After being read mind, my personality collapsed

"To be precise, I used to have mind reading skills."

Let's start, everything is easy to say.

This biggest secret, Tang Sui has always felt that it would be very difficult to tell, but at this point, he found that it seems to be no big deal.

"On the morning of the second day after our relationship was established, you took me by bicycle to pass by Chang'an Avenue. On that day, I kowtowed and asked you to buy me that chocolate cake. After we went to the hospital, I suddenly found that I could hear I have reached your heart...including some complaints in your heart."

"However, there are limits to this superpower. When you return to China after filming "None", the mind-reading ability will automatically disappear after we officially have an intimate relationship. Not long after, on my birthday, you went to buy that chocolate cake again, and then... The super powers are back again."

"This is also the reason why I didn't dare to be intimate with you during this time. I noticed that there seemed to be some misunderstanding between us, so I wanted to keep this ability... I asked someone to check that cake shop, but I couldn't find any Clue, this time... my mind reading skills have completely disappeared."

After speaking, Tang Sui looked at Bai Xu nervously.

He envisioned many possibilities, Bai Xu might look at him blankly, feeling absurd or unbelievable, might get angry on the spot, might even be embarrassed and angry... In short, he shouldn't be as calm as he is now.

The calmness made Tang Sui flustered.

"You, you say something." Tang Sui didn't dare to touch him, "Give me a reaction."

Bai Xu was leaning against the wall on one side of the sofa, his posture was relaxed and casual, the curtains beside him just blocked a small part of the light, enclosing him in half of the shadow, only revealing a straight nose bridge and chin.

He kept his head down the whole time, without even looking at Tang Sui, and kept silent to hide all his emotions.

"Why did you tell me before that?" he said.

Tang Sui originally wanted to move closer to him, but he gave up because of Bai Xu's words: "I tested you a few times before, and your reaction was very strong. I'm afraid... afraid that you will get angry and even more afraid that you will hide from me, so... ...didn't say."

"What about now?" Bai Xu finally raised his head, and stared at Tang Sui motionlessly with his pupils glowing with a light brown halo, his tone could not hear any emotion: "Aren't you worried that I'm going to hide from you now?"

He is a professional actor, when he deliberately disguises his emotions, no one can pry into his heart.

Tang Sui panicked. What he was most afraid of was Bai Xu's current state, which was why he relied on mind reading skills, because if the person in front of him had a heart, no one would be able to guess what he was thinking.

"Don't scare me, just hit me when you're angry, or ignore me." Tang Sui would rather Bai Xu not show a good face to him.

This time, Bai Xu was silent for a long time, so long that Tang Sui's palms were slightly sweaty.

"I thought...you came to confess to me."

Bai Xu took a deep look at Tang Sui, his tone brought out the first emotion - disappointment.

"If you are not ready to tell me the whole truth, then there is no need for you to come today." Bai Xu withdrew his gaze, moved his body, and wanted to leave.

Tang Sui grabbed his arm, took a deep breath, and creased his brows: "Yes."

"I admit that the reason why I don't confess is that I don't have enough confidence in you." Tang Sui lifted Bai Xu's shoulders and made him face him with sincere eyes, "When you want to hide your true thoughts, I will I really can't detect any clues. Since I have mind reading skills, I discovered the secret of your heart for the first time... Such a strong contrast shocked me and also made me feel terrified."

"I'm afraid that I myself have never understood the real you, nor have I ever walked into your heart."

"...Later, I watched you slowly let go of your defenses, and became more and more comfortable and relaxed in front of me. When I was happy, I didn't dare to reveal my feet. The more I liked and cared, the less I dared to take any risks lightly. I admit that I am a businessman, and this emphasis has prompted me to choose the most conservative and profitable path."

"Because if you don't tell me, the risk of letting this matter go away naturally is much smaller than confessing to you."

Now that he decided to speak, Tang Sui gritted his teeth, and simply analyzed to the end: "I chose to tell you because I couldn't find the specific reason for the sense of crisis, so I came to tell you unilaterally that everything is the best way to solve this matter." effective method."

"...And I have completely lost my mind-reading ability, and there is no previous showdown trouble. You will be angry at me for a few days at most...Because now, I am sure enough that you will forgive me in the end, so I choose I will tell you the whole truth."

