After the collapse of the character design, I was gay at the same table

Xiao Chi's right eyelid twitched violently, he had a very bad premonition, so he turned around stiffly, wanting to know something.

"What's the name of the person who jumped off the building?" After he spoke, he realized that his voice had become dry and rough, "Which class is it?"

Chen Mo scratched his head: "I don't know, the report didn't mention it, it just said it was a boy in the third year of high school."

Seeing that Xiao Chi's expression was wrong, Han Yi asked for him, "Did you dance today? How are you doing now? Why did this happen just after school started?"

Chen Mo showed them the news on the phone.

Xiao Chi saw the comments under the news——Holy shit, I just witnessed this man jumping off the art building at the beginning of school today, and this psychological shadow will not heal for a while.

——Does any of the students in the Seventeenth High School know what's going on?So much pressure on the first day of high school?

——Nowadays, children's psychological endurance is getting worse and worse. It's useless to take the college entrance examination just like this!

——I heard that the opening ceremony of the [-]th Middle School happened to be with the media. The school didn't expect the news to come out so quickly.

——The floor of the Art and Sports Building is not high, I hope it can survive! /bless/bless——I heard that it is a boy from Class 35 of Xin Gao, named Zhang Wen, and we went to cram school together during the summer vacation. Unfortunately, his grades are not bad...

Seeing this familiar name, Xiao Chi's pupils shrank.

He jumped out of his seat with one hand in his hand. Han Yi didn't grab it, and staggered and knocked down the table: "Xiao Chi, where are you going?"

"Seventeenth High School."

Gritting his teeth and dropping these three words, Xiao Chi left everyone's sight without looking back.

"Xiao Chi!"

Han Yi chased up from behind: "Don't go, let's not go even if it's someone you know, okay? I'm afraid you won't be able to accept that scene."

Xiao Chi walked so fast that he almost ran.

Another class has already come out to watch them, Han Yi can't help it: "Some people say that the students who have jumped off the building have been taken away by ambulance, do you know which hospital they are in?"

The person in front stopped.

Just when Han Yi heaved a sigh of relief and wanted to drag him back to the classroom, Xiao Chi dodged and said in a low voice, "Go back, I don't know him well, but he is my mother's student, I'm going to see my mother. "

Han Yi let go: "Then I'll be with you."

Xiao Chi shook his head: "No, you go back and tell Lao Zheng for me, I'll come back to study at night."

Han Yi looked at the back of the other party and shouted: "Don't go to self-study, I will wait for you in the bubble."

"understood."

Xiao Chi didn't know if Lin Shu had gone to the hospital, and no one answered his phone calls. After he left the school, he took a taxi to the Seventeenth Middle School.

When we arrived at the place, we found that the outside had been cordoned off. A few police cars were guarding the school gate, surrounded by a group of people, including some spectators and students who had been driven out.

A reporter was still interviewing the principal. The accident happened so suddenly that even an old fritter like Si Jialiang's father was forced to sweat by the sharp questioning.

Principal Si rubbed his forehead with his belly upright, anxious to get rid of the responsibility: "Our school has absolutely no problem with this matter. I heard that a suicide note was found in that student's desk, which proves that this is a planned suicide. The specific circumstances are still unknown. It’s not clear, so please stay calm.”

Seeing that there was no chance of breaking in through the gate, Xiao Chi went around and found a tree to climb up and jump off.

He came to the No. [-] Middle School to take the exam, and found the Art Sports Building based on his memory. After climbing from the first floor to the top floor, there was a sudden noise.

This floor is full of investigators, witnesses and Zhang Wen's classmates. Xiao Chi saw Lin Shu in the office.

"mom."

Lin Shu's slightly trembling shoulders stopped, tears still hanging on his face, after seeing Xiao Chi, he was surprised and panicked: "Why are you here!"

She wiped away her tears in a panic and stood up: "Go back quickly, go back to your school."

Seeing this, a policeman came over and asked Xiao Chi, "Who are you? Who let him in casually? This is the place where the case is handled, and the idlers go out first."

Lin Shu pulled the man to his side, and Xiao Chi could feel the trembling hand of the other party on his shoulder.

She forced herself to calm down: "This is my son, I don't know how he came in by himself, I will let him leave now."

Xiao Chi was unwilling to leave. He looked up at Lin Shu and asked, "Did Zhang Wen really commit suicide? Didn't you notice anything unusual about him during the regular meeting?"

Lin Shu's expression became painful, as long as he recalled that scene, he would be immersed in endless self-blame.

"I was only focused on the meeting at the time, and didn't find any abnormal behavior in him. Then I organized the students to go down to hold a regular meeting. When I called the roll, I realized that Zhang Wen was missing, and then..."

The second she stepped out of the classroom, her students decided to go to the empty art building alone, choosing to end their young lives there.

Lin Shu covered his face and choked with sobs, "It's all my fault for not being optimistic about him, because I didn't pay attention to his usual emotions."

"It has nothing to do with you." Xiao Chi looked at the familiar faces among the students with a cold expression, "It's them."

Chong Kaifu, who was in the crowd, immediately blushed and retorted loudly, "What nonsense are you talking about! You are not a student of our school, so what has anything to do with you, it's your turn to testify here!"

Everyone watched with cold eyes, and no one wanted to be suspected at this juncture.

The more the other party talked, the more he felt that he was justified: "Uncle policeman, the surveillance video clearly shows that he committed suicide. We are just innocent classmates. It's just that we are unlucky enough to be in the same class as this kind of waste. pot……"

Xiao Chi took a step closer to him, and there was no trace of warmth in his eyes: "If you dare to quibble again, you will die."

