Two A's, can't be bothered

Big tears fell on my hands, on the sheets.The wound on the tiger's mouth was also smashed, soaked in rose-flavored tears, and the wound became hot and stinging.

But Xu Yu didn't feel the slightest bit.His attention was completely attracted by Kiran's phrase "I remember a little bit".

He didn't dare to move, he was as stiff as a statue, for fear that if he moved, the dream would wake up.

Qi Ran has a splitting headache.Fragments of memories flooded in like a flood, and finally froze on mottled old buildings, dirty floor tiles covered in blood, and Alpha's pupils trembling in a pool of blood, his red eyes carefully hugging him, and his fingers trembling.

He didn't dare to think that in his few memories, Xu Yu was already like this.How did you feel when you saw his dead body?

When Alpha dies, so does the pheromone.The fickle roses dissipate in the air with the wild wind.The only warm blood that has not lost the scent of roses flows out, and disappears instantly when it touches the air.

Nothing was left for Little Tail.

Xu Yu hugged him like he was holding a precious and fragile item, not daring to use force.Lips that lost their color opened and closed, unable to utter a complete sentence.She could only hug his cold body and choke. She closed her eyes and rubbed his lips tremblingly.

Qi Ran was able to hug him back, but she could only watch helplessly, unable to do anything.

After his death, Xu Yu lost his voice.He couldn't speak a complete sentence, and the voice from his vocal cords was hoarse.He didn't like to talk in the first place, and now he is even more speechless.

Qi Ran's body was left in the hospital for three days, but Xu Yu insisted on not going to see him.Just in the apartment, silently holding the blind cat box figure he gave.Sitting quietly, from dawn to dark, seems to be waiting for something.

Qi Ran accompanied him, without speaking, but his face was pale, and the depression and despair exuded by Alpha almost made him suffocate.

In the next two days, Qi Ran saw with his own eyes how the scar on Xu Yu's hand came from.

On the day of the funeral, in the apartment.Qiran sat on the sofa with Xu Yu as usual, even though Xu Yu couldn't see him.

It wasn't until Xu Yu gestured with the fruit knife in the kitchen that he suddenly woke up, remembering the scar on Xu Yu's hand.

Alpha really wanted to accompany him to death.Qi Ran's heart was sore, and his unstoppable tears were surging. He couldn't stop Xu Yu's hand holding the knife.Seeing that Alpha is about to do something stupid.He could only circle around him anxiously, swearing assholes non-stop.

"How stupid are you, you can't see me even if you die, what's the point of doing this now?"

"You come to me when you die, and I don't want you either."

"I hate you, don't...follow me."

The sharp blade reflected the cold light, getting closer to the pale wrist.Qi Ran's tears were almost dry, but at this moment her emotions calmed down, and her words were hoarse.

"I'm not from this world. Maybe I'll go back after I die. Even if you go down, you won't be able to find me in the underworld."

"I'm still alive, you don't need to be with me."

"I really miss me, just find me, find me."

He fell to the ground in embarrassment, murmuring to himself.He didn't notice that Xu Yu's eyes were red, and he opened his mouth to speak several times.Even if you can't make a sound every time, the mouth shape is easy to identify.

What he said was, don't cry.Also, sorry.

At the moment when he was about to disappear, Xu Yu seemed to glance in his direction. At the moment when he disappeared completely, the blade sliced ​​open the flesh and blood vessels.

The memory ends.

Qi Ran was crying fiercely, with no intention of stopping at all.Alpha is surrounded by rich rose scent, with a hint of moist mist.

"Why don't you coax me."

In a word, it seems to press the start button of alpha.

Alpha's stiff fingers gradually moved, clenched into a fist, and then relaxed uncomfortably.The joints of the body seemed to be rusted, and Xu Yu could clearly hear the sound of the joints as they turned.

The moment he turned around, Qi Ran hugged him along his hand, sobbing in pain.

Xu Yu opened his lips, but found that his vocal cords couldn't make a sound.The subjects were still crying out of breath, and no amount of rum was going to help.

The whimpering sound was like a thorn, piercing the spinal cord and deep into the flesh and blood, making Alpha's soul tremble with pain.Xu Yu bent over and hugged her gently, his voice seemed to be rubbing and rolling in the rough sand, it was unbearably hoarse.

"Stop crying, okay?" In a clumsy comforting way, she curled her fingers and patted him on the back.

a long time.

With tears running dry, Qi Ran felt ashamed, rubbing against his arms unwilling to let go, and also unwilling to raise her head.

He dawdled and refused to raise his head, and Xu Yu didn't dare to hug back, fearing that he was dreaming.The thin lips gently touched the soft hair, and the fragrance of roses overflowing from the tip of the hair lingered on the tip of the nose, only then did it feel like a world away.

The person in his arms was warm and alive. Xu Yu put his hand hanging in the air for a long time before he dared to put it on his waist.

The delicate and smooth touch makes people love it, and the tip of the heart feels itchy and trembling as if someone scratched it with a feather.

For him, the research object is an addictive taboo.Once touched, they stick together and cannot be separated.

Tightly hugging the person in his arms, the high-hanging heart fell to the ground.

