Sentimental charm

Life is just like this, no matter how sad and sad, if you persevere, it will pass after all.Although it is impossible for Xichuan to really take everything lightly in one day and stop caring, at least Xichuan firmly believes that he can walk this unusual and strange road.Xue Zihan and the others should have already set off, right?Xi Chuan was lying on the bed thinking wildly, today he no longer needs to hide outside, probably because he didn’t sleep well for two days, Xi Chuan unexpectedly fell asleep last night, and his mother yelled several times in the morning, Xi Chuan Kawato didn't get up.

This kind of life is also quite comfortable. What Xi Chuan fears most is loneliness. Loneliness is sometimes a wonderful feeling for Xi Chuan. Only by himself can do what he wants to do, and he doesn’t have to live for the eyes of others. When alone, Xi Chuan's mind is always very flexible, and he can think of many things, but now it seems that there is no room for more things except Xue Zihan.

There is a feeling called letting go, if you let go, you will not care about anything, how can you deliberately avoid it?Like hating a person.Xi Chuan didn't think so far, even if he now understands the meaning of letting go, I'm afraid he won't be able to let go.Because Xue Zihan was riding a motor vehicle through the alleys leading to and from Xichuan's house.Although they are in the same city, this place is surprisingly strange to Xue Zihan. The small alleys seem to be a piece of land that does not belong to this city, and are incompatible with the prosperity of the city center.

Xue Zihan got up quite early in the morning, and set off at home at six o'clock. For nearly an hour, Xue Zihan wandered around the alley, Xue Zihan mentally scolded Yin Hao, why didn't he tell him a better place to walk?If it's really a better place to walk, I'm afraid Xichuan doesn't live there, Xue Zihan doesn't think so much, he just complains about the road pointed by Yin Hao.

Fortunately, Qiduozhong's small alley became lively and there were more people.But no one showed any curiosity about Xue Zihan's rampage. Everyone was doing their own things, and they didn't even notice Xue Zihan, a stranger.Xue Zihan had never seen such a scene before, no matter where he went before, he was always surrounded by people, but now he was left out by a group of leisurely people, and it was impossible to find someone to ask for directions.

Xue Zihan scurried around in the alley like a headless fly. The alley was not big after all. After a few rounds, Xue Zihan basically had a simple understanding of the terrain, and after a few turns, he found the place Yin Hao told Xue Zihan.Xue Zihan can no longer blame Yin Hao this time, and his psychological happiness cannot be expressed in words. Although it is just an unsurprising thing, in Xue Zihan's mind, he really thinks that he found Xichuan after all kinds of hardships. At that time, I have to tell Xi Chuan about this matter.

"Song Xichuan! Song Xichuan!" Xue Zihan yelled Xichuan's name several times downstairs.There was no reaction upstairs, it wasn't that Xi Chuan didn't hear it, it was that Xi Chuan thought it was his auditory hallucination, so he didn't care at all.During these two days, Xi Chuan's mind was in a mess except for Xue Zihan and Xue Zihan.The fundamental reason is that Xichuan would never have thought that Xue Zihan would come back to find him today, because in Xichuan's imagination Xue Zihan should already be on the plane to Hong Kong today.

Xue Zihan called twice and saw no one answered, so he took out his phone and wanted to make a call first to check if Xi Chuan was at home.Xi Chuan's mobile phone is still turned off like yesterday.Xue Zihan no longer hesitated, parked the motor vehicle and went straight into the narrow corridor. Although the building was a bit old, it was still clean inside, at least Xue Zihan could accept it, probably because Xi Chuan lived in it, so Xue Zihan just I feel nothing.

"Song Xichuan!" The voice was still in his ears, Xichuan sat up on the bed abruptly, and hurriedly tore off the clothes beside the bed and put them on in a hurry. "Xue Zihan? How did he find this place?" Xichuan only realized the seriousness of the problem this time, and Xue Zihan actually found this place. Before that, Xichuan thought of various ways to avoid Xue Zihan, but he never thought about it What should I do when I meet Xue Zihan by accident, what kind of expression should I have, and what kind of words should I have.

Xi Chuan froze at the head of the bed and remained silent for a long time, his mind was in a mess for a while, what should he do?The only way is to pretend that this incident didn't happen, that I didn't hear Xue Zihan calling me outside the door at all, and take all this as an illusion, or a dream, maybe I am in a dream now, and wait for it to happen. When I woke up, nothing had ever happened.

These naive and ridiculous methods couldn't stop Xue Zihan from outside the door shouting one after another, "Song Xichuan, open the door! I know you are inside!" "Song Xichuan, open the door. If you don't open the door, I will leave. I have something very important." Here it is for you!" Xue Zihan recalled what Yin Hao had said after calling Xi Chuan twice and seeing no response, if Xi Chuan didn't want to see someone, he might hide himself tightly.

