drifting in the north

This is the second time that the three of them have been invited out by nightclub security.But unlike the first time when we didn't know each other, this time, it wasn't so good.

Shen Rui's emotions were still very agitated, and his heaving chest showed that he was not calm.But Shen Yaya has been pressing him against the wall of the narrow alley, Shen Yaya is naturally inferior in terms of strength, but maybe Shen Rui also hopes that he can calm down, so although the eyes looking at Ling Fei are very fierce, there is no violence anymore move.

Ling Fei thought it was funny, and he didn't know why, he didn't rob money or show off, Shen Rui's posture was as if he had wiped out his whole family.

"Who the hell are you, and what's your plan?" It was Shen Yaya who spoke. The girl was no longer laughing like before. The heavy makeup covered her expression, but it couldn't cover her cold eyes.

Ling Fei lit a cigarette for himself. He has never had confidence in self-control, so he needs nicotine to help most of the time, but even so, he is still worried that he will not be able to control himself later, he will not calm down, and something bad will happen.

"Lingfei, apart from knowing Jin Yunhai, you know everything else. I admit that I came here today just for the sake of talking." Lingfei lowered his eyes and dusted the soot on the unmelted snow, "But it seems unnecessary now. "

These are two insiders, two insiders standing in the dark.Battles with asymmetric information happen all the time. An hour ago, he was the dominant side, but from three years ago to now, Jin Yunhai has never had the upper hand.

Anger, rampage through the body.Ling Fei never thought that Jin Yunhai was his buddy, he didn't even figure out what kind of species his buddy was, he just thought that the other party was closer than netizens, well, closer than friends .But now, he was angry for Jin Yunhai, as if he was the one who was cheated.

"Are you going to tell Jin Yunhai?" In the cold air, Shen Yaya's voice sounded a bit harsh.

Ling Fei looked at her expressionlessly: "What do you think?" Anyone can do this.

Shen Yaya bit her lip, hesitated for a moment before saying, "I hope you don't."

Ling Fei didn't hesitate at all: "Impossible."

Shen Rui's eyes darkened instantly, and they were still a little cold. Ling Fei once raised lizards for fun, but at this moment, Shen Rui's eyes were like those of low-temperature animals.But Shen Yaya let him go and walked towards him, Lingfei heard her say: "Can we chat alone?"

Ling Fei admitted that he has double standards for Shen Yaya and Shen Rui, even though the two seem to be standing on the same character baseline, he still...

Shen Yaya pulled him to the corner of the alley, Shen Rui could not be seen here, and it was far away from the hustle and bustle of the nightclub.Shen Yaya asked Ling Fei for a cigarette and lit it for herself. Ling Fei looked at the white mist exhaled by the other party, and couldn't tell whether it was carbon dioxide or nicotine, just like he couldn't tell whether the person standing in front of him was a little girl or a mature woman.

Ling Fei didn't want to admit it, but the fact is that he really never looked at people.

"I'm sorry." Shen Yaya said suddenly, but she didn't mean Jin Yunhai, but looked at Ling Fei's slightly cracked mouth with a little apology, "This is the second time you have been beaten."

Ling Fei looked at her without moving for a moment: "Either, you ask Shen Rui to come over and apologize, and I will punch you back. Or you can hurry up and say what you want, while I am still patient."

Shen Yaya apologized, and the temperature in her eyes slowly cooled down: "Then I'll cut to the chase, did you approach us on purpose?"

If it weren't for the slight pain in the corner of his mouth, Ling Fei would really have laughed: "I'm not that creative, I got beaten up on purpose. Before today, oh, maybe yesterday, I never thought that you would know Jin Jin, if not Jin Jin invited me out for dinner a few hours ago, and even officially introduced his so-called daughter-in-law to me..." Ling Fei stopped talking properly, and he probably didn't like Shen Yaya to listen to the latter.

