I don't just want to dream about you

In the morning, we visited the Martyrs Cemetery.The afternoon itinerary is to go to the farmhouse at the foot of the mountain for dinner, and then go to climb a nearby mountain called Twelve Fingers.

There are about 40 people in the student union, and there are several tables.

Shen Qinghan held Meng Yihuan's hand at the very beginning, asking Meng Yihuan to eat at the same table with her, but Meng Yihuan looked to the side, and either the minister or the deputy minister was sitting.I am so small, I am really embarrassed to sit here.

"Eh, senior sister?" Meng Yihuan tentatively called out to Shen Qinghan.

"What's wrong?" Shen Qinghan tugged on Meng Yihuan's hand, not letting go at all.

"Well, can I go to another table?" Seeing that Shen Qinghan had no intention of letting him go, Meng Yihuan blushed and looked at his grasped hand.

"Yihuan doesn't want to sit with me?"

"That's not true." Meng Yihuan looked around and saw that there was no one around, and then muttered softly, "This table should be filled with ministers, deputy ministers or something. It's not suitable for me to sit here."

"Why is it inappropriate?"

Meng Yihuan was a little anxious now, stomped his feet and said, "It's not suitable at all. Like me." Meng Yihuan thought for a while, and said with a sigh, "I shouldn't sit here."

"But I want you to eat with me." Shen Qinghan said softly, but let go of Meng Yihuan's hand, and frowned.

what to do?Feeling so guilty.Oh my god, if there is no one at this time, Meng Yihuan will definitely scratch her head with both hands, and she has no resistance to this kind of senior.

It's too gentle to say what you want.It felt like I had done a sinful thing.

Meng Yihuan stared at Shen Qinghan hesitantly, but the other party just smiled at him, then turned to leave.

"Senior Sister" Meng Yihuan couldn't hold back and shouted.

"What's wrong?" Shen Qinghan turned to look at Meng Yihuan, unable to figure out anything in his expression.

Meng Yihuan didn't know why she called Shen Qinghan to stop, but she felt intuitively that Shen Qinghan seemed a little sad.

Maybe it's my own illusion!

Meng Yihuan thought, she looked at Shen Qinghan and said, "Sister, do you want to think about having dinner together at night?"

"The two of us?"

Who else would there be?Just as Meng Yihuan thought about it, Zhu Si appeared next to her.

"As the saying goes, it's better to come in time than to come in time. Where are you going to eat at night, you two? Take me!" Zhu Si smiled and put his arms around Shen Qinghan's shoulders, "Okay, if you have anything to talk about later No? We’re all waiting for dinner.”

Shen Qinghan stared at Zhu Si resentfully, if she hadn't come too soon, he would be able to have dinner with Yi Huan tonight.

The more he thought about it, the more unhappy he became, Shen Qinghan patted away Zhu Si's hand on his shoulder.

"Stingy" Zhu Si stuck out his tongue, "I can't even put my shoulders down"

"No way," Shen Qinghan said.

Zhu Si felt that he was making fun of himself.Shrugging his shoulders, he said to Meng Yihuan who was still standing there, "Look at the elementary school girl. Shen Qinghan is such a bad person, he won't even let me put his shoulders on it."

"Obviously I came first. Sigh." Zhu Si quietly looked at Meng Yihuan, seeing the corners of Meng Yihuan's mouth twitching slightly, he couldn't help laughing, "It seems that there are only two people in friendship, and there will always be more friendship between three people." "

"It's not friendship." Shen Qinghan was unwilling to back down in this regard, and said quite seriously, "Yi Huan and I are not considered friendship."

After saying this, Zhu Si froze in place.Meng Yihuan also froze.

What is not friendship?Meng Yihuan turned her head quickly, but couldn't figure out what this sentence meant.

Could it be that senior sister means that he and her are just a pure senior sister and junior sister relationship, and there is no other relationship other than that?

There seems to be nothing wrong.After all, the senior has never said that she is her good friend since they have known each other for so long.

It's just that when she mentioned it like this, there seemed to be a lump in her heart.I feel uncomfortable all over, and I don’t feel strong.

Meng Yihuan didn't know what was going on with her now, she was very hungry before, but after hearing Shen Qinghan's words, her stomach was not hungry anymore, she just felt no appetite.

Zhu Si knew exactly what Shen Qinghan's words meant, but looking at Meng Yihuan's darkened face, he could completely guess that this was pure falling flowers, intentional and ruthless.

It seems that the elementary school girl has no idea about Shen Qinghan at all.Are you putting yourself in the position of friendship?

After Shen Qinghan finished speaking, he left first.Zhu Si, who thought he said something wrong, didn't dare to stay where he was, and followed Shen Qinghan in a hurry.

Most of what the farmhouse eats are things grown in the fields, which can be regarded as delicious.

Zhu Si gave Shen Qinghan a piece of tofu ground by the owner of the shop. Seeing that the other party had no intention of speaking, he hesitated before saying, "That elementary school girl's face turned black just now, you should have seen it?"

