For the sake of my life, I am determined to Qingbei!

When it comes to provoking others, Gu Sinan will never lose.

Not only can he speak, but he can also fight. There is still a legend in the school that he hits fifteen.Although, it is really just a legend, the rumor that the three became tigers.

In fact, he hit ten of them, and he was injured a little bit.

Only then did Jiang Sheng raise his eyes to look at Chu Guanghe, there was no warmth in his dark eyes, and his expression was indifferent.

His voice was extremely cold, so cold that it penetrated people, and he only said one word, "Get lost."

Their words didn't hurt too much, but their staring eyes and unreasonable expressions hurt very much, as if they were saying: You are all scum, and you can't compare with each other.

Chu Guanghe hated Jiang Sheng's appearance the most. He was superior and did not regard him as an opponent at all. He seemed to think that he was no match and disdain to compare with him.

His complexion became even worse, his anger surged up, and his face was so red that his neck was thick.

He said viciously: "It's best for you to be arrogant until the end!"

Those social people who hang out with him usually do things that bully others. They have always been feared by others. This is the first time they meet people like Gu Sinan and Jiang Sheng who don't take them seriously. .

One of them wrenched his fingers with a "click" and said, "You guys are crazy."

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand to grab Gu Sinan's collar, intending to pre-emptively strike and show off.

Gu Sinan didn't even move his eyes, and before the other party touched his collar, he pinched his wrist and broke it hard, the crisp sound of bone cracking was especially clear in the alley.

In the next second, Bancun's expression twisted, and he screamed while hugging his arm.

Once you move your hand, you can't stop.

Gu Sinan threw his schoolbag aside, flexed his wrist, and said to Jiang Sheng: "It seems that exercise after dinner is inevitable, don't hurt yourself."

Jiang Sheng turned his head to look at him, and said, "Be careful."

Smiling at Jiang Sheng, Gu Sinan swung his fist at the flower arm that was close to him, hitting the face of the flower arm, and he uttered a series of national curses.

"It's so noisy." Gu Sinan was annoyed, and kicked up again, almost hitting the opponent's key parts, and the flower arm was so frightened that he sat on the ground with lingering fear, and couldn't get up for a long time.

With a snort, Gu Sinan taunted that the skills had reached the full level, "So weak."

"Fuck you!" Two Shamat hairstyles rushed over with furious faces, one of them picked up a stick from nowhere, and hit Gu Sinan across the head and face.

Gu Sinan raised his arm to block the stick that was about to hit his head, and his white arm immediately turned red.

He hissed softly, then raised his head, his eyes became colder.

"Do you know that you don't hit someone with the head?" After saying this sentence with a blank expression, Gu Sinan's movements changed. He held Shamat's hand with one hand to restrain his movements, and with the other hand he directly carried the person into the wall, hitting his knee hard. Hitting his stomach so hard, he retched instinctively and almost vomited his stomach acid.

Seeing the other killer, he jumped up on the spot and kicked Gu Sinan's back with such force that Gu Sinan staggered and turned around.

He stood still, staring at Sha Matt.

Sha Matt wiped his face, grinned grimly, raised his fist and rushed over again.

Gu Sinan didn't even blink his eyes. When Sha Ma Te got close, he bent down and pushed his elbow upwards, hitting the bridge of Sha Ma Te's nose.After a scream, Sha Matt crouched on the ground clutching his nose, bleeding from his nose.

Wiping the sweat from his forehead casually, he calmly glanced at the three society people who were afraid around him but did not dare to step forward, and glanced at Jiang Sheng from the corner of his eye.

Jiang Sheng moved neatly, and several of them lay down on his feet.

Don't worry at all.

He was about to look away, but saw Chu Guanghe sneaking up to Jiang Sheng with a brick in his hand.

But Jiang Sheng was entangled by four people, and they didn't find him.

Without even thinking about it, Gu Sinan picked up the wooden stick dropped by the previous Shamat from his feet, and threw it directly at Chu Guanghe, hitting his calf, and he screamed like a ghost.

Jiang Sheng turned his head to look over, and Gu Sinan said, "Be careful of someone sneaking up on you."

Jiang Sheng's expression suddenly changed, and he said anxiously, "Be careful—"

But it was too late.

Sha Matt who was lying on the ground and couldn't get up did not know where the strength came from, but the moment Gu Sinan was distracted by Jiang Sheng, he hugged his calf.

The other three also took the opportunity to rush towards him, trapping him in the middle.

Even though they didn't hold any weapons in their hands, the three of them were tall and big, with sinewy arms, and it hurt enough to punch them down.

Gu Sinan's feet were hugged tightly, and he became very passive. He was hit several times on his body. He instinctively protected his head, but his head was also hit.