"No wonder he ran over in such a hurry." Shen Yaya raised her head slightly and exhaled a puff of smoke, "I just met you at night."

"So I'm surprised that Shen Rui can come here so quickly," Ling Fei shrugged, "He really has a way."

Shen Yaya pursed her lips, smiling a little forcedly, more helplessly: "Has anyone ever said that your mouth is actually quite poisonous."

"I've always thought of that as an advantage."

"..."

"But what I can't figure out is why Shen Rui is so angry. I don't seem to have done anything that both humans and gods are angry with."

Shen Yaya was silent for a while, and then said: "He is afraid that you will hurt me."

Ling Fei snorted: "Is this considered persecution paranoia?"

Shen Yaya looked down at the snow-white ground: "Maybe a little overreacted, but it's not delusional. You just ran over after eating, and you are Jin Yunhai's friend."

Lingfei thinks this reasoning is really interesting: "So I should kill you two first for my friend?"

Neither admitted nor denied, Shen Yaya just said: "After all, we don't know your details."

"Why do I feel like I have a guilty conscience?" Ling Fei actually seldom speculated on others, not because he couldn't, but because he was disdainful or lazy.Many times, it’s not interesting to get too deep into people’s hearts. For example, now, “Because you have a guilty conscience, you will explode as soon as you touch it.”

"I admit that we have a guilty conscience," Shen Yaya confessed, "but at the same time, we are also afraid. Power is something you can't imagine. In this society, if people move their little fingers casually, you may never be able to get up again, just like a praying mantis. and trucks."

Ling Fei understands the truth, but he can't empathize with him. This has something to do with his background, his emotional tendency, and his principles of life: "So it's very fulfilling to transfer the truck to you."

A bitterness stained the woman's eyes: "We never thought of lying to him."

The corner of Ling Fei's mouth curved into a mocking arc: "I can't figure out what I said. Shen Rui is good to you here, and Jin Jin is good to you there. Of the three of you, Jin Jin is the only one who doesn't know. Tell me now that you didn't Want to lie to him?"

"That's why this person can't be vain." Shen Yaya smiled bleakly, "Now he's reaping the consequences."

Ling Fei frowned: "What do you mean?"

Taking a deep breath, Shen Yaya raised her head: "Actually, I broke up with Shen Rui when I was in senior year. What I told you in the store just now is the most beautiful part in my opinion. Putting it all together has become the state I most hope for. But the truth is, I went to Beijing in my senior year to make a breakthrough, and I didn’t plan to come back at the time, but Shen Rui didn’t want to leave home, so we broke up. In fact, it’s quite normal to break up after graduation, but when you After drifting outside for a long time, getting tired, and being deceived and bullied by others, I realized how precious the feelings of those people were at that time. But when I came back, he was already with Jin Yunhai."

Ling Fei was a bit confused, he never believed in his own judgment, but reality always liked to throw all kinds of unimaginable questions for him to choose, believe it or not.Zhou Hang said he would get a divorce, he believed it, but later he didn't believe it.Old man Ling said he felt sorry for his mother. He didn't believe it, but now he believes it again.

"What I said is true." Shen Yaya threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and soon, a small black spot melted on the ice and snow.

Do you believe it?Believe it.Intuition tells him to believe, and emotion tells him to believe.Because I believe it, at least the whole thing is not so bad.Just like Zhou Hang, up to now, he still thinks that the man was serious in the first few years with him, and the so-called marriage is all after leaving school.If Zhou Hang had planned to get married from the beginning when the two were together, Ling Fei really felt that he couldn't bear it.

"Since they're all separated, and Shen Rui is also very golden together, what else do you want to do?" Ling Fei couldn't figure it out.

The woman took a deep look at him, and after a while, said, "Shen Rui is not gay."

"It's not GAY, what is he doing with Jin Jin?!" Is this world crazy?Are people abnormal?

"...because the gold helped him a lot."

