You are better than a cannon car [e-sports]

you like me.

you like me.

you like me.

...

Anlin's pupils trembled, and he was stunned on the chair.These words swayed in his mind like a witch's spell, over and over again, making him forget to think.

Stiffly raised his hand and pressed it to his heart, his fingers were so hard that they turned white, as if otherwise, the beating heart would burst through his throat.

He likes Suzy?

He likes Suzy?

He likes Suzy?

...

"I...I..." An Lin opened his mouth, but did not utter a complete sentence.

Su Xi wanted to hold his trembling hand, but was dodged.

An Lin stepped hard, and suddenly kicked the chair back to open the distance, his face turned pale.There was fine sweat on his forehead, he licked the corners of his mouth, and after organizing his words for a long time, he said: "I... I may have drunk too much, so don't take it to your heart if you talk nonsense, hi, I like you... something, it should be said Nonsense, I...I also like Ah Xian, Brother Feng, Brother Yi...and Manager Deng and Coach, I like you very much...I also like the rest of the team..."

"I lied to you." Su Xi interrupted him, "You didn't say."

"...Huh?" An Lin looked at him.

"You didn't say anything." Su Xi had no expression on her face, and her voice was very calm: "You didn't get drunk or talk nonsense last night, I just made it up to lie to you.

"

"Cheat... lie to me?"

"En." Su smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

"...Oh." Anlin Anlin's body softened immediately, he leaned back on the chair, twitched the corner of his mouth and said with a sneer, "You're kidding me again...I, I thought..."

"Hello! Takeaway!" There was a knock on the door. Su Xi went to pick up the takeaway and put it on Anlin's table. She looked down at the nervous person and wanted to touch his head. up.

"Let's eat first." Su Xi finally said something and went upstairs.

When she regained her senses, Su Xi was no longer in the training room, An Lin took the takeaway to the restaurant and ate it.

Although Su Xi said it was a joke, the joke stirred up huge waves in his heart.

In fact, when Su Xi said it, he just had to retort normally. If it was Ah Xian or someone else said that he liked him, An Lin's first reaction would be to be joking, and then he would say 'I really like you' lol It's over after laughing, but it's different when it comes out of Su Xi's mouth. An Lin found that he couldn't refute, and couldn't even say a word.

Thinking of this, he put his hand lightly on his chest, and his heartbeat began to speed up again. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm down the beating heart, and reached out to drink the mineral water next to him.

As soon as he looked up, he saw someone sitting outside again.

The restaurant has transparent floor-to-ceiling windows, and you can directly see the terrace on the second floor.Su Xi sat on the rattan chair with her back facing An Lin's direction, with one hand hanging naturally on the armrest, the cigarette was still held between her fingertips, the ash had burned for a long time, and she was biting hard on the cigarette butt, which was about to collapse. Burned out, it was so hot that her fingers hurt a little, and Su Xi, who was in a daze, finally came to her senses, pressed the sparks out in the ashtray and lit a new one.

It's already May, and the weather in Shanghai is gradually getting hotter. The sun is very good today, and the afternoon sun is still warm, and Yang Sasa blends with Su Xi.

An Lin knew that he was born with a withdrawn personality, and he didn't have many friends. People around him thought he was autistic and difficult to get along with.

He was like a worm that lives under a damp and dark stone, afraid to touch the outside world, gloomy and dark.

Later Su Xi appeared, like the sunshine in spring, gentle and bright, coming in through the gap, slowly warming his dull heart.

He felt like a greedy ant, yearning strongly for the light and longing for warmth, even though he was a little scared at first, he still couldn't stop the throbbing that wanted to get closer.

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Lao Deng said that the last time he proposed to the boss to reform the living environment of the players was approved, and the club also found a new base. During this period of time, the decoration is almost complete, and all SOG League of Legends members have moved to the new base.

"Is it a little remote?" After getting out of the car, Zhang Junyi looked at the surrounding environment, "I just checked, and it takes at least 10 minutes to drive to the nearest commercial street."

