Friends with Benefits

【Lin Ye Extra Story [-]】

I don't understand.

This problem is like a cancerous tumor in my heart, slowly spreading, eating something like cicadas.

So I entangled him again, I wanted to see clearly, to see what happened.

He didn't seem to care about our previous grievances, and greeted me with a smile, but avoided me a little.

He was so different, different from everyone else.

Those around me are always squatting like wolves and tigers; whoever is cold in front of you will run on you, and whoever is cold in your back will plot against you. , just covet a profit word, and it is indispensable to praise the high and trample the low.

only he...

He was so strange, he first hid from me, but when he couldn't hide, he was tightly entangled with me, so he slept with me again.

On the bed, he still had an unsuspecting smile on his face, looking at me with straight eyes that made people feel drummed.

My interest changed from bullying him to hanging him, looking at his dissatisfied expression.

But every time I threw cold water on his head, he acted as if he didn't remember anything, and he didn't feel that he had swept away his face at all, and he would continue to laugh and laugh with me next time.

Although I didn't give him a good face, but I have been with him for a long time. I saw him comfort me when I was tired, saw him make jokes about me when I was angry, and saw him when I was thinking about him. Sometimes he appeared out of nowhere... After more times, I always felt a little out of touch, and my previous unrestrained mentality was a little bit out of order, so I just picked on him when I had nothing to do.

He doesn't seem to be very good at quarreling, and he is often blocked for words, but he can speak sweet words as if he has changed his mind. A few words are like gunpowder meeting honey, and I can't stand it. Bumped to death.

I can't see him, and I feel that he needs to clean up and it is really impossible not to clean up.

After cleaning up, I became addicted to cleaning up.

I used to like to send my bed partner away when I was done. I felt dirty on the one hand, and on the other hand I felt empty and uncomfortable, and I liked to be alone until I handed over to him.After he comforted each other, he always picked me up from behind with a sullen face and hugged me in his arms. I struggled for a long time without breaking away, so I just let it go, and got used to his body temperature.Several times, I couldn't drive him away no matter how hard I tried, so I had to be dragged by him to sit on the sofa watching TV together after taking a shower and chatting about boring news.

I started to get used to venting on him when I had nothing to do, looking for someone to punish him, nestling in his arms when I had nothing to do, and listening to him tell me half-baked jokes.

I'm "into the abalone's place, and I don't smell it for a long time." Later, I got used to his words, and occasionally he said less, and I felt that something was missing.

I didn't feel scared until one day I realized that since I handed over to him, I seldom look for people outside.

——It's so comfortable to be with him, and I feel more and more that people outside are always hypocritical to please. Only after I vented my resentment and frizz at will, he still smiled gently and held me in his palm as if Nothing happened.

I think I finally see clearly.

I also understand why his business can be so big.

In most cases, he can always change a person unknowingly, making people willing.

I've even found that when I'm spending time with him, his silliness helps me relax and free myself completely, forgetting for a moment the place I belonged to and the desperate desire to go back.

When I heard him say "I like you" for the first time, I didn't even know what it was like. He looked at me with sincere eyes, and his hands were so gentle.

There was a tingling sensation all over the body from the back down to the top of the skull...but this feeling only lasted for a moment.

Later, he seemed to feel my rejection, so he began to gradually distance himself from me.

I also alienated him, and spent a while outside by myself, but I felt more and more boring.

I found that I seemed to lose interest in the things I used to like to play.

I always think of him unconsciously, and his disgusting and deadpan look.

I thought, I should play with him again.

So I asked him to bring his partner to the party, and sure enough, he took me away when he saw me making out with someone face to face.

He had that meaning again as I expected, and I looked into his eyes and couldn't help asking: "What do you like about me?".

He was stunned for a moment, and said seriously: "I can't say it, but your eyes are so beautiful. Ordinarily you have screwed me up so many times, I should be angry, but I don't know why, when I see you, I feel angry at everything." No more, I hope you provoke me more... And there are so many people around you, how many people can actually sleep with you until dawn? Looking at the bustling place, it is actually deserted. When I think about it, I just want to You feel bad... want to protect you more..."

After listening to his words, I couldn't help but hesitate.

I, Lin Ye, have been alone for more than ten years. Although my mother was gentle, she didn't know the depth.

I think I understand why he hasn't been trampled to death all these years, because those who want to trample him to death are either avoided by him or subdued by him.

He seems to have a magical power that makes all those who want to hurt him at a loss and unable to do anything.

I hugged him from behind, listening to his heartbeat, never felt at ease.

For so many years, I have never stopped feeling tired, but only when I am with him, sometimes I vent my grievances, and sometimes I just sit around doing nothing, he always makes people feel comfortable.I suddenly felt that this is fine.

I even had a funny thought, what if he couldn't make money?If he's a duck, I'll cover him so he won't understand the shit, he'll just wait there, stay by my side when I'm tired...

Such a person, if I want to be teased, I can play tricks, if I want to relax, I can rely on it, if I feel bored, I can vent it...

It's not that I can't support him for a lifetime.

But everything is destined to be turned upside down. I feel a little sorry, but I don't regret it.

I don't regret meeting him, I don't regret handing him in, and I don't regret everything I've done.

If he's worth anything I can do, I'll have to see his sincerity.

I asked him for a car, but he didn't agree.

He who has always been easy to talk to, rejected me for the first time.

What else is there to say?

I thought everything was over, but on my birthday, he waited at my door with roses in his arms.

There was someone in my room that day, and that was my first step back to my old life.

But his stiff expression standing at the door with flowers in his arms stabbed me somehow, so I said in a strange way: "Why did you come here without making a phone call? I will find you later.".

When I went there, he was angry, and the cake was eaten by him like a dog, and I felt a little blocked for some reason.

I think I have been proud and self-respecting for so many years, and I must have spent my whole life on him, so I asked him for a car again.

Looking at the snowflakes under his feet, looking up at the night sky... It's already far away from his home.

In the end, he gave it...but I don't want it anymore.

I smiled in my heart, I will use my own way to handle this matter satisfactorily.

It's not that I didn't give him the steps, it's because he wants to roll down, and I can't blame me.

But I'll stand downstairs and pick him up.

After that incident he came to my house and begged me, just as I had expected.

It's obviously the time when I should be proud, but I feel a shock, as if something has slipped away quietly.

But he is really different from others. These days, even husband and wife are willing to be lovebirds in the sky, flying separately when disasters come.But when Chu Yuanjiang's market was good, he hid like something and only dared to meet in private; now that Chu Yuanjiang is in prison, he sold the company and ran around for him.

In the end, I agreed to him, and he paid a corresponding price. I set a very high target, but with his ability to manage the company, it is not impossible to complete it.

It's not that he values ​​me more than how much money he makes me, but that he has to give something, and my work is not for nothing, otherwise he really regards himself as a lover.

In fact, the process is not important anymore, as long as there is this result.I am a person who has no extravagant expectations for love. People who believe in that thing will die a miserable death one day.

After that big change, he is still by my side, that's enough.