drifting in the north

Although Jin Yunhai has always occupied such a domineering nickname as Sun Houzi, in his heart, he feels that Ling Fei is more like jumping out of a crack in a rock.Although I have seen Lingfei's mother's grave, and heard Lingfei mention his old man from time to time, but these are not so real phantoms to Jin Yunhai.It seems that it is packaged and sealed in another country, or another planet. There are some, but they cannot shine on reality and will not have any impact on the world he lives in.

Until this moment, Ling Fei said that the old man had a stroke and he wanted to go home.

Jin Yunhai couldn't figure out what was going on in his head for a while, but seeing that Ling Fei was lost, and kept repeating that he wanted to go home, he became anxious, walked over and hugged the other party's shoulders: "Don't Panic, what will your father do if you panic again?"

Lingfei grabbed Jin Yunhai's arm subconsciously, and his mood could be seen from the fingers sunken into the flesh: "I want to go back right away."

"Then you can't grow wings just by talking about it," Jin Yunhai didn't know whether to laugh or cry, took Lingfei's mobile phone, and dialed while saying, "Book a ticket for tomorrow, okay?"

"No," Ling Fei didn't even think about it, "I'll go directly to the airport and buy the nearest flight."

Jin Yunhai frowned, just about to open his mouth to ask you if you don't want to tidy up or make miscellaneous things, Ling Fei had already stuffed his ID card, keys, wallet and other personal belongings into his coquettish little leather bag like a storm, and then he threw the bag back, Just wearing clean sportswear, ready to go.

Jin Yunhai understood this posture, but he still couldn't hold back: "Don't you bring that big box in the closet?"

"Let's put you here first." Ling Fei said and began to put on his shoes with his head down.

Jin Yunhai hurriedly put on his windbreaker, took the car keys, and then squeezed into the entrance: "I'll see you off."

The road to the airport is not easy. During the holidays, private cars are all on the road, and the traffic on the main road is slower than slow.Unknowingly, Jin Yunhai was sweating, not for himself, but for Ling Fei.He glanced at the endoscope frequently, trying to see the face of the monster sitting behind him, but the other party always looked out the window, only giving him a side face that he couldn't tell whether it was calm or sad.

There are too many times when monsters are making troubles, so that it makes people feel distressed to be so quiet.

Jin Yunhai wanted to comfort him, but he couldn't find a suitable word for a long time, so he fought and raised an argument. He could fight Ling Fei for three days and three nights, but if he was soft, he couldn't.Ling Fei is better than him at this point, at least that person will say that the best way to persuade someone is to let the other person find out that you are worse than him, and then post the things that you don't want to remember the most for him to heal.

Jin Yunhai suddenly discovered that he had actually been ignoring another attribute of the monster besides being flamboyant, smug, willful, lazy, righteous, and poisonous, gentleness.A different kind of tenderness may not work for others, but it hits his heart.

Such a good buddy is leaving.

Feeling a little sour, I can't tell whether it's disappointment or reluctance, Jin Yunhai tried his best to get rid of the mentality of these little daughters - it's not about life and death, they came here to travel, and now they are almost becoming sojourners, daddy has a stroke, let alone He's a man, but anyone with flesh and blood and a conscience has to crawl back!

Looking at the busy traffic outside the window, Ling Fei calmed down after panicking for a long time.It's not that I don't worry about the old man anymore, but I know that it's useless to worry too much. He's not around the old man, and he can't use his strength.Countless worst scenes turned over in his head like loose pages, each of which was linked to death, Ling Fei tried hard not to think about it, but couldn't do it.

But his face was still calm, he didn't want Jin Yunhai to worry with him, and he didn't want to show weakness in front of the other party.Jin Yunhai regards him as a buddy, but only a buddy, he can accept the other party's concern and comfort, but he has no face to lean on, that shoulder is not his.Ling Fei suddenly thought, if Jin Yunhai knew what he was thinking now, he would definitely say something like: What kind of shoulders and no shoulders, you don't have such a thing!

The hearts and minds of the two people are just like Shenyang and Shenzhen, they will always be in opposite directions.

This is a certainty, more true than Newton's three laws, but every time he thinks about it, Ling Fei feels uncomfortable, it feels like eating Coptis chinensis, a bitter taste in his mouth.

Finally, the two arrived at the airport.

As soon as Ling Fei entered the terminal, he was a little anxious, and he didn't know where to go, where he was, and he had to go through the security check directly after buying a ticket.

