yuan Jiu dragged on, "What do you think should be done with her?"

"Everything is at the command of the leader." Meng San replied respectfully.Now that things have happened, where does he have the position to beg him to spare Qin Hongyao again?He has also gradually understood that no one is perfect, and it is impossible to take care of everything on his own.

Yuan Jiu seemed satisfied with his answer and said nothing more.Both of them were silent for a while, staring at each other, waiting for the time to pass slowly, the atmosphere was not only not embarrassing, but very peaceful.

But just now, Meng San's inner worries and irritability gradually spread again. In the past few months, even these years, Yuan Jiu has been destroying his body almost all the time, and what has his so-called lover done for him? ?

Thinking back to his previous act of blowing up the secret place and burning everything together, it is really frightening. If something went wrong at that time, wouldn't it be...

Meng San sighed deeply in his heart, and he had to tell him something.

Reaching into the quilt with one hand, he found Yuan Jiu's hand, and held it in his palm, almost without warmth.

"You told Mo Zhuqing not to tell me about your situation, but he still told me. You always say that others are stupid, but you yourself are not smart. Do you think I won't worry if you keep it from me? Your business , if I don’t help you share, who else can help you? If I also hide everything from you and me, what will you think? Will you feel better? "

Yuan Jiu couldn't help but startled. In his impression, Meng San would only quarrel with him, tease him and make him angry. He had never thought about such a tender, considerate and sincere confession.However, once you hear it, you are not only benefited, but also deeply moved.

As he said, in the days when they were separated, and when he couldn't figure out why he betrayed, even though he worked hard and didn't care, the pain in his heart was like a person who drinks water and knows it by himself.So when he knew the truth, even though he was poisoned now, he untied the knot in his heart, and he was much more relaxed than before.

Seeing that he was silent and anxious, Meng San pressed down and hugged his upper body, his voice trembling, "Now that the strength of the Gumen is not as good as before, just promise me once, and ask others to do everything from now on, and you just rest." Take a break and wait until the child is born before making plans? It really won't work like this, it's too dangerous..."

The broad and firm chest and just the right body temperature linger on him, making him very comfortable; his sincere words also let him clearly realize that he is cared for and loved.

Maybe he really didn't want much, maybe just at this moment, he was already satisfied.

Fearing that if this continues, she will be greedy for this hug, Yuan Jiu took the initiative to push away the person on her body, and said with a smile, "I can't breathe because of the pressure."

Meng San was still in a trance, raised his body, and saw Yuan Jiu's smile was so dazzling and beautiful under the dim light.

Yuan Jiu propped himself up and sat up, "It's not that I don't agree to you, it's just that, as the head of a sect, I should give priority to major issues in the sect. Now is the critical moment, how can I give up halfway? Even... even if it takes my whole family I am willing to pay the price with human life, because this is my responsibility. If I cannot restore my religion, how can I, a sinner, have the face to live in this world?"

Meng San was taken aback. Yuan Jiu was worried about the safety of the children before, but now he has such thoughts!

But Yuan Jiu didn't ignore the child, but was reminded by Meng San's words of "holding the child safely no matter what" that day. With his own choice, he also made the worst plan.

"I always wondered if it was a mistake to keep the child in my womb, but now it seems right, it is very good, it does not restrict my footsteps, even if I don't know what will happen in the future, I can at least give him a chance to be born However, how long they can live, and whether our family will live together in the future depends on good luck.” Yuan Jiu smiled lightly, and held Meng San’s hand instead, “Xiao San, I really have no choice, you You won't blame me, will you?"

Meng San's heart froze, and he opened his mouth in surprise.Only then did Yuan Jiu realize that he had inadvertently called out that long-lost title.

He showed a hint of understanding, "Yes, you don't like me calling you that."

"No, it's not!" Meng San quickly retorted, fearing that the sudden happiness would disappear in an instant, "I like it, I like it when you call me that! Only you can call me that! You...can you call me that again?"

Yuan Jiu smiled gratifiedly, patted his head fondly, and said in a low and soft voice, "Xiao San, Xiao San, Xiao San, Xiao San, Xiao San..."

Meng San was surrounded by a strong sense of happiness. I don't know how many times Yuan Jiu called out, but he hugged him at countless times.I finally understood that although they also faced the hatred of exterminating the sect, none of them could compare to Yuan Jiu in terms of pressure, responsibility, or pain.He greedily searched for the best of both worlds in his role as leader, lover, and father, and finally it was time to make a choice.

Now that he had made up his mind and made his choice, it was his turn.

I don't want him to have an accident with the two children, one big and one small, and I don't want to watch him live in regret and self-blame all his life.Then I... have no choice but to do my best to realize the best of both worlds for them.Who said you can't have both?

Yuan Jiu stroked his back slowly, with some regret and remorse in his tone, "If I hadn't been so flirtatious and nonsensical before, none of this would have happened. It's my fault, I've hurt you, I've hurt you Everyone..."

"No, no," Meng San shook his head vigorously, "You didn't implicate us, you are fine, I like it, I like you like this the most..."

Placing her chin on the man's shoulder, inhaling the dusty warm breath in his shoulder socket, Yuan Jiu's whole heart softened.When the accident happened a few days ago, he planned to go back and teach Meng San a lesson.This idea was still clearly in his mind when he was unconscious.But when he woke up and saw him sitting on the bedside crying, he immediately lost all persistence.

He never thought that there would be a man who would cry for him.

There is nothing to doubt, isn't this the true love that he is looking for but doesn't quite understand?

Although facing death, he finally found someone he truly loves and gave birth to their children. As long as his revenge succeeds, his life will be worthwhile.Owned and experienced, how can you not be satisfied?