Ling Fei swears that this is the most nonsensical thing he has ever heard: "You think this is a business? You give me ten dollars, and I have to give you ten dollars? If you love it, you will love it. If you don't love it, you will not love it. Why do you make it seem like you're begging for perfection! Jin Yunhai didn't beg Shen Rui, if Shen Rui said he didn't like him, he wouldn't hold on to it!"

Shen Yaya asked back: "How do you know not?"

Ling Fei was speechless.

Yes, how did he know that gold would not.He hasn't known Jin Zi for as long as Shen Rui, maybe not as long as Shen Yaya, so why does he think Jin Yunhai can't?Hold!It's all intuitive.Since he can intuitively believe that Shen Yaya and Shen Rui broke up, why can't he intuitively believe that Jin Yunhai won't be a stalker?

"Jin Yunhai helped him get Shen Rui's civil servant, and it was after that that Shen Rui was with him. I don't know what happened in the middle, and Shen Rui didn't want to tell me, but I can be sure of one thing, Shen Rui I feel I owe him something, so I want to pay it back.”

"I didn't see it, but I feel like gold owes him."

"Jin Yunhai has a bad temper."

"What do you mean?" Ling Fei narrowed his eyes, and his first reaction was, "Jin Yunhai beat him? Coerced him?"

Shen Yaya hurriedly shook her head: "That's not what I mean. In fact, Shen Rui won't tell me anything about the things between them unless I ask urgently. The only thing I can be sure of is that Jin Yunhai's strength has brought Shen Rui special attention. A lot of mental pressure. I once thought about having a showdown with Jin Yunhai, but Shen Rui refused to give up."

"Oh, then what on earth is he thinking, to deceive forever? He is so sure that gold will do to you?"

"No, he didn't say what would happen to Jin Yunhai, but he was really afraid. He didn't want to continue cheating. In fact, since the two of us got together again, he had already decided to break up, but he hoped to find a suitable He doesn't want to involve me because of the opportunity and the right reason, and of course, he also hopes to minimize the damage to Jin Yunhai."

Ling Fei felt very uncomfortable, as if he was the one who was abandoned by such calculations: "Do you think that asking for a unilateral breakup because of personality differences or other messy reasons is less harmful than cheating?"

"...At least it will feel better."

"You guys feel better." The rampant anger dissipated at some point, and now Ling Fei's chest is filled with an indescribable emotion, a little sour, a little painful, a little weak, and a little angry, "Perhaps Jin Jin helped Shen Rui work. Well, other things are good, there is a purpose. But there is nothing wrong with helping others. He likes Shen Rui and is willing to help him. If Shen Rui doesn't want it, he can reject it. If he accepts it, it doesn't mean that he must give. I will Let me ask you a question, is Shen Rui willing to be with Jin Jin or forced by Jin Jin? You must have asked about this matter, don't say you don't know. "

Shen Yaya was a little embarrassed.

Ling Fei already understood the answer: "Voluntary, right, because he feels that he owes gold and he has to pay it back."

Shen Yaya bit her lips: "But gratitude is not love."

"I didn't say yes, and I didn't say it's wrong for the two of you to want to be together." Ling Fei felt that he hadn't had such a clear mind in many years, "but one thing, you are not victims."

The truth is always the worst thing to hear, Shen Yaya's eyes were red, but she endured it and didn't speak again.

Ling Fei exhaled a long breath, as if this could dispel the heavy depression in his chest.

For a long time, both of them were silent.In the end, Ling Fei was still not reconciled, and said again: "And I think you all think of Jin Zi too subjectively. His temper is not very good, but he is not bad. Even if Shen Rui really broke up with him, at best he would be sad and uncomfortable. Beating up Shen Rui won't ruin his reputation forever."

Shen Yaya asked: "Why are you so sure?"

