Stockholm syndrome

When the old man took it from my shoulder, I almost lost my breath.I don't know who dragged him up with the chair.I didn't dare to move, and tried to support with all my strength.The moment the strength on the shoulders was removed, the legs immediately went limp.Leaning on the armrest, he collapsed.The pain in the shoulder socket was like being cut by someone, it was the kind of pain that made the scalp tingle.

"Ye Shen!" Li Weiran rushed over at some point, he stretched out his hand to help me, just as he raised his arm, the pain from his shoulder made me almost bite my tongue off.

"Don't, don't touch me, damn it!" The pain in my shoulder made me feel dazed, and I sat on the ground by the stairs, not daring to pant hard. "I'm fine, you go to see your grandfather. The old man can't stand the scare."

"You wait for me, I'll be right back." Li Weiran pondered for a moment, then ran up quickly.I sat there not daring to move, not even lifting my head.I only heard him yelling at the girl just now, asking her to take care of me.The girl responded and immediately ran down.

"Doctor, are you okay? I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" The girl was about to cry, and she stretched out her hand to grab me.

"Don't move." I yelled, the girl was startled, and the tears she had been holding back came out all at once. "Don't be afraid, first pick up the folders that were thrown in the ground."

After hearing what I said, she hurried to pick up the few folders I threw on the ground. "Then what?"

"You take this folder, go upstairs, pass left, the second door or the third door. Find an old man named Qian, who wears glasses and is bald. Then tell him that Ye Chen is going to die, and quickly find a stretcher." come over."

"Okay, I'll go right away." She turned and ran away with the folder in hand.

Not long after, I heard Professor Qian's loud voice.Among the three graduate students he brought this year, I am the one he likes the most.Everyone's grades are similar, but I am very obedient when compared with them. I will do whatever Qian Lao asks me to do. Generally speaking, young people of this age are a bit bloody and have their own opinions.But I didn't have any idea at all. As long as he was happy, I would do whatever I wanted. If I didn't make him happy, when would I be able to go to the operating table.Those who know current affairs are heroes.

"Xiao Chen, what's going on with you." Mr. Qian ran over with a few people, and the two men who followed him were my seniors, and they were doctors brought by Mr. Qian.He waved his hand on me for a while, but he didn't dare to move.

"I'll tell you later that I did what is just for righteousness." I held Mr. Qian with my left hand and gritted my teeth to speak out. "It looks like my collarbone is broken."

"Hurry up and find me a stretcher!" Mr. Qian turned around and yelled at his brothers, and they ran away immediately. Most of the nurses in the intensive care unit are women.There are only a few male doctors.I have always felt that the staffing of the inpatient department is not appropriate.Except for the little girl who is the aunt, no one can count on the place where she really has to work hard.

The stretcher was quickly brought over.Mr. Qian held the stretcher steady, and two senior brothers dragged me by the back and my legs, shouting one, two, three to put me on the stretcher.Their movements were light, but I was still throbbing in pain.Two more nurses came, pushing the emergency bed over.The brothers put me on the emergency bed together with the stretcher.Push it directly to the elevator.

"Teacher, please keep it. I'm fine. Brother Sun can just be with you." I reluctantly chose the stronger one among the two thin senior brothers. "Brother Zhang, hurry up and grab the teacher."

I really feel that my perseverance is not generally strong, and I can still plan clearly even after it hurts like this.Still, for me, it's never pain that messes with my thoughts.

"Brother Sun." I looked at my senior brother who was with me, "Take out your mobile phone from my left pocket and call Hu Yidao. It's that guy from the Northeast that I'm very close with, let him come and watch me." After the confession, I closed my eyes in peace.Fighting pain takes a lot of energy.

The whole time I lay on the emergency bed and let them push me.The dizziness was deep, but the constant pain made me wake up again.I am definitely guilty of Tai Sui this year.Closing my eyes and gritting my teeth, this feeling is so ecstasy, I will never forget it for the rest of my life.It wasn't as good as when my dad called me out of the bottle.

After tossing for a long time, I didn't open my eyes until I entered the operating room and received anesthesia.The first thing I saw was Hu Yidao's big face. He was wrapped in a green sterile suit.Hu Yidao is in the Department of Thoracic Surgery. Could it be that I have injured my heart and lungs? !

"No, buddy, why are you here? Don't come here to scare me, you are from the thoracic surgery department."

"You're still poor, which means you're fine. Don't be afraid, the collarbone is broken, and I'll come in to accompany you." Hu Yidao took a step back and asked the anesthesiologist to apply anesthesia.A total of two injections were given, one in the neck and armpit, and the arm was anesthetized.After the anesthesia was injected, the pain disappeared little by little, and my tense nerves relaxed.It stands to reason that before the operation, the doctor should talk to the patient to let him relax.But seeing that I am a student of this academy, he passed all these and directly used the knife.