Bai Xu closed his eyes heavily.

——Tang Sui!You are a dead straight man, there is no need to put the last of these on the face and make it so clear!

This is what Tang Sui dared to say outright, but if it is another person, Bai Xu wants him to have a good experience of what is called "estimated error rate".

Still sure enough to forgive him?Why is his face so big?Why can't he go to heaven!

It's almost pissed off.

call--

...but what could he do?

Bai Xu was indeed angry, but the emotions of shock, anger, embarrassment, and shame had all been digested in this period of time, and confronting Tang Sui face to face at this moment would be powerless to resist his overly frank and fiery gaze.

He can pretend to the whole world, but he can't go against his sun.

He couldn't just let Tang Sui go without any pain.What's more, Tang Sui said it all, and he wouldn't do anything to him at all!

Look at his determined tone, those who don't know think he is manipulating the stock market!

But if he really wanted to deliberately make things difficult for him with a stern face, Tang Sui felt very uncomfortable, and he couldn't bear it anymore. The enemy hurt one thousand and the self hurt eight hundred, so there was no need to mess around.

Giving up is not reconciled, embarrassing and reluctant.

Bai Xu lowered his eyes, recalling the memory in his mind, thinking of the days when Tang Sui had been eavesdropping on him for so long, and pretended to praise "You are so cold" in front of him when he knew everything. pump him.

"Then you go back." Bai Xu raised his head again, his eyes were indifferent.

Tang Sui was dumbfounded.

"what?"

Bai Xu's reaction was beyond his plan, Tang Sui looked at his cold and ruthless profile, and almost thought that he saw him again when he first fell in love.

"I said," Bai Xu repeated blankly: "You go back to China, right now."

Tang Sui was shocked in place.

"Now you don't want to listen to what I have to say?" Bai Xu turned around and went back to the bedroom to take out his mobile phone, and quickly booked Tang Sui's flight ticket back to China at the latest time today.

"I……"

Tang Sui seemed to be like a college student who made a mistake and one plus one equals two. He was stunned, his face full of disbelief, and he fell into struggle and doubt about the whole world.

Bai Xu arranged everything and called Xiaoning to see him off.

Before leaving, Bai Xu held the doorknob and called him: "Tang Sui, if we meet again, you should consider changing our relationship."

In a word, the blood on Tang Sui's face faded completely.

……

film festival night

Sun Ziyan stood in a dark corner that no one cared about, his eyes stared blankly and numbly at a point in the distance, he didn't know why he came today, but he was already standing here when he realized it.

The damp and rotting alleys are separated from the magnificent palace by a wall. Here there is a rotten smell, and lice-infested homeless men compete with sloppy dogs. On the other side, there is a long red carpet, surrounded by flashing lights and flowers. The most concerned about the darling of the times.

In the distance, Sun Ziyan saw a figure in a suit from the back, and in the blink of an eye, he was surrounded by crowds like mountains and seas.

Although it was just a glimpse of the background, Sun Ziyan also knew that it was Bai Xu.

In the past, he was a popular little fresh meat with both appearance and acting skills, while Bai Xu was just a little-known [-]th-line little transparent, and even joined the group because of the sponsor's money. Now that his status has been adjusted, he has fallen to the bottom of the valley Life is hopeless, but Bai Xu stands on the podium.

Sun Ziyan can even imagine, after tonight, how the major domestic magazines and online media will praise Bai Xu, saying that he is a promising new star in the film industry, that he is the most outstanding representative of the new generation of mainland actors, and that he is a well-deserved newcomer king .

Yes, the first step of "Male God" entered the circle and emerged, the second step of "The Devil" became popular all over the country, and the third step of "Nothing" went to the international best actor. The road of Bai Xu is really beautiful, so beautiful that it makes people envy People go crazy.

Why is his luck so good?Why can't he do it himself? !

Sun Ziyan covered his face, bent over and curled up into a ball, weeping uncontrollably.

When a person is hit into the abyss, he will no longer have the courage to stand up.Ever since he made that bold decision and was kicked out of the crew of "Nothing", Sun Ziyan tried to stand up time and time again and was thrown into a more miserable desperate situation. I agree with the fact that I am with the maggots.

Brother Zheng went to jail, he could have been sentenced, but that man just let him go...

