The scumbags of the professor's house

Luston's eyes followed Su Cheng until he was completely sent into the kitchen. Luston turned his head and ate a few more mouthfuls of noodles with a smile. Su Cheng couldn't finish the fried dishes, so he got up and took the cake he bought. Before getting the seats for two, he was fascinated by the cake, like this every day, isn't it a bit too intemperate.

But a certain person is crispy and soft, topped.

Fortunately, today is his birthday.Eating longevity noodles and cakes, he hasn't celebrated his birthday in such a formal way for several years.

The phone vibrated suddenly, Luston lowered his head, and two words popped out concisely on it: Mom.

The boy opened it and picked it up.

"Pai Pai, happy birthday!" Zhou Qi's voice was exceptionally gentle, soft and thin, like a kitten.

"Thank you mom."

"With classmates? Is the money enough?"

"enough."

"Did your dad call?"

"He sent a WeChat message."

Zhou Qi chuckled, "Just remember, I thought he wanted me to remind him again."

Luston teased his father, "He should have set up a memo this year."

"Hehehe——" Zhou Qi laughed louder, "If I were in China, he would be lazy, he couldn't remember anything, and he wouldn't know anything. Once I leave, I'm sure he can use everything."

"Yes." Luston confirmed.

After a few pleasantries, the two fell into silence.

Just when Su Cheng came out of the kitchen, he saw Luston's cake on the table and exclaimed, "You two, why did you buy such a big cake?"

The boy's voice passed through the phone to the other end. It was too late for Luston to cover it up. His mother must have heard it.

Sure enough, Zhou Qi suddenly asked, "Is it Cheng Cheng?"

Luston gave a "hmm" and pointed to the phone at Su Cheng.

Su Cheng stuck out his tongue.

The person on the other side of the phone hesitated, Luston didn't hang up the phone, just waited.After a while, Zhou Qi's hesitant voice sounded through the receiver, "Your birth... have you two had a relationship?"

really.

Luston sneered in his heart, and simply replied with one word, "Yes."

The boy's tone was very bad, Zhou Qi quickly explained, "Mom didn't mean that, she just... asked...

"What do you mean, I understand." Luston interrupted her, not wanting to hear any more, "It's okay, I'll hang up, Mom, Su Cheng is waiting for me." After finishing speaking, the boy turned off the phone.

"Why? Arguing with your mother on a good birthday?" Su Cheng was burying his head in eating noodles. He couldn't figure out what to quarrel with a gentle mother like Zhou Qi.

Luston was surprisingly quiet. He walked back to the table and opened the cake box.

He didn't want to say it, and Su Cheng didn't ask.

Little Curly stretched his head to look at the cake, but he misunderstood, the cake was only as big as a box, and the contents inside were just enough for two people, just right, so there was no need to waste it.Just as Su Cheng wanted to look back, he was attracted by the shapes of a few badmintons drawn by the white cream on the outer ring of the cake.

This cake is so special.

In addition to the small badmintons protruding around, a big golden trophy was painted on the front of the cake. Under the trophy, Happy Birthday was written in English. There was a doll in the middle, two little people sitting side by side on a table.

The doll has no facial features, and cannot distinguish between male and female.

But a fool can also figure out who and who.

Hold.

Su Cheng's face was still in his mouth, and his face turned red first, Luston was lying.

This cake was definitely not bought casually on the way home. Luston had already thought about who he would celebrate his birthday with today, and carefully prepared it in advance.

What does it mean that Luston carefully prepared to celebrate his birthday with him in advance?

They had kissed, but Luston said nothing.Obviously the boy thought earlier than him, and thought farther than him, but he didn't say anything...

The boy sat across from him and asked, "Do you want to eat cake?"

Little Curly shook his head obediently, and answered absent-mindedly, "Blow out the candles and make a wish first." He ate the last bite of noodles and fumbled in the cake bag.

Luston asked curiously, "Is it also a tradition in your family? Every year?"

"It's a tradition all over the world." Su Cheng was disgusted, then shook his head and said, "I haven't eaten cakes for many years."

Luston was a little surprised. Few people at their age would not eat cakes and longevity noodles on their birthdays. "Why not?"

