Stockholm syndrome

There are two weeks before the college entrance examination. I decided to review by myself. If I go to school, it will be counterproductive if I can’t keep up with the class.I don't know how far I can recover before the college entrance examination. This month's blank has a great impact on me.Li Weiran would visit me at my house when he had time, and would buy some vegetables every time he came.It always appears when the refrigerator is almost empty. In the past, when my mother was around, I didn't like Li Weiran to come to my house to pick up things.He came with empty hands and an empty stomach, and left with a full belch.

Under my guidance, Li Weiran learned how to use a rice cooker.The ratio of rice to water is not easy to adjust. Li Weiran likes to eat harder rice, but every time he makes it, the rice is always steamy and soft.Because I told him that the ratio of water to rice is 1:1, which can be slightly more.He obediently followed suit, and every time the rice was ready, he would not unplug it, stubbornly thinking that if it was cooked for a while, the rice would harden.I never told him the working principle of the rice cooker. In fact, after the cooker is turned on, the function of electrification is only to keep warm.

My dad started to go back to work in the hospital, but he drank every day when he came home, and I couldn't stop him.Every time I go to drag the wine bottle in his arms, my dad will hug him tightly, and then tell me, Chen'er, I feel bad, just let me drink some.I couldn't earn him, so I had to hide the wine at home, but the more I hid, the more he bought.I have almost 20 bottles of beer stuffed under my bed.I haven't told Li Weiran about this, I don't want him to worry.Every time he came, it was at work time and he couldn't see my dad.The house has been tidied up very clean by me, and there is no smell of alcohol at all.He has always thought that our family is getting on the right track little by little, and that's good, so that he can do his things with peace of mind.Come and see me when you are free.

Every time my dad drank at night, he would get drunk and throw things in the house.His drink was really bad, and he was walking around the house talking to himself and yelling at my mom's portrait.There is often a lot of commotion, and the neighbor downstairs has come to look for it not once.An old doctor from M Hospital used to live here. After retiring, he moved back to his hometown and left the house to his son and daughter-in-law.Our family is not familiar with their family. He probably doesn’t know about my family’s affairs. He came to look for him several times.

Last night when my dad was making trouble again, he approached him and said something ugly.I endured it all the time, and just as I was about to retort, a water glass flew from behind and hit him straight in the face.My dad didn't know when he came out of the room. He drank a lot of wine today, his neck was very red, and his eyes were bloodshot.When you come up, you have to fight with people.The neighbor is not tall, a very thin man, who couldn't hold my dad's fist, and I had a hard time pulling him away.After closing the door, the voice of a man yelling and cursing came from outside the door, and the sharp Beijing accent penetrated into my ears.I held my dad tightly and dragged him into the house.My dad's tongue grew big from drinking, and the strong smell of alcohol sprayed on my face.

"Chen'er, let me go, let go." My dad reached out and pushed my shoulder away. "Who is that, bullying... bullying people? Look...me. Take... him. Think our family is easy to bully? Xiao... Xiaomei is not here, dad is here, no one dares to bully... bully you." My father said on his chest Take two shots.

I pushed him onto the bed, and my dad struggled for a while before quieting down.Soon he was snoring, and I pulled up the towel to cover him.Pick up the unopened bottles of wine from the ground.Close the door tightly, the yelling and cursing outside the door continued, the more I didn't want to hear it, the more desperately I drilled into my ears.There is a child in their family, who is less than one year old. Every time he just fell asleep, he would be startled by my dad's clanking sound upstairs, and then he would cry loudly.Parents get angry when they see their children doing badly.I talked to my dad a few times, and he promised to control himself when he was sober.But alcohol can paralyze the nerves. He has told me many times about the dangers of alcohol.I don't think I'll ever touch this thing in my life.These are all my dad taught me, but he was deeply involved in it and couldn't extricate himself.

I know he feels uncomfortable and can't sleep all night. He misses my mother. If he doesn't drink, this pain will suffocate him.Maybe after this period of time, he will become the rigorous and serious Doctor Ye before.In this belief I hid his wine.It's stuffed under the bed, and my dad hasn't changed back yet.

Li Weiran came to my house once this week, and usually just called to ask about the situation in my house, and if there was anything missing, he would bring it to me.I let him do his work first and leave me alone.Li Weiran's voice was hesitant, and I knew he was worried.I don't worry about him either. If he came back from the UK so rashly, it might be difficult for his family to say whether it was during the epidemic.I think I'm really ashamed to meet their family members. I'm just Li Weiran's classmate. My family has no skills, but let him pay so much for me.