After more than two hours of rushing here, Xue Zihan didn't even think about giving up. If he turned around and left after yelling twice that Xi Chuan was not there, he would be too sorry for his two hours of wandering, so he might as well call out twice more , even if Xi Chuan is really no longer in it, he is worthy of his hard work.Xue Zihan shouted loudly, and the sound insulation effect of the tube building was poor. The neighbors downstairs and upstairs could hear clearly, but no one came out to see what happened. It seemed that nothing was worth making a fuss about for them.

On the other hand, an aunt next door to Xichuan’s house who came out to garbage saw Xue Zihan standing at the door of Xichuan’s house and did not go in. The auntie looked at Xue Zihan a little strangely. When she came back, Xue Zihan was still standing outside. The auntie was in a hurry this time. , and said to Xue Zihan, "Young man, why don't you go in."

Xue Zihan didn't understand what this aunt was talking about. No one wanted to go in by herself. How could she get in? Auntie thought this was her own home, or the people here were strangers. family.

"Go in, the door is unlocked, just push it and it will open!"

This time Xue Zihan was really frightened by his aunt, who really thought this was her own home, Xue Zihan stared wide-eyed at his aunt going back to the next door, as if he didn't believe what the aunt said, and then called Xi Chuan several times, The hand really pushed the door involuntarily, and to Xue Zihan's surprise, the door really opened.

The living room is small, and the simple things are neatly arranged, but there is nothing eye-catching, but it is very clean, but no one is there.Xue Zihan felt a bit like a thief, if this was really Xi Chuan's home, it would be great, if not for him, he would really be a thief and enter a stranger's home.

"Xichuan! Song Xichuan!" Thinking of being a thief, Xue Zihan didn't have the momentum to shout just now, feeling a little cautious.Xi Chuan didn't see Xue Zihan's current appearance. If he really saw Xue Zihan, he might forget his own thoughts for a while, patronize and smile.

Xi Chuan couldn't lie to himself anymore, Xue Zihan's was in the living room.Xi Chuan regretted not closing the door inside just now, what should he do now?Close the bedroom door?Xi Chuan sat on the bed and didn't dare to move, thinking maybe Xue Zihan went out after seeing no one in the living room.What if you come into the bedroom?Or close the bedroom door?

Xi Chuan suddenly felt that he was very petty, and he was in a dilemma because of such a trivial matter. What if he met Xue Zihan?As long as I no longer have illusions about Xue Zihan, maybe it's not as bad as I thought.Now it's not my personality at all, it's really embarrassing.What Xi Chuan cares about now is whether he will see Xue Zihan or not, and he has long forgotten why he did not see Xue Zihan.

"Let's just meet each other. This is not my Xichuan's style at all." Thinking of this, Xichuan felt relieved, and got up to open the door, but there was no movement in the living room.Xi Chuan opened the door of the living room, and Xue Zihan was no longer there. Suddenly, a trace of disappointment appeared in Xi Chuan's heart. He was really impatient and left so soon, Xi Chuan muttered to himself.

Xi Chuan got up and closed the door, Xue Zihan was completely silent, and his sadness was replaced by disappointment.This time Xue Zihan will never show up again, and he can easily face the future life, but it's a pity that he didn't even see him for the last time.It was these two contradictory feelings that were struggling, and finally Xi Chuan got up and went to the window to look out, maybe Xue Zihan was downstairs, so he had to be careful not to mess around, Xi Chuan comforted himself like this.

There is no sign of Xue Zihan downstairs at all, but Xue Zihan's motor vehicle is still parked there. Xi Chuan knows Xue Zihan's motor vehicle, and Xi Chuan has never seen it before, and because it is Xue Zihan's motor vehicle, it is special, so remember up.Xi Chuan suddenly wanted to yell, and the footsteps behind him made Xi Chuan's heart skip a beat.

"I..." Xi Chuan wanted to say something, but he never said it.

"What are you, you shouldn't be sneaking away."

Xue Zihan called Xi Chuan twice in the living room, but there was no response. He was afraid that he had really gone wrong, so he turned around and went out to find the aunt next door to find out whose home it was.After finding out that it was Xi Chuan's family, Xue Zihan came back without any scruples.If Xi Chuan is not at home, I will wait for him here.After confirming that it was Xichuan's house, Xue Zihan suddenly aroused endless curiosity, turned around and went to the kitchen to see what Xichuan usually eats?

Xue Zihan's elegance was disturbed by Xi Chuan's footsteps, and when he came out of the kitchen, he saw Xi Chuan looking out the window, and for a moment he felt like a friend he hadn't seen in years, even Xue Zihan didn't know what to say.