Indulge in indulgence

Su Wen finished replying to the last message, then put the phone on the table, pushed the cold dumplings back into the microwave, and reheated them again.

Lu Xiao went home for the New Year, and before he left, he brought him a box of oranges, saying that they were jelly oranges, and Su Wen hadn't had time to eat them yet.

Su Wen took a bite of the dumpling skin, stuffed with pork and cabbage.

There are hundreds or even thousands of blessings in WeChat, and he doesn't have the time to click on them one by one. Anyway, most of them are group messages, and the content is similar, so there is really no need to waste time reading through them.

He just picked a few important people to reply, and sent all the rest on a regular basis.

Those flattering and flattering words lost their original trace of humanity once separated from the cold screen.

He seems to be used to New Year's Eve when he is alone at home every year.

Since coming to Los Angeles, Su Wen has changed three apartments, except for the old house after his mother left. During this period, he changed once because of illegitimate harassment. It was not until this one that he lived in it for five years. In fact, there are not many times when we can stay in this house.

Su Wen turned on the TV and tuned to the gala.

The phone dinged, and it was a message from Cen Yi: Did you watch the gala? The show is really boring.

From this short sentence, he could even imagine Cen Yi holding the remote control, three points of disdain, seven points of contempt for changing channels, this down-to-earth warmth suddenly enveloped him, Su Wen couldn't hold back his light He smiled lightly.

He replied briefly: Look at it, it's okay.

In fact, usually when Su Wen turns on the TV, he doesn't know how to watch it, that is, he just listens to the sound habitually.

This 300-square-meter, empty home is eerily quiet, and the lively voices on the TV can give him a slight sense of security.

Cen Yi's chat box displayed a "typing" sign, and he seemed to type it in, delete it, and repeat it several times, and the "typing" sign suddenly disappeared.

Su Wen's expression darkened, and he didn't deny it. When he saw Cen Yi's sign again, he felt a faint anticipation in his heart.

Cen Yi didn't reply to the news that he had heard, until after a long time, the screen suddenly lit up.

"Su Wen, open the window."

Su Wen was stunned, and it took him a long time to know what the other party meant by this sentence.

He slowly put down his chopsticks, looked towards the floor-to-ceiling windows in disbelief, hesitated for a few seconds, stepped forward, opened the curtains, and looked down.

A blue supercar appeared in the field of vision. A tall man in a black coat was leaning outside the car door, looking at him with a smile.

He seemed to already know which floor Su Wen lived on, and a pair of beast-like eyes were fixed on him, and he could feel the scorching heat even tens of meters away.

At that moment, Su Wen's eyes flickered slightly, and his heart burned uncontrollably.

Cen Yi's message sounded: "Come down quickly, it's getting cold, put on more clothes."

After posting, he quickly added another one: "It's okay if you don't add it, there are plenty of clothes in the car."

A few minutes later, Su Wen came down wrapped in a thick down jacket, his palm-sized face was buried in the woolen scarf, and only the black and soft hair tip was exposed.

He stood in front of Cen Yi: "Why are you here?"

"Lu Xiaoxiao, you are at home alone, I will come and see you."

Cen Yi smiled and rubbed Su Wen's soft hair, "You're so good today, wearing such thick clothes."

Su Wen turned his head away, the roots of the ears hidden under the hair were slightly hot.

Cen Yi opened the car door for him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Come up."

Su Wen stepped into the car, watched Cen Yi get into the co-pilot, put on his seat belt consciously, and asked, "Where are you going?"

Cen Yi's eyes shone slightly under the dim light: "Go and set off the fireworks."

Su Wen frowned and said, "Now the city center has banned it."

"do not worry."

Cen Yi smiled and started the sports car, vowing, "I know where to put it."

Today is the holiday, there are very few vehicles on the road, a blue supercar speeds past, as fast as a bolt of lightning.

Su Wen raised his head on the car seat, a little motion sickness, and simply closed his eyes: "Daddy, you are not at home today and stay honest, you really dare to run outside."

Cen Yi looked ahead, but his eyes fell on Su Wen's face from the corner of his eye: "I came out secretly, the whole family is watching the gala, so they don't care about me."

Su Wen shook his head, but felt a little astringent in his heart.

In his mind, he pictured the scene of a family gathering together to watch TV. The laughter, laughter, and scolding, these life that ordinary people think are within reach, seem so out of reach to him.

He remembered that when his mother was alive, at this time of year, no matter how busy he was at work and how many notices he had, he would try his best to rush home to make dumplings with his mother.

His wrapping is not good-looking, and it is always not as beautiful as his mother's. When it is cooked, it is always crooked, or it is simply broken in the pot.

Obviously nine years had passed, but Su Wen still didn't dare to think about it, and his nose would feel sour when he thought about it.

After his mother left, he endured and endured, getting used to the loneliness of being alone during the New Year's Eve.

Later, Chang Bin came and brought him a short-term heat and warmth, and then Chang Bin also left, and he had to suffer, endure, and once again get used to the loneliness of being alone during the New Year's Eve.

