drifting in the north

Jin Yunhai’s house looks the same on the outside, with red bricks and black tiles on the outside, and old tables and chairs on the inside. There is no floor, but a layer of leather, not leather, or plastic. I only learned from Jin Yunhai later that it is called floor leather.But the house is very clean and very simple. The only decoration on the wall of the living room is a splashed ink landscape, which is very artistic.

This is the home of an old soldier. Ling Fei has never seen an example, but what he sees now matches his imagination inexplicably.

Jin Zi's mother is the same as Jin Zi's father, energetic, enthusiastic, and tall. Standing next to the majestic old Jin, she looks like a perfect match. Ling Fei finally knows how Jin Yunhai got here.Moreover, Jin Zima's facial features are very tasteful. It is not difficult to see that she must have been very beautiful when she was young. Ling Fei observed for a long time back and forth, and determined that most of the features on Jin Yunhai's face were inherited from his mother, and the nose followed Jin's father. Exuding a majestic and high-spirited demeanor.

The enthusiasm of Jin Zi's family was beyond Ling Fei's expectation. He thought it would be nice if the host could be polite when an outsider came to the house during the Chinese New Year.From top to bottom, from old to young, no one in the Jin family regarded him as an outsider, not to mention Jin Yunhai. That person was familiar with himself and never regarded himself as an outsider, so he didn't treat others as an outsider. They are all brothers.And this disposition is obviously hereditary, Jin Zi's father and mother first gave Ling Fei a mouthful, then changed Xiao Ling, and then changed Xiao Fei, making Ling Fei worried that he would become "Fei Fei" sometime.

After the initial pleasantries, everyone returned to their respective places.The TV was just on, and Ling Fei didn't pay attention to what it was playing, but as the background sound, it made the whole room very lively.Jin Yunhai and Father Jin sat on the sofa to discuss the world situation, and Mother Jin simply took out the pot for dumpling stuffing and the rolling pin and put them on the dining table, chatting with the two of them while making dumplings.Ling Fei had nothing to do, so he sat obediently on the chair and watched all this.

He kind of understood where Jin Yunhai's self-confidence came from. If he grew up in such a family, he would be fearless, because the family is complete, and there is no gap in his heart and emotions. No matter how serious the injury is, he can return home, and he is not afraid of his father beating him and scolding him, because his mother will protect him, and he is not afraid of losing anything. Although it may be sad and sad, the most important and rooted thing is forever Here, he can come back to recharge, come back to recuperate, and come back to get ready to go.

Lingfei found that he missed that old man in Shenzhen.

In previous years, during Chinese New Year, Ling Fei would go home before dark, eat dumplings with the old man and watch TV, stay up until after twelve o'clock, and either go to sleep or leave.Although boring, but never missed a year.

"Well, it's at a friend's house."

"What friends do you have over there?"

"No, we can't know each other yet."

"Male."

Ling Fei has the urge to throw her phone down the toilet==

"Old man, let me tell you solemnly," Ling Fei took a deep breath, and finally inhaled the smell of toilet cleaner, "You are thinking wrong."

Father Ling didn't want to be outdone: "You haven't done anything right."

Ling Fei raised his eyebrows, and heard the meaning behind the words: "Tsk, you think I didn't go back to spend the New Year with you, so feel sad."

"You bastard..."

"Okay, okay, I wish you an early New Year's greetings in advance, don't stay up until twelve o'clock, sleep when you are sleepy."

The other end of the phone was silent, and it took a long time before a sentence came: "Don't cause trouble for others."

Ling Fei pouted: "I don't know how obedient I am."

Father Ling snorted angrily and hung up the phone.

Ling Fei grinded his teeth for a long time, and finally made a "cut", the corners of his mouth slowly curled up, and he smiled helplessly and a little indulgently.

As soon as he put the phone back, there was a knocking sound outside——

"I said, you fell into the toilet!" Jin Yunhai's loud voice made the listener completely unaware of the existence of the door.

Lingfei black line, just about to pretend to wash his hands before going out, he heard Jin Zi's father's voice was even higher: "You poor boy, why are you urging people to go to the toilet, oh, it's not over yet Make you shrink back as soon as you shout?"

"..."

Ling Fei stuck to the door panel weakly, unable to express in words the endless admiration for the Jins and his sons like a surging river. While scratching the door panel, he wondered what kind of soil and water could raise such a pair of father and son! ! !

Ling Fei floated out of the bathroom, after a long, long time.

Jin Yunhai also said in a serious manner: "I said it can't be too long, you see, they are all exhausted."

Ling Fei's blood bar dropped to a negative value, and he didn't even have the energy to stare at him...

In the end, it was the angelic mother Jin Jin who took Ling Fei over, pulled her to sit down at the dining table, and said to ignore the pair of two hundred and five, and we talked to each other.Lingfei suddenly felt that he was looking at his own mother. TT Lingfei's memory of his mother is very vague, and happiness and misery are intertwined. Every time he recalls it, he has some palpitations. In fact, he had already somewhat forgotten what it was like to be with his mother, but when he chatted with Jin Zi's mother, the feeling suddenly matched the depth of his memory. He thought that if his mother was still there, then the two of them would be chatting now I'm afraid it's the same feeling, warm and soft, making people want to drown in it unconsciously.

