Long drought meets rain

A lot of things are the same thing when you think about it, whether you are happy or sad, when you argue with yourself, there are always times when you can justify yourself, but it is completely different when you hear it from others.

Xin Wangyun always thought that he had let go of all the hurts Wu Lin had brought to him. From the time he saw Wu Lin fainted, or when he heard that his grandmother had passed away, or earlier, when he saw the skinny Wu Lin appearing in front of him When the family just wants to steal a pair of underwear.In these moments of Wu Lin's real vulnerability, he really thought he could let go. After all, compared with the physical decline of others, his personal mental worries were nothing worth mentioning.

But after talking with Xin Boyu that day, he found that there were still many resentments hidden in his heart that could not be resolved.Wu Lin's refusal and indifference seemed to be cancer cells spreading everywhere in his body. If it was blocked from one place, it would quietly emerge from the next place.He doesn't mind spending time playing guessing games with Wu Lin, but the question is, does Wu Lin mind?During the few weeks when the two of them went home, he had been secretly observing, and found that Wu Lin looked extremely docile on the surface, and would not point east or west, but in fact he did nothing to help him.Refusing to tell the truth, refusing to treat actively, refusing to follow his extended hand to cover up the gap between the two of them just like that.

So Wu Lin was still unwilling after all.

No matter how serious and hard he worked, once Wu Lin let go of this relationship, he would never pick it up again.Temporary surrender seemed to be just a helpless tactic to delay the attack. Wu Lin was trying to wear down his patience, and wanted to voluntarily propose separation after he had tried everything but found it was useless.Killing people with a soft knife has always been Wu Lin's specialty.

But what else could he do?There are fewer and fewer hospitals left on the waiting list, and the ones that have been checked are all in vain. Seeing that the two-week deadline promised by himself and Xin Boyu is getting closer and closer, Wu Lin, who can't hold the sand in his hands, will eventually die. Fly away with the wind?

"Niannian go to the children's room to play? I'm not going to work today, I'll stay with you at home."

It's hard to say whether it's a dying struggle or not. Today is Wu Lin's birthday. Thinking of the time when the two of them were together, he never celebrated Wu Lin's birthday in a serious way. Xin Wangyun simply didn't go to the hospital today, and wasted a whole day Staying at home, I want to fill my huge regret with a little gravel.

"Yeah." Wu Lin, who had just finished the infusion, was blunt and looked at Xin Wangyun unsuspectingly with his big eyes open, as if he had never been unkind to him.

Fearing that Wu Lin's legs would be weak after the infusion, Xin Wangyun held Nian Nian with one hand, and supported Wu Lin with the other hand. The three of them walked tens of meters away for about 5 minutes before arriving.Wu Lin gasped against the door frame, Xin Wangyun conveniently placed Nian Nian on a huge tortoise doll.

The child of more than three months can't crawl yet, so he can only try to turn over by himself and raise his head.Suddenly changed the bed, Nian Nian was not afraid, lying on the soft tortoise shell, looking around, and "giggling" from time to time to attract the attention of the two fathers.

"She seems to like this tortoise very much. I hugged her a few days ago, but she just hugged the tortoise's neck and refused to let go." Xin Wangyun squeezed the tortoise, turned to Wu Lin and said, "This guy is with me. It’s the same as when I was a child. My mother said that when I was a child, the chassis was unstable, and only things at such a low altitude could lie on the ground. At that time, they were worried that I had a problem with my motor nerves, but they were hit by my excellent sports level later. slap in the face."

Wu Lin didn't seem to have regained his strength yet, and stood aside in a daze, not saying anything.

"I'll clean it up when she's good at crawling, and put a fence around it, so she can play by herself." Ignoring Wu Lin's silence, Xin Wangyun still said to himself, "Hey, what are you talking about?" Will she be very active in the future, I see that she is always dancing when she is awake, and she will not stop at all, if you want to do that, you will be tired, and active children are especially difficult to take care of when they are young."

"It's okay, it's good to be active. The children are lively and the family is lively."

The word "family" irritated Xin Wangyun's fragile nerves. He frowned and looked at Wu Lin, wondering if your "home" would rather be left empty for that scumbag Alpha than me forever.

Realizing that Xin Wangyun was staring at him, Wu Lin gave him a rare look: "You have to go to work and take care of us, will you be tired?" His voice was soft, as if he really cared.

"Not tired," said Xin Wangyun, who was heartbroken, with a cold tone, "Don't think about saying that you want to leave, I've said it many times, unless the doctor says you're completely cured, otherwise you don't want to leave my place for half a step. "

"That's not what I meant," Wu Lin was too tired to stand, leaning on the wall and squatting on the carpet, while talking, he kept picking at the wool on the carpet with his fingers, turning around, and the handful of wool in front of him was all gone. Distorted by his rubbing, "I just... think it's troublesome for you, and I want to say thank you."

"Thank you?" Xin Wangyun confiscated it, and sneered, "You should say more than thank you to me, Wu Lin, betrayal, lies, traps and abandonment, do you think you only owe me a thank you?"

"I--"

"Put away your hypocrisy and concern, I don't need these," Xin Wangyun said, "If you really want to, tell me all the things you lied to me. I won't take your set now."

Niannian had fun on the tortoise, completely ignoring the extremely cold atmosphere of her fathers.Time passed slowly, Xin Wangyun stared at the window of the children's room in a daze, while blaming himself for not being able to give Wu Lin some tenderness today, while thinking angrily that Wu Lin didn't even need him to accompany him on this birthday.All interactions after the love is over are wrong, which is a truth he has only recently figured out.