While inserting candles, Su Cheng told the truth, "The wish I made didn't work, so I just stopped eating." As soon as the words fell, the little curly hair realized that it was a bit unlucky to tell the truth at the moment, and raised his head in embarrassment.

Still smiling, Luston picked up a candle and plugged it in for himself, "I haven't eaten for two years."

Su Cheng raised his eyebrows high, this young master seemed to have more than a dozen cakes for his birthday every year.

"Langfa will give one every year, but unfortunately my parents won't let him in." Luston fiddled with the candles on the cake, trying to make a nice position.

"Ah?" Su Cheng straightened up in shock and slammed it on the back of the chair, "Why?"

"Did you hear yesterday?" Luston asked after being silent for a few seconds, "It's at the door of the hotel bathroom."

The boy on the opposite side hesitated for a moment, and then said carefully, "Just because you like men...?"

After inserting the last candle, Luston stretched out his slender fingers and counted to make sure there were 17 candles on the cake, then turned around and looked at Su Cheng, "I came out with my parents, two years ago today. He spread out his palm and shook it in front of Su Cheng twice, "Fire."

Su Cheng took out a lighter from his pocket and handed it over.

"Langfa, like me, likes men, so... my parents don't let him in." Luston sneered, "We have known each other since we were young, and our two families have always had business contacts. My father would rather let him go." He doesn’t do business, doesn’t want friends, and doesn’t allow us to associate with each other. He thinks that homosexuality is a disease, which was infected by Lang Fa.”

Luston clicked on the lighter, "You think this is too simple." The boy held the lighter with his slender fingers and began to light the candles one by one. He lit the candles very slowly, but his words Soon, "I'm the only child in the family. Counting up, it's said by the older generation that it's passed down through several generations, but the matter of sexual orientation is in my bones. When I was very young, I realized that I was the same as most people. People are different, but at that time I was ignorant and couldn't figure it out.

When I was young, I went to a private school. My parents thought that the children in this kind of noble school were either rich or noble, would have a good environment and make good contacts, but in fact, most of the children in the school were rich kids who were idle and had nothing to do. Yes, I'm not afraid of anything, I dare to play with everything, it's very messy.

I bumped into it once in the bathroom, it was two guys, and after that, I understood everything. "

Luston finished lighting the candles, and the candlelight shone on his resolute face, "Many people dare to do it, but few dare to say it. As long as you say this kind of thing, it's like a curse, even if you don't feel pain yourself, Others will also make you suffer.

Your classmates think you are different, so they will bully you, and your family members think you are talking nonsense and suffering from strange diseases.

At that time, I was beaten all the time at school, and I didn’t dare to tell when I was beaten. They threatened me and told my parents that I was gay if I dared to sue. Luston touched the tattoo on his chest, "One time, a few older people got too drunk and chased after me. They followed me over the wall and ran out. I was chased in a panic.

It was very cold that day, there was no one on the road, and the wind scratched people's faces like a knife. I couldn't run anymore. I fell hard on the main road. When I was about to give up, I saw a man who looked like me standing on the street. The older child, who is not as tall as me, is thin and small, and stands at the intersection with his schoolbag on his back.

I don't know what he was doing alone in the middle of the night.

When the seniors chased me and beat me, I didn't resist, I squatted on the ground to cover my face. Unexpectedly, the boy who was motionless rushed over and beat them away for me.When I opened my eyes, he was standing in front of me, and his thin body could be blown away by the wind, but I will never forget the way he beat people hard.

I thought at that moment, why am I so weak?Why do I only run and keep running, why do I never think to stop, turn around and face them, try to beat them?

It's not my fault.

The next day I went to school to report those bastards, and I made a transfer for myself. After returning home, I asked my parents to hire me a Sanda coach. I practiced for several years. It seemed that after that day, I was never afraid of anyone. Luston's hand touched the tattoo on his left chest just below his collarbone.

"Unfortunately, I was young and stupid at that time, and I forgot to ask the child's name. Later, I often went to that street and never met him again. What he left me was a back view. I don't even remember what he looked like. I know that there is a pendant in the shape of "π" hanging on his schoolbag."

