After being read mind, my personality collapsed

Tang Sui remembered why he lost his mind-reading skills last time!

Bai Xu was flushed all over, and his tone was shy and erratic, "You can come tonight as you want."

Tang Sui:! ! !

Sensing Tang Sui's stiff resistance, Bai Xu's expression changed, and the hand on his shoulder dropped, "What's wrong?"

Tang Sui's body is very honest, but his mind is very rational.

It took me a lot of effort to recover my mind-reading skills. If I "do" my own voice before listening to a few words, then I will die.

"I……"

Seeing his hesitant to speak, Bai Xu frowned slightly, "Huh?"

Heartbroken, Tang Sui went all out, closed his eyes and gritted his teeth: "Today is my birthday, maybe... maybe we can do something else!... Uh, do something more meaningful?"

Bai Xu: "..."

—I'm ready to take off my pants, you're telling me this now?

Bai Xu blinked, hoping Tang Sui would think about it again.

Tang Sui swallowed nervously, met Bai Xu's eyes, and remained silent.

"..."

The embarrassment was physical for Tang Sui and psychological for Bai Xu.

- Fuck.

Pushing away Tang Sui and standing still, Bai Xu buttoned his shirt to the top one by one, covering himself tightly.

Tang Sui covered his face with his hands, and quietly spread his fingers to reveal one eye, "How about we watch a movie?"

Bai Xu: "..."

"What, do you have kidney deficiency? Or is it that you need to watch a movie first?"

Tang Sui, who was pissed off, resolutely did not back down, "I meant to watch "The Devil" you played, didn't I say to watch it together before? I haven't watched it since I came back."

"I don't even feel it in real life, why do I need to watch me in the movie?"

Being harassed for the second time, Tang Sui tugged at the corner of Bai Xu's clothes, and in time remembered what Xu Zhen had reminded him that day, and he was invincibly grateful in his heart, "Today is my birthday, I want to chat with you for a while, we can have a heart-to-heart talk."

He hit the target right away, Bai Xu's complexion looked much better after hearing this, and his attitude softened.

"From poems and songs to philosophy of life?" Bai Xu sneered coolly, walking towards the screening room coldly from his back.

On the day of the premiere of "Inner Devil", Tang Sui secretly booked out to watch it. Bai Xu went to the hospital to see his mother and watched it together with him a few days ago.

Tang Sui spoke first: "Can you tell me what happened at the gate of Yingchuan that day? And... about your father."

At the beginning of the movie, the camera changes frequently, and the light flickers on and off, illuminating Bai Xu's three-dimensional and profound facial features, which is so handsome that he takes one's breath away.

His eyes flickered twice, and Bai Xu's long eyelashes cast a shadow, "What do you want to know?"

When the atmosphere was up, Tang Sui stretched out his long arms to bring him into his range, with a relaxed and ordinary tone: "Choose a beginning you like, whatever you want to say is fine."

The camera flickered, the screen plunged into darkness, and Bai Xu sank along with him. After the long and short darkness, the light came in little by little, and the room was bright again. Bai Xu slowly spread out the memories: "From the moment I have memories , until the summer vacation of the fifth grade of elementary school, I have been living in the love of my parents, my family is happy and happy, and my parents are loving and harmonious."

"My father was a very successful businessman. He made a lot of money. We lived in a big house. I went to the best school. My mother was a dancer when she was young. After marrying my father She didn’t go out to dance anymore, but she often invited her friends to dance at home, and her father often danced with her mother.”

"In my memory, my father would take me and my mother to the amusement park on weekends and buy me the biggest and best-looking cotton candy. My mother thought my father was too doting on me, so my father would pick me up and let me sit on his shoulders. He held up the marshmallow to the sky. He held his mother's hand with his free hand and said... My son, I'm used to it."

Tang Sui hugged him tightly, with a throbbing pain in his heart, and said softly, "I'll buy you cotton candy from now on. I'll buy you whatever you want. I'm a man, and I'm used to it."

Bai Xu's eyes were slightly hot, he didn't say anything, he just got up and went back to the master bedroom to get something back, and opened it for Tang Sui to see.

With the light of the movie, Tang Sui saw clearly what was in the box. It was a meteorite, which he sent to Bai Xu a long time ago. Tang Sui still remembered that it was rushed to make up for the fake star certificate. here.

Through the slightly cool protective cover, Bai Xu groped the corners of the box with his fingers, and continued: "When I was young, my family was a strict mother and a loving father. My father would play with my mother in different ways. Once I envied my classmates. The slide at home, my father tossed until midnight, and remade it for me on the stairs. He was afraid that I would fall, and secretly took my mother's elastic belt to tie me up."

"The two of us were skating, and our mother who got up to drink water in the middle of the night caught me. My mother said angrily, if he wants a slide, you can build it for him. If he wants a star? Do you still want to pick it for him? "

Thinking of this, Bai Xu took a long breath, suppressed the turbulent emotions, and the temperature in his eyes dropped a little: "Father said that he will make a lot of money in the future, so he will pick stars for me."

"Before I started sixth grade, my father's company went bankrupt. Since then, my family has never been the same."

