For the sake of my life, I am determined to Qingbei!

Gu Sinan didn't withdraw his hand, and let Jiang Sheng lead him away.

He was silent all the way, with his head lowered, his gaze fell to his feet, the arrogance in the hospital lobby just now disappeared, and his body seemed to be covered with a layer of hard armor, separating himself from the world.

After leaving the hospital, Jiang Sheng turned his head and couldn't see Gu Sinan's expression clearly, but could only vaguely see the corners of his lips pursed.

Not long after, Jiang Sheng hailed a taxi and took Gu Sinan into the car.

He gave the driver an address.

Sitting in the car, Gu Sinan leaned against the back of the chair, facing out the window, and never spoke.

The taxi turned onto the viaduct, and the high-rise buildings in the city outside the window quickly reversed. When they got off the bridge, they turned into the tunnel and finally stopped at the seaside.

Today is a cloudy day, the seaside is not exposed to the sun, and the oncoming sea breeze is mixed with a little water vapor and salty smell, so it is not hot.

After getting off the car, Jiang Sheng went to the nearby store to buy two bottles of water before continuing on with Gu Sinan.

It was probably not the weekend, and school had already started. There were not many people on the beach. They walked along the plank road to the back, and there were fewer and fewer people.

The sea is tolerant, and human beings pour garbage into it as much as they want, but it is silent, even if it is angry occasionally, it finally returns to calm, just like billions of years ago, its appearance gave birth to life.

The waves beat on the beach, making regular sounds, one after another, knocking on the heart, gradually calming people down.

Gu Sinan stopped suddenly, took off his shoes and walked down the path.

"Gu Sinan?" Jiang Sheng called him.

Gu Sinan turned his head, the silence between his brows and eyes disappeared, and his expression was very peaceful, "Let's walk along the beach together."

Jiang Sheng looked at him for a while, then walked down the plank road.

"Did you see it just now?" Gu Sinan asked aloud as he stepped on the water as the sea washed against his ankles.

Jiang Sheng let out a "hmm".

"Then let me give you a brief introduction," Gu Sinan said, "The woman in the little floral dress is my stepmother, and Xiaosan took the position smoothly.

That boy with a duck voice who is a head shorter than me is my cheap brother.

The last man is my dad. "

He turned his head and smiled at Jiang Sheng, "The three of them are a good match, aren't they?"

Jiang Sheng frowned, but said nothing.

Because he just wanted to confide, Gu Sinan didn't care whether Jiang Sheng responded to him or not.

"Seriously, you and I," he pointed at himself, then pointed at Jiang Sheng, and then used his index finger and thumb to compare the distance of about five centimeters, "There is such a resemblance, we are both people who are not liked by our parents. "

His eyes fell on the front, the coastline was very long, and the sea under the cloudy sky was not blue at all, it was muddy gray-black.

"When my parents first got together, it was actually like an idol drama. They fell in love at first sight. After getting along for a month, they fell in love so vigorously that they got married immediately.

But love can be vigorous, and resentment can also be vigorous.

The direct consequence of the flash marriage is that neither party understands what kind of person the other is, whether it is suitable for them, and whether they can support each other and become family members.

My dad is a photographer, born to be the ultimate romanticist, and has a set of templates for love in his heart. He believes that love is a necessity, it is very important, it must have a sense of ritual, and it is necessary to create small surprises every day, so that every day is fresh. Treat each other as the most important No.1.

My mother is different. She was born in a place that was extremely patriarchal. She was forced to marry before graduating from high school. She was unwilling and escaped by herself. She is an extremely strong and rational person.

A flash marriage with my dad was the only thing she ever did, and one of the most irrational things.

The other thing is to give birth to me.

In her heart, love is necessary, but not a necessity, and people cannot revolve around love.Her point of view is completely contrary to my dad's point of view, so after the short honeymoon and freshness period, there are endless quarrels. "

Having said that, Gu Sinan stopped and licked his dry lips.

Jiang Sheng handed over the mineral water in his hand, and helped unscrew the bottle cap, "You can drink water already."

