When I came back, I became a piece of crap

One wall, two people, two kinds of melancholy.

The system sighed at Yue Chang, even if it didn't understand love, it couldn't help but sigh that love is the most tormenting person.

Lowering its head, the system looked at Qin Yun in astonishment, and screamed from the soul: "Ahhhhhh! Host! Look at your hand!"

Qin Yun was awakened from his sadness by its sharp sound, and looked down, and saw under the bright moonlight, at some point, his hands were already covered with countless thin black lines!

This is... the curse has struck.

The belated pain quickly swept through the body and invaded the soul.Qin Yun snorted, staggered back two steps before standing still.

The system jumped up and down anxiously: "Quick, come in and meditate!"

Enduring the pain, Qin Yun glanced at Mu Hanxiao's room reluctantly, staggered back to the room, fell headlong on the bed, and wanted to roll in pain.

Although after these days of practice, he has completely excreted the residual poison of Xiaoyao San from his body, but tonight his mood fluctuated too much, and the curse was suppressed hard again. Can't wait to lose my sanity.

The system was in a hurry, "Host, you have to persevere! If you can't make it through, we'll all be doomed! You survived the last attack! This time you can definitely do it too!"

Qin Yun had to persevere, and finally sat cross-legged, and began to exercise. Unexpectedly, the pain doubled and swept through the whole soul, almost obliterating all of Qin Yun's rationality.

Gradually, a self-defeating thought came into my heart, my daughter-in-law would take her son and leave her. From now on, the mountains and rivers will be vast, the sky will be high and the earth will be far away, and I will never see each other again, and I will forget him forever!

With such a hopeless future, what's the use of continuing to persevere in such pain?It's better to just die like this, before he and Xiaobao leave, maybe they can still occupy a small place in their hearts.

Once this kind of self-defeating thought is born, it is out of control.

Qin Yun lost the motivation to persevere, his sanity began to slacken, his soul seemed to be separated from his body, his body lost all feeling, stiff as a wood carving, but his soul was immersed in more painful torture, gradually showing signs of spreading.

When the system saw the situation, it knew that the situation was not good, and Qin Yun lost the will to survive!

How can this work?The last attack was made by Qin Yun's strong will to survive. Now that Qin Yun doesn't want to live anymore, who can save him?

How can this be done?

The system turned around in a hurry, and in a flash of inspiration, it thought of Mu Hanxiao who was at the opposite door.Immediately rushed over like the wind and knocked on the door anxiously.

Mu Hanxiao, who was leaning against the wall with his head down in thought, was startled by the anxious knock on the door, subconsciously went to look at the sleeping Xiaobao, perhaps tired from crying, Xiaobao didn't even respond to such a big movement.Mu Hanxiao was relieved a little, thinking a little irritably what Qin Yun was up to, but the next moment he realized something was wrong.

The one who knocked on the door at this time must be the iron horse made by Qin Yun. He has always noticed the weirdness of this iron horse. It is smarter than some small animals, and it looks like it has become a spirit.

But there is no doubt that Tie Ma obeys Qin Yun's orders very much.

Qin Yun was able to say those words to him, but with his temperament, he might not be able to do anything to disturb him now, and since Xiaobao was still sleeping, it was absolutely impossible for Qin Yun to let the iron horse wake Xiaobao up.

At this time, the iron horse knocked on the door so quickly and made such a big commotion, but Qin Yun didn't show up. I'm afraid something happened to Qin Yun?

Thinking of this, Mu Hanxiao couldn't help but began to worry, and quickly opened the door, and there was indeed an iron horse outside the door.

The iron horse grabbed Mu Hanxiao's clothes and dragged them to Qin Yun's room. Mu Hanxiao was even more convinced that something had happened to Qin Yun, so he quickly followed the iron horse into Qin Yun's room.

Through the bright moonlight, one could see the pale face of the person sitting cross-legged on the bed, with dense black lines running back and forth on his hands and neck, which made his scalp numb.There was also a black thread trying to drill into Qin Yun's head, which seemed to be blocked by something.

But Mu Hanxiao knew that it would be a matter of time, if these black threads were allowed to enter the sea of ​​consciousness in his brain like this, then Qin Yun would completely lose his sanity and become a fool.

Mu Hanxiao smiled wryly. He didn't expect the curse to strike. Recently, Qin Yun has been acting as if nothing had happened. He almost forgot about the curse.

It was probably because Qin Yun's mood fluctuated too much today, and his mood was too low, which caused a huge rebound of the curse.

To be honest, the matter of cursing was because he was sorry for Qin Yun.If he hadn't cast this unsolvable curse, Qin Yun wouldn't be in danger of dying.

Forget it, as if I owed him, just forgive him once, Mu Hanxiao thought softly.

The system looked anxiously at Qin Yun and then at Mu Hanxiao, and the horse's hooves kept hitting the ground, making loud noises.

Mu Hanxiao bowed his head and asked the system: "Is it because he has the will to die?"

The system nodded frantically, then tugged at Mu Hanxiao's clothes, signaling him to save Qin Yun immediately.

"I see, don't worry, I will help him."

Like the system, he firmly believed that since Qin Yun could survive the first attack of the curse, he would surely be able to survive the second and third attacks. The key was to regenerate his will to survive.

