After being read mind, my personality collapsed

The single ward was exceptionally quiet, just now when the doctor came for the examination, he turned on the light, but Bai Xu went to turn it off, leaving only a dim yellow floor lamp emitting a light-colored warm light.

"It's really long to explain. Come up, I want to hug you." If you don't want to kiss, don't you let me hug you?Tang Sui saw that his eyes were filled with a few slender red bloodshots, and knew that he must have never rested.

The bed in the VIP ward was big enough, so Tang Sui patted the seat on his left and asked Bai Xu to come up.

"No." Bai Xu glared at him fiercely, slowly took off his shoes, lifted the quilt and lay down beside him, "Be honest, don't move around."

Tang Sui smiled lightly, and held hands with him quietly under the quilt. Although the hospital bed was big, the two of them seemed a little crowded lying on it. The body temperature passed from each other, the warm heat passed from the palm of the hand to the limbs and the body, and the warm current flowed through the bottom of the heart. , giving him an unprecedented sense of caring.

"I must emphasize and clarify one point first. I have never used you as a substitute for anyone, let alone to support you. I have pursued you seriously for three months. We are in a relationship."

"Two months and 28 days." Bai Xu remained expressionless.

"Two months, 28 days and 23 hours." Tang Sui said with a blank expression.

"..." Bai Xugan bowed down, "Okay, you continue."

"It was you who I met in the west of the city five or six years ago. It was at the corner of Chang'an Street. There used to be a bus booth there, but it was demolished. It was raining the day I met you."

"At that time, I was quite embarrassed and experienced a little setback. I was sitting there in the rain, and you just appeared in front of me with an umbrella. You were wearing a white tuxedo that day. I thought I saw an angel."

There were many thunderstorms in the imperial capital in summer, when Tang Sui had just taken over the mess in the country, and he had been called "other people's child" since he was a child, and that was the first time he tasted the taste of failure thoroughly.Tang Sui, who was still young, was unwilling to let his parents leave the domestic mess to him to finish.

His parents were always busy, and they always ignored him when he was a child. Tang Sui worked hard and tried harder, trying to impress his parents and make them proud of him.

Now that his parents left him alone in the country, the young Tang Sui held his breath and wanted them to regret it, and wanted them to know: Look, your son is very good, he deserves you to take him abroad together, instead of taking over this mess for you Mop up.

But he failed.

He stumbled completely, making all the people who were waiting to see his jokes wild and proud.

Tang Sui was sitting on the side of the road aimlessly, the phoenix trees at the intersection of Chang'an Avenue were shedding their fur, and the water-soaked hairballs fell all over him, making him extremely embarrassed.

Then he met Bai Xu.

The young man in a white tuxedo stood against the light, pieces of light beams leaked from the floating hair, Bai Xu had a slight smile on his mouth, and his gentle voice was like a gust of wind, gently blowing away the cold and dust from his body.

"No matter how heavy the rain is, it will stop. Go home, you will catch a cold."

Bai Xu gave Tang Sui the umbrella, thought for a while, then turned around and gave him the cake in his hand.

Tang Sui took it in a daze, but before he could react, Bai Xu's figure disappeared into the rain.

After he left, the clouds cleared and the rain cleared, and the sky cleared up.

The sky washed by the shower was blue and boundless, and a shallow rainbow hung in the air, beautifully like a dream.

"So, just an umbrella, a piece of cake, and a word? It's that easy?"

"Yeah." Tang Sui nodded, his eyes extremely earnest, "I only regret that I wore a mask that day, and I regret that my mind was a step too slow, and I didn't ask you to ask for your name, otherwise I wouldn't have searched for so long and came up with such a big one. There is a misunderstanding."

Bai Xu recalled it carefully, but had to tell Tang Sui regretfully, "I'm sorry, I really can't remember, but it should indeed be me that day, and I bought the cake for you because of the anniversary discount in the store. "

"Do you still remember that cake?" Tang Sui was pleasantly surprised.