Jin Yunhai would go home every half a month. This was a political mission assigned by Father Jin. Although he had not signed a military order, the consequences of not completing it were not much better than that. Now, Father Jin is still quite critical, and what makes Father Jin even more critical is naturally Jin Yunhai's lifelong event.

At that time Ling Fei accompanied the old lady to make dumplings, and Jin Yunhai accompanied the old man to analyze the international situation.The living room is not big, but because there is a TV as the background sound, so each other's conversation does not interfere with each other.

"I said when will you be able to take a wife instead of a buddy at home." Father Jin pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray with a serious expression on his face.

"Hurry up, hurry up," the two Jin Yunhai brothers seemed to pat their father, "You have to have confidence in your son."

Papa Jin sighed and rubbed his temples in confusion: "How many years have you been saying this? Let me calculate..."

Jin Yunhai felt guilty: "Don't forget it, if I had gotten married the first time I said this, now my son would have fallen in love early."

"You know it too!" Papa Jin slapped Jin Yunhai's head mercilessly, his eyes widened to compete with Zhong Kui, "This is going to put the old society back. Now even a father-in-law and mother-in-law have not been caught yet, and the motherland does not lack you to build the four modernizations alone, can you realize the modernization of your parents first?"

Jin Yunhai lowered his eyes, with mixed feelings: "Isn't it always impossible to meet the right one?"

Father Jin was about to vomit blood: "Then what kind of person do you want to find? I asked you and you couldn't tell. You said you didn't like the one you introduced, and you said it didn't match that one. You want Chang'e!"

Jin Yunhai raised his head, seriously: "It belongs to Marshal Tianpeng, I won't argue with him."

Father Jin was completely at a loss for this rough-skinned, thick-skinned and invulnerable son. He stretched out his arms and collapsed on the sofa: "Why did I give birth to you, a hob!"

Jin Yunhai knew that it was his father who had disarmed again, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and slumped on the sofa in a similar manner: "Oh, just follow your roots..."

Ling Fei was happily chatting with Jin Zi's mother, when he suddenly saw the woman glance towards the sofa, and then laughed happily.The two large characters on the sofa are the same from the outline to the aura of the movement. Whoever says that these two are not father and son is purely talking nonsense. Looking at Papa Jin, Ling Fei knew it without even thinking about it. What will Jin Yunhai look like 30 years from now?

Jin Yunhai didn't know that he was being admired by others. At this moment, he was immersed in his own thoughts, stripping away or putting aside all those arrogant, self-confident, heartless and careless ones, revealing the most vulnerable part of his heart, which is not actually fragile. , After all these years have passed, just because the problem has been there, so every time I think about it, I feel the same powerlessness.

There are many things in this world that can be obtained by fighting for them, but if such fighting would cause too much harm, then he would rather not do it.I thought about coming out when I was young, but at this age, I no longer think about it.He used to have a female subordinate, the sales director, who was capable, good-looking, cooking, and good-looking, and her personality was also likable. Damn, she was superb, but she was still single in her thirties. Later, the woman found a better job. When he left the job, he asked gossip why he didn't find a man, but the woman said she did, but she couldn't find anyone she felt good about.He said that you are too picky, the woman admitted generously, and then said, I have been picky until now, and it is not worth picking another one at this time.Now that I think about it, it actually makes sense.It's all up to now, and the pressure that should be endured is over, and it's unnecessary to tell my parents that I can't get married and that I like men.It's better to make old men and women worry about his being single than to be stimulated.

Jin Yunhai wandered in his spiritual world for a long time, until he heard his father's concerned voice: "What's wrong with you, old woman—"

Jin Yunhai's original spirit returned to his place, and he followed the prestige to look over, okay, my mother will cry there.That's okay, he quickly got up and walked over, and saw Ling Fei circling there anxiously and helplessly: "Hey, Auntie, don't cry, I'm dizzy..."

Jin Yunhai's black line pulled people over: "Why did you make my mother cry..."

"I just told her about my mother, and she was the one who asked," Ling Fei said innocently, "I didn't know that she felt the same way when she heard it, saying that she was also in the art team back then. There were many such things. Several of her sisters also fell in love with educated youths, but they were not happy in the end..."

"Whether her lacrimal glands are on or off, can you save me my worries!" Jin Yunhai frantically searched for tissues all over the world.

Ling Fei turned his head silently, looking far away, he really didn't mean it TT Jin Zi's mother twitched for a long time, and still said there: "I feel that I have a destiny with this child, look, this is what I said We went together, you don't know, back then..."

Daddy Jin quickly stuffed the paper with his hand: "Everyone knows what happened back then, so hurry up and forget about it, don't you have a good life with me, come on, come on, I'll make dumplings for you, how much is left? ah?"