Fuck, hit him on the head again!

Gu Sinan was so angry that he stared fiercely at the person who hit him on the head, and stopped protecting himself. He grabbed the person's wrist and dragged him to the front, hitting the other person's nose with his forehead.

At the same time, Jiang Sheng finally got away from the four people besieging him, rushed over and grabbed the hands of the two who were punching Gu Sinan, and dragged them away.

Gu Sinan squatted down immediately, and hit Sha Matt's face with his fist tightly holding his feet, knocking him unconscious.

With his feet no longer restrained, Gu Sinan walked to Jiang Sheng's side.

He turned to look at Jiang Cheng. Jiang Sheng wasn't hurt at all, and his body wasn't stained at all. He didn't look like the one-on-one couple just now. It was red and bruised again, and the head was beaten, and it hurts a lot now.

Counting the people who can still stand, there are not many, including Chu Guanghe, there are only four, Jiang Sheng is obviously still able to handle it with ease, and he is not out of breath, Gu Sinan no longer interferes, "I will leave the rest to you."

He felt pain everywhere, especially his head, which was super painful, as if it was going to explode.

Walking to the stairs to the side, he chose a relatively clean step and sat down, buried his head in his arms, closed his eyes and tried to take a rest.

But it was of no use.

His head hurt more and more, like several chainsaws were cutting his nerves back and forth.

Inexplicably, some strange fragments began to appear in his memory.

After a while, Chu Guanghe and their swearing voices suddenly faded away like a tide, and he couldn't hear anything.His soul seemed to have left his body and went to a completely strange world.

From a third-person perspective, he saw his very short life in that world.

After fleeing and encountering a car accident, he only had skin trauma, while Chen Ke entered the operating room, came out, and was sent to the intensive care unit.

He looked at Chen Ke lying in the intensive care unit through the glass.

Chen Ke was covered with tubes and lay there quietly, motionless. Only the value displayed on the heartbeat monitor next to him told everyone that he was still alive.

Beside him, there stood Mama Chen, whose eyes were red from crying, and Papa Chen, who seemed to be ten years older.

The doctor told them to be mentally prepared that Chen Ke might never wake up for the rest of his life.

After that, he went to the hospital every day and stared at Chen Ke every day.From intensive care to general ward, he has been watching, expecting a miracle.

Chen Ke never woke up.

Later, Chen's mother asked him not to show up again.Such a gentle person, at that time, still spoke softly to him, not willing to blame too much, just begging him, please him.

Because as soon as she saw him, she would think that her son would not be able to wake up, and would not be able to calm down.

He was silent for a long time, then forced the bank card where all his money was saved to Mother Chen, and then left.He never returned home, choosing to leave the city far away.

He has traveled to many places and done many jobs, half of his salary will be allocated every time, and transferred to the bank card he gave to Chen's mother.

Guilt is always with him.

He is not doing well, walking alone, eating irregularly, causing stomach problems to become more and more serious, and he is in pain from time to time.

That day, the sky was dark, the sky seemed to have a hole, and it was pouring rain.

The rental house he lived in was very empty, with a table, a dilapidated sofa, and a separate small room with a bed in it, and nothing else.

The gas in the kitchen was on, and he clutched his stomach and curled up on the ground, his brain was dizzy from the pain.

Gradually, he lost consciousness.

Never woke up again.

……

"Gu Sinan?"

"Gu Sinan!"

The shoulders were pushed twice, Gu Sinan came back to his senses, raised his head blankly, and met Jiang Sheng's worried eyes.

"Where is it uncomfortable?" Jiang Sheng asked with a frown.

Gu Sinan didn't move, but stared at him blankly.

A few seconds later, he suddenly twisted Jiang Sheng's face, his voice showed a hint of helplessness and fear, "Will it hurt?"

Jiang Sheng was taken aback.

He saw Gu Sinan's frightened expression when he met Gu Sinan in the greenhouse last time.

"It will hurt." He comforted Gu Sinan softly, observing his expression.

However, Gu Sinan's expression became even more frightened.

Grabbing Jiang Sheng's shoulder suddenly, Gu Sinan opened his eyes wide, "Does it really hurt?"

Jiang Sheng hesitated for a moment, then said "En".

Gu Sinan's body shook, he slowly let go of his hands, and lowered his head.

Pain means that he is not in a dream.

The memory that suddenly appeared in his mind was not fake.

Looking at the strange Gu Sinan, Jiang Sheng frowned even tighter.

Gu Sinan is now panicked and at a loss.He originally thought that he had a prophetic dream, foretelling that what happened in his dream would become true.

But not.

He didn't do any prophetic dreams at all, he was reborn especially!