"You don't go shopping! Isn't that good? Look how beautiful this house is!" Lao Deng followed and led everyone into the courtyard.

The villa is very large. The first floor is the work area, training room, meeting room, and entertainment restaurant. The second floor is where the manager, coaching analysts, etc. live. The team members still live on the third floor. There are many rooms. Human world, but one room per person.

An Lin stood in the courtyard to visit the new base.

He quite liked the style of the villa. Before Lin Zhengye and Xu Jing quarreled, they had seen this type of house together, discussing how to decorate and how to design it. An Lin remembered that he said at the time that he would Hold a party in the yard and invite all your friends to play together.

However, such a warm scene hadn't appeared in Lin's house for a long time, so long that he felt that those memories were simply imagined by himself.

In the yard on the third floor, Su Xi was sitting on a recliner and looking into the distance.

Since that incident, the two haven't talked much until now. The main reason is that An Lin's heart beats uncontrollably faster as soon as he gets close to him, as if he was back when he first came to SOG. I was unconsciously nervous, and I couldn't even speak well.

Su Xi seemed to be aware of the sight behind her, and turned her head to see An Lin who was staying where she was, and An Lin went over to sit next to him in embarrassment.

"Have you... selected the room?" An Lin casually picked up a topic.

"No." Su Xi said lightly, paused and added, "You can live in any room you want."

"Oh..." An Lin glanced at him quietly, and Su Xi kept looking at the lake in front of the villa.

The two sat in silence for a while, Su Xi lit a cigarette and asked him, "Where do you live?"

"The innermost room." An Lin replied immediately.

"Ah."

There was another silence. This place is far away from the urban area, the environment is quiet, and there is no other sound on the terrace except for the chirping of birds.

When the two of them got along in the past, the atmosphere and rhythm were controlled by Su Xi. The two of them were always talking and laughing. Even though Su Xi often teased him, it was never as embarrassing as it is now.

An Lin quietly looked at Su Xi's hands holding the cigarette. When those hands were placed on the keyboard, the fingers were nimble and fast, controlling the rhythm of the canyon. When they were placed on his head, the palms were warm and generous.

An Lin only realized now that Su Xi treats herself differently compared to other people.

He will not peel oranges for others, he will not run to the room to comfort others when they lose a game and are scolded by trolls, nor will he slam others against the wall, get so close, and speak so softly.I have never seen him hug others, and when he looks at others, he doesn't always smile.

Suddenly, he panicked for no reason. All along, he subconsciously enjoyed Su Xi's tenderness towards him, and subconsciously indulged in it.

It turns out that as long as Su Xi stops taking the initiative, the two of them will become like this.

No, maybe Su Xi's original character was like this, but she was ignored by her greedy self.

Su Xi didn't pay much attention to him these two days. The warm sunshine in the past disappeared, and An Lin felt that he had returned to that dark and oppressive little corner, cold and lonely, and the world was gloomy again.

why?

Why are you ignoring me all of a sudden?Why are you no longer looking at me?Why don't you touch my hair anymore?Why don't you bully me?Why don't you smile at me anymore?

There was a sour and numb feeling in his heart, An Lin didn't know what it was, he just felt that sourness surged upwards, broke through his throat, irritated his nasal cavity, eyes, and even the corners of his mouth couldn't help twitching.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Xi turned her head inadvertently, and saw that An Lin was about to cry.

"Ah?" An Lin suddenly came back to his senses, looked up at him, his eyes were red.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Xi asked again.

An Lin also seemed to feel that he looked a little embarrassed, turned his head and quickly wiped his eyes with the palm of his hand, shook his head and said, "It's okay."

"What are you crying for?"

"I didn't cry." The voice was thick and nasal.

Su Xi looked at him and said nothing.

"It should be a bit of a cold recently." An Lin took out the mask in his pocket and put it on his face, blinked quickly a few times, letting the wind dry the moisture inside, and then asked cautiously: "Have you been in the past two days? ..What's wrong?"

"What's wrong?"

"You don't even pay attention to me..." His nasal cavity was sore again when he said the ending.

