Long drought meets rain

"What did you say?!" Xin Wangyun was so anxious that he even forgot to release the soothing pheromone, which made Nian Nian's face turn purple from crying, and his body also twitched.

"It happened last year...I wasn't here at the time, and when I went..."

Omega's soothing pheromone flowed out slowly, Wu Lin put a diaper around Nian Nian's butt, and then tied a knot at the base of her thigh.Xin Wangyun stared at Wu Lin's eyes, trying to find a look of despair, sadness or asking for help.But no, Wu Lin just stared at the front numbly, mechanically changed Nian Nian's diaper, dressed, and rolled up the quilt, as if what he just said was just a trivial matter, and the grandma who left was just someone else's family. old man.

If the great grief can't crush a person in an instant, it will become countless fragments, spread all over the trajectory of that person's life, scratching him over and over again until the pain makes the person numb.Xin Wangyun never understood the meaning of this sentence, but now looking at Wu Lin, he finally realized that not all pain can lead to bloodshed.

"I'm sorry..." He really wanted to hug Wu Lin, out of concern, out of comfort, or out of simple distress and reluctance.

"Why do you say sorry? It's not your fault."

"Why is there nothing wrong?" Xin Wangyun took Nian Nian and hugged her in his arms again, "I didn't do anything I promised grandma back then."

——I failed to take good care of you, failed to keep you from being sad forever, and even failed to keep you by my side all the time.

Wu Lin didn't know what he was thinking, and his breathing was sometimes rapid and sometimes depressed. Xin Wangyun felt that he should have a lot of things to say to himself, but the timing of the confiding was like the north wind passing through. fallen leaves.

"Niannian... I will help you, if you have other things, you can come to me... At least if I promise grandma, I will not break my promise."

Xin Wangyun spoke very gently, but Wu Lin was still taken aback. He raised his head suddenly, his pupils trembled violently, and even the warm omega pheromone in the air became erratic.Seeing this, Xin Wangyun quickly put Nian Nian on his lap, stretched out a hand and rubbed Wu Lin's head.

"What's wrong? Did I say the wrong thing?" He used a more gentle tone than before, but Wu Lin's fear did not weaken at all.

"No...no," Wu Lin moved slightly to the side of the sofa, "You don't need to do this, I...I'm fine now...and I can take care of Nian Nian."

"That's your business," Xin Wangyun said, "We have already broken up. What you want to do and what I want to do have long been irrelevant. Now I just want to do what I promised my grandma. Do you agree? It doesn't matter."

Unexpectedly, Xin Wangyun would be so unreasonable. Wu Lin sat on the sofa, at a loss for words.

"Okay, it's getting late, hurry up and eat, I'll come to see you in a few days, if there is anything missing at home, let me know, and I'll buy it when I come."

Afraid of hearing any refusal, Xin Wangyun put Niannian into the crib, squeezed her little hand, opened the door and left.

When he went downstairs, he suddenly thought that June was the same when he separated from Wu Lin.At that time, he was angry and desperate, and he had countless grievances every day and didn't know how to release it. He felt that he was the most unfortunate and pitiful person in the whole world.But now, looking at the skinny Wu Lin, he suddenly understands that grief can be divided into big and small ones. Quarrels, misunderstandings, breakups, unrequited love, these are just short-lived sorrows in a person's life, and they will change with time. It slowly fades and disappears until it becomes an ordinary little stone in the long river of memory.But the departure of a loved one is not, nor is the physical pain, nor is the loneliness and despair in the empty valley. Although these pains will not kill a person all at once, they can make a person's life worse than death, and they are worthless. All the joy and happiness in the world have lost the most basic perception.

Xin Wangyun was afraid that Wu Lin would also become like this. If possible, he really hoped to make his own sadness bigger in exchange for Wu Lin's smaller sadness.Not being able to be his lover anymore would at least be his escape route. Xin Wangyun finally figured out what was the dull pain that lingered since they met again. It turned out that he loved Wu Lin for so long, and he hadn't lost a bit of it for so long.

From that day on, Xin Wangyun visited Niannian more often, sometimes even for several days in a row.Wu Lin euphemistically told him that children don't need so much pheromones, but he ignored them, just like clocking in at work, he started releasing pheromones when he went to work, sat for two or three hours, and left after making sure Niannian was asleep .Every time I bring some miscellaneous little things, sometimes it is a comforting bean blanket imported from Australia, sometimes it is a nutritional milk powder from New Zealand, there are also various comforting dolls, hypoallergenic diapers, and a baby carriage dedicated to the Spanish royal family In the past half a month, Wu Lin's shabby house has been filled with all kinds of high-end baby products. Even his broken TV, which he never turned on once he lived in, He was also replaced by Xin Wangyun.

So now Nian Nian is like a princess in distress. Although the living environment is extremely desolate, the quality of life is extremely luxurious. Fortunately, there are no people living in Wu Lin's house, otherwise the family would not know how many times they would be thieves every day.

Today, Xin Wangyun is going to the factory to check the production of new products. He thought it would take a whole day, but the process went very smoothly. The newly appointed workshop director is full of enthusiasm for his work, and he has planned the mass production process of each production line in an extremely scientific way. , Xin Wangyun turned around two or three times, but he didn't raise a single opinion. He could only lament that the quality of Xin Yi's employees is really good, and this year's year-end bonus must be increased.