He came back to life the day the pneumonia hit the hospital in early August, but he temporarily lost his memory because of the high fever, so those memories he had forgotten flashed back again and again in the form of dreams.

It turned out that his future was really miserable. Not only did he turn his friend into a vegetable, but he also died in the end.

After fainting from stomach pain, the gas was not turned off, and he died of carbon monoxide poisoning alone in the rental house. It was unknown how long it would take for the body to be found.

Hahahaha, why is it so funny?

Gu Sinan twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to laugh, but the tears fell down like a broken thread, he quickly covered his face, so as not to be too embarrassed in front of Jiang Sheng.

Patting him lightly on the shoulder, Jiang Sheng's voice was surprisingly gentle, "Where does it hurt?"

Gu Sinan didn't want to show his weakness, he wanted to shake his head at Jiang Sheng, and then lightly smiled at him, telling Jiang Sheng that it didn't hurt, but he couldn't tell.

He really hurts too much.

The pain of guilt, the stomach pain and suffocation pain before death kept popping up in the memory, and in reality, the place where I was punched just now also hurt.

The soul is in unforgettable pain.

He remembered everything.

Holding Jiang Sheng's clothes tightly, Gu Sinan lowered his head, crying, both dependent and venting, "Jiang Sheng, I'm in so much pain."

Jiang Sheng moved closer to him, put his arms around him, and coaxed him softly, "Then let's go to the hospital, shall we?"

Gu Sinan shook his head.

He held Jiang Sheng even tighter, "I want to go home."

Jiang Sheng was quiet for a moment, then gently patted his head, "Okay, I'll take you back."

After getting into the taxi, Gu Sinan calmed down a bit.

He raised his head, the corners of his eyes were still red, but he was in better spirits. He tried to bend the corners of his mouth to smile like before, but unfortunately the final expression was stiff and not good-looking at all.

Jiang Sheng said softly, "Don't force yourself to laugh."

After listening to the words, Gu Sinan's reluctant expression immediately disappeared, and he fell back on the back of the chair, facing the window.

The surrounding lights came on, and his face was expressionless on the car glass.

He knew that Jiang Sheng was watching him and worried about him.

But he can't say anything.

He couldn't say that in the future, because he wanted to help him, his good friend became a vegetable.

He couldn't say that at the age of 26, he died alone in a rental house on a rainy day in the cold winter, and his body could not be collected.

Now he has the memory of the next 9 years.

Gu Sinan was in a low mood and didn't want to talk, but Jiang Sheng didn't bother him.

So all the way silent.

Ten minutes later, the taxi stopped at the entrance of the community. Jiang Sheng paid the money and got off first.

Gu Sinan was a few seconds slower before getting out of the car.

They stood on the side of the road, and the lights of the vehicles driving on the road would sway from time to time, hitting the side of Gu Sinan's face, he pursed his lips, his pupils were deep and dark, unable to penetrate the light.

Leaving Gu Sinan like this alone, Jiang Sheng couldn't do it.

He stared at Gu Sinan for a long time, and said, "Let's go into the community and find a place to sit, and I'll tell you a story."

Gu Sinan lacked interest, but he also didn't want to go home alone.

When he just regained his memory, he really just wanted to go home quickly, and then sleep wrapped in a quilt without caring, and when he wakes up tomorrow, maybe he will be fine.

But now, he was afraid again.

In an environment where he is alone, he may be cranky.

"Okay." Gu Sinan replied in a muffled voice.

The supporting facilities of the community were perfect. After they entered, they found an empty bench and sat down.

Next to it are neatly trimmed shrubs, and in front of it is an artificial lake. Simple-designed street lamps stand by the lake, and the lights fall into the lake. When the breeze blows, the ripples on the water surface are clearly visible.

Jiang Sheng glanced at Gu Sinan's hand on his lap, and squeezed it tightly, the veins on the back of his hand were bulging.

I have a general understanding of his emotions.

"Have you heard the rumors about my family?" Jiang Sheng opened his mouth. He picked a leaf from a nearby bush and pinched it with his fingertips. He looked straight ahead and said in a calm tone, "My biological parents are in business, so they are self-made. , there used to be a large-scale foreign trade company, and the business was pretty good.

But after my mother became pregnant with me, the company's business began to decline. "

Unexpectedly, Jiang Sheng would bring up his past, Gu Sinan was taken aback, his thoughts returned from those bitter memories and turned to Jiang Sheng.

He turned his head, but Jiang Sheng didn't look at him, his eyes quietly fell on the lake.

"After I was born, the company's business got worse, and a large number of layoffs were needed. The two of them also started to have bad luck. My dad was also involved in a life lawsuit and was locked up for 48 hours for interrogation.