Jin Yunhai pulled him back by the collar, feeling strange in his heart: "You can die if you say goodbye!"

Ling Fei stayed for a few seconds before his eyes came into focus, then raised the corners of his mouth and raised his eyebrows, showing the same queen-like expression as before, but at the moment he had something on his mind, the domineering look was somewhat discounted: "Should It was you who said safe travels."

Jin Yunhai sighed, surrendered, and threw out four words: "Safe journey."

Ling Fei nodded approvingly, swallowed a little bit of bitterness in his mouth, and smiled: "Good." After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.

Jin Yunhai hurriedly called out: "Hey, when are you coming back?"

Ling Fei looked at Jin Yunhai, as if he wanted to carve him into his eyes, and said in his heart, "I don't know, let's talk about it."

"Oh," Jin Yunhai didn't care about the ambiguous answer, and said proudly, "Then if I miss you, I'll go and see you."

Knowing that it was a polite remark, Ling Fei was still moved.It took a long time to slow down, and then smiled faintly at the other party: "That's enough buddy."

Jin Yunhai watched Ling Fei walk through the security check and into the waiting hall until he disappeared completely.The smile slowly faded on his face, and what remained was a little dazed.Ling Fei is like a gust of wind, coming suddenly and then leaving suddenly. People caught off guard can only greet, play and send off in a panic, but have no time to savor the twists and turns.

For example, at this moment, standing here, he felt reluctant.

But the monster will come back anyway, Jin Yunhai cheers himself up, the suitcase like a treasure bag is still in his home, it's like having a hostage in his hand, don't worry.

When Shenyang became a regular grid like fields, Ling Fei realized that he really wanted to leave.As originally envisaged, when we return, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

When Jin Yunhai asked him when he would come back, he really wanted to say that I would not come back.But these words sounded too angry, and Jin Yunhai’s nerves definitely didn’t understand, and he might have to find out why, how could I not do it well, just thinking about it, Ling Fei felt embarrassed, So in the end he swallowed the words back.

But my mind is determined.return?What are you doing back here?The scenery that should be seen has been seen, the mother who should be sacrificed has been sacrificed, and there is nothing to do.

Goodbye.

During the second half of the journey, Ling Fei kept thinking about the old man's condition.After getting off the plane, he rushed to the hospital as soon as possible. What made him happy was that the old man had regained consciousness, but he still couldn't speak, let alone get out of bed.But the doctor said the situation was optimistic, so Lingfei decided to trust the doctor.

After guarding with concern for more than half a month, the old man was basically able to communicate. Although his speech was still a little slurred, Ling Fei could completely see which of his sentences were "You still know how to come back" and which ones were "You This bastard."But after scolding, the old man squinted his eyes and smiled, but because the muscles on his face were not particularly able to use them freely, his smile was ugly.Every time Ling Fei looked at it, his eyes felt sore.

"The doctor said that it will be difficult for you to walk like a fly in the future, but I think it's better to use a walking stick." Ling Fei cut the half-peeled apple into small pieces, and fed it to the old man with a toothpick Er Chi, "What do you think?"

Old man Ling muttered for a long time before he swallowed the apple, then raised his hand tremblingly to knock Ling Fei on the head, Ling Fei quickly stretched his head over and cooperated with him to complete this action, at last he heard the old man's unassuming voice: "Fan Shit..."

Ling Fei grinned, the more scolded he was, the happier he was.

A month later, old man Ling was discharged from the hospital.Except that his legs and feet are not very agile, he is basically fine.The doctor ordered a lot of precautions, and Ling Fei wrote them down one by one. When he returned to the old house, he was busy with Secretary Liao to deal with various affairs accumulated by the company. Because the doctor ordered that the patient should not be tired, Ling Fei had to look at it Dive into areas that you have never seen before.Only then did he really realize how big his father's stall was, and where did his "prodigal expenses" come from.

It was already two months later when I remembered Jin Yunhai.Except for a hug when he first came back, he never contacted the other party after that, and occasionally missed it, but just thought about it, because he didn't know what to say when he called.Use long-distance to talk nonsense?He wasn't in that mood, at least not right now.But Jin Yunhai didn't call either.This made Ling Fei grit his teeth with hatred. His consistent principle was that he could blame others, and others could not forgive him. As a result, Jin Yunhai challenged his authority. Not only did he challenge, but he succeeded. Not only did he succeed, he also succeeded. Get out!