Originally, he didn't have any hope. To Bai Xu, this was just a trivial matter, and it's normal that he couldn't remember clearly.It’s him who can’t forget, but he can’t ask others to give the same in return, “It’s a chocolate cake. I’ve never eaten such a delicious cake. It’s round and beautiful, with a layer of rainbow beans sprinkled on top of the chocolate icing. bean."

"Uh... well, you remember it really well." Bai Xu only remembered that the cake seemed to be on sale at a discount, and that the clerk was too enthusiastic to buy it himself.

Of course Tang Sui remembered clearly, he remembered every detail of that day, "Later you bought it for me once, ah, the day you took me with you on a bicycle, didn't I hit my head, the one you bought for me that day That’s right, it’s a coincidence that I couldn’t find this cake after searching all over the emperor after you left.”

"Oh." Tang Sui said that Bai Xu remembered that day... After all, that cake was really expensive.

"I've searched all over the west of the city, including the university town, but I can't find you."

"Although I can't remember you, our school held a coming-of-age ceremony that day, and I wore a tuxedo as a student representative." It was Bai Xu's only tuxedo, which was made by his mother. "And, at that time, I I was only in high school, okay, I went to No. [-] Middle School in the Imperial Capital, and I went to the west of the city that day because a classmate in my class was sick, and the teacher asked me to bring two classmates to visit him."

In fact, that day was also special to Bai Xu. He couldn't remember so many details of meeting Tang Sui, but Bai Xu still vaguely remembered that he had comforted a stranger.

Because on that day, he returned home after comforting others, and witnessed with his own eyes that his stable life was shattered again.

Tang Sui squeezed his palms, "Oh, I thought you lived in the west of the city. Although people from all over the imperial capital have been sent to look for it, the main force is still concentrated in the west of the city."

I regret it so much, and what I regret even more is why he wears a mask!

Bai Xu chuckled, and patted his fidgeting hand under the quilt, "Okay, I misunderstood you, I almost threw away those tuxedos at home."

"Oh..." Tang Sui let out a long sigh, "I really want to kiss you."

Stretching out his hand to poke his bandage, Bai Xu snorted softly, "You just stay here."

"Your thinking is too divergent. Look at those conditions, which one matches me? It's strange if you can find it. I give you a cake because you like dessert?"

"About this, I also ask for an explanation." Tang Sui naturally remembered eating pudding in his office that day, "I did guess at the beginning, but during the time I was chasing you, every time we went out to eat, you would order more." A dessert."

"Huh?" Bai Xu raised his upper body to look at Tang Sui, and stretched out a clean finger to poke his face, but luckily his face was not injured.

"You are sick, I ordered it for you."

"Give it to me?" Tang Sui was stunned, and with the neck guard on, his expression looked extraordinarily cute, making Bai Xu unable to help laughing.

At first, the corners of his mouth were just curled up, but in the end he simply buried himself in the pillow, his muffled laughter was intermittent, and his chest trembled.

"Stop laughing." Tang Sui only hated that he couldn't make a big move now, otherwise he would have to hold him down and kiss him until he couldn't laugh.

"I didn't laugh at you, I really didn't laugh at you," Bai Xu frowned, with a crystal smile hanging from the corners of his eyes, "I laughed at the two of us hahahaha, I saw you staring at the dessert bar repeatedly every time, thinking that you I want to eat but can't bear to order some, so I ordered it for you, otherwise why would I give it to you with just one bite every time?"

Tang Sui looked at him intently, and explained: "...I thought you wanted to keep your figure."

After looking at each other for a while, Bai Xu couldn't hold back, and with a "puchi", he laughed first.

"Hahahaha well, maybe we really have a little, um...lack of communication."

Ever since he said it, Tang Sui's heart was as sweet as honey, and he felt that it was worth it to fry it ten or eight times.

"Blame me. I thought you wouldn't remember these things, so I didn't mention them. It's all my fault. You have been wronged for so long. Do you think I'm too stupid?" Tang Sui thought. I am terribly stupid, and every time I encounter something about Bai Xu, I feel a little out of my mind.