Su Cheng's eyes followed the boy's hand and saw the "π" tattoo.That night must have meant a lot to Luston, so he tattooed this person who gave him courage and hope on his chest.Thinking of this, Su Cheng was a little jealous of that child. It was really lucky to meet Luston at that time.

Luston moved his hands up from his chest, clasped his hands together, faced the bright candles, and continued, "I feel that I have the courage to face everything. I have made all the preparations. On my 15th birthday, I will be with you." My parents came out, and the day after I came out, my mother committed suicide, and she thought it was her fault that I got this strange disease."

Luston took a deep breath, "Su Cheng, you still don't know the price of all this, so you say, 'Just because I like men', after I came out, my parents were like soldiers, restricting my relationship with the same sex. They didn’t even allow me to live on campus, and they hoped day and night that I would recover from this disease.”

Obstructed and long.

Can't see a little light for a long time.

Luston lowered his head with a wry smile, and blew out all the candles in one breath.Why doesn't he eat cake on his birthday, because every year when he blows out the candles, he can think of his parents' wishes.

Hope he gets better.

From now on, Luston's birthday will be their demon every year.

When Luston closed his eyes, his eyebrows were twitched together, and the room was very dark. The boy made a silent wish in his heart: I wish Su Cheng a safe and smooth life, and he would never have to bear those costs.

When he opened his eyes, Su Cheng stared at him.

Out of the corner of my eye is the image of two boys sitting side by side on the cake.

"so what?"

Su Cheng asked softly.

"You tell me these words...

Is it because you are afraid? "

Luston also stared at him, without speaking for a long time.

"Do you also think you are sick?" the boy continued to question him. "What about me? Do you think I'm sick too?"

A gust of cool wind passed through the hall, and the two of them looked at each other motionlessly. Su's house was eerily quiet at night, so quiet that it seemed to be able to completely bury the crazy behavior of the two of them just now, like yesterday's alcohol, this secret, you know and I know , God knows.

Faced with his pressing questioning, every time Luston was speechless, Su Cheng was in a state of confusion.

Obviously they were still kissing and hugging frantically just now, but they held back and said nothing.

If you don't say it, doesn't it mean that there is no one?

Luston was silent, silent like a scumbag, which made people flinch.

The two were in a stalemate, Su Cheng stood up suddenly, he did not slam the door to leave, the boy bent down, leaned against Luston, put his lips next to his ear and asked, "Answer me, do you think I am sick?"

Luston opened his eyes wide, and his eyes met each other. The sparks in his eyes were flying, but he tried hard to suppress the desire that was gushing out of his chest. Finally, the two words that were not too ordinary came out of Luston's mouth, " No."

Su Cheng pressed forward forcefully, and continued:

"Lu Si... is not sick, and you are not sick either.

Listen carefully, I just like men when I ride a horse.

Ruston...

I like you on horseback. "

Time seemed to stand still.

Luston was dumbfounded, and Su Cheng confessed to him.

Just now.

Su Cheng did not choose to say nothing like him.

The boy once deluded himself into thinking that he liked Su Cheng so much, and this kind of love made him tread on thin ice, worrying about gains and losses. He was afraid of losing, so he didn't dare to start, because as long as they didn't talk about starting, the two of them would always have a choice and a way out.

You can weigh in and leave.

I can take it, turn around.

If everything will not lead to a dead end, he will always be qualified to stand by Su Cheng's side.

But Su Chengcheng is like the rampant young man when we met for the first time. He is the wind in June, the sun in July, and the stars in the night sky.

He stood opposite him and announced loudly:

Luston, I like you on horseback.

Su Cheng leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth lightly.

At the age of 17, the world is ours. Even if we are aware of the difference from others, why should we give in to others?

At the age of 17, there should be no hesitation and no consideration of the way forward. A 17-year-old person lives in the light and moves forward, slapping people, fighting, and even pressing people against the wall after getting drunk.

Even if you like it, you should say it out loud.

I like you.

No matter who you are, whether you are male or female.

The one I like.

only you.

The author has something to say: Ahhh, I finally finished writing the confession Q!

Changed and changed, I hope you like it.

Ping Pingli, who is more brave!