In the past, Su Wen always felt that the things he had already experienced, the incisions he had tasted, would not hurt so much if he experienced it again.

But he was wrong, getting used to the warmth and then stepping into the ice is an extremely difficult thing.

He doesn't have such a tough heart, which can support him to taste the knife a few more times.

Cen Yi parked the car in an open place, and Su Wen recognized it at a glance. This is the big river they passed by when they went out to eat together in the film crew and watched the snow.

Cen Yi opened the trunk and brought out several boxes of fireworks from inside.

Cen Yi put the things on the ground, and suddenly said to Su Wen, "Give it to me."

Su Wen put away the mixed feelings in his heart, stretched out his hand inexplicably, and at the next moment, Cen Yi took out two gloves from nowhere, and put them on him repeatedly.

Cen Yi murmured, "Aren't you stupid? You don't even know how to keep warm."

"..."

When Su Wen was stunned, Cen Yi had already pulled out a bunch of firecrackers, put them on the shelf, and rubbed his hands—he was afraid that it would be inconvenient to light the firecrackers, so he didn't wear gloves.

Cen Yi took out the lighter and shook it in front of Su Wen, his eyes narrowed: "Do you dare to light it?"

Su Wen was bombed by firecrackers when he was a child, so he had some shadows about such things, but he didn't want to lose face in front of the juniors, so he narrowed his eyes slightly, and reached out to take it: "Give it to me, why don't you dare? "

Cen Yi took the lighter away at once.

"never mind."

Cen Yi looked at him with burning eyes, "It's too cold, don't take off your gloves."

He went to the string of firecrackers and lit the wire, then quickly moved away, only to see the light on the wire flicker a few times before going out.

Cen Yi tried this several times in a row. He kicked the firecracker with a gloomy face, and cursed: "Damn, I got damp in the basement!"

While muttering "Unfavorable start", he walked towards the boxes of fireworks, raised his chin at Su Wen and nodded: "You choose, which one to put first?"

Su Wen's mind was a little confused, so he didn't look carefully, and pointed at one casually: "This one."

Cen Yi laughed out loud: "Su Wen, you really know how to choose, my box of fireworks is not as expensive as this one."

This was originally what he was preparing for the finale to surprise Su Wen.

But since Su Wen has chosen, it's okay to let him go first.

Su Wen was very puzzled. Fireworks are basically the same when they are released, at most there are big and small, and different colors. What kind of flowers can they play with?

Cen Yi over there had already finished counting and ran towards him.

A cluster of sparks behind them rushed straight to the sky, and the fireworks bloomed magnificently in the dark sky, whitening half of the sky.

Among the sparkling stamens, a face is vaguely outlined by colorful starlight.

Su Wen raised his eyes and looked at it, only feeling a little familiar.

He suddenly realized that it was himself.

The man he was, the man he was at 24, the man he is now.

Those important characters who have been left in the film and television, those youthful years that will never come back, in such a night, in such a festive day, are being displayed in front of him in a dreamy posture, colorful and magnificent.

Perhaps the lines were not drawn very well, and even the face was a little distorted, but these were all soaked in Su Wen's memories, and they were all him, so he recognized and remembered them.

They condensed and formed in the night sky for a short time, and then the starlight turned into star particles, which floated down profusely.

Cen Yi approached him in the firelight. The young Alpha's face was so handsome and unrestrained. His eyebrows were flying unruly, but his pupils were very affectionate. Standing there, smiling at himself, he couldn't bear anything but him in his eyes. anything.

Cen Yi lowered his head and leaned closer to Su Wen's ear so that he could hear clearly: "I ordered someone to customize it, originally I wanted to show it to you myself, as a surprise for you.

But I also feel that this place is too far away from your home, and I'm afraid you won't be able to see it clearly, so I want to bring you here on a special trip. "

Su Wen didn't speak for a long time.

This time, Cen Yi got closer, his eyes sank, his dry lips almost rubbed against Su Wen's ears, and the hot air blew over Su Wen's ears softly and heavily.

The young and handsome Alpha asked in a low voice, full of expectation and affection: "Does it look good, Su Wen?"

Su Wen's throat rolled, suppressing the slight choking in his throat.

"Ah."

He said.

Cen Yi looked at Su Wen's drooping eyebrows, his heart seemed to be wrapped in the warmth of a flame.

This silly guy, he thought that as long as he hid his eyes, others would not be able to see the watery look in his eyes, that appearance of crying.

She was obviously moved, but she had to hold on and pretend that everything didn't matter.

Cen Yi clenched his fingers into a fist and suppressed a sigh.

He couldn't say, when he learned from Lu Xiao that Su Wen lived by himself every year, how much pain he felt in his heart, so painful that he ran to see him desperately.

Su Wen was so close to him, Cen Yi really wished he could hug him, kiss him, kiss him now, wanted to hold Su Wen on his body, and enter him gently and roughly, so that Su Wen would be covered with his own scent, Then go to kiss his tearful eyebrows.

He wanted to tell Su Wen that he would not let him pass every festival in the future.

But Cen Yi has nothing to do now.

Su Wen is not his person.

The author says:

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