Long drought meets rain

The Hepatobiliary Surgery Department of the Provincial Medical Center is located in the old building. This low building with only 6 floors has been built since the War of Liberation until now. Although it has undergone four or five renovations, it still cannot stop its fate of aging.Because the outer wall is made of cement, it is damp all year round. I don’t know when the ivy that was planted has covered the outer wall. Only a few glass windows barely exposed half of their faces because of the ivy’s momentary negligence.The single ward that Wu Lin lives in now is one of the few rooms where his face is shown.

Different from private hospitals, the provincial hospital is not a place where you can live in a good ward as long as you pay. This is the largest general hospital in Quanlin City. In addition to accommodating patients in the city, it also accepts a large number of patients from prefectures and counties. , so it is hard to find a bed every day.When Wu Lin was just transferred from the emergency department yesterday, he could only be squeezed into a four-person room. If it hadn't been for the long treatment time for his artificial liver and the difficulty in recovering after each treatment, the hospital would not have moved him out of this single room.

"Are you particularly disappointed in me..."

Not interrogative sentences, but declarative sentences.Xin Wangyun stood at the door of this large slapped ward, clearly only two steps away from Wu Lin's hospital bed, yet he dared not go forward.It's easy for a person to be deluded, but it's hard to wake up. After thinking about it all night, he finally understood how much tolerance and sacrifice was behind Wu Lin's alienated and blunt eyes, and Wu Lin shouldn't have to suffer all of this. As long as he can give him a little more trust, trust him like Wu Lin trusts him.

"I didn't!" Seeing Xin Wangyun's face, Wu Lin was taken aback, his voice trembling, "I...I never did! I don't blame you! I didn't blame you!"

That's what hurts the most.

"How can you not blame me?" Xin Wangyun's voice was hoarse, "Don't blame me for pregnancy, don't blame me for dystocia, don't blame me for having no money, don't blame me for being sick. How can you not blame me for anything? If you don't blame me, how can I apologize? How guilty, how to make up for it? You don't blame me, I don't even have the right to say I'm sorry now!" At the end of the sentence, he was crying again.

"Don't apologize," Wu Lin also cried, "Please don't apologize, it's not your fault!"

"How... how could it not be my fault?" Xin Wangyun's eyes were really red, as if they were about to bleed, "They can disbelieve you, ignore you, ignore you, but how can I ? I asked myself [-] times, how can I! I promised you so many things and failed to do any of them, how can I still ignore you?!"

Xin Wangyun's pain and collapse came too suddenly. During the hundreds of days and nights when he fell asleep and woke up alone, Wu Lin had imagined countless times that the exposure of the truth might hurt Xin Wangyun. Only after I experienced it did I realize that what I originally thought was too light and simple.

"It's my fault! It's me! I didn't tell you! I thought I could hide it, I really thought I could hide it!" Wu Lin yelled at Xin Wangyun uncontrollably, "Don't do this, Please! Don't be unhappy for me anymore!"

Wu Lin is so thin, really thin.Xin Wangyun looked at his flushed face due to emotional agitation, and thought to himself how could such a thin person conceive and give birth alone?For so long...for such a long time, no one was with him, no one comforted him, no one even gave him a casual hug...has he ever cried?Ever been scared?Did you think of me when you couldn't hold on?he……

"Wu Lin..." Heartbroken, Xin Wangyun slid his back against the door and sat on the ground, "I hated the person who snatched you to death, and even wanted to stab him to death with a knife. Now I regret that no one snatched you away from me, why not?! I really can’t figure it out! You are so good, why no one snatched you away from me? Even if there is only one! Just one! Who can snatch you away How nice, then you won't be alone, and you won't suffer from me..."

The morning sunlight printed on the yellowed walls of the ward through the gaps of the ivy, and coated Xin Wangyun's drooping head with a beautiful golden layer.It turns out that there are showers even on sunny days, and sweet dreams can kill people.Wu Lin got off the bed with bare feet, squatted gently in front of Xin Wangyun, and watched desperately that the treasure he cared for was shattered inch by inch in front of him.

"I'm not having a bad time." He didn't know what else could comfort Xin Wangyun at this moment, "I have what other people have, and it's not too hard to have children by myself. All these things have passed."

"What are you doing?!" Xin Wangyun, who was trying to hold back his tears, suddenly saw a pair of trembling feet appearing in front of him, and he stopped crying immediately in fright.The instinct of the body preceded the instructions of the brain, and Wu Lin was picked up and put back under the quilt before he could refute, "What are you doing getting out of bed?! You are still hanging on the water! The ground is so ice!"

……

The comfort was ineffective, Wu Lin hugged his legs, not knowing what to do.

"Infusion...you can't move around during the infusion," Xin Wangyun thought he had frightened Wu Lin, and his back shivered in anxiety, "You are getting an indwelling needle now, and if it is misplaced, the nurse will have to pierce you again, it will hurt of……"

As he spoke, he looked up at Wu Lin's needled hand. The area around the needle hole for artificial liver replacement yesterday was bruised, and the blood vessels used for infusion at home were also swollen and purple.Wu Lin is thin, and the blood vessels are not easy to find. Now that he has been pricked so many times, he can't find even a single intact blood vessel in both hands.The heartache that had just subsided a little came up again along the limbs. Xin Wangyun really wanted to touch Wu Lin's hand, but he didn't dare.