Children of their kind of family only associate with a few people, mostly for profit reasons.And I am a different kind, but Li Weiran did this for me, a different kind.If I were his father, I would definitely blacklist Ye Chen from making friends.

Li Weiran and I have known each other for the past two years. He has bullied me, put Kung Pao Chicken Rice Bowl on my head, roughed me up, and forced me to do my homework.He bullied me the most, but he also treated me the most kindly.Between us, after all, he paid the most.It seems that I have never been kind to him. What I did for him was nothing more than a little effort, and there was no embarrassment at all.But he paid too much for me.

I used to think that the reason why I fell in love with his second-generation ancestor who has all kinds of shortcomings of a playboy is just because of the potential Stockholm syndrome outbreak.Now it seems that the sick person is not only me, but also him.I've said so many hurtful things and his love for me hasn't changed.

If we really broke up, even if I miss him occasionally, I can stay away from each other forever and let those misses rot in my stomach.But he couldn't do it. He said that as long as I was in danger, he would be by my side.He will protect me forever.Li Weiran is actually a sensible person, he knows that he can't continue to entangle with me, but he can't do it.Maybe between us, he was the one who got stuck the deepest at the beginning.

Because of drinking every night and getting up to go to work in the morning, my dad's energy is not as good as before.I changed ways to give him delicious food, but this food supplement didn't help at all.I advised him not to do this again, it's not good for work or for himself.My dad touched his face, sighed heavily and said he was fine.How could it be all right.The college entrance examination is going to be tomorrow, and when all this is over, I will definitely watch him well. Every day after he gets off work, I will go to the hospital gate and wait for him, not letting him buy alcohol.This kind of life can no longer continue.He has indulged himself for half a month.Even if he beats me or scolds me, if he really can't drink anymore, he can live on.My mother is gone, but I am still here, and I will accompany him through the rest of his life, and I am also his family.

Not long after my dad left, the neighborhood committee came.They know the situation in my family.But the people downstairs don't know.The aunt of the neighborhood committee asked me to apologize to him and promise that this will not happen again in the future.I made another set of comprehensive examination papers, and went downstairs after seeing the time.I know I shouldn't go there empty-handed, but there's nothing else in the house except the pile of beer under the bed.I went down to apologize sincerely, but unfortunately the work of the neighborhood committee could not be done well, and the people downstairs knew nothing about what happened in my house.

I knocked lightly on the door, and it was the hostess who opened the door.When she saw it was me, she cursed.It basically means that our family is ignorant, has no social morality, and frightened their children, can we afford responsibility?I kept apologizing.Her spittle splashed all over my face, and I didn't bother to wipe it off.Maybe it's because I'm subdued, the woman scolded me more and more vigorously, saying that our family is not well-bred, so I got angry all at once.But bear with it.She yelled again, your mother didn't come to apologize, she didn't have any sincerity, the whole family is wicked.I know I'm a man, and I can't fight with elders or women, but no one can stand cursing at a young man who just lost his mother.

I suddenly raised my head and grabbed her neck, "You fucking tell me one more thing." The woman probably didn't expect that I would suddenly get angry, and was so frightened that her face turned pale at that moment.She yelled, and suddenly a woman about her age ran out from the back room, probably a relative of hers, to help look after the child.Seeing the neighbor's woman being strangled by me, I picked up the remote control next to the TV cabinet and threw it at my head.

With sharp dull pain, I dumped the neighbor woman onto her relative. "My mother is dead. If you want to hear her apologize to you, I'll send you there right away." I yelled, and the two women hugged each other and took several steps back. They stopped talking and looked at her in horror. with me.

Warm liquid remained from the top of the head, and when I touched it with my hand, it turned out to be bleeding.I pressed the wound, slammed the door hard and left.When I got home, I turned on the shower head and rinsed the blood on my forehead. The water flowed to the toilet floor, and a large blush appeared.Why does my dad drink, why can't he be stronger, I feel so wronged, but I have no right to blame him.The family is already like this, why can't he live a good life with me.

I found the medicine box, and began to bandage the wound facing the mirror by the bed. This dressing table is my mother's favorite, and she used to like to sit here and get dressed.I don't know if her soul will linger here. If she sees me like this, she will definitely be sad.I quickly picked up the medicine box and walked to the living room.As soon as I got to the living room, the door opened, and Li Weiran walked in with two bags of ingredients, and it was already too late for me to hide.