I don't want to bend you

He Xiao took He Nai to live on the difference between selling a big house and buying a small one. At the beginning, He Xiao also went out to find a job.But she doesn't know anything, and she has a bad temper and can't afford to suffer, so she is always fired. Gradually, she doesn't want to work anymore, so she saves her savings.

But even if there are mountains of gold and silver, if there is no income, it will be nothing.What's more, He Nai's tuition fee is not cheap, and the money is not even a copper mountain, so it will be gone soon.

He Xiao has always been a person who is unsteady and likes to take shortcuts, and he has never felt that there is anything crooked, otherwise he would not have followed Fang Baoshang in such a daze back then.Now that there is no man to support her, He Xiao feels that the work is hard and irritated, and she can't earn much money, so she borrows the job she found to find a man who can support her.He Xiao is at the age of prime, glamorous and charming, so men are easy to be baited, but when they see that she has a child, most of them retreat, even if there are a few exceptions, it will not last long .

If there was no He Nai, He Xiao's life might be much easier, but even so, she never thought of leaving He Nai behind.Although He Nai was grateful for her upbringing, he didn't agree with her way of life. As time passed, he couldn't bear to live with He Xiao more and more.

Gradually, He Xiao simply went to an 'intermediary company', but later felt that they were earning her hard-earned money for nothing, so he took out a sum of money and became a 'mother' herself.It was at this time that He Nai, who had just graduated from junior high school at the age of 16, moved out of the house.

He Nai secretly worked illegally around behind He Xiao's back, trying to save money and leave the house.At that time, He Nai met some people in the society, and later he hung out with them for a while. Fighting and fighting were common. Although He Nai was thin and small, he was very quick in his movements and had a good brain to react quickly. I have some experience, and the money for leaving home was gradually saved at that time.

Looking for a job moving goods in logistics, or working as a odd job on a construction site, occasionally someone asks him for help, and he also goes with others to work as a thug.People who are at the bottom of society can't avoid these things more or less.Originally, He Nai also thought that his whole life might just be like this.Until one day, He Nai suddenly discovered that what his companion asked him to do together was drug trafficking, and even tried to make him addicted to drugs.

He Nai suddenly came to his senses. He pretended to be sick and didn't participate in the event. Later, he found an opportunity to escape from them and hide in the city.Fortunately, this city is also big, and even if we run into each other after a long time, we don't know anyone.

The reason why He Nai moved out of He Xiao's house was because he wanted to rely on his own work to live steadily. He didn't want his whole life to be a mess.But after he came out, he almost went astray unknowingly.He wanted to live a life in the sun, he wanted to straighten his back and not be pointed at his back, not to be poked at the back and called him a bitch.

He Nai lived a very frugal life, and he couldn't even bear to eat enough, as long as he didn't die of hunger and had the strength to work, so although He Nai made money slowly, he still saved a little money.With the money, he found a training school to get a diploma. This is the thing He Nai is most proud of in his life.Although maybe it was the lack of food to save money that caused him not to grow tall...

With a diploma, He Nai applied for jobs as security guards, guards and night shifts.At the beginning, because he was too short, he hit a wall everywhere.But He Nai didn't give up. When he finally applied for a job as a security guard, he easily defeated the bear man who provoked him, and was hired when the recruiter saw him.

Since then, He Nai's life has finally gradually got on the right track. Although there are always twists and turns, he lost his job and found it again and again, but because of his many years of work experience, it is much better than when he first started. too much.Although it was difficult, He Nai finally got his wish and lived a decent life by working hard on his own, and even saved some money to give He Xiao. persistent.So as long as they both save a little, he can feed them both.

It's just that both of them feel that what the other is doing is wrong, and no one can change the other's mind, and it will probably be like this for the rest of their lives...

He Nai sighed for a long time, and thought of the past again, and it was the first time in so many years that he was so bad, he even thought of Fang Baoshang... Hey, it's all over.Fortunately, it was Fang Lun who met him. He didn't know how he would feel if he saw that man, and he didn't want to know, so he just avoided the father and son more from now on.

He Nai found the bank card from his drawer, counted the days, this month's salary should have arrived yesterday.He Xiao took so much money last time, so he won't give it to her this month.Since he moved into Sun Hui's house, Sun Hui paid for all the food and expenses. He had no money before, and now he should be able to pay back all the money owed to Sun Hui, but I'm afraid there will be no money left. Come and share the expenses with Sun Hui for the next month.

He Nai bit his lip and looked at the ledger carefully. This month, because he was so happy, he almost forgot his roots, and he only knew to rely on Sun Hui for everything...

Waiting to talk to the section chief and ask for more night shifts.Not only are people unwilling to do the night shift, but the hourly fee is much higher than that of the day shift.

No matter what, let's pay back the money owed to Sun Hui for this month's salary first...

At the bank's ATM, He Nai was surprised to find that the amount of money on his card was several hundred more than expected. It turned out that He Xiao didn't withdraw all the money last time!He Nai was overjoyed, but also a little regretful, he should have come to the bank to see if he had known earlier, so he wouldn't have to owe Sun Hui so much money this month!