"Wu Xiao...Wu Xiao said he was going to keep an eye on Cheng Zhili for fear that he would cause trouble. Can I stay here with you?"

Why not?Wu Lin wanted to ask, but suddenly realized that Xin Wangyun didn't mean to accompany him just for a while or this day, but he should mean to accompany him all the time, for a long, long time, until he recovered, until he was discharged from the hospital.

"I can do it alone," Wu Lin said in a low voice, "There is everything here, and you still have to go to work, so don't waste your time with me."

He really didn't want me here, Xin Wangyun smiled bitterly in his heart, yes, after suffering so much, why should he give me a chance to start over.

"I don't quarrel with you in the ward, I just sit outside and call me if you have anything to do. The provincial doctors and nurses are too busy, I'm afraid they might ignore you sometimes."

"But what about you going to work?"

"No, my dad is holding on. He wasn't worried about handing over the company to me so early. Now it's not the right time."

"Not going to the company, then...then..." Wu Lin stopped in the middle of speaking, Xin Wangyun raised his head in astonishment, and found that his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry.

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong? Do you want me to call a doctor?!"

"No, no." Wu Lin moved to the side of the bed, avoiding Xin Wangyun's hand that wanted to hug him, "You are always here with me, others will be angry."

"Ah? Who is angry?" Leaving aside who came out, Xin Wangyun couldn't think of anyone who would be angry with him for accompanying Wu Lin. If he didn't accompany him, he would be executed by Ling Chi, right?

"Just that Omega," Wu Lin's tears fell on the quilt, "You went to find him for dinner earlier."

"Huh?! Which Omega?"

Driven crazy by Wu Lin's tears and questions, Xin Wangyun's brain was running fast, the calendar had turned to two months ago, and he hadn't thought of any Omega who had dinner with him.

"You went!" Wu Lin's tears were still falling, "Last time you didn't have dinner with me, you just went to find him! You still have...and the handkerchief he gave you!"

What? !Xin Wangyun was so frightened that he took out the handkerchief from his pocket: "What handkerchief?! Is it this? I only have this handkerchief!"

"That's it!" Wu Lin's sobs kept getting louder, "I saw it when I went to your house! You've got someone and you came to me! I don't want your apology at all! I did it voluntarily!"

"No, this is not it!" Xin Wangyun was so anxious that his hands were shaking, "My mother bought it! She went to an embroidery workshop in the south of the Yangtze River before, and said that the fabric there was good, so she tore a large roll and asked the workers to embroider it. I bought a lot of handkerchiefs, and we all have them! My dad! My dad has them too! His ones are embroidered with pine trees, and mine is bamboo! I, me, me, I have a few of the same ones, and they were really bought by my mother!"

Wu Lin stared at Xin Wangyun with pursed mouth, tears were streaming all over his face: "Did your mother also buy that pheromone smell? I smelled it. I smelled it as soon as you walked in. It's sweet and fishy. It's not at all. The smell of people around you!"

When it was over, Xin Wangyun's mind went blank. He couldn't remember what Wu Lin said about pheromones.He obviously went to drink with Zhang Yuan and the others that day. Where did the Omega come from?Wu Lin's tears were crackling in Xin Wangyun's brain like a lead wire, and he felt that he was about to be exploded in the next second.

"It's the estrus period!" At the critical moment, Xin Wangyun slapped himself on the head, "I had a meeting at Party B's company before I went to your house, and one of the attendees had an Omega that was in estrus. It's all her smell! Really! I don't even know her name! If you don't believe me, you can ask—"

"Oh!"

The heavy object hit the door and made a loud noise, interrupting what Xin Wangyun was about to say.

"Cheng Zhili! You fucking have the guts to come here?!" It was Wu Xiao's voice.

Hearing the sound, Xin Wangyun pulled Wu Lin into his arms, turned his back to the door, and covered Wu Lin tightly.

"You two are really capable, and the people next to you turned out to be the Xin family. I said why did that kid come to the door in such a hurry to find someone? It turned out that he couldn't get what he wanted, but he was out of his mind?"

"So what? Is it related to you? Now that Wu Lin has found the Xin family, your wishful thinking has come to nothing."

"Oh? Hahaha, really? Once you find it, it's over? The brat of the Xin family has no brains, do you think his father is as stupid as him? Who's the fucked thing— —”

"Cheng Zhili, I don't care about your mother!" Wu Xiao didn't know what he took, and he clashed with the security brought by Cheng Zhili. Xin Wangyun was hesitating whether to go out to help, when he heard a familiar voice from not far away sounded.

"It's said that tiger poison doesn't eat its offspring, but Mr. Cheng is worse than a beast?"

The sound of fighting outside the door stopped abruptly, and Cheng Zhili sneered: "Hey, brother Xin, you are in good spirits on happy occasions, brother looks good, doesn't he?"

"Of course." Xin Boyu's voice was getting closer, "Who's baby can't be happy for a few days?"

"Then brother Xin is not being kind. Why didn't you inform me of such a big happy event? Could it be that only your family's Ding was added?"

"Otherwise? Wu Lin is my son and Xin Nian is my granddaughter. What does it have to do with you?"