"I'm not sure, it's just my intuition." Ling Fei thought of a sentence, I judge people's hearts with my heart, and you judge people's hearts with yours.But what if Jin Zi knew that Shen Rui broke up with him because he cheated on Shen Yaya, or that he never loved him from the beginning?Ling Fei found that he couldn't figure it out, Jin Yunhai in a mad state was beyond the limit of his imagination.

Shen Yaya didn't know when she approached, and said cautiously: "Can I understand that you won't tell Jin Yunhai?"

Ling Fei lowered his head and met the little girl's eyes: "You'd better let Shen Rui fight quickly, I'm afraid one day I can't help it..."

"I understand...thank you."

"Don't thank me, Shen Rui should be praised, he really has a good brain."

A breakup without pulling out Shen Yaya is the least lethal, especially what Shen Rui himself told Jin Yunhai.As an outsider, what position do you take to let Jin Zi break up with that bastard?Naturally, I can only say that that guy cheated and gave you a cuckold.He didn't mind being an informer, but he didn't want to see Jin Yunhai embarrassed or uncomfortable.In his heart, that guy is tall and powerful, shining fiercely, and he hopes to be like this forever.

While walking back, Ling Feite asked darkly: "Where is Shen Rui, you must have him?"

At that time, Shen Yaya lowered her head, bangs blocked her expression, Ling Fei only heard three words: "I love him."

Shen Rui has been standing there waiting, watching from a distance, his slightly thin spine is straight, like a handsome pine and cypress in the cold winter.Seeing them coming back, he immediately went up to meet them and pulled Shen Yaya to his side, without saying a word, only looking up and down.

Ling Fei waited patiently for him to check An Xin before reaching out to say hello: "Come here, I have something to tell you."

Shen Rui stepped forward without doubting him.

Ling Fei punched out with an uppercut!

Unprepared, Shen Rui staggered a few steps and nearly fell.

"I'm sorry, I'm a small-minded person, and I will get revenge." Ling Fei smiled at Shen Rui provocatively, as if expecting Shen Rui to rush over again.

But Shen Rui didn't, he just stood there, spit bloody saliva to the side, and then said coldly: "If you want to hit me, you can do whatever you want, but if you dare to touch me, I'll beat you to death. Don't say it." You, even Jin Yunhai, I can fight him hard."

Ling Fei fixedly looked at Shen Rui, and after a long while, said: "You should save your life and think about how to get together and get out."

As soon as he got out of the alley, an empty car came in front of him. When Ling Fei sat in it, he felt cold.

Shen Rui said that he would work hard for Yaya and Jinzi, Ling Fei believed it was true, but this really made Ling Fei almost unable to suppress his anger.Shen Rui is fighting for Yaya, who will fight for gold?It's as if Yaya was raised by her own mother, and gold was brought by her stepmother.

He has always called Jin Yunhai the fire-breathing monster dragon, and now it has come true, Shen Yaya said I love him, Shen Rui said I would fight you to death, so the monster dragon became the biggest obstacle between the prince and the princess , deserved to be killed.Looking at the dark night outside the window, Ling Fei felt a little distressed for some reason.He hoped that the damage could be minimized as Shen Yaya said.

After driving for a while, Ling Fei remembered that he forgot to ask a very important question, that is, how long have Shen Rui and Shen Yaya been together without Jin Yunhai behind their backs.This length of time directly determines the credibility of Shen Yaya's words.But after another thought, Ling Fei was relieved again.Say it or not, the initiative is in your own hands, maybe one day you can't help it, you can't stand it anymore, then love whoever you want.

After making a decision, Ling Fei felt a little more comfortable.Then he began to think about all kinds of things.For example, he and Jin Zi are really similar in some respects. They are both fucking ugly and blind to others. Another example is that the relationship between people is really strange, which has nothing to do with the attributes of people themselves. Well, good people and bad people are relative. Take Shen Rui as an example, they are scum when it comes to gold, but what about Shen Yaya...

A's honey, B's arsenic.