fully control

"I hope your love is based on the fact that I am your father..." Lin Xi's voice sounded as calm and calm as ever.

"We are not related by blood!" The young master interrupted him excitedly, "Why did you throw me abroad, I love you, no one will ever love you like me..."

Lin Xi's tone remained the same, and she continued almost selfishly, "...the procedures for studying abroad have been contacted, I hope..."

"He's old! Old and weak, he's not good enough for you..."

"To shut up!"

San Shao unconsciously held his breath, and his father's voice was not loud, but he could feel his father's coldness from those two words, and even the temperature in the room seemed to have dropped.

There was no sound in the room for a while, and after a while, when the third young master was hesitating whether to carefully probe to see what happened, the young master spoke, and his voice became soft and gentle, "...Brother Lin, please look at me, take a good look at me Look at me... You have spoiled him for 20 years, it's long enough. He has lost his appearance and his body is weak, I know he can't serve you to your fullest..." With the rustling of clothes, the voice of the elder and younger Become more submissive, "Brother Lin, look at my face, my body... I was nurtured by you since I was a child, and I grew up according to your wishes. Only I understand your mood and your preferences best. I am your real ideal lover. Forget about that old man, you will have a young one who loves you more and satisfies you with more heart, a genuine little prince...

The declaration of love between the young and the young is like a third-rate bitter drama. The young and the young are holding the notes behind the bookshelf and frowning deeply, surprised and even more puzzled. How could the young and the young have such a thing for his father... Oh, no, or he should ask, the young and the young How could you think that your father would accept such... childish, boring...?Third Young Master couldn't believe Eldest Young Master's brain... Could it be that after all these years, he didn't realize the meaning of the existence of the three brothers in this family?

Third Young Master couldn't help standing up anymore, and was about to go out, but saw through the gaps in the bookshelf that Young Master was standing in the middle of the ground with all his clothes off, his beautiful face was mixed with shyness and humble begging... ... The third young master stopped in his footsteps, not only because of such an embarrassing scene, but also because the third young master suddenly ignited anger in his chest. From San Shao's point of view, it was an extreme humiliation to Dad!

In the days to come, San Shao thought more than once, if he rushed out that day, would things change?He wondered more than once, in the steps he stopped at that time, in addition to avoiding embarrassment, was there a hint of malice for revenge against the young and old?To deprive him of his father's love, for his words of humiliating his father, for his unknown jealousy?

San Shao had no answer.In other words, San Shao didn't really need an answer.Don't cry over spilled milk—this is what my father told him from his grandfather's Lin family motto, and his father told him with iron and blood facts what it means to make a decision before acting, and what it means to have no regrets.The most useless word in their life dictionary is the word 'if'.

The third young master still doesn't know what will happen in the future, he just stopped, sat back on the ground again, picked up the book, calmed down, and didn't care about the family scandal over there.So the third young master didn't see the coldness in Lin Xi's eyes, and the young master lowered his head humbly, so naturally he didn't see it either.

After a long time, Lin Xi let out a long sigh, "You are still young, don't say 'always' and 'most' in everything..."

The third young master in the back didn't know anymore, he focused on his book world and blocked all voices.

When Third Young Master came back to his senses again, it was Lin Xi who took the book out of his hand.

"The kitchen has prepared afternoon tea." Lin Xi said.

"Okay, Father." Third Young Master stood up.

In fact, afternoon tea is Lin Xiaoran's habit, but today he went out to meet a certain piano master and was not at home.The father and son walked out of the study and walked all the way to the backyard without speaking to each other, but the silence was finally broken.

"What do you think of what the young master said?" Lin Xi asked.

"stupid."

San Shao used this word, which contained countless meanings.For his arrogance, for his self-righteous love, for his illusory self-confidence, for his ignorance of current affairs and provocations, for his self-willingness to be humble, to recommend a pillow, and not to understand his own position... There are too many.

A flash of emotion quickly flashed in Lin Xi's eyes, "I thought you would be worried."