"Old Hu, wait for me outside. It's too bloody." Maybe it's the effect of the anesthesia, I have a bit of a tongue.Orthopedic surgery is the most disgusting of all kinds of surgery.I'm really afraid that Hu Yidao won't be able to eat red meat for another week.

"It's been so many years, I'm still afraid of this. You just lie down, and my brother is here to watch over you." Hu Yidao stopped talking and stepped back, but I could see him as long as I opened my eyes.The whole face showed such a pair of small eyes.

I could even feel the vibrations when the doctor was putting in the nails.Driving nails into one's own bones makes one feel panicked just thinking about it.Halfway through the operation, the pain suddenly started.It was only a little bit at first, but the pain became more and more clear. The local anesthesia is not good because the anesthesia is not complete.

"Your name is Ye Chen, right? Be patient, it will be fine soon. You can suture soon." The doctor noticed my unconscious trembling and began to comfort me.You now finally have the thought to appease the sick.

"Doctor, give me another needle, I can't take it anymore." The pain was as painful as an autopsy, and it was comparable to the top ten tortures in the Qing Dynasty.I endured it for a while, but I couldn't do it anymore.

"No secondary anesthesia. Are you a party member?"

"Yes."

"Think about Sister Jiang!" After speaking, the doctor picked up the needle pin with tweezers and began to stitch me.

My left hand, which was clutching the quilt tightly, was suddenly held by someone. Through the latex gloves, I could only feel the vague outline.It should be Hu.I don't know how hard I pinched him. When the operation was over, my left arm was numb, and it just echoed the gauze-wrapped right arm.The nurse wiped the sweat from my forehead and sent me to the ward.

I closed my eyes and rested for a while, and the hands that held my fingers loosened.It is very relaxing to watch other people lying there being operated on.Now it's me who realizes that surgery is like fighting a tough battle.When I was in high school, I didn't run 1000 meters like this.

The left hand that was hanging on the hospital bed was held by someone again, and it felt the same as before. "Old Hu, you look thin. Your fingers are thin. Go back to my house and cook pork ribs for you."

"I'm not thin." Hu Yidao replied.I opened my eyes and saw him standing to my right, arms folded looking at the bandages and splints wrapped around my chest.etc!Arms folded, then who is holding my fingers!

"Ah Shen." I don't remember how many years I haven't heard anyone call me Ah Shen.After my mother left, after Li Weiran left.So many years.I turned my head slowly, and Li Weiran was sitting beside me, looking at me quietly, wrapping my left hand with both hands. "Ash."

"Hey." I responded.Suddenly, there is a feeling that a thousand words can be said without words.Li Weiran let go of my hand, raised his hand to cover my forehead, and stretched his fingers into my hair, just like many years ago, comforting me in this stupid way.I don't know why, but I didn't say anything superfluous.But the strange feeling that lay between us suddenly disappeared.

"Does it hurt?"

"pain."

"Don't even think about it and it won't hurt."

"Why don't you want to, I'll try to break your ribs at a discount."

"sorry."

"You should say thank you. Not me, your old man is not well."

"Thank you. I'll buy you whatever you want."

"Report the medical expenses to me first."

"Okay. I'll give you whatever I want."

"Yezi." Hu Yidao interrupted in a very uncomfortable way.The conversation between me and Li Weiran sounded a bit logical to anyone. "What's wrong with you, the anesthesia has paralyzed your brain."

"Old Hu, I can rest in peace."

"Bah, bah. Don't be discouraged."

"Old Hu, it's all right, kneel down. Say hello to senior sister for me." I hummed again.Hu Yidao raised his fist at me. "You ungrateful thing, don't expect me to take pity on you next time something happens." Hu Yidao gave me a blank look and left the ward. He must have thought that I was caring for him and asked him to go back first, but I just wanted to be with my first love, that The person who calls me Ah Shen will stay alone for a while.So, I'm really an ungrateful person.When the accident happened, he hurriedly called his buddy over, and the first lover immediately abandoned him as soon as he refreshed.

"That kid knows you very well?" We were the only ones left in the ward.

"We have lived together for 6 years." As soon as the words fell, Li Weiran's face turned blue immediately.I hurriedly added a sentence. "Brother sleeping in my lower bunk."

"He has a good relationship with you."

"What are you thinking, he is a straight man."

"I'm still straight."

"Come on, you won't blush when I lie."

"I really screwed you up alone."

Li Weiran and I bickered every sentence.The boy who remembered seemed to come back in such an instant, the 25-year-old Li Weiran overlapped with the 18-year-old Li Weiran, and he was still the same him.