It turned out that it was not a dream.

When the mood calmed down, Qi Ran asked in a muffled voice: "Have you really lost your memory?" Why did he just remember that Xiao Baihua lost his memory...

He had just cried, and the dark red at the end of his eyes reached the moon lines, as bright as rouge, and the blood-red moon cast a thick stroke on the cold white skin.There was a touch of peach blossom red on her snow-white cheeks, and tears hung pitifully on her long and curled eyelashes.

Don't have a sense of temptation of pure and gorgeous collision.

Xu Yu blushed, and couldn't move his eyes no matter what.But the subject of the study also made him nervous.

He was lying, he didn't lose his memory, if Qi Ran knew... His fingers curled up, and many countermeasures flashed through his mind. Under Qi Ran's probing gaze, Xu Yu rolled his Adam's apple: "I, am I...

Seeing his expression, Qi Ran seemed embarrassed, and he asked, "Don't you remember?"

Gently breathed a sigh of relief, Xu Yu put his arms around his waist, and dryly apologized: "I'm sorry, I only remember you."

At six o'clock in the afternoon on the same day, Rong left the apartment.

"Banned? I really have no chance at all?" Rong Li hugged the pillow, and the Omega pheromones in the room indicated his abnormal mood swings.

Since the incident happened, the manager has been guarding him until now, with a helpless expression, as if a little bit of relief: "There is no other way."

He has always thought that Rongli is not suitable to be an entertainer, even though he is really a very talented actor.

It is true that Rongli is talented, and he is a rare and rare Omega in the entertainment industry.But it is easy for him to enter the play, but difficult to get out of the play.Every time after filming, Rongli's emotions would be difficult to control, confusing the inside and outside of the scene.

Excessive emotional acting made his already fragile nerves more sensitive.

There is obviously something wrong with Rongli's mental state.Previously, the manager persuaded Rongli more than once to see a psychiatrist to adjust his mental state.It can be tolerated and unwilling.

The omega pheromone was getting stronger, which made Ba's manager a little breathless.

"What should I do... Rongli hugged the pillow and said to himself.

As soon as he turned on his phone, he would be greeted with abuse from netizens, gloating from black fans, and fans' disappointment in him.But what he is more afraid of...is the pressure from his family, his father.

The manager was dizzy from the sweet pheromone, he opened the window halfway, and hesitantly asked again: "Rongrong, maybe you need to see a psychiatrist."

"I feel that something is wrong with your psychology."

【"Aren't you sick?"

"Ba can actually differentiate into Omega again? Tell me, did you have sex with any Alpha?"

"You are just like your dad! It makes me sick!"]

The sharp and mournful crying and cursing circulated in his head, and he was sitting on the sofa shivering like falling into an ice cave.

"No! I'm not sick! I'm not sick" Rong Li trembled, tightly hugging the pillow in his arms, in an extremely insecure posture.

Rongli has always been able to control his emotions reasonably. In front of the public, he has established a gentle and gentle Omega image. In college, he is also a little sun who lives an active life. The manager has never seen him like this.Can't help but startled: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm not...not sick" Fingers pinched the skin on the inner thigh, Rongli supported his body, trying to calm down.But the emotions exploded again when he touched the pill bottle on the table.

It was given to him by his father to treat mental illness.

【"I hate Omega the most, but I actually gave birth to a gender Omega child?"

"Are you sick? I think I'm sick too. I'm not the only one who's sick. We're all sick! Your father abandoned me for an Omega. Now that Rongrong has become an Omega, I don't want my father anymore."] Nervous words pierced the eardrum , Rongli heard a long and piercing whistle.The brain becomes blank, and the body is like a kite, light and fluffy, only tied by a thread to hang in the sky.

But now, that line is broken.Rong Li was shaking all over. In the hottest summer in City A, he was so cold that he curled up together.

Yes, I am sick, and I deserve what I have suffered.he thinks.

"Rong...Rongli!?" The manager's anxious voice rang in his ears.

I'm sick and I don't deserve to be alive.As if relieved, Rongli closed his eyes drowsily.

eight pm.

Xu Yu was very dissatisfied, and looked at a certain Alpha who was videoing with resentful eyes.

"Rock band?" Qi Ran put the phone on, and made a video with Qin Shinan with great interest.

The video was requested by Qin Shinan.At the moment when he received Qi Ran's message, Qin Shinan was so happy that he almost took off and formed a group, including little red, little black and little green.

It's just that after chatting for a short time, Xiaohong and the others needed to make an announcement, so they withdrew and left, leaving only Qin Shinan and Qi Ran chatting.

The research subject ignored him, obviously he was the one who needed to take care of the brain injury.

Although he is a liar, but...

Xu Yu pursed his lips unhappily, but had no choice but to bow his head and send a message to Cheng Yi.

After the chat, he restrained his eyes and dealt with the accumulated documents by the way.Then, Xu Yucai looked up at Qiran, and found that Qiran was chatting more happily, as if he had completely forgotten him.

Rubbing and pinching fingers together, Xu Yu's eyes flickered, he opened Baidu and searched seriously.

——On the first day of confirming the relationship, what should I do if my boyfriend ignores me?

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