I don't want to bend you

Sun Hui rushed home early in the morning, but He Nai hadn't woken up yet. For the first time, Sun Hui didn't rush to take a bath as soon as he got home, but casually took off the coat he wore back from the hospital, and couldn't wait to hug him. He Nai who was sleeping soundly.

Sun Hui was hugged through the quilt, because after all, when he came back from the hospital, God knows if he was infected with any bacteria.Because he was afraid of waking him up, Sun Hui only dared to hug him gently.But even if it was just like this, Sun Hui already felt very, very satisfied.

Hugging and hugging, Sun Hui's eyelids also twitched.After hugging for a while, he still felt that he had bacteria just after returning from the hospital, so he decided to take a shower before going to bed.Just when he got up, He Nai suddenly moved and even laughed out loud.Sun Hui turned around, but He Nai still didn't wake up, the corners of his mouth were raised, he didn't know what happy dream he had...

"Xu Meisha..." He Nai murmured, laughing while talking.

Sun Hui felt as if his heart had been hit hard suddenly, shaking his whole body a little, and he was also recalling the louder and louder 'buzzing' sound in his head.how so?He Nai actually smiled so sweetly because he dreamed of Xu Meisha... Could it be that their old relationship really rekindled?

No wonder He Nai was suddenly appreciated and became smooth sailing, no wonder He Nai began to work more and more overtime, no wonder he always didn't want him to pick him up...

Yes, He Nai also likes women, and Xu Meisha is the woman he likes in the first place.I took advantage of that woman's stupidity to snatch He Nai, but because of my own negligence, he lost her again...

Sun Hui suddenly found that his eyes were a little wet, but his heart was unconscious, as if covered by a layer of gray fog that could not be dispelled, and he lost consciousness and was empty, unable to feel whether it was real or not. still there.

When he knew that Fang Lun was a straight man, he was not too sad, and he never thought about being with him again. Just let it go completely, we are still friends, just friends.

But when it came to He Nai, everything was different.He Nai is straight, but he wants to bend him; and if He Nai wants to become straight again, he finds that he can't let go, it's impossible to let go.

Sun Hui used to think that the relationship between a man and a man is almost never forever, even if there is, it is only so rare, and it will definitely not happen to him; love is so short, if you can be together, then be together, if you can't, then be together. Let go as soon as possible, why both parties suffer.

A man and a woman can get married and have children, so even if the love no longer exists, the relationship between the two will continue because of 'family affection'.But men and men have nothing to maintain. Once one of them loses love, being together will become painful, and it is better to break up.

Sun Hui has never been attached to these things. It's not that he wants to spend his life playing games in the world, but that he has never found out that there is any need to be so persistent.

Life has been alive for dozens of years, just a few dozen years, what kind of life can make people happy and happy, then maintain that kind of life.Sometimes if you worry too much or persist too much, you may not find happiness even if you work too hard.So at that time, the best choice for everyone was that he left this city, and he left everything behind without hesitation; when he became well-known in the new city, he still felt that it was not what he wanted. life, so I would rather go back here and start over, and never think about going back.

It wasn't until later that he somehow met He Nai. He Nai was a very persistent person, exactly the kind of person who is said to 'get up wherever he falls'.If it is Sun Hui, if you fall, then just find a way not to fall and walk on. Next time, remember the lesson and avoid it.But He Nai is different, he must stand up there when he falls, and he still has to stand up there when his nose is bruised and his face is swollen, and he will walk all the way to the dark without looking back.

Gradually, Sun Hui discovered that he also became attached, and only to He Nai.He wanted to keep him with him, he didn't want to let him go.But just seeing He Nai's happy smile, it's been a long time since I saw it.Facing him, his smile always has an indescribable feeling, like impatience and tolerance.He always felt that after being with him, He Nai became more and more quiet, and even seemed to be a little sad.In fact, if he becomes straight again, then the road ahead will be much easier...

When He Nai woke up, he just sat up and saw Sun Hui's clothes on the small sofa at the door of the bedroom.He Nai was overjoyed and jumped up from the bed.He ran straight to the living room without putting on his shoes. There was the sound of water dripping in the bathroom, and Sun Hui really came back.

He Nai leaned against the bathroom door, feeling excited again.Sun Hui is back, they haven't seen each other in a real sense for many days, what will Sun Hui say when he comes out...

He Nai threw himself on the door for a while, the sound of water inside stopped for a long time, but Sun Hui hadn't come out yet.He Nai suddenly began to worry again, why did Sun Hui not come out for so long, did he pass out?Just now he was worried and hurried to open the door, but the door was suddenly opened, He Nai jumped forward and slid forward, but fortunately Sun Hui supported his shoulder.

He Nai's heart jumped crazily immediately, and Sun Hui's clothes hadn't been fastened yet, He Nai stared intently at his chest that still had a few drops of water on it, and subconsciously swallowed.

Sun Hui straightened He Nai, and said a little strangely: "You...you are up, take a shower, right? I've already finished washing, you wash, wash, hahahaha..."

He Nai raised his head to look at Sun Hui, and was a little stunned: "Mmm..."

Then He Nai was inexplicably pushed into the bathroom, and Sun Hui specially closed the door for him, no matter how Sun Hui saw it today, something was wrong.