Su Xi's expression was a little loose, "Why did I ignore you?"

"..." An Lin's vision was blurred again, he turned his head and said nothing.

Su Xi did not ignore him, but their communication in the past two days was good morning, good noon, good evening...

Su Xi actually did it on purpose.

As soon as he said that sentence, he regretted it.It was too early, he should have waited, but he couldn't help it after being teased out of his mind the night before.

As a result, the child's face turned pale with fright, and Su Xi couldn't describe his mood at that time. An Lin's anxious explanation hurt him deeply.

This child is spoiled by himself, and he is teasing unscrupulously in his heart, but he can't figure it out and can't see his emotions. A sense of frustration makes him feel powerless and a little unwilling, so these two days, intentionally or unintentionally, Leave him alone.

But seeing his aggrieved tears, Su Xi's heart softened again.

Forget it, who made him the one to like first.

Raising his hand and gently rubbing An Lin's head, his voice finally softened: "Good boy, it's okay."

The familiar big hand finally caressed the back of his head again. An Lin's tears, which he had held back for a long time, could no longer contain them, and fell out of his eyes, and his body trembled uncontrollably.

"Why are you crying again?" Su Xi's voice was closer, and An Lin himself felt ashamed, and turned his head to wipe away tears indiscriminately.

"I didn't cry..." The voice was choked up, "I said I have a cold, and my eyes will feel uncomfortable when I catch a cold."

"Well..." Su Xi smiled lightly, "I have a cold."

An Lin quickly collected his emotions, sniffed his nose, blinked his wet eyelashes and asked him: "You have been so indifferent to me these two days."

Su Xi didn't want to explain to him either, so she just wiped the corners of his red eyes and said, "My aunt is here, and I'm not in a good mood."

"Hmph..." An Lin looked away, but didn't avoid it.

Su Xi was amused by his arrogant appearance, and gently pulled off his mask, "Isn't it boring to wear?"

"Not stuffy!" An Lin pressed the mask on his face, and said it sounded like that, "It's very serious, and it will be transmitted to you." Not only his eyes, but also his nose and cheeks are now flushed.

"Yeah." Su Xi seemed to believe his words, she withdrew her hand and touched another cigarette, ready to light it.

"Stop smoking." An Lin pressed his hand, "You have smoked a lot these two days."

Su Xi also smoked before, but she didn't have any addictions, at most two a day, and the frequency has increased significantly in the past two days.

"Take care of me?"

"I...I'm afraid that your addiction will affect the game." An Lin retracted his hand and whispered: "During the game, you are not allowed to smoke."

Su Xi looked at his red ears and said nothing, but her hands stopped.

"You guys are here. I've been looking for it for a long time." Old Deng's voice interrupted the two of them.

"What's wrong?" Su Xi looked back at him.

"I have something to inform you." Lao Deng came over and sat on the chair next to him, "Just now we checked, there is still some problem with the wiring in the training room, and the room also smells a bit of formaldehyde, and then I discussed it with the boss. Excuse me, invite someone to deodorize tomorrow, and check if there are any other problems by the way, I can't live here temporarily, so I will give you two weeks off."

"Can we move back first?" An Lin asked, "The luggage is still in the car anyway."

"There's no room left. As soon as you moved out, people from the DOTA branch moved in. Anyway, it's the offseason, so I might as well give you a vacation."

"Oh..."

"So let me ask you, do you want to go home or go out to play?"

"I'll go back." Su Xi took out her mobile phone and sent a message, "It just so happens that something happened at home these two days."

"What about you, An Lin, what's wrong with your eyes? They're so red."

"I'm fine, I just have a cold." An Lin pulled off his mask, "Then I'll go back too."

"Okay, take care of your body, the weather is not stable recently, don't take off your clothes as soon as it gets hot, you'll get sick easily."

"Ah."

Old Deng stood up and looked at the two of them and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to a hotel tonight."

Su Xi looked at An Lin's still red eyes and said, "You go first, it's still early anyway, let's sit down for a while."