"It's not a grievance." He was jealous, "But it's really a bit stupid."

——Anyway, I also...

Tang Sui: "I have a question."

As soon as he guessed, he knew what he wanted to ask, Bai Xu smiled threateningly: "No, Xu, ask!"

Recalling carefully, Tang Sui did not seem to have explicitly told him about keeping a substitute. At that time, I only thought that he had someone he liked, and he was very tactful when asking. Now that I have the correct answer, I think back to the time. The situation seems to be...

He was indeed thinking too much.

——even the whole process of self, self, brain, and supplement.

"Oh, and." Tang Sui felt a little bit of strength recovering from his body, and the palm of his left hand that was holding Bai Xu was sweating, but he didn't want to let go, "Do you remember the carved wooden ring I gave you? I In the house where my parents lived before going abroad, there was a pear tree outside the back wall, and I cut off its branches to carve."

"That time in the west of the city was not the first time I saw you. We met once when we were young. I just returned to China at that time. You should have just started elementary school."

"It was also a rainy day. I just came back at that time, and I was not very popular with my friends. That day I was reprimanded by the piano teacher again, and I hid in the pear tree on the back wall outside my house and cried."

Tang Sui had to take many classes when he was a child. Apart from academic courses, he also had various remedial classes, and piano was one of them.

"You were beautiful when you were young, and you are as good-looking as you are now. You were wearing a small suit and a standard bow tie that day, and you also gave me the umbrella. I forgot what you said to me. Anyway, after that, I I started to take piano lessons seriously, studied hard, and gradually began to actively integrate into the circle of my peers."

"It's a pity that I never waited for you under the pear tree on the back wall."

"At that time, I was too young to understand what this kind of feeling is. Maybe the feeling started to have a seed at that time. Later, I would always think of the bursts of pear blossoms on the back wall on rainy days, and I couldn't help it. Look more at people in white suits holding umbrellas."

"Until I met you again, the scene was exactly the same."

"I even suspected that I was dreaming, because I never thought that I would meet you again one day," Tang Sui sighed, "But I was stunned for a moment, and my angel flew away again."

"There are so many people in the world, but I was able to meet you twice, you handed me an umbrella twice, and you blocked the rain twice."

"In the future, I also want to hold an umbrella for you."

They were nestled on the sofa that day, when Tang Sui heard Bai Xu say that he wanted to hold an umbrella with him on rainy days in the future, his beating heart almost jumped out of his chest.

The speed of the saline bottle was a little fast, and Bai Xu stretched out his hand to adjust it a little slower. He always felt that he should say something at this time, but he couldn't speak. He groped for the infusion tube and thought for a while, and finally chose to give up.

According to Tang Sui's description, he recalled it retrospectively, and this memory is a little clearer than the one five or six years ago, "I still remember this, and there was indeed such a thing, but I really didn't expect it, that cry You are the one who gets a lot of snot and tears."

Not everyone can have a cutting-edge facial recognition system like Tang Sui. Bai Xu feels that he is not very similar to when he was a child. As for Tang Sui, he is not like a person at all.

It's normal not to recognize it, but it's strange to recognize it.

"I, I don't." Tang Sui was a little embarrassed, which was one of the reasons why he didn't want to say it at first, it really lowered his image, "I can't now, don't laugh."

The corners of Bai Xu's mouth were opened even further, and he leaned on Tang Sui's pillow and met his eyes. They had looked at each other many times, awkward and speechless, each with their own thoughts, secretive and suppressed... At this time, they all became the most beautiful. The calmest and softest smile.

The warmth gradually climbed up, I don't know who's eyes changed first, and the charm burned quickly, the heartbeat was pounding, and the heavy breathing was entangled in the empty and quiet ward.

"Just a kiss, okay?"

"No."

Tang Sui was disappointed for a while, and the next second, Bai Xu held his face in his hands, the shadow covered it, and his cool and moist lips touched gently, "I want to kiss him many, many times."