Ling Fei couldn't smoke Jin Yunhai, so he wanted to smoke himself.

It was expected that Zhou Hang called, the difference was only in the morning and evening.

The land of Shenzhen is said to be big or small, but things spread the fastest in the circle. His old man had a stroke, and he, a prodigal son, came back and struggled to support the overall situation. How many people are waiting to see the joke, Zhou Hang Know sooner or later.

"Come out for a meal." Zhou Hang's voice sounded calm.

Ling Fei was also very calm, so calm that he couldn't believe that this was his real self: "What good food is there outside?"

"Then I'll cook for you myself?"

"It's better to go outside, at least you can run if there is danger."

Zhou Hang froze for a moment, seemingly unable to judge whether it was a simple joke or a sneer hidden in the needle.

Ling Fei didn't wait for a reply for a long time, thinking that the other party regretted it, and said in his heart that it would hurt him, and his ability to resist blows is too weak, if it is gold... stop, there is no gold.

"You still have three seconds to consider whether to withdraw the invitation," Ling Fei looked at his watch, "One, two..."

"I'll be waiting for you at Shishang, see you there or leave." Zhou Hang always felt that Ling Fei had changed, but he couldn't tell where it changed.

Lingfei hasn't gone out for a long time, except to go to the company for a meeting.So it is rare for him to take off the rigid shirt and put on his favorite T-shirt again.In July, Shenzhen seemed to be on fire. Ling Fei thought that when he was rich, very rich, he could build a huge air-conditioning cover to cover the whole city.

Zhou Hang sat in the brightest position in the restaurant, so he could be seen at a glance.

Ling Fei walked over, he immediately stood up, wanted to pull the chair, but hesitated again.In just half a second, Ling Fei pulled away by himself, and then sat down generously.The waiter handed over the menu, neither of them even looked at it, and the familiar dishes came out of their mouths - this is the place they used to come to often, and even if some things were unintentional, they naturally left a tacit understanding.

After the waiter turned and left, Zhou Hang spoke first: "Actually, you were right to choose the outside, or we might do it again."

"If the enemy doesn't move, I won't move." Ling Fei took a sip of lemonade and said half-jokingly, "Every time you attack first."

Zhou Hang was a little dazed.Having a good meal and talking with Ling Fei is his biggest dream in recent years, but when it comes true, he finds that it is not as beautiful as imagined, on the contrary, it makes people faintly panic.

Ling Fei was still saying: "Actually, whoever can't beat anyone, I'm just ashamed to fight you to the death. But I won't do it now, if you dare to beat me again, I will beat you."

Zhou Hang looked at Ling Fei with piercing eyes: "You have changed."

Ling Fei didn't want to discuss himself with him, because he felt that he was right, even if he did, it wasn't a big mistake: "Although I didn't agree to break up at the beginning, but later on, dare you say that you didn't want to hang on to me? In fact, you and that It’s impossible for women to get divorced. It’s not that I don’t understand, but I just don’t let myself think about it, thinking that it won’t hurt if I don’t want to.” After a pause, Ling Fei continued, “But even if I think about it now, it doesn’t hurt anymore. Yeah, I feel like everything here is the same as in the previous life.”

Zhou Hang's expression changed slightly, only the knuckles holding the water glass turned slightly white: "You know me very well, but you don't understand me well. I thought I didn't love you that much, but I was thinking just now, if you still want to be with me, I will immediately just leave."

Ling Fei was stunned. Ever since Zhou Hang got married, he had never mentioned this word to him so formally, love, did he say he loved him?Oh, why did you go early!But half a year earlier, he could have eloped directly with the other party no matter what!

"Give me another chance." Zhou Hang let go of the water glass and covered Ling Fei's hand.

The scalding heat woke Ling Fei up. He pulled his hand out with difficulty, looked down at the lemon slices in the water glass, and after an unknown amount of time, he suddenly smiled: "If you are sincere, you should divorce the marriage first and then use the divorce certificate to chase after it." I."

Zhou Hang didn't speak.

Lingfei didn't look up at his expression either.Because he knew that Zhou Hang couldn't do it, that person never did things that he was not sure of, he either got people or got money, and the possibility of losing money and people was never erased from his course of action from the very beginning.

If it is gold, it will definitely work out.As soon as this idea came up, Ling Fei denied it again.Because if it was gold, there would be no marriage at all.

But Jin Zi is not Zhou Hang, Jin Zi did not fall in love with him.