Stockholm syndrome

Originally, I planned to take sick leave and stay at home for a few more days, so as to hide from Li Weiran and Wang Yitian.As a result, I was kicked out by my dad just after lying down for a day.When he left, he didn't forget to threaten me, what would happen if I didn't pass the exam.Every time I see him heartbroken because of my study, I really want to tell him, how about this, in case I fail the exam, the 20th-floor high-rise in the inpatient department of your hospital, which floor do you refer me to? .

The swelling on my face didn't subside, and it looked no different from disfigurement. Fortunately, I'm not a girl, otherwise I could really die.Not to mention me, if I were a girl and my face was beaten like this, my mother would have to strangle her to death.

My dad gave me a mask, which is an ordinary laminated mask, the blue one, very thin, and basically does not provide any protection, but it is enough to cover my face and shame.This is brought by the visiting doctor in their room during the usual rounds.My family has never been short of these things. This is considered a unit benefit. I don’t think everyone can drink glucose as a drink and peel apples with a lancet when they are young.

I didn't dare to look up along the way, for fear of bumping into acquaintances.It's not a shame to be beaten, and it's not the first time I've been beaten, but it's the first time I've been disfigured.I really have no way to calmly bear everyone's onlookers and ridicule.

When I came to the classroom, I just sat down on the seat, and the mask was lifted by Li Weiran.I quickly covered my face with a book, and he grabbed my hand.Wang Tianyi also came to help.I think my current state is no different from a girl from a good family being molested by a bully.In fact, I wanted to let go with a growl, but my face would hurt if I opened my mouth wide.I ordered them to let go in a low voice, but it sounded like a refusal to welcome.When the words came out, he couldn't help shivering.

"Haha!" Li Weiran laughed first, and then Wang Tianyi also laughed.The person I appointed bowed his head and accepted the crowd watching.Fortunately, it seemed that Li Weiran was afraid that others would not dare to laugh too loudly.

The little gratitude in my heart to Li Weiran disappeared under his piercing laughter.Still the same sentence, a beast is a beast after all, even if it wears clothes, it can only be a beast in clothes.I thought about it carefully, maybe what Li Weiran did that day was not because he really wanted to help me.For him, I may be like an accessory, doing homework for him and buying meals for him.Just like a pet or a servant, he gives me a good face when he is happy, and takes it out on me when he is unhappy.But if someone bullies me, it is a violation of his majesty.The reason why he did all this was to save his own face.Thinking this way, I feel much more comfortable. I don't like being favored by others, especially Li Weiran.

Zhong Han came late, he was rarely late, today he almost came in with the class bell stuck.I have been waiting for him. Everyone should know that I was injured. Even if you don't know, you will understand when you see my face.Li Weiran tore off my mask, and I simply didn't wear it.But no one came to ask me if it hurts.I admit that I am a bit hypocritical, but even if there is one person, I want to know that there is someone who cares about me.I pinned my hopes on Zhong Han, but it was a pity that he came late and hurried to his seat as soon as he entered the classroom.He was sitting right behind me, from an angle where I couldn't see the bruise on my face.

Li Weiran is a bit abnormal today, usually at this time he would lie on the table to catch up on sleep.I unexpectedly didn't sleep today, but I saw that he wasn't attending class.His hands are big, maybe because he played a lot of basketball, the way he holds a pen looks particularly clumsy.The textbook was spread out by him, with a few lines drawn here and there, none of which were straight.

"Ye Shen." Li Weiran spoke suddenly, and I realized that he always called me Ye Shen by my name.I don't expect his Chinese skills to be high enough to recognize the word Chen, and I have no intention of correcting him.The uninformed are always particularly sensitive to their own ignorance.I don't know if Li Weiran is this kind of person, and I don't want to try.

"What are you doing?" I looked at the textbook and was talking about the Song of Everlasting Regret. The Chinese teacher was a very emotional literary youth, saying that his youth seemed a bit inappropriate, and he was already in his fourth year.But he has been living in the state of literary youth.

"Are you in pain?" Such a gentle sentence came out of Li Weiran's mouth, and I suddenly felt a sense of terror.Could it be that I have traveled through time, this is a parallel space, and Li Weiran is a good person. "Ask you, why are you in a daze!?" Li Weiran snorted angrily, which made me feel a lot better, at least it can prove that the world hasn't collapsed yet.