At 07:30 in the evening, Wu Lin finished eating the nutritious meal that Xin Wangyun prepared for him, and was leaning against the head of the bed to relax.At this moment, all the lights in the room were turned off, and the sudden darkness made him close his eyes subconsciously for a while, and then he saw Xin Wangyun walking in slowly holding a cake with candles stuck in it.The cake was very small, it looked like it was only as big as a rice bowl, and the pattern couldn't be seen clearly. The light from a single candle was limited, and Wu Lin could only vaguely recognize its gray and white colors.

"Happy birthday, I know you don't need it, but I still want to tell you."

It was only when Xin Wangyun walked up to Wu Lin that he could see the shape of the cake clearly. It was a little hamster, and it couldn't be said to be exactly the same as the one he gave Xin Wangyun, at least it looked a bit like it.He stared at the cake without making a sound for a long time, when Xin Wangyun was so impatient that he planned to blow out the candles for him and make a wish, Wu Lin suddenly spoke.

"Did you guess it? Thirty questions?"

The question was about a doll hamster, Xin Wangyun was stunned, and said to himself, do you still remember this?

"No, the last one is short, are you going to tell me?"

Wu Lin shook his head and lightly blew out the candle: "No, I didn't think about it so much when I was doing it. That problem...is not important anymore."

"Yeah, like me, it doesn't matter anymore, does it?"

Wu Lin raised his head abruptly. Even though the whole room was dark, he still couldn't hide the shattered tears in his eyes.Xin Wangyun was startled, and subconsciously wanted to reach out to wipe it off, but halfway up the hand, he suddenly stopped.Sadness, fragility, pain... All kinds of similar emotions have long been irrelevant to Wu Lin in his opinion. This person is cold and unfeeling, and all his concessions are just temporarily sugar-coated resolutions. Sooner or later, he will show his icy fangs .How can such a person burst into tears because of such a sentence?

It was only a second later, and those sparkling eyes had quickly closed: "I made a wish."

The inadvertent fragility was as fast as an illusion, Wu Lin opened his mouth to mutter something softly, and when he opened his eyes again, the sadness that was about to come out was gone.

"What wish did you make?" Xin Wangyun turned on the light and asked softly.

"I hope Niannian grows up healthy and happy every day."

"this one?"

"Well, that's it." Wu Lin smiled, carefully took the cake from Xin Wangyun with both hands, holding it as if he really liked it, and kept looking at it.

"Don't you make a wish for yourself?"

"Me?" Wu Lin said while shaking his head, "No, all my wishes have been fulfilled, so it's fine now."

Why is it so good?Xin Wangyun is heartbroken. With such a serious illness, family and friends are not around, and that damned Alpha has never heard from him. What wishes have you fulfilled?

"Okay, do you want a cake then? I'll get you a fork if you want to eat it?"

Wu Lin didn't eat much at night, and usually just two or three mouthfuls of rice would be enough to feed him, so Xin Wangyun also chose small cakes, thinking that even if he didn't eat them, it wouldn't be a waste to throw them away.

"To eat," said the unexpected answer, "give me a fork."

As a result, Wu Lin not only ate it, but finished it without any leftovers. He didn't look up at all, and he didn't even have the slightest intention to share the cake with him, which made him stick to the side, holding a happy birthday song in his mouth, yes Not singing, not singing.

Taking away the empty plate that Wu Lin handed over, Xin Wangyun asked in a deep voice, "Do you want to get up and walk again? You ate too much tonight."

"No, I'm going to sleep. If I don't sleep for a while, Nian Nian wakes up hungry and can't sleep again."

Wu Lin's voice was soft, and his eyes were defenseless, like a small animal kept at home by Xin Wangyun, who always believed in him and loved him, and always waited for him to come home.

——But these are not true, Xin Wangyun said in his heart, there is no small animal as cunning as Wu Lin, if you give him a candy, he will give you back a knife.

"Okay, then go to sleep, I'll be outside, call me if you need anything."

Lifting the plate, Xin Wangyun turned around to stand up, but a slender hand gently grabbed the corner of his clothes. He looked back and found Wu Lin's thin lips parted slightly. The shape of his mouth looked like he wanted to call brother?

"you……"

——Not brother, yes, how is it possible?

"I'm sorry..." Wu Lin was really gentle tonight, Xin Wangyun looked at him quietly, with deep reluctance in his heart, "I did a lot of things wrong, everything... But I didn't do it on purpose, really It's not intentional, can you be happy and don't be angry again in the future?"

after?Do we have a future?Xin Wangyun clenched his fists unconsciously: "No, I will remember your hatred for the rest of my life, and I will never forget these things you did. Even if I go to the grave, I will always hate you. So you'd better not be too easy, there is no good Scatter, no one should think about having a good time."

Without sweet blessings and precious gifts, Xin Wangyun gave Wu Lin an extremely bleak birthday. When the night fell, he realized that his original intention was not like this...

Wu Lin and Niannian in the room had been asleep for a long time, he gently opened the door, wanting to see if they had lifted the quilt.As a result, as soon as he entered the room, he saw the screen of Wu Lin's phone that was better than nothing was brightly lit. When he walked in, he saw a new WeChat alert from Gong Yu.

who is thisThe unfamiliar name prompted Xin Wangyun to unlock Wu Lin's combination lock openly, and then opened the WeChat chat history following the name.What this person sent to Wu Lin...was a photo of a physical examination report. He couldn't understand the various inspection items, but a small logo in the lower right corner of the photo attracted all his attention—Cooperative Hospital, he didn't check the list. the last one.