"Worried that you like the new and hate the old, and abandon Dad?" San Shao asked back, with an irrepressible mockery in his tone, "Uncle Zhong Xia's daughter is eight years old, you don't have to make a bad face every time Dad mentions meeting him, it's not a toss You have to lie on the bed for a whole day, because your nose is not your nose, and your face is not your face."

Why should he worry about Dad?

Lin Xiaoran was born in a scholarly family and grew up in a clear, clean, warm and beautiful family environment. Music endowed him with a pure soul, and the love of his parents nourished his talent. Lin Xiaoran is now a world-renowned composer, famous, Wealth, status, even age and appearance, what points can my father, an old underworld gangster, compare to?It's not certain which of them dislikes which!

Young Master, hum!Well, including himself, the third young master couldn't help laughing at himself, but he was just the artificially created shadow of his father who grew up in a den of thieves and whose mother was unknown.They don't have a heart for music, but they are forced to learn piano and music theory.They have come into contact with the darkness of this world prematurely before they have experienced innocence.At the age of seven, he was almost perfect. What could he compare with his talented and clean father?

Young Master is an out-and-out fool!

He is indeed young, but so what?

That is almost synonymous with childishness, recklessness, stupidity, narrow-sightedness, and self-righteousness.If my father can even confuse pearls and fish eyes... No, this kind of assumption cannot even be established. My father is an underworld emperor who has been in power for more than [-] years. Let him distinguish between pearls and dead fish eyes?Are you telling a joke?

The third young master has heard of Uncle De Niangu, and he knows the entanglement between his father and his father very well--dad, his life was threatened, his entire family property and parents' memory were taken away, and he was deprived of his due honor... these It is almost enough to destroy a person's faith, but Dad has never been humble in front of power.Dad is not a hero.He feared, compromised, and struggled hopelessly in the suppression, but the spine in his heart never bent, Lin Xiaoran never gave up his ideals and hopes.Until now, until the layer of rough stone wrapped around the outside was sharpened by his father's stumbling one after another, and the raw jade finally shined, there is no longer anything that can cover up his talent, and there is no way to deny his talent.

It's hard for the third young master to imagine that in this world besides dad, there will be someone who can create a world in his father's siege and interception. Dad made his father lose a mess.His father, in the words of Uncle De: fragile and soft like a bluegrass that needs careful care, but no matter how big a stone is, it can't stop him from sprouting, growing up, and emitting fragrance!

Young and old are not worthy to be compared with Dad, he will never understand Dad's flexibility and strength!

Listening to the pride and disdain in the tone of this son whom she had neglected for many years, Lin Xi could hardly bury her admiring eyes any longer.The third son of their family, like him, is meticulous in thinking, calm, rational, good at analysis, and decisive enough; at the same time, he is also like Xiao Ran, with the keen intuition and delicate observation of a musician, and his feelings are very real.

Lin Xi's original intention of raising a child was that he really hoped that he could have a child that was a copy of Xiao Ran, who was just as clean and clear, with the same talent and talent. He had fantasized about pampering him into a happy and unique little prince himself.But only now does Lin Xi know that when a child inherits his and Xiao Ran's traits at the same time, he will have a heartfelt, father-like pride - this is their son!

Compared to the young and old spoiled by him...

Lin Xi thought of Eldest Young Master's self-recommendation performance, and his words of insulting Xiao Ran, and felt angry and frustrated in his heart. He really put a lot of thought into Eldest Young Master. He wanted him to be as clear as Xiao Ran's crystal, and he pampered him to the point of Big, responsive to every request, raised in the palm of his hand, I'm afraid even a real prince can't compare to him, but in the end...

Sure enough, it was his mother's poor genes that caused him to be willing to be humble?

Young Master... Lin Xi's heart twitched, and finally, the unexplained anger in his eyes was suppressed deep down and no longer appeared.