When He Nai came out of the shower soon, Sun Hui sat in front of the dining table in a daze.Sun Hui is rarely in a daze, and will make full use of even a little time when he has nothing to do.Never before have I stared blankly at the opposite stool like I am now.

"Sun Hui?" He Nai called out tentatively, walking up to Sun Hui.

Sun Hui came back to his senses as if awakened suddenly, saw He Nai beside him, stretched out his hand to grab his hand, stood up and kissed him.

To He Nai's surprise, this kiss was a little different from the previous ones, it was very gentle, like the drizzle in spring, although it was only light and shallow, it moistened him like the silent spring rain His heart seemed to taste sweet in his mouth.

After Sun Hui kissed He Nai, he looked closely at his eyebrows and eyes, at the tip of his nose, and became firm in his heart.Only He Nai, he will never give it up to others, not to anyone!

"Let's have breakfast." Sun Hui let go of He Nai and asked, "Where do you want to go in the morning?"

"I don't want to go anywhere." He Nai looked at Sun Hui's red eyes with distress. Sun Hui was so tired from staying up all night, how could he bear it, "You were on night shift yesterday, so take a good rest this morning."

"It's okay, don't you have a shift in the afternoon? I just need to catch up on sleep at that time, and today is the night shift, so I don't have to go early. I can still sleep until you come back to have dinner together." Sun Hui said happily , "I see that the frozen dumplings in the refrigerator seem to be gone, why don't we go buy some later?"

He Nai disagreed, and he managed to convince Sun Hui that both of them should rest at home in the morning.Having been exhausted for several days and working the night shift, Sun Hui was really overtired; no matter how hard he tried, he still couldn't hide his exhaustion.Without even drawing the blackout curtains, Sun Hui collapsed on the bed and fell asleep as soon as he pulled the quilt.

After He Nai packed his things and went in, he helped him close the curtains and put the quilt back on.Looking at Sun Hui who was asleep, He Nai suddenly felt a sense of happiness spread from his heart. It turns out that taking care of others can make him feel so happy.

He Nai had no one to take care of him before, so Sun Hui cared about him so much and took care of him, which made him feel very happy.But now he suddenly discovered that covering the sleeping Sun Hui with a quilt actually gave him a sweet feeling from the bottom of his heart, and he felt more satisfied than ever before.It turns out that taking care of someone you like is far happier than being taken care of by someone you like...

It is easier to feel happy to love someone than to be loved by someone.

The heart is a one-way closed container, and the hot love generated inside will overflow from it to warm others, while the love from outside can warm its outside but cannot reverse into it.

He Nai looked at Sun Hui, but gradually felt a little sad, his love was already overflowing, and after all, Sun Hui still had other people in his heart and couldn't give it to him completely.He Nai also climbed onto the bed, lifted the quilt and got in.He pulled away Sun Hui's hand, retracted into his arms and hugged him.It's too extravagant again...

Sun Hui, who has not yet fallen into a deep sleep, can't open his eyes in a daze, but he feels the breath of He Nai rushing towards his face, he embraces him joyfully, He Nai, He Nai...it's my He Nai...

He Nai, who was suddenly being hugged, didn't dare to move for fear of waking Sun Hui, and closed his eyes while leaning on his arm.Drowsiness gradually struck, He Nai almost fell asleep late for this sleep, but fortunately he woke up in time.He tiptoed out of bed, careful not to wake up Sun Hui.But it was too late for lunch, so he changed his clothes and hurried out the door.

Before he had gone far, Su Xue suddenly chased him up from behind, "He Nai! Are you going to the company? I'll see you off."

"No need, I'll just take the subway, it's pretty smooth." He Nai hastily declined, "Thank you for driving me back yesterday."

"Thank you, let's go, let's go, I'm going out today, and I'll give you a ride along the way." Su Xue said, but looked around vigilantly, he couldn't help but drag He Nai to the parking lot.Didn't Sun Hui say that the matter is over?How could someone follow He Nai...

Su Xue frowned, he was very preoccupied, just now he saw a man wearing a hat and lowering his head sneakily following He Nai, and when he chased him out, a figure shrank back in a hurry at the entrance of the alley.

He Nai only thought that Su Xue was very enthusiastic, and quickly thanked him repeatedly, thinking in his heart that he would have to discuss it with Sun Hui when he went back, whether he should give Su Xue something to express his gratitude.

Su Xue sent He Nai to the door of the company, and after confirming that there were no suspicious people around, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said to He Nai, "Remember to wait for Sun Hui to pick you up in the afternoon, and don't go back alone."

"Oh." Although He Nai felt strange in his heart, he was about to be late and didn't have time to ask more questions. He quickly agreed and thanked him in a hurry, got off the car and went straight to the company's security department.

But Su Xue, who was planning to go to the shopping mall, suddenly changed his mind and turned the car in another direction.

It's a pity that although He Nai carefully didn't wake Sun Hui up, Sun Hui didn't sleep any longer.Not long after He Nai left, the doorbell of their house rang non-stop, accompanied by knocking on the door, making Sun Hui so noisy that even if he died, he would have to be resurrected.