Indulge in indulgence

After filming, the crew called it a day. Cen Yi sat in a corner with mineral water and stared blankly at the set, with a trace of subtle complexity in his expression.

Xie Chifeng in the movie is a poor man.

When he was young, his father was violent at home, locked him in a dog cage and didn't let him out, and gave him a little steamed bun and porridge every day to barely eat.

At first, I could still hear the cries of my father beating my mother outside the house, but the heart-piercing cries became weaker and weaker, and one day I couldn't hear them anymore.

Mother was beaten to death.

Xie Chifeng used his fingers to pick the lock on the cage with the wire while his father was asleep every day. The wire got shorter and shorter, his fingernails were broken, and his flesh was rotten.

After groping day after day, finally one day, the lock was unlocked.

That night, a fire broke out in Xie’s house. It was preliminarily determined that the electrical circuit was aging. Xie’s father burned only a charred corpse. The son escaped, but no relatives wanted to keep him, so he was sent to an orphanage. adult.

Xie Chifeng has a withdrawn and perverse personality. Although he has excellent grades, he has never had friends. He has been isolated and bullied all year round. In winter, he is poured with ice water and his schoolbag is thrown out of the window. He is fed up with this kind of life and vows to eliminate violence for the people, so He chose to be a policeman.

Career is accompanied by loneliness step by step.

Wen Ye is the only accident in Xie Chifeng's life - he is an unconventional bad guy, gentle scum, suave, and a bit annoying familiar, always making Xie Chifeng unhappy.

But it happened to be such a person who would ask Xie Chifeng if he had dinner, if he wanted to go out for a drink together, and if he could squeeze in a bed at night.

That was the first person who broke into Xie Chifeng's world, and it was the only ray of light.

But it was later discovered that this beam of light was also fake. He and Wen Ye had never had a drink together, had a meal together, or huddled together under the same roof to discuss cases, and even the names they used to call did not exist at all.

Those trivial daily routines are just dreams, hypnosis, and guidance from Professor Wen's dreams.

Even if Xie Chifeng woke up, recalling all the sins he had committed in the past, he also realized that he had never had Wen Ye.

He has nothing.

Cen Yi was in a daze, his heart was cramping, and he felt a severe suffocation, which made him go crazy.

The water bottle in Cen Yi's hand had been crushed inadvertently, and his fingers trembled a little until Su Wen's palm fell on his shoulder: "Cen Yi."

Reflexively, Cen Yi grabbed Su Wen's wrist: "We..."

His eyes were wide open, his vision was distracted, and he didn't speak.

Su Wen was also a little surprised by Cen Yi's expression, he froze for a while, frowned slightly, and said in astonishment: "I just want to say that your performance just now was very good.

It's early morning now, don't sit for too long, go back and rest early. "

"I'm fine, senior."

Cen Yi slowly let go of Su Wen's hand, lowered his eyes, and smiled wryly, "I just feel very unfair for Xie Chifeng."

"..."

Su Wen stood behind him and sighed.

"Trust me, Cen Yi."

He whispered, "You'll be better soon."

Before Su Wen left the set, he turned around and took another look at the man sitting in the corner. Alpha's young and handsome face showed a dazed and bewildered expression, hiding in the dark like a large abandoned dog.

As someone who has experienced it, he understands better than anyone else that the current Cen Yi needs time to come out.

Su Wen put on his coat and walked towards the landing car.

In the night, Chang Bin wore a haute couture coat and was meticulously groomed from head to toe. He held a cigarette between his fingers. Seeing Su Wen, he smiled and said, "One?"

"No."

Su Wen put away his exhausted face, and pushed his hand to pass the cigarette away, "I quit."

Chang Bin let out an "ah", feeling a little regretful: "This is your favorite brand ever."

Su Wen pulled the corner of his lips very slightly: "You said it too, it was once."

He wanted to get in the car, but Chang Bin was stuck at the door of the car, there was not enough space to get in, and Su Wen didn't want to touch his body.

He pursed his lips and said in an unhappy tone, "How long do you want to torture me?"

"I don't want to torture you now."

Chang Bin shook the ashes, his vision narrowed: "It's not that I can't see what relationship you have with Xiao Cen."

Su Wen narrowed his eyes: "What nonsense you say, we have nothing to do with it."

Su Wen was like this when he was angry, like a cat whose fur had exploded, his whole body was full of cold vigilance.

"I just wanted to remind you."

Chang Bin laughed, "I also know Cen Yi, you should pay attention, that kid is not as serious as you think."

Su Wen listened to him expressionlessly, and said in a cold voice, "Have you finished?"

Chang Bin moved his feet to the side: "It's over, please."

Su Wen opened the door and got into the car without looking back.

The production crew rushed to finish work a year ago, and the filming reached the end of the follow-up. The most critical part has been filmed, and everyone is relieved. The pressure is not as great as before, and the atmosphere seems more relaxed.