He had to live in reality and suffer day and night, to bear the scolding from his troubled parents, to bear the spurning of those fans who once sought after him, and to bear the cold eyes of those he looked down on before.

that person……

Sun Ziyan recalled the only day when he saw him. The man was wearing sunglasses and couldn't see his face clearly, but his temperament was excellent from taste to appearance. Love can also be felt by all.

He loves Bai Xu very much, Sun Ziyan thought.

Good luck.

Unlike myself, Mrs. Zheng is addicted.It's so special, I have suffered so much and wanted to exchange for a chance to survive, but when something happened, I was the first one to be abandoned.

The more the comparison, the more Sun Ziyan felt that Bai Xu was lucky.

Lucky enough to distort faces.

Since he was in school, Bai Xu has been very lucky. Although he is from a poor family, he is still trusted by his teachers, admired by the opposite sex, and friendly to the same sex. He always stands in the sunniest place surrounded by everyone.

Perhaps, since the first time I saw him, I hated him.

……

Bai Xu walked across the red carpet and entered the viewing room to watch the movie "Nothing" starring him from the best angle.

When he came here with all kinds of thoughts in his heart, Bai Xu thought that he would not be able to watch it, but who knew that he was easily attracted to the movie just after it started.

Bowen's long shots are used very well, and the film's post-production is extraordinary. The godly editor sorted out the originally somewhat chaotic and brain-burning plot in an orderly manner, organized but tense, and fast but exciting.

Bai Xu looked at Richard on the screen, it was obviously the same face, but Bai Xu felt that the role he was playing was very strange, as if his every move was not taken by himself after countless attempts a few months ago .

Recalling the shooting a few months ago, Bai Xu only remembers the word "busy". There is a layer of phantom wrapped around the busyness, and the pressure is densely written on it.

Richard was stimulated over and over again, and his cognition was broken. After being forced to recognize the cruel truth countless times, he was choked by even more unacceptable facts. He was desperate, helpless, numb, and crazy...

Bai Xu knew that he was able to play Richard well, largely because he also had a period of alienation from the whole world, and like Richard, he became a walking dead who could only "live".

The film ends in Richard's terrified and relieved pupils, and the detailed lines fall along with the black screen.

If he did it again, Bai Xu thought, it would be difficult for him to play Richard again.

Because he had his own light in his life, and Tang Sui had already dusted off that unfriendly memory for him.

In the days when he thought he was abandoned by the whole world, fate had already paved a prosperous road for him.

……

The host was reading a lengthy list. As one of the nomination candidates who should have been nervously waiting for the result, Bai Xu quietly took out his mobile phone, pulled Tang Sui out of the blacklist, and touched the ring box in his pocket with his fingertips.

I bought it on the day I received the recovered money, the day before Tang Sui came.

When the lights fell from the top of Bai Xu's head with a bang, the focus of the audience was on him. He didn't react for a second, until the applause from the venue and Richard's stills on the screen behind the host told him that he should Got up to accept the award.

Before coming here, he had never considered winning an award at all. When Bai Xu took over the trophy and the microphone, he was still a little slowed down, but he reacted very quickly. Although he did not prepare a thank you speech in advance, it was not difficult. The consistent routine of the scene and the The narration of the process is sincere and smooth.

Holding the heavy trophy in his hand, Bai Xu still felt a little unreal, this was his goal in the first place, but now he dropped it suddenly, and after repeated confirmation, he only wanted to share his own happiness with the closest people.

In the end, Bai Xu held the microphone and looked at the auditorium who was listening quietly in the entire venue and everyone connected to the other end of the electronic equipment camera. At that moment, he made a seemingly impulsive but subconsciously prepared move.

He took out the ring in his pocket, and said again: "I want to take a moment of everyone's time."

All of a sudden, the audience was in an uproar, the camera and the flash came close one after another, the sound of the shutter and the strong light continued, Bai Xu looked calm, and did not disturb his speech because of these restlessness.

"This person is not at the scene today, I did it on purpose, but he should be able to see me on the headlines later." The reporter was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.

The host gave up the stage to Bai Xu, and the lighting engineer adjusted a beam of gentle warm light to shine down from above his head, and everyone in the room breathed lightly.

"There are some things that don't fit in person, so I want to take this opportunity, the most important moment in my career, to say something to the most important person in my life that I've never said to him before."