prince don't want to drag

I no longer remember how the next time was spent. The only thing I know is that at [-] o'clock in the evening, the only one finally got off the operating table, but the one who was sent to the intensive care unit was not the general ward... …

Through the thick glass, looking at the skinny young man whose body is almost covered with tubes, at that moment, my heartache has turned into numbness.

Why is this happening?

Just when I thought grandma was fine, she left.

Even, I didn't even have time to see the last face, it was only ten days.Why so fast, before she left, she was still fine, and told me that I want me to grow up and earn money to support her.And talk to me about the future.

I just walked away for more than ten days, only ten days, why come back, my world has changed.So dark, so pale, why...

Why……

I thought grandma would stay with me for a long time, I thought grandma could watch me get married and have children, and watch my son call her an old lady. Why, why still can't?Why is it still so sudden?

What is going on in this world, this world?

Is it my fault?Is it, is it because I did something wrong, so my dearest and favorite people have left me one by one?

Am I cursed?What I care about, what I care about, and people who hope that the other party is good will leave me?

God, if this is the case, why did you let me come into this world?

I don't believe in God or Buddha, should I believe in it?Is it because I don't believe that my dearest and most loved people keep leaving me?

So tell me, tell me what else you have to take from me?What else can be taken away?

You tell me!

tell me!

"Yang Feng..."

Who is calling me?Why did I hide on the roof of the hospital and still be found?

I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to see...

"Yang Feng..."

who is it?Who called me with such a gentle voice?I don't need it, I don't need anything now.Curled up and huddled together, I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to see anything anymore.

I don't want to see this world anymore, and I don't want all the people in this world.Since I am doomed to have no one, and since I am doomed to lose nothing, then what do I do when I am left alone?what to do?

"Don't be like this...Yang Feng...will be fine...will be fine..."

When you are hugged into some familiar arms, it will be better to listen to the other party's murmur.I finally raised my head slowly...

Is it Ran Ye, or Ran Ye...

I thought that the other party had left long ago... long gone...

"Yang Feng, if you want to cry, just cry... okay..."

Don't talk to me with such tenderness again, I don't need it, I don't care about it.I do not care……

"Yang Feng..."

"Let go of me, stay away from me." Now I don't need anyone, I don't want anyone!

"Yang Feng..."

"Ran Ye, you said..." Pushing the other away, I staggered to my feet and leaned against the railing of the roof. "You said... I jumped from here, then, can I get those things I lost?" If I can get my grandma, I can get my grandma, and...the only...

"Yang Feng!" Ran Ye roared loudly, loud enough to overwhelm the whistling wind here.

"No, I won't! If you dare to have such thoughts again, don't blame me for being rude!"

Angrily, Ran Ye shouted frantically, holding my shoulders tightly with both hands.

"You're welcome?" Coldly, I raised the corners of my mouth, looking at the other person with eyes as cold as ice. "Ran Ye...how can you be rude? Life is my own, I don't want it anymore, who can stop me!"