Chong Kaifu shook his head: "What are you doing? You dare to threaten people in front of the police, don't you!"

"Stop arguing," Lin Shu stood in the middle with a pale face, "Xiao Chi, this has nothing to do with you, go back to school quickly."

"What's wrong with this?"

Principal Si seemed to have finished dealing with the group of reporters. When he walked in from the outside, his expression changed instantly when he saw Xiao Chi: "Mr. Lin Shu, why do you still let the children come over to make trouble at this time? Get out."

Lin Shu quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I will send him away immediately."

Principal Si smiled at the police: "It seems that this accident was really just an accident. This student may be under too much pressure. It's not like this has never happened in other schools..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by insults from the phone, and everyone's eyes were on Xiao Chi's hand.

"...Deadly homosexual, disgusting, no matter how good you are, what's the use of studying, you are still a deadly pervert, I feel sick when I see you."

"Be careful, don't get too close to him, and be careful not to get AIDS."

Xiao Chi played the video on his mobile phone.

A series of harsh words lingered in the ears of everyone present, and the expressions of Chong Kaifu and other parties became very exciting in an instant.

Due to their family background and background, these small groups have always been the "top of the food chain" of the [-]th Middle School. Anyone who appears in the video is a failure in the education of the [-]th Middle School.

The headmaster's face was ashen.

Chong Kaifu hurried over to snatch the phone, but was stopped by several policemen until the video was completely put to the end.

Assault, insult, violence, bullying...

Just picking out one of these shocking behaviors is enough to make a student lose the desire to survive.

Lin Shu's face was already full of tears, Xiao Chi handed the phone to the investigators: "I know the names of all the people here, I can write them down now."

Principal Si pretended to be calm: "It's all a joke among the children. Besides, why did they bother with this person? It also reflects how unsocial this student is usually..."

"In your eyes, a small fight has already caused a student to commit suicide by jumping off the building." Xiao Chi said coldly, "Is this what you said as the principal?"

The other party began to sweat profusely without knowing it.

The policeman who stopped Xiao Chi just now frowned: "You can't wear colored glasses, because a certain student has good grades and good family conditions, you will love and favor students, and you can't just sit idly by on the bottom line of bullying, fear of taking responsibility, make big things small, small things none."

Principal Si nodded hurriedly while wiping off his sweat: "You're right. But as a principal, I can't manage every student at ordinary times. It's just that the head teacher has neglected his duties and failed to do his job well. I will definitely criticize and educate them."

Lin Shu didn't have the strength to defend herself. From the moment she saw the video just now, her whole spirit seemed to collapse.

It was getting late when the investigation was over, so he helped Lin Shu who almost fell when he walked out of the teaching building: "Mom, are you alright?"

Lin Shu shook his head.

Xiao Chi glanced at the Art Sports Building not far away. Zhang Wen is still in the rescue, but judging by the height of the fifth floor, even if he does not die, he will be disabled.

With a broken body, in exchange for eternal peace.

A person's last move is to choose to punish himself instead of fighting to the end with the group of demons who hurt him. This is a kind of despair that is hard to empathize with.

The pressure and torture the other party endured during the half month after leaving the cram school is unimaginable and impossible to know.

His mind was confused.

Could it be that if he had given Zhang Wen a definite answer and told him that he was gay and his kind, the other party would not have chosen this path of no return?

A small pile of sad seeds broke through the ground and germinated at that time, and the cold water that I poured on the basin pushed the other party into the abyss invisibly.

How is he different from the group of abusers?He is also an indifferent bystander.

Thinking of this, Xiao Chi felt chills all over.

Lin Shu saw the other person's pale face instantly, and couldn't take care of himself, so he said nervously: "Is there something wrong? Do you want to go to the hospital directly?"

Xiao Chi pursed his bloodless lips: "Mom, I want to go somewhere now, can you go home by yourself?"

……

Watching Lin Shu get into the car, Xiao Chi turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

He is numb now, but he still remembers the agreement with Han Yi, who is still waiting for him in a bubble.

Zhang Wen's suicide note was only a few short lines. He glanced at it hastily, but now the words are clearly printed in his mind.

——As a monster, it is a very sad thing to be born into the world by mistake.I am gay, and after my death, I can finally openly announce it to the public. Unfortunately, homosexuality happens to be a monster in the eyes of others.And monsters can never be redeemed.

If he is also this kind of monster, then the only lucky thing for him is that he still has Han Yi.

At a certain moment, he suddenly became his deskmate, broke through the barrier with his bare hands, and forcefully stuffed himself into Xiao Chi's heart with fiery devotion.

It is precisely because he lacks this enthusiasm that he quickly falls into addiction.

Someone is his salvation.

Now he desperately needs to grab something, and Han Yi is the straw.

Xiao Chi stood at the door of Bubble, just now he walked for an hour unconsciously, thinking that the other party was waiting for him in the box, he felt better.

Several people had arrived in the box ahead of time, as if they were talking, and when he was debating whether to knock on the door, he heard Zhong Bailin's rarely serious voice.

"...I think you should listen to your father, and it's best to transfer schools now."

Xiao Chi paused when he pushed the door.

He could no longer hear what someone said from behind, and the hand on the doorknob struggled and struggled, and finally dropped powerlessly.

The author has something to say: Jumping from a building and campus bullying are the personal experiences of people I know, not for abuse, but for expression.Even if a certain group becomes more and more popular, some people will still suffer unimaginable discrimination. Even if we vigorously promote quality education, there will still be school violence that slips through the net.We should not be witnesses who have nothing to do with ourselves, let alone perpetrators.

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