Indulge in indulgence

That night Cen Yi had a very complicated dream, in the dream for a while it was Su Wen, he was standing quietly holding the fat tiger with downcast eyes, and for a while he turned into He Luyao, he smiled and waved to Cen Yi, Said mysteriously: "Brother Cen, come quickly, I'll show you something."

Cen Yi walked over and saw what was in He Luyao's hand - a bottle of sleeping pills.

Cen Yi didn't know what he thought of, and suddenly snatched the bottle of insomnia medicine, but found that the bottle was empty.

He Luyao on the opposite side was still smiling, but tears were streaming down his eyes. He looked at Cen Yi quietly, with more and more blood dripping from the corner of his mouth, and his smile was bleak: "Brother Cen, did you see these pills?" Well, they are so small, but once I eat them all, they can kill me."

"..."

Su Wen was aroused at night by the tossing and turning and murmurs of the people around him. He was a light sleeper with a little neurasthenia. He took melatonin medicine for a long time to fall asleep, but even so, even the slightest movement in his sleep would wake him up .

Cen Yi must have had a nightmare, his head was covered with a thin layer of sweat, his handsome brows were tightly frowned, and he muttered something in his mouth.

"road……"

"what?"

Su Wen leaned closer to listen, and vaguely heard: "Lu... Lu Yao... Spit... Spit it out... You don't..."

Cen Yi's expression became more and more painful. He seemed to be trapped in some kind of quagmire from which he could not extricate himself, and all the muscles in his body tensed up.

Su Wen shook him: "Cen Yi, wake up."

"Stupid... not worth it... you're not worth it!!"

"Cen Yi, Cen Yi!"

Cen Yi suddenly opened his eyes.

Cen Yi's back was drenched in cold sweat. Under the dim and warm lamplight, his eyes slowly focused on Su Wen's face.

Su Wen's black hair hung down in a mess, revealing a pair of panicked and anxious eyes.

Cen Yi opened his mouth, his voice hoarse: "...Su Wen?"

When Su heard that he was awake, he breathed a sigh of relief, his flat voice concealed a slight tremor: "You're having a nightmare."

Cen Yi's pale forehead was covered with sweat, he was startled, blinked his eyes slowly, sat up, and whispered: "Yes, it's a nightmare, I'm having a nightmare."

He covered his head and stared blankly at his hand. He shook it lightly, but there was no medicine bottle, no sleeping pills, nothing in his hand.

——He Luyao is not dead, he is not dead...

Cen Yi's eyes were in a trance.

——He was rescued by you, he is still alive, he stood in front of you perfectly yesterday, what are you thinking about?

A glass of water came into Cen Yi's sight, and then Su Wenqing's lingling voice fell: "Drink some water, you sweat a lot."

Cen Yi thanked vaguely, took the water glass, and gulped it down.

It wasn't until the glass of water was drunk that he finally regained some sense of down-to-earth reality.

Su Wen sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him after finishing these, hesitating to speak.

He seemed to really want to ask Cen Yi what he dreamed just now, but seeing that Cen Yi had no intention of talking, he was too embarrassed to ask rashly, so he could only sit there silently and accompany him.

Su Wen has never been good at intruding into other people's worlds. He is more like a quiet spectator, with a little cautious alienation, for fear of causing the slightest trouble to others.

Cen Yi slowed down, and suddenly stretched out an arm: "Su Wen, come."

Su Wen was silent for a moment, and actually lay down obediently, leaning on Cen Yi's arm as a pillow, and kissed him very lightly on the cheek.

He could feel that something was wrong since Cen Yi came back from the company. He didn't know what happened, so he could only try his best to comfort him.

Cen Yi lowered his eyes, stared at his fingers dully, and played with the soft hair of the man in his arms with the other hand, and suddenly said: "Su Wen, the actor who is playing opposite me this time, I used to have a little bit with him. Old grievances, I don't know how to face him, I'm afraid I will be influenced by emotions, I'm in a mess right now."

"...Then do you want to act in this movie?"

Cen Yi was silent for a moment, then said, "I really want to."

"That's fine."

Su Wen sighed softly, "Everyone has weaknesses, I understand your desire to escape, but Cen Yi, if this actor continues to exist in the entertainment industry for a day, you will always have to meet him, face him, and face up to the past. .

If some things cannot be solved fundamentally, a simple retreat cannot be escaped. "

Cen Yi pursed his lips, but said nothing.

He Luyao is his heart disease. He originally thought that after so long, he had already seen it very openly. When he couldn't see each other a few years ago, he could still pretend that certain things never happened. But now He Luyao Standing in front of him, those high school memories flooded his mind.

As for He Luyao, he used to want him so much that he hated him later, but later this hateful person was really too pitiful, so he suddenly couldn't hate him anymore.

What is there to be angry with a man who has traveled from the brink of death?

Su Wen sat up straight suddenly, stretched out his hands to hold Cen Yi's face, and looked at him seriously: "Listen to me, Cen Yi, don't think so much.