Fortunately, the card Sun Hui gave him was from the same bank as his salary card, otherwise He Nai would have to find another bank with money.After repaying all the money at once, He Nai immediately felt relieved, as if the stones that had piled up on his head had finally disappeared.

On the way home, there was a car parked in front of a supermarket far away, which looked familiar.He Nai couldn't see clearly, but suddenly saw a person coming out of the supermarket and quickly got into the car.He Nai could tell at a glance that the figure was Sun Hui.

He Nai jumped for joy, took three steps in parallel, and finally ran.

But he only took a few steps before the car started, He Nai hurriedly called Sun Hui loudly, but Sun Hui didn't hear.The car gradually got farther and farther away, He Nai was depressed, didn't he have an operation?Why did it appear here now...

He Nai suddenly remembered that this supermarket was where they met Fang Lun for the first time, and for some reason, he always felt that Fang Lun might be sitting in He Nai's car.

When Fang Lun saw Sun Hui that day, he was very excited, and Sun Hui seemed to have something in his heart, and he also concealed his refusal to introduce them to each other.

At that time, he didn't know that Fang Lun was Fang Baoshang's son. It's been 20 years, and I haven't seen that man again, and I haven't even thought of him again.How come I have finally forgotten that there is such a person, that when I had a father, his son would suddenly appear in my life, and it was actually the person Sun Hui liked...

...Sun Hui still likes him, right?Otherwise, why is it so unnatural to meet him, why is it so sneaky and secretive to meet him?

Su Xue said that Fang Lun was straight, so Sun Hui gave up.He was also straight in the past...Maybe Fang Lun actually likes Sun Hui, he depends on him so much, maybe he just didn't realize it.In fact, they are the ones who love each other, and they are redundant...

The relaxed mood before was swept away, the hanging stone disappeared, as if the connection between him and Sun Hui also disappeared, He Nai's heart sank, he felt resentful for the first time, why is the sky so unfair , let Fang Lun take everything, he has a father, he has a complete family, why even Sun Hui is his? !Why does everything belong to Fang Lun and refuses to give him anything?He doesn't want anything else, can you give Sun Hui to him...

Even if Sun Hui doesn't like him, don't let him and Fang Lun fall in love with each other. He doesn't expect Sun Hui to like him, but only wants him to be with Sun Hui, at least... just give him a little more time. It's good to experience the feeling of happiness...

The feeling of happiness is too sweet and addictive. He is not greedy, but now he can't let it go...

Thinking about it, feeling so sad that his chest was full, He Nai took a deep breath and forced back the tears.So many years have passed, how could he cry, what is not to endure, to pass, to endure...

As soon as he walked outside the building, he saw a person rushing out from inside in a hurry. As soon as he saw He Nai, he grabbed him: "What are you doing outside in the middle of the night?"

Seeing that Sun Hui was still worried about himself, He Nai couldn't control his eyes from getting wet, and he smiled lightly: "I was just taking a walk nearby."

Sun Hui patted him on the head, dragged him home and said earnestly, "Don't always run out at night, it's not safe."

He Nai originally wanted to say that there was something insecure about being a man, but when the words came out of his mouth, they turned into: "Yeah."

This night, Sun Hui still pulled He Nai into his arms, He Nai let him hold him meekly, but he didn't hug him like usual.Sun Hui asked him strangely: "What's wrong?"

"Huh?" He Nai raised his head and smiled at Sun Hui.

"No..." Sun Hui's heart skipped a beat, why is He Nai so weird today, he hugged He Nai a little tighter, making the two of them stick together as usual.

But He Nai slightly pushed him away, leaving a gap between the two of them. Just as Sun Hui was about to ask, He Nai leaned his head on his shoulder and closed his eyes, and said slowly, "It's too close. .”

It's really a little unusual, it was much hotter than today, and he still hugged him tightly.Sun Hui became more and more surprised, but seeing He Nai closed his eyes and breathing evenly, he finally didn't speak.In the middle of the night, Sun Hui suddenly felt very short of breath, as if he was being entangled by a giant python, he was finally suffocated and woke up.

It turned out that it was He Nai who hugged him tightly, so tight that he felt a little uncomfortable.He Nai's brows were tightly frowned, and his face was also wrinkled into a ball, as if in pain.Sun Hui thought he was having a nightmare, breathed hard and did not forcefully pull his hand away, but patted his back comfortingly, and whispered in his ear: "It's okay, it's okay, I it's here."

Sure enough, He Nai soon relaxed, but a tear fell from the corner of his eye.Seeing him, Sun Hui lowered his head and kissed his tears away, then kissed his eyes, and comforted him gently: "Hey, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side to protect you."

In the dream, the oppressive haze was swept away in an instant, the sky was clear, and the warm sunshine surrounded the body, warm...

When He Nai opened his eyes in the morning, he felt a strange dry feeling on his face, just like the feeling when he hid in the abandoned workshop when he was a child and his tears dried up on his face...