Since he lost the will to survive because of himself, then he can regenerate the will to survive.

Mu Hanxiao came to the bed, sat sideways on the edge of the bed, looked at Qin Yun's increasingly ashamed face, with complicated and unspeakable emotions, angry and helpless: "Qin Yun, you stick! You will lose your temper with me when you come back, Didn't you realize that my internal injuries haven't healed yet? You're still so angry with me, do you want to piss me off?"

Qin Yun's body, which was as stiff as a clay sculpture, finally reacted, and his face twitched a few times. Although the movement was small, the system and Mu Hanxiao saw it.

The system was overjoyed, and hurriedly tapped the ground with its hoof, signaling Mu Hanxiao to continue.

Mu Hanxiao's tone seemed resentful and sad, and he laughed at himself: "You probably didn't expect that my good brother who grew up with me didn't recognize me at all!

Heh, we have been together day and night for so many years, grew up together, and are closer than brothers, but he didn't recognize me!Do you think it's ridiculous? "

Qin Yun heard Mu Hanxiao's voice in a daze, could feel Mu Hanxiao's sadness, and struggled to wake up. In his impression, Mu Hanxiao was always cold and indifferent, never so strong sad!

This realization made his heartache overwhelm the pain from his body and soul, and he wanted to wake up and see that it was that bastard who dared to make him so sad!

"Or, he doesn't want to recognize me. In his eyes, his junior brother Mu Hanxiao should be a clean, pure, white and flawless person, not a cripple with ugly appearance and broken body like me now!"

Mu Hanxiao paused, and looked at Qin Yun seriously: "Aren't you just like him, what you like is just my skin in the past, but now it's just my love for the house, otherwise how can you really let go if you say let go?"

Qin Yun's consciousness gradually became clear, and it took half a beat to react, his eyelids twitched violently a few times, wanting to wake up immediately, wanting to tell Mu Hanxiao loudly, it's not like this!What he likes has always been him!Not his skin!

Mu Hanxiao didn't bother with this issue anymore, and continued to say sadly, "He didn't even want to look at me more. When the village chief said that my surname was also Mu, and that I was also called Han Xiao, his first reaction was actually Killing intent is activated!"

Mu Hanxiao's smile was very bitter. Since his master had an accident and he fell from heaven to hell with him, he hadn't felt so uncomfortable for a long time.

That person is the brother he has always regarded as his family!Not only did he fail to recognize him, but he even wanted to kill him!

"He gave me a nourishing qi pill that an ordinary adult man would explode and die if he swallowed it directly, and told me that as long as I took the pill, it would heal my injury."

Heh, he gave me a nourishing qi pill, even though it was only a small formula that could heal my injury, did he think that I didn't die fast enough? "

Perhaps in his opinion, my ugly cripple, even called Mu Hanxiao, is a defilement to the pure and innocent junior in his heart! "

The junior brother whom he has been looking for all along is right in front of him, not only does he not recognize him, but he even wants to kill him because of the same name, what an irony this is!

This also made him clearly see how important his senior brother whom he had always trusted might not be as important as he thought!

"Qin Yun, such a senior brother who wants to kill me indiscriminately, are you really relieved to let me go with him?"

Every word was like a heavy hammer, hitting Qin Yun's heart directly. Qin Yun suddenly woke up, with blood overflowing from the corner of his mouth.

The rage was so great that Qin Yun finally broke through the shackles of his soul, and sensed the existence of his body. The double pain of body and soul swept over him, and he couldn't stop the monstrous killing intent that erupted in his heart!

Unforgivable!How could he trample on someone who he holds in the palm of his hand and cannot ask for, so casually!

Mu Hanxiao was right, he is really a big stick!He was blinded by jealousy and inferiority complex, and almost pushed Mu Hanxiao and Xiaobao into the fire pit!

He simply could not forgive himself!

There are so many hypocrites and villains in the world, and it is impossible to guard against them. He is not at ease in entrusting Mu Hanxiao and Xiaobao to anyone, so he should let himself protect them!

Qin Yun raised his fighting spirit again, and the stagnant kung fu started to run again, and the huge pain that crushed his soul almost wiped out his sanity.

Logically speaking, he had the experience of tempering his soul last time, and this time without the bonus of Xiaoyao San, it should be easier.

But because he lost his fighting spirit at the beginning and let the curse take the lead, it was too late to start exerting force at this time.Pain and difficulty are doubled, and every moment and every breath may be disastrous.

The system tapped its hoof twice more, signaling Mu Hanxiao to continue, then flew out of the iron horse and entered the sea of ​​consciousness to help Qin Yun temper his soul.

Mu Hanxiao glanced at the iron horse that suddenly fell to the ground and was not moving, and then looked at Qin Yun who was trembling with severe pain and dripping with cold sweat. Knowing that it was the most critical moment, he took a deep breath and said slowly: "Qin Yun, I haven't told you about my past for so many years, right? The night is long, can you listen to me? I've been depressed in my heart for a long time, and I always want someone to listen to me."

Qin Yun's gradually lost mind was pulled back, and he couldn't help but listen to the voice that was hoarse but sounded like the sound of heaven in his ears.

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感谢在2019-12-2713：52：17~2019-12-2718：24：40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!