"It doesn't hurt if you don't laugh or talk loudly." I answered truthfully.Li Weiran turned his head away with an oh.

When the Chinese teacher talked about "the Hall of Eternal Life on July [-]th, when no one is whispering in the middle of the night", he suddenly became very poetic.He stringed poems with the names of our classmates in a wicked way.What I didn't expect was that I was also shot while lying down, and I was shot together with Li Weiran.

"The names of these two students are more artistic." The Chinese teacher looked at the list as if he had discovered a new world, and suddenly read aloud. "The autumn wind produces the Wei River, and the fallen leaves are all over Chang'an."

The surname Ye is not a common surname in Beijing, and I am the only one in our class.There are many people with the surname Li, but Li Weiran is the only one with Wei in their name.What a coincidence.But I'm not at all honored.

I just mentioned, "If you don't appreciate your bosom friend, you will return to my hometown in autumn." These were the names of the two girls in our class, and everyone booed and yelled.This time it’s about me and Li Weiran.Everyone obediently chose to shut up.Of course it's not me, but Li Weiran.Every time in bad luck, as long as he is involved, he can often be spared.

The Chinese teacher saw that no one responded.Consciously bored, I began to concentrate on the text again.I turned my face to the side and found that Li Weiran was looking at me. I really didn't think my half of my face, which was bruised and swollen and could only be described as a ghost, was attractive.He noticed that I was aware of his gaze, and immediately turned his gaze out of the window.After a while, I lay down on the table and started to catch up on sleep.I breathed a sigh of relief like an amnesty, and sure enough my life is stress-free only when he is semi-conscious.

The autumn wind blows the Wei River, and the fallen leaves are all over Chang'an.It’s a beautiful line, but it’s very strange to see Li Weiran’s and I’s names interspersed in it.I can't describe what it was like, weird and a little nervous.It's like spending the night in a very strange environment, the feeling of uneasiness and a little excitement.

I usually think of Li Weiran when I am distracted, mostly thinking about how to escape his clutches.For the first time, I began to think about this person myself, wondering if he was born in Xi'an, so his name has the word Wei in Weishui.Imagine what he looked like when he was a child, and imagine his appearance when his charm receded.Li Weiran was lying quietly on the table. I don't know if he was really asleep or just resting on his stomach. His arms were clasped together and he was resting on his arms.The sleeves of the school uniform were pulled up, revealing half of his arm. There was a half-moon-shaped scar on his left wrist, which seemed to be left when he was young.Manicured manicure, half hand resting on my desk.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Li Weiran moved a bit and got up, I immediately stopped looking.He is always in good spirits when get out of class is over, and sometimes even plays basketball in the classroom, which is strictly prohibited.But no one dared to control him, Zhong Han sometimes tried to dissuade him, but his actions were only dissuading, the noise in the classroom completely covered his voice.Words are often the most feeble. In reality, it is never possible for a heinous person to change his mind with just a few words.Zhong Han is an upright and good man, he abides by his own principles, and it is not easy to do this.But all he did was stay on his own.Even if he wants to help others, the effect is minimal.It's like when I was being bullied, although Zhong Han would stand in front of me and say not to beat him, but in the end he was pushed away and I continued to be beaten.Violence is the best way to solve the problem.For example, Li Weiran, his method is more direct and effective than Zhong Han.Since the sprinter was taken back by him, no one bullied me in school, of course not including himself and Wang Tianyi.

Zhong Han finally found me, it was already a big break after two classes.The original expectations for him faded little by little with the passage of time.It's like always not being full for breakfast, and always feel very hungry during the second class, but I have been enduring it, and after a while, the hunger will disappear.The same goes for anticipation.

He first greeted me politely, asked me a few words, told me to pay attention to everything, and left.This formulaic language keeps me excited for a long time every time.But this time, my heart was terrifyingly calm, with no waves at all.I think this feeling may be disappointment.Zhong Han is a good person, he treats every acquaintance with gentleness and courtesy.He helped me just because he was the monitor, he had this responsibility, nothing more.It was the first time that I soberly felt the hopelessness of Zhong Han's relationship.Those so-called "for me" are just my subjective conjectures.Every time I was bullied, he would tell me to be careful, pay attention, and take good care of my wounds.But never asked me if it hurts.Never had such a personal question been asked.I was in pain, very painful, but the only person who asked me was Li Weiran.