Stockholm syndrome

"Sister, why are you here?" Li Weiran's voice came, and I recovered from the shock.Turning around, I saw a woman in a khaki sweater standing at the door. She looked very similar to Li Weiran in her eyebrows and eyes, but she looked more like her father than Li Weiran.She was dressed in fashion, looking like the models in the advertisements outside the building in Shin Kong Place.Wearing clothes also requires aura. Like Li Weiran, his sister has a lot of temperament.If it were me, no matter how nice the clothes I put on, I would still be so wretched that I wouldn't be able to get on stage.

"Hello." I put my hands together and bent slightly towards the woman.

"Hello." Li Weiran's sister froze for a moment, and quickly realized.I don't know if I did something wrong.Perhaps more likely, she has never seen a commoner like me.

"My name is Li Suran, and I'm Li Weiran's older sister." Li Suran stretched out his hand to me, and I quickly shook it.Li Suran's hands are strong, she is more like a military officer's child than her younger brother.Her name, like Li Weiran, has the word Ran, and I later learned that Ran was named after their mother, while Su and Wei were the places where their father worked when they were born.When Li Suran was born, their father served in the Nanjing Military Region, and Li Weiran was in Xi'an.These were all told to me by Li Weiran many years later, the Chinese teacher was right, the autumn winds make the Wei River, and the fallen leaves are all over Chang'an.

"When did you make such an excellent friend?" Li Suran turned to his younger brother, the smile on his face could not tell whether it was approval or mockery.This sentence made me a little overwhelmed, I stared at the tip of my shoe, my ears were very red.

Li Weiran and his sister were arguing without saying a word, and it could be seen that the relationship between the two was very good.If I had a sibling too, I'd be close to him too.It's a pity that a common people's family like mine can't afford two children. If I have a second child, my father and mother will be expelled from the hospital.A doctor and a nurse happened to open a small clinic at the gate of the community.

Finally taking a chance, I interjected. "Sister, I want to go back first."

"It's already 8 o'clock, and it's so dark. Where did you park your car?" Just as Li Suran finished speaking, we both froze for a moment.I found another similarity between their siblings.Let's say they have no logic, it's too cruel, or let's say they stay naturally.Li Suran soon realized that I didn't look like I had a car. "I'll take you back."

"No. No." I quickly waved my hand. The down jacket seemed superfluous in my hand, so I simply put it on. "No need. Don't bother me. I can go back by myself. I memorized the way when I came here. There is a bus plate at the gate of this residential area." The door was half closed, and I turned sideways and flashed out. "Thank you, I really don't need to trouble you. I'll go back first."

"You really don't need me to send it? You are welcome." Li Suran put his hand on the door and looked at me.Her eyes are very similar to Li Weiran's, even the way she blinks is the same.It's just that her sister's eyes are not as domineering as Li Weiran's. At least when she looks at me, it's like looking at an ordinary junior, and she doesn't look down on me because I am a commoner.

"No need. I'm leaving now, just in time to catch the car. Goodbye, sister." I said goodbye to Li Suran very politely.Gently closed the door, when I closed the door I saw Li Weiran.He stared at me motionlessly. For a simple-minded person like him, it's actually quite scary to meditate. At least I don't seem to be used to it.I don't know what he is thinking, my mind is very confused, I still remember what he asked me just now.

I ran down from the second floor, afraid that Li Weiran would stop me suddenly.Surprisingly, he didn't say anything.If it was normal, I'm afraid he would shout something like "Dare you dare" to intimidate me to stay.Maybe in front of his family, he'll be a little more human.But I don't think such a creature would escape its brutish nature.

The lighting in the villa area is very good, but this kind of pale light on the deserted street still makes people feel inexplicably panicked.I suddenly felt that the color of this light was very similar to the shadowless lamp in the operating room.The more I thought about it, the more terrifying it became, and I couldn't help but quicken my pace.Sure enough, people who are not strong-willed are not suitable for psychological hints. My legs have begun to shake unconsciously, and I can't take a step when I want to run.

Suddenly, someone tapped me on the shoulder.I fell to my knees so suddenly that I couldn't even scream.Usually people will scream unconsciously when they are scared, but when I am scared, I can't shout anything, I can't even breathe loudly.

"Ye Shen." It was Li Weiran.My tense nerves were broken instantly, and my whole body fell limply on the ground.Damn, I'm going to be scared to death by this grandson. "What's wrong with you?" Li Weiran grabbed my arm and pulled me up.

"What else can I do, run away and scare people. I'm going to be scared to death by you!" Because I was nervous, I couldn't hide my emotions, and I vented my anger towards Li Weiran.

"I'm sorry." It was rare that Li Weiran was not angry, he still held my arm.It was cold, he didn't wear gloves, his knuckles were well defined, and the backs of his hands looked dry.