"That's all, that's all, when it's over...just, just..."

Unable to take it anymore, Papa Jin quickly picked up: "Let's set off firecrackers, have dinner, and watch TV when we're done."

Jin Zi's mother sniffed: "You can play mahjong after dinner, there are four of us..."

Father Jin wanted to bang his forehead against the table, but he couldn't hold back a word until he choked out a word: "Okay—"

Later, Jin Zi's parents changed to making dumplings, Jin Jin and Ling Fei sat on the sofa and watched TV.Jin Zi said that those who engage in literature and art are full of emotions, is your mother like this?Ling Fei said that he didn't have much impression, and he was too young when his mother left.Only then did Jin Zi realize that Ling Fei's mother had passed away a long time ago and was buried in the Northeast, so he quickly changed the subject.Later, when it came to the border of the Northeast, Ling Fei said that he liked it here and felt at ease.Jin Yunhai said that people here are not willing to go out. The ancestors have stayed here for generations, and they can get to know many people with a swipe of their relatives. Once this root is deep, they feel like home, and no one needs to run for their lives. Go out to work and rest at sunset, don't seek great wealth, everyone is well-off.Ling Fei felt that it made sense, and when he didn't argue, he found that Jin Yunhai's words were always reasonable. Although the other party was only two or three years older than him, he was obviously more mature than him.Later, Jin Yunhai published another dislike for Shenzhen, saying that he had been there twice, and that person was busy with work, wishing he could walk on eight legs and work with four hands.Ling Fei was amused, and then Jin Yunhai was also happy, and the two old men were as happy as two Mickey Mouse nestling on the sofa.

Eating New Year’s Eve dinner at 12, watching the Spring Festival Gala at 30, cooking dumplings at [-], and going to bed after eating.The process of Jin Yunhai's family is exactly the same as that of Ling Fei's, so Ling Fei is very comfortable with it.Jin Zi's mother had already packed the guest room, which was next to Jin Zi's bedroom. At [-]:[-] midnight, Jin Yunhai and Ling Fei said goodbye in front of the door on the second floor.

"This house has an old heater, so it's a bit cold, can you do it?" Jin Yunhai has always felt that winter in the north is no different from hell to southerners.

Ling Fei felt that he was underestimated: "Your parents live well, can't I bear it?"

Jin Yunhai shrugged, with an expression of "whatever you want, I'm just asking politely", pushed the door open and entered the room.

Ling Fei proudly turned her head back, opened the door and entered the guest room.

Ten minutes later, Jin Yunhai heard a knock on the door, opened the door, and met Ling Fei's playful red nose.

"Do you still have quilts at home?"

"..."

It is not easy to find the quilt in the middle of the night without waking up my parents. Besides, the quilt was hidden in an extremely secret cabinet by Jin’s mother. Toss back to Lingfei's room.Fortunately, the new quilt is very thick. Although it is made of pure cotton, it feels a little heavy on the body, but judging from the fact that the two of them sweated a lot just after being hugged, it should be very warm ==

"Let's go down here," Jin Yunhai wiped his forehead, "If you have any other requests, please mention them quickly, and don't wait until you fall asleep to knock on the door of my room."

"Actually, I don't want to dig it either..." Ling Fei looked at him sincerely, "Why don't you give me your room key."

Jin Yunhai narrowed his eyes: "Why don't you just tell me how convenient it would be to kick me if you want to order me to sleep on my bed."

Ling Fei frowned: "You will throw me out along the window."

Jin Yunhai's black line: "You really understand me."

Suddenly I remembered the earth-shattering sound of firecrackers outside, and I don’t know which cannon I bought hit the cannon. The sound was huge, one hung up to five, and it was very long-lasting. When it finally finished and the outside stopped, Ling Fei and Jin Yunhai were still there I feel my ears buzzing.

"Damn it, why is it still playing at 12:30?" Jin Yunhai said angrily.

Ling Fei thought for a while: "Maybe his watch is half an hour behind."

Jin Yunhai raised his forehead: "Can you stop telling cold jokes in the winter?"

"Okay, I'll try my best." Ling Fei regretted it seriously for two seconds, and suddenly remembered that there was a question that he hadn't had time to ask, "By the way, you haven't come out yet?"

Jin Yunhai sighed: "Are you not sleepy anymore?"

Ling Fei nodded honestly.

"Then sit over there," Jin Yunhai squeezed Ling Fei away, and sat on the bed, "Listen to my brother telling you the way of life..."

"No, just tell me where I'm coming and going..."

"No, you hooked me up, so I have to give you a good talk."

"No, I understand!"

"What do you understand?"

"...Ah, I'm sleepy."

"Don't pretend, you just said you're not sleepy."

"I am cold……"

"Cover the quilt and expose your ears."

"..."

Ever since, Ling Fei had the most meaningful New Year's Eve in his life, and later, whenever he recalled that night, he still couldn't help himself, wishing to rush out to take revenge on the society >_