In this world, there are many things that are not as terrible as you imagined. Only by trying to get over it can you really let go of it. "

After getting along for so long, Su Wen is more or less aware that if there were really irreversible grievances and entanglements during this period, according to the character of Cen Yi, a domineering son, he would have already left regardless of 21. Since he is entangled, it means Although this relationship is very twisted, it is definitely not to the point where it cannot be resolved.

At least in Cen Yi's heart, there was still room for the other party to relax.

Su Wen's fingertips were slightly cold, but the palm of his hand was warm.

Cen Yi stared at him in a daze, the light dazzled Su Wenchuchen's handsome eyebrows and eyes, he was like a star falling from the sky, landed in his bed, held in his palm, the light was cold and gentle shines upon him.

Cen Yi smiled wryly in his heart, he thought: Su Wen, you don't understand, you don't understand what happened between He Luyao and me, if you knew, you would definitely not want me to get close to him again.

But at the same time, he knew that Su Wen was right. If he didn't want to face it, he would never pass that hurdle.

In all fairness, the whole thing before was not his fault, the person who should kowtow to him to apologize is He Luyao, why should he stand still here with his hands tied?

He is no longer the silly young master who Huo went out but couldn't get back. Six years is enough for Cen Yi to undergo a complete change.

Thinking of this, Cen Yi's tense heart suddenly relaxed.

No matter what, he and He Luyao are in the past tense. The person he loves deeply now is Su Wen, and only Su Wen.

Su Wen raised his hand and glanced at his watch. The hour hand had already pointed to "three", and it was two and a half hours before Cen Yi got up.

Su Wen said: "Go to sleep, you will get up soon."

Cen Yi had already put away the sadness just now, and returned to his usual playful and smiling hooligan appearance. He leaned over and hugged Su Wen, his chest pressed against the man's back, deeply smelling the fragrance of Su Wen's body, feeling the scent of Su Wen's body. The temperature conveyed by the body.

"Honey, I'm leaving now.

I won't see you for five whole days. "

Cen Yi whispered to him, but his eyebrows were filled with gentle love, "Do you miss me, miss me very much, especially the kind that misses me."

Su Wen was surprised by Cen Yi's rapid change of attitude, he frowned slightly, and muttered softly: "Isn't it only five days, I'll be back in the blink of an eye."

"No, just, five, days?"

Cen Yi was grinding his back teeth, and his tone came from behind with a gloomy tone. Then he turned Su Wen over and pressed him under his body, and his hand had already groped in along the hem of his clothes.

"Would you like some exciting baby before you leave, huh?"

Su Wen grabbed his troubled hand, blushed and scolded angrily: "It's the middle of the night, why did you go crazy all of a sudden?!"

There was nothing to sleep for two hours. He originally thought about tossing Su Wen for a while before leaving. Anyway, although he couldn't do more in-depth things, it would be good to kiss and touch her.

But Su Wen didn't seem to have a good rest in the past two days. Cen Yi saw the faint tiredness and exhaustion in his eyes, his heart was soft and sore, and his heart ached so badly, he withdrew the hand that continued to provoke him.

"It's okay if you don't want me."

He chuckled in Su Wen's ear, "It's enough for me to think about you.

I will miss you very much, miss you very much. "

They just confirmed their relationship, Cen Yi wished to be sticky with Su Wen 24 hours a day, and could touch him within reach of his hand. To be honest, Young Master Cen really wanted to take Su Wen to participate in activities, but Su Wen also had own work and own life.

Originally, Paris Fashion Week also sent an invitation letter to Su Wen, but he was going to another city the day after tomorrow to attend an endorsement event for a high-end luxury brand. Su Wen, as the brand's only spokesperson in the Asia-Pacific region, could only decline the event in Paris.

Su Wen and Cen Yi are now the favorites to be invited to various events, but Su Wen knows that he is not in good health, so he can't keep going day and night like Cen Yi, unless it is a very important event, otherwise he will Neither will be present.

Su Wen was amused by his childlike tone, and turned to look at Cen Yi with bright and soft eyes.

He said: "You can go to participate at ease, take more photos, and reward you with good food when you come back."

Cen Yi was full of interest: "What to eat?"

Su Wen heard that he was still worried about the fact that he only invited Cen Yi to eat a 50 yuan wonton, and thought seriously: "Michelin? Yuehai? What do you want to eat?"

Cen Yi bowed his head and quickly kissed Su Wen on the lips: "I want to eat you."

"..."

"All right."

Cen Yi stopped teasing him, and pulled Su Wen into his arms, "Go to sleep, baby, and let me hug you with this firm and warm embrace for two hours, and you will be alone in the empty room this week."

Su Wen smiled lightly and said, "Nonsense."

He curled up in Cen Yi's arms. In the darkness, he closed his eyes, trying to sleep, but it was still difficult to fall asleep.

I don't know whether it was the words Cen Yi said before, or the nightmare that Cen Yi had, and the words he called made him feel uneasy and had some bad premonitions.

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