This family scandal that happened in Lin Xi's study seemed to disappear without a trace after the waves.During the afternoon tea that day, the father and son didn't go into the topic further, so the third young master didn't know how his father arranged for the young and old. Anyway, no matter how he dealt with it, the father naturally didn't need others to talk about this kind of thing.

Judging from the subsequent development, the third young master only knows that the youngest did not go abroad to study as his father had arranged, he was still at home, going to school as usual, living a dazzling life like any other day before, but he did not mention any insults With Xiao Ran's words, it seems that he didn't express his love to his father anymore, and said that he loves to come and go.But the third young master is very confused, the eldest young master sobered up from the sexual confusion in adolescence so easily?What did his father explain to him?

No matter what his father said, in the eyes of San Shao, the young master seems to have changed since that day—his rebellious period has finally arrived—the young master seems to have tried every means to prove his growth and excellence, such as finding the old man Hei went to practice free combat, the madness was frightening; he competed with Yunhu in sniper accuracy, and even used a cigarette in the mouth of a passer-by two or 300 meters away on the roof of a skyscraper as a target, and almost killed someone; or join gliding Umbrella Club, becoming the youngest member in it, standing on a cliff like a green head, really daring to jump down...the list goes on and on.

The third young master looked at the young master with cold eyes, who was so passionate and chaotic like a headless fly. He was very confused and had a trace of inexplicable uneasiness, but his father didn't say anything about it. Naturally, he didn't have the position to ask, not only didn't ask, but when Dad was worried about this, he had to explain him in a brisk tone, "Isn't it the end of his rebellious period!"

Well, seeing that my father showed signs of bringing up old things again, the third young master hurriedly bowed down and made self-repentance for the [-]th time. To be honest, I seemed to be quite ruthless and stunned during the rebellious period .

However, no matter how crazy he was during his rebellious period, he didn't seem to be as out of line as the younger one.The third young master silently observed the eldest young master's behavior during the rebellious period, watched him play more and more without knowing the depth, and listened to his father's comments in a few words to secretly connive, the third young master didn't understand.In other words, he should understand, but he dare not think about it.This situation lasted for half a year. Just when the young man's madness gradually became accustomed to everyone, and when the young man became obsessed with mountain road racing, challenging the limit became more and more dangerous. Suddenly, one day, something happened-an illegal gambling mountain road race , the young and old's car lost control, the forwarder got stuck in a corner, and even the car rushed out of the cliff...

The great tragedy of life—bereavement of father in early years, loss of sons in old age.

Although Xiao Ran hadn't reached old age, the blow was definitely not small.As soon as the third young master heard that something happened to the eldest young master, and he didn't have time to take care of the youngest, the first thought in his mind--his father!

But what is surprising is that in the blow of this bereavement, Lin Xi, who has always been in good health, fell ill. It is rare for a person who is close to his destiny to develop a high fever of nearly [-] degrees, which lasts for a week. , the doctor's diagnosis was "mind and mind damage", but Lin Xiaoran survived such a blow tenaciously. He organized the funeral of the eldest son, and at the same time took good care of Lin Xi. The daily affairs of the Yishan mansion were arranged in an orderly manner. It's just that people get tired and thin quickly.

"Dad, father's temperature has dropped. You really need to rest well today, otherwise when father wakes up, he will be worried when he sees you so haggard."

"Dad, Xiao Xiao and I will take care of father, don't worry." The second young master has also been haggard for the past two days, and the death of his brother has dealt a great blow to Ruo Xiao, who has always been emotional and soft-hearted.

"Really, my father's condition has stabilized, and the doctor said he's fine..."

The third young master and the second young master teamed up and forced Xiao Ran to drink a bowl of medicinal food that soothes the nerves and helps sleep, and sent him to rest.An hour later, the third young master forced the weak second young master to also go down to rest.In front of the hospital bed, when Lin Xi's fever subsided and woke up, he saw Third Young Master dozing off on the sofa next to him.

"Xiao Xiao..."