Gu Sinan took it and took a sip, holding it in the other hand.

"I came when they were most in love, but by the time my mum found out she was pregnant with me, they had already started to hate each other.

The endless quarrels made my mother exhausted. Her health was not good. After escaping from home, she worked too hard and suffered from many diseases.

She thought about removing me, but the doctor told her that if she removed me, there would be no more children in the future.

She loves me. For me, she once tried to restore the relationship with my dad, and actively cooperated with the romance and freshness that my dad needed. They did get back together for a while. "

Shaking his head, he smiled ironically, "But my dad had already cheated at that time, and got involved with Shen Linyu, who was working part-time in his studio.

My mother was eight months pregnant with me, and they ran into the hotel affectionately.

My mother is not in good health, and it is a heavy burden to give birth to me. I met my father cheating, and her boss told her that the opportunity to be promoted and go abroad for further study was given to someone else because she was pregnant. He became emotional, hyperventilated, passed out on the road, and was taken to the hospital. "

After a pause, Gu Sinan's voice softened, "I was born at this time."

The sarcastic smile on her lips turned into self-mockery, "My mother resolutely divorced after I was born, because she hated my dad and fell in love with me, and she didn't want to take me away.

And because my dad made a big mess, my grandparents stopped investing in his studio, so they passed on their resentment towards my mother to me, and never liked me. "

His voice was a little dry, "I became something that both sides didn't want. I was pushed back and forth. In the end, my grandparents accepted me."

The sea water was rising, and it had reached Gu Sinan's calf, and the beach in front of him had come to an end, and there was no way.

"Go up first." Jiang Sheng broke the silence.

Gu Sinan nodded.

Finding a bench to sit down, Gu Sinan took out a pack of tissues from his schoolbag, took one out for himself, and looked at Jiang Sheng's feet, "Are your shoes wet?"

"No."

"That's good." Gu Sinan wiped the sand off his feet and put on his shoes again.

He propped his hands on the chair, facing the sea, his eyes were calm, "What I said just now, you just take it as the wind in your ears, there is no need to care about it. It may be that you have endured it for a long time, and today it is particularly uncomfortable because of the gastroscopy. , I can't bear it."

Jiang Sheng's voice was mixed with the sea breeze, very soft, "It's okay, I'll listen to what you want to say."

The next second, he gently rubbed his hair again, "I said before, you don't have to bear it in front of me."

Gu Sinan had already adjusted, but after Jiang Sheng finished speaking, his emotions surged up again.

He quickly covered his face, hiding his red eyes.

Jiang Sheng looked at him distressedly, then suddenly raised his arms and pulled him into his arms.

He put his palm on Gu Sinan's back and patted it lightly to comfort Gu Sinan.

Without pushing Jiang Sheng away, Gu Sinan held Jiang Sheng's clothes tightly and buried his head in his shoulder blades.

natural dependence.

Through the thin summer school uniform, Jiang Sheng felt the heat and humidity from his shoulders. He lowered his eyes and quietly stared at Gu Sinan, his eyes filled with pity.

After a while, Gu Sinan raised his head and retreated from his arms.

"Don't say it!" Gu Sinan urged.

Jiang Sheng smiled, "No way."

Meeting Jiang Sheng's smiling gaze, Gu Sinan immediately turned his gaze away.

He felt a little ashamed, especially just now when he was confiding in hypocritical long paragraphs and crying while hugging the other party, but after thinking about it carefully, he has lost all face in front of Jiang Sheng recently, what face does he have? leave!

He exhaled, picked up the mineral water next to him and drank tons of it, feeling very comfortable.

"Now that we both know everything, is it worth a luxurious lunch?" Gu Sinan said, "I'm hungry."

"Because of the gastroscope examination, I haven't eaten since last night, and I'm really hungry now." He looked at Jiang Sheng with soft eyes, and the ending sound was drawn out, like a spoiled child, "You treat me to a big meal."

Jiang Sheng touched the corners of his reddened eyes and wiped off the remaining tears, "Okay."

Staring at the millet porridge in front of him, Gu Sinan felt that he had paid by mistake after all.