"Well, I saw it." Shen Qinghan ate very politely, almost eating grain by grain.

Her current mood is really complicated.The sentence of friendship just said was just a temptation for her.

In my heart, I hope that Meng Yihuan will be happy that I am not friendly with her, but I am also afraid that Meng Yihuan will feel sad because he said that he has no friendship with her.

What Shen Qinghan wanted was never Meng Yihuan's friendship.

She is very clear about what she wants, and in order to achieve this goal, no matter how many twists and turns there are, she doesn't care at all.

"Then you are still so calm? Don't coax others." Zhu Si said, "The little girl likes you so much, it's good for you, and you still say that you don't have friendship. Isn't this intentional to make people feel uncomfortable?"

"Zhu Si..." Shen Qinghan raised his head and glanced at Zhu Si who was trying to persuade him, and said calmly, "How do you want me to coax her?"

"Do you want me to tell her what I think about her, or do you want me to tell her that I am only willing to be friends?"

Neither of these points can be said right now.Zhu Sisi, if she didn't see through Shen Qinghan's thoughts, she wouldn't have to worry so much.

No, it's not a worry.It's just that they are simply worried that there will be conflicts between the two of them because of this matter.

After all, I blame myself.Why do you owe it?

But Shen Qinghan was also to blame, saying that he couldn't eat hot tofu in a hurry.It's good for her to play cards and directly hit big and small ghosts.There is no way to let people pick it up.

"Forget it, forget it, let's eat quickly." Zhu Si planned to add a chopstick to Shen Qinghan's tofu.But unexpectedly found that his bowl was full of tofu.

But the culprit kept smiling beside him.

The white tofu made Zhu Si doubt his life.Just take it as the price she paid for what she owed.

Meng Yihuan didn't go to lunch.Because of Shen Qinghan's words that there is no friendship between the two of us, Meng Yihuan's appetite was extremely poor.

Before coming, she prepared a bag of snacks.So even if you don't eat, you won't be hungry.

The farmhouse was built by the river, and Meng Yihuan had no intention of eating, so he came out to take a stroll.

It was already cool in November, and a flock of quacking ducks flowed upstream on the river.This is a very quiet place, very suitable for thinking about problems and dazed.

Meng Yihuan has become more and more prone to forget recently that she is just in a dream.

This dream may wake up at any time, so why should I be so involved?

There are countless reasons in my heart to persuade myself not to be sad because of such an ordinary sentence.

You are already an adult, why are you still so fragile? Without friendship, there is no friendship.Pull it down!

Meng Yihuan laughed silently, but she was still a little sad.

Maybe it was because Shen Qinghan, the senior, had been taking special care of me in this dream from the very beginning, so I naturally regarded her as a good friend, or more.

Meng Yihuan had always felt that falling in love with a character in a dream was hard to tell.But now I think differently. It is hard not to like such an attractive person in real life.

What's more, in a virtual fantasy dream?

Do you like it?

Meng Yihuan thought.

I mind so much, is it because the senior sister said that I have no friendship with her, or because I don't seem to be that important to the senior sister?

What Meng Yihuan couldn't figure out was these two points.But when I think about each point, I feel very sad, and suddenly I can’t understand my heart.

If it wasn't Shen Qinghan who said this to herself today, but other good friends she had with whom she had a relationship.

Meng Yihuan thought for almost 5 minutes before finally admitting helplessly.If it was her friend who said such things, I had to give her a few fists, even if it was a joke, I had to wait for myself to be beaten up.

But Shen Qinghan is not them, and it is impossible for him to do such a thing.

So when I think about it this way, in fact, in essence, my attitude towards Shen Qinghan has always been the same as that of treating friends?

Having figured out this key point, Meng Yihuan had to face the next thing that he needed to confirm.

If I treated Shen Qinghan from the very beginning, it wouldn't be like treating a friend.So what will it be?

It's impossible to treat the senior sister the same way.

Meng Yihuan once worked in the student union when he was in college.Working as a cow and a horse, I was exhausted, and every time I saw a senior on the road, I wanted to run away.

But now when he saw Shen Qinghan, he tried every means to get close to her.

So my attitude towards Shen Qinghan was not like that of my senior sister at first.

Meng Yihuan stood on the left side of the river, listening to the sound of the water.I don't know how long it has passed, but her feet have already started to go numb, so she gave a helpless smile.

In fact, didn't you already know the answer in your heart?

The liking that I thought I could cover up in the past has already sprouted in my heart, and it is only about to blossom and bear fruit.

I really like her.

It would be great if this was not a dream mirror, Meng Yihuan thought, but quickly dismissed the idea. If he met such an excellent senior in real life, he would definitely not have the courage to contact her.

The author has something to say: I am not very good at eating the kind of tofu made by the farm vegetable mill. I have always wondered why a fanatic tofu lover like me would refuse it.