"Hmm...Father?" Third Young Master woke up startled, looked up just in time to see that the thermometer was normal, and breathed a sigh of relief, "Father, are you feeling better? The doctor estimates that you will wake up today... drink some water first."

When Lin Xi woke up, he was in good spirits. He pulled out the needle and covered the cup with his hand, "Where's your dad?"

The third young master knew what his father was concerned about, "Dad has always been strong, but Ruoxiao and I were worried about his health and forced him to rest. He should be asleep."

"Let the lobster stare, he is not in good health, tell the kitchen to pay attention to the medicinal food..."

"..." The third young master endured it, took a deep breath, finally put down all the doubts, and squeezed out a comforting smile, "I know, I will arrange everything. Father, take medicine."

The father and son were speechless for a while, the third young master served Lin Xi to take the medicine, helped Lin Xi get up, helped him adjust the power imbalance caused by his weakness, and then helped Lin Xi into the bathroom, the third young master poured bath water for him, A proper amount of medicinal bath was added to it... The third young master was busy here, when Lin Xi who was behind him suddenly said, "I... am not a good father."

The third young master paused his hand, his complexion paled instantly, and he couldn't stop the trembling voice from his throat, "Yes, you can't even be called our father, as the young master once said, we are not related by blood!" The three of them The brother is just the child of the father. For the father, I am afraid that the function of the pet decoration is more than that of the son. "I know that Dad is always the most important thing in your heart, but what are we? You have 'created' us with your own will, so are we just the shadow of Dad?" San Shao couldn't help being angry, he really He didn't want to be suspicious like that, but something happened, his father fell ill because of mental damage for no reason, and the sentence "I'm not a good father" just now almost confirmed his conjecture.

"We are a shadow, a mirror image, no need for ego, no exceptions..."

"I admit," Lin Xi said, "At first, I just wanted to participate in Xiao Ran's childhood life, based on some kind of compensation and replacement psychology..."

"But no matter how much we look like dad, we won't be dad! No matter how much the eldest son looks like dad, and no matter how talented the second youngest is like dad, they are not him either!" Third young master couldn't control his emotions, "If you miss Dad's childhood, you miss it Now, don't ever think about..."

"I know." Lin Xi calmly suppressed the grief and anger of the third young master, "My self-righteousness and arrogance have ruined Ruo Xiao; my paranoia has made Ruo Xiao weaker and weaker, and I can't bear the slightest setback. I killed two The child understands the true meaning of being a 'father', Xiao Xiao, you only ask yourself, are you willing to give me another chance to be a father?"

Lin Xi responded with a left uppercut from San Shao.

"Why should I agree to you being a father?"

The third young master punched Lin Xi again, "This is for the stupid young master!"

The third punch, "This is for the innocent Second Young Master!"

The fourth punch, "This is for the young master's death!"

"This is the price for me to hide from my father!"

"This is the father's duty you haven't fulfilled for 15 years!"

"Learning piano for that damn..."

"For that damn gun..."

"Why should I forgive you?"

……

The 50-year-old, well-maintained and still agile prince, was beaten so embarrassingly for the first time, but he didn't fight back; Crying proudly in his arms.

"...Why should I trust you..."

Lin Xi stroked her youngest son's hair, "Xiao Xiao, I will try my best to be a qualified father. I promise."

Lin Xi, no matter what this dark and cruel man planned, Third Young Master had to admit that he had always envied First Young Master and Second Young Master, and he longed for this man to truly be his father.

Lin Xi, no matter what this domineering and ruthless man has done, San Shao can't deny that he only has affection for Lin Xiaoran all his life, and he promises to give him a safe and happy life, beautiful and worry-free, from beginning to end.

The author has something to say: 1. Zha Zha is a bad guy as always, even if he has a bright spot, he is still a ruthless bad guy.

2. The plan of 'having a child like Xiao Ran' was never under Zhaza's control from the beginning to the end.

3. Some things can never be fully controlled.

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