He said with a wooden face, "Is this a big meal?"

Jiang Sheng handed him the chopsticks, "You just finished the gastroscopy, you'd better eat some light liquid food, and you need to nourish your stomach."

"But it's too bland, why don't you order me some lean meat porridge!" He pouted, looking at the millet porridge with a particularly disgusted expression.

Jiang Sheng pushed the cooled egg custard over, "There is another egg custard, you can eat with it."

Gu Sinan: "..."

Depressedly finished his lunch, Gu Sinan carried his schoolbag on one shoulder, and from the corner of his eye drifted to the convenience store next to him, poking his feet secretly.

Jiang Sheng noticed something and turned his head to look over.

Gu Sinan immediately showed a smiling face, and retracted his feet that moved a little.

He coughed, "Back to school?"

Jiang Sheng didn't answer, but instead asked, "Are you in good health?"

"Okay, okay, there is no problem at all." Gu Sinan thought for a while, and then emphasized again, "The things about my family, and the things about me crying, only you and I know, otherwise I will be angry!"

Jiang Sheng nodded, chuckled and said, "Okay, it's our secret."

Back to school, lunch break is not over yet.

No one in the class was taking a nap, seeing Gu Sinan and Jiang Sheng coming back, they all surrounded them.

Li Cheng was curious, "Brother Nan, why did you ask for leave this morning?"

"I went to the hospital." Gu Sinan took out the homework and books from the schoolbag and arranged them.

Mo Qin asked worriedly, "Brother Nan, are you sick again?"

"No, I went for a gastroscopy, and my stomach was not feeling well before." Gu Sinan didn't hide this matter.

"Gastric endoscopy? Did you go by yourself?" Hao Xiao glanced at Jiang Sheng suddenly, suddenly realized, "So Brother Jiang hurriedly asked for leave in the morning, it was Brother Nan, you asked him to go to the hospital to accompany you."

Gu Sinan felt that there was no need to explain that Jiang Sheng came here by himself, so he didn't deny it, "Yeah."

"How's the test result?" Qi Mingsheng interjected.

Others looked at him too.

"A little gastric ulcer, it's not particularly serious, just take care of it," Gu Sinan said, smiling at everyone, "Don't worry about me, really."

He took out the hospital certificate and leave slip and prepared to go to the office.

Jiang Sheng directly took it away from his hand, and then pressed his shoulder, "You lie down for a while, I will pay for you."

He said to the people who came around: "He is not feeling well, let him have a rest."

Although I have never had a gastroscopy, everyone has a unified understanding of it. They all have subjective ideas such as pain and discomfort. After listening to the words, they all nodded.

Xu Hanyang patted Gu Sinan on the shoulder, "Brother Nan, take a good rest."

Taking out the school uniform jacket from his school bag and putting it on, Gu Sinan gave him an "ok" gesture.

Xu Hanyang didn't return to his place, but followed Jiang Sheng out of the classroom.

"Can we talk?" he asked.

Hearing the sound, turning his head, Jiang Sheng and Xu Hanyang looked at each other for a few seconds, and did not refuse, "Wait a minute."

Looking at the note in his hand, Xu Hanyang pointed to the end of the corridor and said, "I'll wait for you over there."

Jiang Sheng just went in to hand in a note, and soon after Xu Hanyang arrived, he also came over.

There was still half an hour before the end of the lunch break, and there was hardly anyone walking in the corridor.

Jiang Sheng asked directly, "What are we talking about?"

After a few seconds of silence, Xu Hanyang didn't beat around the bush when he considered his words, "Do you have any thoughts about Brother Nan?"

After asking, he stared straight at Jiang Sheng, observing his micro-expressions.

Jiang Sheng's expression didn't change at all, he just raised his eyes.

The breeze was very light, blowing over the treetops, and the sound of the leaves made the surrounding quieter.

Suddenly, the corners of Jiang Sheng's eyes twitched slightly, revealing a smile.

He spoke, his voice soft like a tender dream, "I like him."

The author has something to say: continue tomorrow.

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