"When I am scared to death by you, you can hold my portrait and say it!" As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized that I was pushing an inch.

"I've already apologized, what else do you want?" Li Weiran threw off my arm, but fortunately I stood firm this time, and didn't kneel on the ground again.

I don't know what to say, should I apologize to him and say that I didn't mean it.Or turn away.There was an embarrassing silence, the two of us stood at the door of someone's villa, the pale streetlights came down, and the white smoke from our breath was blown away by the wind.

"I'm leaving." I turned my head and walked towards the direction outside the residential area.Surprisingly, Li Weiran followed him.He didn't speak, just walked on my left, just in the direction of the wind, and the white mist from his breath was slightly wet on my face by the wind.I walked faster and faster, afraid that he would repeat the topic just now.

"Go slowly. Don't be afraid. I'm here." Li Weiran grabbed my arm. His hands are big and suitable for playing basketball. He can grab the basketball with one hand.Even I'm wearing that thick clothes can hold my wrist.I stopped and looked at Li Weiran. I don't know since when, he is no longer the second generation ancestor who can only bully others.My mind suddenly became sober in an instant. Indeed, in the past six months, Li Weiran's attitude towards me has improved little by little.I've always been so stubborn that I regarded him as a scum who had been spoiled by the family, and I never thought carefully about what kind of person he was.

A person who put Kung Pao Chicken Rice Bowl on my face would tell me not to be afraid, I am here.I stood there stupidly, with my mouth half open, looking like a chimney belching white smoke.What the hell, but what made me even more unacceptable was that I was moved.Damn, I was moved by this grandson again.I think my Stockholm Syndrome is really sick.

"What's wrong with you, you have to go back by car." Li Weiran pushed my shoulder and continued walking. "I'm still afraid of becoming like this, isn't it just walking at night. Ye Shen, you are such a coward."

"What are you doing at home these days?" Li Weiran began to find topics.This seems to be the first time we've said homely.It turns out that he would also talk about such vulgar topics. If he said that Bentley has launched a new model recently, I really don't know what to answer.

"Do your homework, nothing to do."

"Zhong Han didn't look for you?" He mentioned Zhong Han again.

"I don't know him very well." This is the truth, Zhong Han and I just happened to be classmates in middle school, and I happened to like him that's all.We didn't even play ball together once, or play video games once.

"Oh." I was worried that Li Weiran would ask me some more difficult topics, but unexpectedly he just said "oh" and stopped talking.

With Li Weiran next to me, I really don't feel scared anymore, and my whole body relaxes.Quickly walked to the station at the gate of the community.I looked at the license plate, just in time to catch the last bus at 9 o'clock.

"Go back. I will finish the homework for you as soon as possible."

"I'll wait for the car with you. There's no one here, and you'll be scared again later." Li Weiran laughed, as if thinking of my embarrassment just now. "Look at how scared you are, the old man is also afraid of ghosts."

I turned my head and stopped talking, the winter night was eerily quiet.If Li Weiran wasn't here, maybe I would really be scared to death.It's just that I'm not afraid of ghosts, I'm afraid of being caught by perverts and then dismembered.If you were forced to look at human anatomy diagrams when you were a child, I think you would feel the same way.

"Ye Shen." Li Weiran called my name.I suddenly became tense.I'm afraid he will ask me about Zhong Han again.I like Zhong Han, Li Weiran saw it early on.Even knowing this, it would still be extremely embarrassing to say it from his mouth.I even felt obvious stiffness in the muscles on my face.

"What are you doing?" I stood on the side of the road, stretched my neck and looked at the intersection, praying that the car would show up immediately.Unexpectedly, my prayers were answered, and the car actually appeared.I stood in place and hopped my feet. It was so cold that my feet hurt from the cold.

"When is your birthday? Is your birthday coming soon?" Li Weiran suddenly asked.

"Huh?" I didn't expect Li Weiran to ask such a question, so I responded casually. "The third day of the first lunar month. My birthday is the third day of the first lunar month." Our family is still relatively traditional, and we like to celebrate birthdays according to the lunar calendar.

The door opened and I jumped in.Picked a seat by the window and sat down.Li Weiran put his hands in the pockets of the windbreaker and looked at me.He doesn't move and doesn't speak, he's really handsome.I think of those girls who shouted for him at the sports meeting and basketball game, and now I understand a little bit.

The car drove away.I shrank my neck and found a comfortable position to sit down. Li Weiran's winter homework was stuffed into the down jacket by me, stuck between it and the sweater, and my body temperature had already been absorbed.I lay comfortably on the seat of the bus, and I didn't think about the third grade of junior high school at all.Until Li Weiran showed up at my house.

The third day of the first lunar month in 2002 is February 2, Valentine's Day.Fuck!