Tang Sui asked: "Didn't you tell me last time that your father passed away after the company went bankrupt?"

The cold light in his eyes was hidden in the darkness, Bai Xu repeated softly: "Yes, my father died of bankruptcy."

"Since the company went bankrupt, my father, Mr. Bai Pingwu, seemed to be a different person. He used to have a good temper, always had a cheerful smile on his face, always spoke softly to his mother, and treated me as his own. Very pampered."

"After we ran out of money, we quickly moved out of the villa. I couldn't go to school, so I stayed at home by myself. My mother, who had been pampered for more than ten years, went out to find a job again, and wanted to help Bai Pingwu repay some debts together."

"But Bai Pingwu gradually got into all kinds of bad habits, smoking and drinking too much, and even once, he came home drunk, in the middle of the night...he beat my mother, and called me a loser and loser. I was terrified I feel like I don’t know the person in front of me at all, but my mother hugged me, crying and saying that he was just drunk.”

"...I don't understand, Tang Sui." Bai Xu's breathing became rough, he held Tang Sui tightly, and asked in a low voice, more like asking himself: "It's just that he has no money, why did he become like that?"

Tang Sui could only hug him tightly, put his forehead against him, and repeated over and over again: "It's nothing, don't be afraid."

"Later, every time Bai Pingwu hit my mother, my mother would hold me and cry, crying and repeating to me how my father loved her before, how they knew each other and loved each other, how sweet they were. I was going crazy listening to it, and I wanted to kill her Her mouth is sewn up... She is too cowardly to deceive herself."

"...Until an accident, Bai Pingwu beat his mother into serious injuries and was admitted to the hospital. The doctor said that my mother would never dance again. That morning, my father's conscience seemed to come back. He lay on the bed and cried for a long time until the sun rose , he told me to take good care of my mother, and there has been no news since then."

Bai Xu and Tang Sui clasped their fingers together, let go of all their strength, and lay in his arms with peace of mind, so that he didn't have to worry, "I lived a stable life with my mother for a few years, and it was on the day of my coming-of-age ceremony, that is, when I met later. In the afternoon of your day, when I went home, I saw a mess in the room."

"He came back again. Not only that, but he also became addicted to gambling and owed a lot of money. Bai Pingwu was full of dreams of his comeback, repeating his blueprint for the future to his mother over and over again, and his mother cried and persuaded him to turn back. He got angry, smashed things and took all the money from the family."

"He just left when I went back... It's ridiculous that after a few years, my mother still misses the little friendship they had." Bai Xu sneered, not sure whether it was ridicule or self-deprecating.

But what can he say, they are the ones who are emotionally bound, the mother can't let go, and he is an outsider, how can he stand and talk without back pain, not to mention that he is only an adopted son.

"The incident on the day of the shadow transmission was indeed related to him. He owed a loan shark, and the other party approached me and sent me two amputated fingers. Don't worry about this matter, I will solve it soon. It's just that I once I promised my mother to let him live, so... I asked you what to do when you don't know what to choose."

So far, Bai Xu's life that Tang Sui has not participated in in the past 20 years has been fully unfolded before him.

Tang Sui regretted and rejoiced that during the time he was absent, Bai Xu was facing the torment of fate alone; he was glad that he caught his moonlight, held it, held it firmly in his arms, and never let go.

"Tang Sui."

Bai Xu turned sideways suddenly, solemnly called out Tang Sui's name, and made up his mind to dig open his heart, revealing the most fragile and hidden thoughts.

"I can't believe that there is eternal love in the world. There are too many accidents in the future. Even if there is no external force, the long and trivial days will grind our existing love into ashes. In the past, I was always worried about a certain day in the future , Will you also become unrecognizable, but I don’t know when it started, unconsciously, I have less and less time to think about those bad memories, and the background of my life is full of you from beginning to end.”

"The sweetness, surprises, dumbfounding you gave me, and even the ordinary daily life made me happy. Now I think... instead of worrying about a possibility in the future, it is better to live the present. At least now we are working hard. in love with each other."

"Existing now is the meaning of love."

……

When Bai Xu woke up the next day, he was still a little dazed, his consciousness slowly returned, he squinted his eyes and touched the quilt beside him.

It's still warm, Tang Sui should have woken up not long ago.

It was too late to chat last night, Bai Xu fell asleep in the screening room in a daze.

"Are you awake?" Tang Sui just opened the door and came in, wearing the little white rabbit apron that Bai Xu bought for him before, seeing Bai Xu's eyes open, Tang Sui walked towards him with a smile.

???

Bai Xu rubbed his eyes, closed them and opened them wide again, what the hell?

There is a string of highlighted labels above Tang Sui's head, in pink cartoon font: Miserable: The sweet wife at home is too sweet!

Those few words accompanied Tang Sui as he walked around and jumped up and down. Coupled with the little rabbit apron on his body, it couldn't be more frightening early in the morning.

——What the hell is this!

Bai Xu hurriedly pulled the quilt and raised his hand to resist, made a gesture of resistance, motioned Tang Sui to stop, closed his eyes and hid loudly: "Don't come here!"