Both of them are very superstitious. After hearing someone mention that it might be related to my birth, they took me to fortune-telling. "

Gu Sinan's breathing was stagnant.

A bad premonition rose in my heart.

"The fortune teller said that I have evil spirits in my life, and I was born to overcome them. The company's business will deteriorate, and their bad luck is indeed because of me.

So from then on, they hated me.

Countless violence, cold violence, just ignore it, throw me to the nanny, and just starve to death. "

violence.

Cold violence.

With five words, Gu Sinan broke his defense.

He thought of those child abuse cases that had been exposed. The little children were covered with injuries, and when they mentioned their parents, they instinctively flinched.

Was Jiang Sheng treated like this when he was a child?

He thought that Jiang Sheng was just abandoned and raised, not much different from being freed.

It turned out to be different.

He was even luckier.

"On my sixth birthday, they took me to the amusement park and deliberately lost me," Jiang Sheng's tone remained unchanged, "When I was sent to the police station by kind people, the police sent me home. Go to Loukong, they're gone. I never saw them again."

Gu Sinan's palms were sweating coldly.

Six years old, so young, and the amusement park is so crowded, what if he is abducted there?

Fortunately, Jiang Sheng met a kind person.

He was heartbroken.

Some pain.

He didn't know how long it took Jiang Sheng, how big his heart was, to be able to talk about these things like now, so calmly, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"You..." Gu Sinan said a word, then closed his mouth again.

He didn't know how to comfort him, let alone comfort him.

Words are sometimes very pale, and it is futile to speak out.

After a long time, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Why did you tell me this?"

"Because you said you were in pain and looked very disturbed." Jiang Sheng looked over, and the fine light fell on his eyes, dyeing those eyes that were always full of indifference with a soft light. His voice Very light, like a midsummer night breeze, "I want to divert your attention."

Gu Sinan's thoughts froze for a while, and then he picked it up little by little. He raised his eyes and met Jiang Sheng's eyes, "I'm much better."

This sentence is not a lie.

Originally, after the memory came back, his whole body was in chaos, which was very bad.

The prophetic dream he thought had actually happened, and he had caused Chen Ke to become a vegetable.

And he himself died once.

He even clearly remembered the pain and loneliness before death.

He couldn't be big enough to accept it in an instant, so he felt pain, felt uncomfortable, wanted to cry, and was silent and didn't want to talk.

But listening to Jiang Sheng talk about his past, his chaotic thoughts got a buffer time, and he was able to calm down.

"Will it still hurt?" Jiang Sheng stared at him intently.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Gu Sinan replied affirmatively.

The corners of Jiang Sheng's lips curved slightly, "That's good."

The little finger curled up, Gu Sinan was a little nervous, "Don't you ask me what happened?"

Jiang Sheng threw out the leaf he was pinching at his fingertips, and the leaf fell lightly and quickly fell to his feet, "If you want to tell me, I will listen."

Gu Sinan lowered his eyes, "...Sorry."

"Everyone has their own secret." Jiang Sheng conjured a fruit candy out of nowhere and put it in Gu Sinan's palm, "If you don't want to mention it, I won't ask."

Looking at the candy in his palm, Gu Sinan finally smiled, "Where did you get the candy?"

"You gave it to me before." Jiang Sheng chuckled, "I didn't eat it."

Gu Sinan unwrapped the fruit paper, put the candy into his mouth, and the sweet taste filled his mouth, "It seems that I can give you some more in the future, put it on your body, and give it to me to eat."

Jiang Sheng nodded, "Yes."

Flicking the candy with the tip of his tongue, Gu Sinan's cheeks puffed up, "I forgot just now, when did Chu Guanghe and the others leave?"

"Run when you have a headache."

"Did you beat Chu Guanghe to the ground so that he would never dare to provoke again?"

Jiang Sheng: "Yes, he vowed not to appear in front of me again."

Gu Sinan was satisfied, but still felt a little regretful, "I didn't let them kneel down and call Dad, and loudly say that I was wrong, I always feel that it is not very enjoyable."

He has been beaten several times, and he is still in pain, and he will definitely be bruised tomorrow.

Jiang Sheng said, "You can go back and find them."

Gu Sinan curled his lips in disgust, "Forget it, I don't really want to hurt my eyes, after all, they are too inconsistent with my aesthetics, and if I have that time, I would use it to do a few more questions."

The summer breeze was blowing, bringing a bit of coolness. Gu Sinan straightened his feet, touched his heels to the ground, and suddenly asked, "Jiang Cheng, do you think I can pass the college entrance examination?"

"College entrance exam?"

"Well, the college entrance examination."

"Yes." Looking into Gu Sinan's eyes, Jiang Sheng's tone was serious and determined, "You will do well in the exam."