The planned time was useless, Xin Wangyun looked at his watch, and simply asked the driver to take him to Wu Lin's place, thinking that if he could steal half a day off, he might as well go home to grandma.Wu Lin was usually at home at this time, so he didn't bother to make a phone call, and went straight to the fifth floor after getting off the car.This dilapidated house has been visited many times, and it is pleasing to the eye. A few days ago, he even put a few pots of flowers on the window sill for Wu Lin, saying that it was to decorate the beauty of life.It's hard to say whether Wu Lin's life is prettily decorated or not, but Xin Wangyun is quite beautiful. Before knocking on the door, he even admired the flowers in a serious way, and turned the flowerpot according to the direction of the sunlight to ensure that every flower bud can be fully covered. Feel the sunshine.

As a result... Wu Lin was not at home.

Xin Wangyun knocked on the door several times, and Niannian in the room was woken up by him and started crying, but Wu Lin still didn't come to open the door for him.He had no choice but to take out the key that he had never used since he got it, and turned left and right several times before opening the door.

Hearing the door opened, Niannian turned from crying to moaning, Xin Wangyun smiled, and carried her out of the crib while releasing pheromones.He is very proficient in holding babies now, he can hold them vertically or horizontally, and even helped Wu Lin change diapers a few times, just like a new baby daddy.Niannian likes Xin Wangyun, and every time she is hugged by Xin Wangyun, she giggles. Today, Wu Lin is not here, and her condition has not diminished at all. Xin Wangyun pinched her little face, and said with a smile: "It's just so happy, even if Dad is not here. Don't cry, what should I do if I want to abduct you?"

"Hehehe." Not only was he not afraid, but he even started dancing.

"Okay, then uncle will treat it as if you agreed. If your father can't support you in the future, you can go to uncle's house, okay. Uncle's house has a big house, and everything is better than your father's place."

Nian Nian's big eyes were cracked with laughter, and Xin Wangyun suddenly had a strange thought, thinking that it's a good thing that He Zhilin didn't see the child, otherwise it might really be possible to abduct the child from Wu Lin.

"Fortunately, I have moral integrity," Xin Wangyun shook his head and thought, "If some grandma and grandpa see it, then you won't be able to see your father~"

I don't know if Wu Lin had fed Niannian before going out. Xin Wangyun didn't dare to act blindly, so he had to hold Niannian around the room. After walking for a while, he realized that this seemed to be the first time he had seriously visited Wu Lin's place. Broken house.Before he came here, he just sat on the sofa, and left immediately after coaxing the baby. He didn't even know what the structure of the house was. Wu Lin didn't even think about showing him around, probably because he didn't think it was necessary.

"That's fine, then please read the little friend to be a guide for uncle, and let's see what Dad's house looks like."

There was nothing to see in the living room. Xin Wangyun went straight to the bedroom with Niannian in his arms, and found that Wu Lin's bedroom was even worse than the living room. There was a rotten wooden bed with only one pillow and a thin quilt on it—proving that Wu Lin was indeed living alone. Life.Xin Wangyun didn't know why he should care about this, but he was very happy to confirm this.There is nothing in the bedroom. The wardrobe looks like a leftover from the previous era. I don’t know what kind of wood it is made of. There is a layer of yellow paint on it, and some of it has peeled off, revealing the black and gray wooden boards. .There is only one bedside table. On it is a small alarm clock that can be bought for a few dollars, as well as the charging head and charging cable of the mobile phone.

"Fortunately, there are these two things, otherwise, if you say that your father traveled from the previous era, I am afraid that people will believe it."

After turning around the bedroom, Xin Wangyun planned to go to the kitchen. When he walked through the corridor, he passed a small storage room of at most three or four square meters. It was full of things he bought for Nian Nian that he would not use temporarily. He clicked his tongue. Tsk tsk, thinking that Wu Lin really spoiled something good.

The kitchen is quite clean, it seems that Wu Lin often fires.The stove was spotlessly wiped, all the basic seasonings were available, and all the pots and pans were neatly stacked. Except for the small quantity, there was nothing wrong with it.Xin Wangyun turned around, intending to see what Wu Lin usually ate, but after pondering for a long time, he realized that the green-shelled monster turned out to be a refrigerator.Xin Wangyun had never seen such a refrigerator before, and wondered if it could be used?Even poverty alleviation TV series dare not shoot like this.He fixed Nian Nian on his shoulder with one hand, and opened the refrigerator door with the other hand. The old cabinet door creaked. Before he could see what was inside, he caught a glimpse of a large layer of frost. .

...This...are you sure it's not broken? !

Xin Wangyun frowned, opened the door wider, looked up and down, but found nothing except a few scallions and a handful of cabbage.He didn't give up, and pulled out every drawer, but the result was also empty, not to mention meat, not even an egg.Is it finished?Why doesn't Wu Lin have any stock?

Just wondering, the sound of the door opening suddenly came from outside the house, Xin Wangyun hurried out with Nian Nian in his arms, just as he walked out of the kitchen, he saw Wu Lin walking in with big bags and small bags.

"Why are you here?" Wu Lin was obviously surprised that Xin Wangyun would come without saying hello.

Xin Wangyun put Nian Nian back on the bed, and freed his hands to pick up things for Wu Lin: "Oh, I finished work early today, so I'll stop by to have a look."

"Have you been here for a long time?" Wu Lin asked.

"Not long ago, I just arrived." Xin Wangyun looked at the things in his hand. Besides Nian Nian's daily necessities, there seemed to be a bag of noodles. Come and eat."

"Ah?!" Wu Lin's mouth and eyes were wide open, as if he had seen a ghost.

"What? Can't I eat?"

"No... no, I... went out after dinner... you... you want to—"

"Forget it." Seeing Wu Lin's embarrassment, Xin Wangyun smiled, "I'll go to the company to eat later, and it happens to be around the same time, so I'll go first."

Wu Lin nodded, a little embarrassed and apologetic, and said, "I'll make it for you next time, and I've really eaten it today."