In fact, there was a small reversal at the end of the film, but Cen Yi did not struggle for too long.

While looking at the monitor, Director Wang rubbed a string of big Buddha beads in his hand, with a satisfied expression: "When the time comes for the last part, please tell the editor, don't play the trailer.

Time to surprise the audience. "

On the day when the production team wrapped up, Director Wang was in high spirits. The whole production team gathered for dinner and set up ten small tables. It was somewhat tainted with the festive atmosphere of the New Year. Dozens of people sat together in full swing.

Su Wen sat on the wine table and waited for a long time without seeing a familiar figure. This was probably the first time he asked, "Where's Cen Yi?"

"Didn't he tell you?" Director Wang said while ordering, "Something happened to his family, so he rushed back early."

Su Wen fell silent and did not speak again.

Director Wang seemed to have seen through his thoughts, and added, "It's okay, if you want to, let's find time to get together next time."

"no need."

This time Su Wen replied very quickly. He spread the tablecloth and threw it under the tableware, slightly bent his lips: "Don't bother him, that's fine."

Of course he didn't say that Cen Yi knocked on his bedroom door last night.

The tall Alpha stood at the door with a hasty expression. He looked at him with hot and scorching eyes, with a heat that would tear his soul apart.

Cen Yi asked him: "Su Wen, can I go in?"

Su Wen just took a shower, his body was covered with damp water vapor, the fragrance of the shower gel was mixed with the aroma of plum fruit, sweet and rich.

Cen Yi seldom called Su Wen by his first name directly, they were five years apart, and Su Wen was a senior, so it was very rude to call him that.

But Su Wen wasn't surprised at all, as if he should have been.

He just looked at Cen Yi quietly for a while, and said in a low voice, "Okay, wait a minute."

He walked to the storage table, and in front of Cen Yi, tore off an inhibitor patch, and stuck it on the back of his neck with his head slightly lowered.

Su Wen has posted hundreds of times, so he is familiar with the movements, and he doesn't even need to look in the mirror.

It wasn't until he finished all this that the aura on his body suddenly faded, that he opened the door for Cen Yi and said, "Come in."

Cen Yi walked behind him, pinched Su Wen's hair with his hands, and said with a smile, "You seem to like this shampoo very much."

Su Wen hid it calmly: "Well, what's the matter with you?"

Cen Yi's footsteps gradually approached, his broad chest was close to Su Wen's back, one arm stretched forward, and his palm rested on the glass round table beside Su Wen's waist, seemingly nonchalantly enclosing Su Wen between his arm and the round table , is a cautious possessive gesture.

It took him a while to hear him say: "Tomorrow will be finished."

Su Wen rubbed her hair without turning her head: "I know."

Cen Yi pressed on step by step: "I'm a bit reluctant."

"In the future, the crew will still make announcements, and everyone will have the opportunity to get together."

"Maybe there will be no chance."

"There will be."

"What about you?" Cen Yi gritted his teeth and decided to go all out. "Is there any chance for me to see you again? Just like before, chat with you and have dinner together?"

Su Wen paused for a moment, then continued to wipe as if nothing had happened: "If you want, I can find a chance."

Cen Yi clasped his wrist, covered it in his palm, and said in a heavy tone, "I can't bear you."

"Cen Yi."

Su Wen didn't seem to understand what Cen Yi meant, and turned around with a calm expression, "This circle is like this, no matter how wonderful a play is, it will end one day.

Whether it is a co-worker or a role, you have to learn to say goodbye to them when you get together and leave.

You are young now, and you will understand in the future. "

Su Wen pulled his hand out of Cen Yi's palm bit by bit, and the only heat dissipated in the air very quickly.

These words have become indifferent to the point of cruelty.

Cen Yi frowned, veins appeared on his arms, and the falling shadow engulfed Su Wen in his arms: "That's not what I meant, Su Wen, actually I..."

Su Wen calmly withdrew from Cen Yi's shackles.

He closed his eyes and said in a tired tone, "I'm a little tired, so let's talk later if you have anything to say."

He forgot how he drove Cen Yi out, he just remembered that he slammed the door mercilessly, shutting all the young man's unspoken sincere words from the door.

"Su Wen!" Cen Yi knocked on the door twice, but didn't dare to call out too loudly.

He was turned away, anxious in his heart, and didn't notice the haste in Su Wen's actions, or the embarrassment in Su Wen's expression.

That night Su Wen stood with his back against the door for a long time, so long that he heard the footsteps at the door gradually receding, the water droplets on his hair were evaporated by the heat, and the skin on his legs turned dry and reddish.

He lowered his head, letting his black hair cover his eyes.

The night wind blows through the window.

The man muttered to himself in a voice only he could hear.

"I know, Cen Yi."

he sighed softly.

"But I don't want to hear it."

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